Baby...

Well, it seems like I'm preggers.  Totally scary and exciting.  I have a doctor's appointment  next week.  There is so much to think about. It's all overwhelming.

Desires

We've been talking about babies alot.  It's something I really want.  But I'm very scared to admit that I want it.  What if it doesn't happen?  It's going to change my life and that is scary.  So many unknowns.  Once you admit that you want something and then you can't have it, I think its harder to accept.  Well, I've got to live in the moment and enjoy my life as it is now.  Who knows what the future will hold.

Farm Box

Today is the last farm box of the season.  I wonder what it will contain.  I love getting surprises; Some new vegetable I've never tried before.  Lettuce is the hard one for us, I'm not a huge salad fan. We always seem to have lettuce left over.

Fortunate

I know I am fortunate. I often forget to be grateful for everything I have and how wonderful my life is.

Just a few things I'm grateful for to remind me how fortunate I am.
-my wonderful husband. you are always there for me.
-my furry family. you always make me smile.
-my fabulous house. I live in a great location and can walk to the beach.
-my job.  I can work part-time and still make a decent living at a low stress job.
-my health. so far so good.  I want to maintain it so I should put work into eating better and exercising more.

fortunate me...

I'm a fortunate women. I have an amazing life. Sometimes its hard to remember that.