Moving

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email address is pohshiping@gmail.com

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Monday, yea, it's blue.

But i have my classmate with me now and they are just so funny. being so hyper active and I enjoyed watching them being so crappy.

I enjoy spending time with them, like in school.

they always lift up my mood.

Yea, i'm in school now, and everyone 3 of my classmates are with me.

when i am alone, i emo.

But when i am in school, I have them to lift my mood.

Here's my classmate that always cheer me up in school or whenever i am with them. =]

Moody yet again

Work for 2 days morning shift.

tired and back aching.
the lucky thing is that it's not like super busy.

Heard alot of news from the staffs.
some personal issues.
makes me realise that sometime, not just looks can be deceiving, some character can be deceiving as well.

I am smart enough to see how the person is like by looking at him or her, and observing him or her will make me realise more about them. I can see and feel how the person is, but i nv judge. I don't know whether you believe it or not, but my sixth sense is so strong till, i can sense stuff happening sometime. Maybe you think i am jus bullshitting or sth. But it's your choice whether to believe it or not. I didn't say like it's 100% always right. I am jus human, i make mistakes sometimes as well.
I am not saying i'm a psychic or sth ok?

anyway,
I am so sick of how ugly the world is now.
Maybe that is y i like design.
So that i can design my beautiful world, though it's not like reality or sth,
but it's still beautiful.

I am not perfect.
I do not speak perfect english.
I do not like myself sometime as well.

Judge the world you may,
But to judge people personally,
I think you are just so pathetic.

I am not bimbotic,
because i personally hates bimbos.
Define bimbo?
My defination of bimbos are girls, whether pretty or not, put tons of make-ups, put on expensive clothes and carry branded bags, but they are jus so pathetic.They judged other girls, saying they are fat and etc, their poor eng, they are not as pretty as the bimbos. blah blah blah.
And oh ya,
most importantly, They are totally dumb.

alright now.
i am jus pissed off now and really hungry.
so many things happened and i dunno where I went do.
I mean the original me!
I am not myself anymore.

I need to get myself back.

Modelling

I had kinda retired from modelling.

I am taking lesser and lesser modelling jobs, almost none.

i enjoyed my freelance modelling career.
I met new people,
I met different types of people,
I had learn a lot of stuffs.

I've been in modelling for a few years now.
and now i am turning 23 this year, I decided to stop.
I can't see a future in it in making modelling into my permanent career.

I have been rejecting jobs, castings due to clashing timing with my school and work.

people always say models always rich and easy life.
WRONG.
modelling is not an easy job.

what i see myself in the future is to be sitting on a designer chair. and slowly get promoted after working hard.

that is what i see.

being a designer is my life.
not modelling.

Modelling is fun, but not permanent.

tata~

Design

Recently i was doing my school work and i went into this website.
there's a video on a speaker, saying:

"Writing is designing with words."

My life as an artist started off when i was a kid.
I love to draw, and draw and draw.

Then, my life as a designer started when i as 17.
My 1st course of design is "Product Industrial Design"
Which i find, don't really suit me.

so after 2 years, i quit.

I went to work in a small company as an concept artist aka graphic designer, for 1 year plus.

Then i registered and went for the entrance text for NAFA.
And i got in.

I have been here for 2 years already, and i am still loving designing.
When i was in TP, my course made me hate design.
Nafa makes me love design, or maybe is the course that i am doing.
Graphic design is jus my cup of tea.

Designing plays such a big part of my life.
I doubt i can be happy if i cant design anymore.

Though it's like really stressful, and alot of things to think about,
but i am enjoying it.

I love Design.

Same old day.

Went to watch this is 3D.
The story was a bit confusing. But i like to observe the colour being used, the effects and so on.
it's really interesting.

My fav character in this movie is this fellow over here.

The dance moves that he has, the way he talks and also the way he act out his character.
i don't know.
Just find him really nice and very interesting.

I got this from my gf.
yes, it's a monthsary present. but was quite pissed with her because she anyhow spend money.

But still.
thank you.



I think i wanna get a license soon. Bike 1st i guess.
I am jus so sick of taking night rider home because the journey always take very long and my butt hurts from all the sitting.
and also,
I jus suddenly fall in love with bikes.

So, when i save enough money,
i'll go take up the license.

shall go and surf the net.
Cya around.

What else?

Actually, i do not know what to blog anymore.

my mind is blank.

till when i know what to blog.
good night.

Being judged.

Shit people who dunno me well and judged me.

To being with, one should not judge anyone.

So, fuck to people that judged other people.

Human who judged, make them become the low-class level of human side.

They make people realise how pathetic they are, how ugly they are.

Seriously,

U make my relationship sucks now.

u make it so unstable.

and now, u made me so tired of giving in anymore.

I am no longer going to change.

I am no longer to try.

I do not give a shit anymore.

I do not care whether who is getting the blames in the end,

because, i realised that u are just nothing to me. not even a speck of dust.

so FUCK OFF.

Because of what is happening,

I went to poison myself with more cig, more alcohol.

But apparently, set aside the poisoning, I am glad that, i finally realised who is wearing the mask and who is not.

bye now.

7th week

It has been 7 weeks since school start. and last 3 weeks are like shit.
Submissions, consultation, and wasting tons of money on the printing and reprinting.

I used all my angbaos money on the printing and buying those material.

At first i thought i could have some spare cash to do some shopping for myself.
now i seriously doubt so.

Pimples keep popping out.
due to monthly "aunt's visit", tons of stress, and late night sleeps which happens every single night. damn.
my back is aching due to the stupid chair that is in one of my fav colour, but the design really sucks. it's like those kopitiam chair.
Guess i need to go IKEA for study chair soon. If not, i think my back wont take it anymore.
*provided i have the time to.

Work, study, work, study, work, study
That's my life.
boohoo.

Need to go back to do my packaging design soon.
which is due on wednesday.
And need to do a illustration for wednesday class as well.

alright.
will blog soon.

Tears

The picture is being photoshop-ed for the tears part.

but now, deep down my heart, and since yesterday. i have been crying.
jus keep on crying.

cry till i cant think anymore.