do the right thing

success will come and go, but integrity is forever

you

they say love conquers all... i think I finally understands what that means. even though things are so difficult right now, I still love you unconditionally... I think I finally believe :)

how

how do you tell right from wrong?
when something feels right, does it mean it's really right?
what is right?

what if

what if I told you that I miss you...

all over again

it's like being stabbed over and over and over again with no reprive. hurts me when it hurts you. how do I ever know if what I'm doing or saying makes sense? I don't. but I know I gotta be strong... for you.

memories

Watching the Temasek Junior College 35th anniversary video on YouTube truly made me miss TJ like crazy. TJ was more than just a school it was what built me... The place that moulded me into the person I am today. Resilient, daring, independent, committed and never afraid to take the paths less taken. TJ really brought out the person in me. Happy 35th anniversary TJC I love you :)

musings or confusings?

is it that easy to get blindsighted by everything?

if only know how i truly felt all this while.
all the thoughts running through my mind.
just how many times i wanted to give up.
how many times i wanted to let go.
this you never once realised.
this you will never know.

i'm tired of asking.
trying to drop the hint.
if only you realised why.
if only you understood what runs through my mind.
if only you understood me more.
if only you were willing to stop running things as per your own ideas only and perhaps open up to those not of your thoughts and mindsets.

if only does not happen.
if only will not happen.
if only you knew.
if only i knew what to do.

if only i didnt feel like this every other day.
what do you know. really. what do you see.