wad a fantastic day ...haha

hmm..gonna skip a day...tml or when ...upload an entry which i wrote ytd on my com...now at my fren hse...>.o

hmm...todae in sch...well..heng..everything went well...haha...
then mi n zhao went to meet cuiying at j8 to have lunch...after tat go amk play lan game...then wait for the others to come at 6...waited for zixian till 8 !...we walked frm amk mrt station to chomp chomp...wooh hoo..haha..

had alot of fun on our way there...as mi lin yun n vannessa..keep playing ard..to cr8 some noise..haha..

we reach there le..all tired ...n restless...then managed to find a seat for 8...whereby we got 9...then cuiying scared of cats...so she nv vanessa scream when one cat seduce her...haha...wif his/ or her's tail...
then the cleaner..there like bu shuang...tiao...keep scolding..diao...

hmm..we ate alot of stuffx..all zixian paid them..cost he managed to earn 600 bucks frm a logo which he design for a ramen stall..

we played some games...then i tio force to eat those leftover satays n drink those unfinish sugarcane juices...lolx...

i end up throwin them all up...after i tried to burp...haha...
thx to cuiying ah...she pat mi on the back.."helped" mi to throw out faster..>.O

nw..at zhao hse blogging...the rest playin ps2...haha...

*Happy ...yet sad...
dunno how to describe...

*like found the thing le..yet lose it again..

*i made a decision le...i will rest myself..like wad cuiying says...
i had tired too hard le...should take things easy..

oh ya..wish cy all the best wor...=X

well i rest well...storing all my energy..>.O

mi...

its mi...at my fren hse...blogging...

sianx...

din noe how i managed to pass the wk...

everything dun feel like doing... anithing..

keep gifing excuses to myself...

avoidin here n there...

juz wanna stay at hm....

sometimes there will be ppl calling mi..n somehow managed to cheer mi up again...thru toking...

if not i would juz go play basketball myself..or go jogging...

juz wanted to used up all my energy..n fall to deep slp...

haix..lack of confidence...lack of everything !

managed to find some of them on the court...

yet..pushing myself too hard...

my left knee gave way again...n i had to rest for half n hr b4 i play agian...

look so lame..onli can cheer my teammates by the side ...n cant contribute..haix haix haix...

aniway...hope i get pass them soon bah...

*sherrii...happy b'dae wor !
*yin...yi lu sun fong wor ~ bring some goodies back wor..haha...

signing out...low morale...-_-"

i nid a rest in my mind n body...restless...

*hao xiang hao xiang hao xiang.....haix....

fall in love wif dramas recently...Full house...Pride.(jap) both beri nice !!

full house

sick..day...

hmm..wasnt feelin well todae...stay on the bed almost the whole day..

woke up awhile n watch some korean dramas vcd..made mi luff alot..n oso touched..

i'm startin to understand why..so many ppl craze for korean dramas le...

they got their own characteristic...the koreans tend to show themselves thru some unexpected
methods of doing things themselves...a total opp of a jap drama...
but i still prefer jap drama...it seems to touch mi thru out all my senses..
jap actors veri attractive oso ..male n female..haha..koreans ones oso laa...

din went for cellgrp todae...feelin dizzy...at times...so dun take the risk...leavin my home..

hmm..had some thoughts while on the bed oso...hmm..
i had alot of things to do..yet cant do them all at once...

was thinkin of design drawing...after seeing so many nice game characters...
was thinking of readin finish the bible...
was thinkin..of quickly finish the drama...full house...
was thinkin of playin my ps2...long time nv play liao..
was thinking of playin silkroad..online game...
was thinkin of learnin thru the net how to change my blog...
was thinking of go train my physical attributes...
was thinking of moulding my basketball skills...at my hse downstairs....
was thinking of playin around wif photoshop n freehand...
was thinking of...
was thinking of...goin to the salon to change a hairstyle...
was thinking of goin to physiotherapy again...

haix..alot more.....cant name them all here...

tats basically wad i think of everydae...during my week of holidae...

cant i juz focus n excel on one of them...

then i saw something...in the tv show...

we human cant possiblely be excellent in everythink...
juz do ya best...

hmm..dun feel like blogging...felt empty le...
bye...

pray...

Dear lord...

i hereby pray for yuyin..tat..she will get all the peace she wans..


all her troubles..woes...n problems...be resolved..


allowing her to smile n luff again...


never be bothered by all the spectulation aimed at her...

i pray..that her faith towards u lord.. will grow strongly each day...

n that u will guide her thru all difficulties...n show her the path...


in jesus name i pray...amen..

take care gal...

although i'm not spiritually strong enuff...at least i did my best to pray for u...

hmm...beri happy..but..after seeing some stuff...

* phew...was saved by cuiying todae...was rotting at home loh..rot the whole day..then she jio mi out to tell mi of her good news...haha...

i was playing game...n updating my blog...then she called...say got good new wanna share..lolx..
then we met at thomsom plaza..ate burger king ba..n i was all ears for her..listen to her fairytale..haha...she one of the three female best frens i have...as we share our woes n happy stuffs together...
-well my ex school students...which i dunno de..might think i'm a flirt...coz they always see mi wif one of them..then they start spreading rumors ? haix..i oso cant do anitink..as long as i have a clear *liang xing*..i not afraid of all these rumours or bad stuffs abt mi...those whom noe mi..well..u noe wad kind of a person i m bah..? haha..

haha...upon seeing her so indulged in love...haha..happliy msging her bf-to-be ? so keen to love again..haha..
hmm..suddenly feel tat..i m here slacking ? not workin on it ?well.. hmm...mayb its complicated ba ? but i knoe wad i'm doing ...
felt so happy for her..finally got a target liao..haha...n workin so hard on it lo..keep askin mi for opinions..haha..shes noob...lolx..n here i m ..acting as pro..when i not...haa... cant even solve my own probs..haa..

well..it oso gonna ends a longgg....rumour bah ? whereby i heard b4 the juniors in my sec sch saying..."ehh...kenneth still wif cuiying ar ?"....

i was like...huh..haha...wadeva...we were nv an item..nv realli ...=)
u may think tat why im taking it so easily ? well..simple...its juz stuffs tat people spread ard..let them be lo..i dun have extra time to handle them bah...or preharps..i have grown ?...

hmm..there are certain thinks tat...are beyond my control bah...
i hav learnt to take things..positively...instead of..jumpin into conclusions...even wifout knowing...
i was like tis in the past...n i used to be so ego de..everytime go out wif frens...always wan them to do stuffs tat i like...n nv think of them..then slowly..they got annoyed..n i discover it 2..
tats when i drop everything abt leadin my frens to do stuffs i like...n neglecting their feelings...i stop suaning them...as they are realli suan...lolx...n i mean it..not everyone can take it de..
i got encounter b4...haa...

i decided to leave things to them...LISTEN to them...n in the end.. i got them all supered glued to each other..til now...haha..

hmm...after tat..went play ball ...played full court...n i realli mean playing hard lo..frm my pervious entry...we run up n down...all 5 of us...
i enjoyed it so well..tat i forgot..i cant run much..haha..
at certain points...i suddenly stopped..as i worry tat i might go over extend..
n theres tis idiot whom keep playin dirty...everytime i went in...he would appear infront of mi..knockin mi lo..a true sore loser..2 him..haha..=p

soon...the bf-to-be of cy appeared...haha..they both had meet so tat he can send her home..
vs n linyun went kpoing..ahaha...then shuxian called frm edmunds fone..i tot it was them...so i said.."nugu-se-yo?"
haha...pai sei ar...

then went for summary of the games...lolx..go lim kopi...cool down...

n heard a sad story from one of my fren..(muz protect his identity) =p
he..nv realli had a relationship b4...more or less..once bah ? all ended..badly..
he had a crush on his klassmate...then they got close to each other bah...
frm wad he says...the gal..went beri close to him..almost putting her hand on his...
n thru his naive thinking..(.lolx...so bad...)..he grabbed it...as he dun wan to lose the chance..whereby two ppl meet..n had liked each other..
he was so happy..as dunno how long dun have a gf le...haha..but..
they went on holdin hands for the next 2 days of their outings..then on the 3rd day...
the gal got moody in klass...as a "BF"...he went caring for her...but the gal told him not to worry..its nothing much..she still love him...(wad the...)
so my fren..happily accept it...n cont his happy days...
on the 6th day...my fren..find somethinks not rite...
as the gal..is gifin him cold shoulders...( lame...)
my fren was fed up wif the hanky panky behaviour...
so he went to looked for her...to clear his doubts...
guess wad...the gal denied them holding hands...(which was s obvious..)
n nv thinks the 2 of them were nv an item..
its juz my fren..playin the lone male actor bah...
he nv realli tasted love ...n tats wad he got ? felt sad for him..but i cool him down by telling him tat...its the gals' loss loh..dun worry...there so many good ones out there...i help him lookout...lolx...

these few days..i keep hearing these kinda stuffs frm my male frens de leh...omg...tis is the 3rd case le bah...
well dun worry la...i will pray for u all...good things are coming ur way..be sure to grab them wor...
i oso got my own probs ...but lending them a hand...make mi happy oso..haha..
whu noes..it might oso solve mine ? haha..letting things happen naturally lo...
end of my frens story...bless them wor..
>.<
hmm...one last tink...
i believe tat i din do anithink wrong in sch bah..as i was so busy in sch...rushin my assesments..
nothing else...other then tat...rushing to other places to buy n do things...
i'm leading a normal life...there are times whereby i dun look at the people ard mi...even if i know them..i might had miss them out..as i dun like to look at other people in sch bah...unless u appear infront of mi..then i bo pian lo..durin my assesment...i was undergoin so much stress liao..where got time to look at the people ard mi..n i'm like those..last min still chionging de student lo...i'm not like some whom finish their projects early..upon seeing mi..still say fong liang hua wan loh...like " ehh..wad u doin ar ? still rushin projects ar...i finish liao..."...
if i were in the past..i would... !@#$%%^&^&*....
but i cant be bothered la..tired liao...

in the past...i used to think..people older then mi..surely more matured in thinking...more understanding...but..my frens prove mi wrong...by telling mi not all are matured enough to think of others..when they actually had difficulty thinking for themselves...there are oso people younger then us..yet more matured then us de loh..i was convinced..

haiz..tired le la..write so long..
dun look behind le...*rmb lot's wife...
i nv regret for my actions....
look forward...=)

ff7

happy go lucky ?

heh...tried to change the song by my own le wor...daneng..i'm learning fast rite ? haha..ask u teach..nv teach hor..haha...lolx...
so long liao onli noe how to change song..omg...

i have been resting at hm for 3 days le..my contacts still wif cho hian...haix..i left it wif him on my b'dae...till now..muz change liao...expiring tml le..lolx..

i managed to hang up all my work piece on my wall..hope we dun nid it animore..so i can keep it all by myself...haha..all my hardwork wor..

hmm..had a long chat wif zhao xiang ytd...on msn..rare wor...haha

well...gotta noe more abt his condition le..his family..n status...

he oso promise mi to go chc tis sat..as he din ..last sat...(well i understand la...)

hmm..we oso tok alot abt bball...then we both promise to play our hardest tonite...at tcc..haha

P.S : if i try too hard..u guys muz carry mi to TTS again wor...dun follow my mum say..leave mi there to die hor...haha...my cute mum...

i can still remember the 1st time i got hurt...lin yun rush to use my fone n call my mum...then my mum was stunned.." y my ah boy fone no. call..is a gal on the line de ?"..haha...but my mum n lin yun noe each other la...( as vannessa n lin yun worked for her b4...)

then lin yun say : " auntie..ur son broke his leg leh..now we bringin him to TTS"

my mum was like " HUH ?!...where he broke...ask him to the fone.."

mi :" hello....(PAIN)..my leg cant move...(PAIN)...cant stand up liao...(PAIN)...i din land properly..(ARGH)..

my mum:" ask u clever jiu how...act clever...see la...injured liao...which leg ?"

mi :" left leg la !! u keep tokin to mi...how i go TTS...my leg i left behind at tcc...u come collect hor..(forcing a lame joke..)

mum:" hahaha...u left there..still got remain meh ? okok...i n dad will rush now..take care hor.."

omg...ever since...all my fren always tease mi..clever jiu how..dun act clever ah...lolx

then the 2nd time...my mum was like...still act clever...nv see coffin..nv drop tears rite ?!..lolx...

tats how she calms mi down...wif her lame jokes oso..haha...then after all the scanings...

she went to joke wif my frens..."next time if u all see him injured again...leave him there to die hor...he wun learn from his lesson de leh.... haha...let him go tts himself..."

oh ya..

*P.S sherri...u see how la...mayb i meet u go take e dvds...dun mafan mail liao..keke...=p

*P.S Per...the last paragraph of my pervious entry is not write for u de hor...haha..dun sensative ar..jk..haha

hmm...so sian at hm now...my face so chan...haix...dun feel like goin out.. except play ball bah..whereby no one will notice ya looks..but ya skills.haa...

muz go learn how to change my blog skin...since so bo liao...haha..

ciao...blog again...>.O