A boy and a Vase

a story of a boy who fell in a deep deep vase...

once , theres this boy who saw this veri beautiful vase infront of him...
he says:" this vase is so beautiful...i won't mind getting stuck in it and never ever go out...he told his frens..."
then after saying it...he climbs into it and fell...in...
he became deeply in love with the vase and wants to be with it forever...
inside the vase...was veri dark...but in the boy's heart...the vase already belongs to him as he's in it itself...
days and night have gone by....months and years flew past...
in a glance 5 years have past...
whether it is laughter,happiness,sad or angry...the boy had experince it inside the vase which he nv thought of regretting...getting stuck in the vase...
as years past by...he finds that the vase doesnt respond to ani of his emotions...
he got veri veri upset...and sometimes even in dilemma...
he start to fuss up inside the vase...begging and hoping for the vase to respond to his feelings...
but everytime he got hurt himself...as the vase remain unmoved by his feelings...
the boy said frm his heart that...if the vase were to respond to him...in ani manner...he wont mind staying in there forever...
then he start..having deep thoughts...
thought that sometimes even brought tears out of him....
he kept think of the days he play and enjoyed himself inside the vase...
never to thought that...the vase had no feeling for him...
it was actually his own one-sided love for the vase....
all his good frens whom accompany him all the way...
tried to talk sense to him to give it up...coz the vase will not respond to him...
he stubbornly refused...
until this day...
senses finally found him...
and he though...
"i have done my best...i'had given my veri true love feelings to the one i truly love..., but she still had doubts in mi...i'd cry for her....laugh for her....being by her side whenever she needed someone by her side...i'd nv refuse ani request from her...i'd nv leave her for others...
i shall leave her quietly...leave her wif regrets...regrets that will be with mi forever...and wish that...she be happy forever..."
" i shall disappear frm her sight...as much as i can...so that i wouldnt have the feeling of going back...since i had gottan back twice...and nv got wad i wan..."

"i treasure the memories we had together....enternally..."
"although we were once together but never realli together...."
"i still treat u as one"
" the only one"
" but u hurt mi so much"
"the one whom i love deeply..."
" i wont hate u..."
" but i hated myself for leaving u..."
" i did ask for ur hand the veri last time"
" but i guess , i didnt get it..."

after saying them....the boy's fren threw a hammer...to him
and the boy knock a small hole out to go thru...
without hurtin the vase much...
the boy left the vase with much tears fill his face...
his fren help him to get thru wif it....

-end-

To the one i love...
i had leave u quietly ...
i know u didnt wan to hurt mi...
but u had already hurt mi alot...
thanks for everything...
k-7-
plz take care...

suns set at my neighbourhood park

hmm...a very beauitful scene for couples...

be sure to bring ya love ones there to see...

my request for transfering of camps..

may have to be put on hold....due to some probs....sigh

morning to my neighbourhood !

cool rite ~...my fav pic...

felt a strange happiness engulfing in mi...?_?

hehehehehe...for those who noez mi so well...i can say that...i maybe going out of my "BMT" camp liao...coz i hav applied for a Transfer to another camp...wahaha...this camp thing muz thank my fren , wei xiang who introduce tis term as to not add ppl's name in it...whaha...all my best frenz noez wad it meant..am i rite ?? hmmm...dun worry abt mi...i'm doin extremely well and had alot of help and encouragment frm my new frenz...of coz i would never ever forget those of u whom have been there for mi for so many years liao...haha...if my application for TRANSFER is APPROVED...i will defintinly publish it...keke...but not for sure de la...hehe....
byebye...till nxt time...

a new life...

My KlAss Matez ...

WE have juz Taken over Bras Basah complex...and are securing the area wif sniper....lolx....

My KlAsS ~~

SupER MoDel Of SVA 1G...haha...
pic taken for project...so funny...

ever tiring week....>_<

sigh* haven been able to rest properly...ever since coming back from my chicken pox....the veri 1st day i return...tons and tons of homework piles on mi....>_<...haven slp properly for 5 days le...everydae...do project...doing abit each subject....got 6 subs..each subs got 3 projectz..>_<...and my deadline is closing in...omg....

but since todae is tues...i finished 2 projects le...still got alot to do..pluz final project...

gotta shoot some real nice picture of my neighbourhood....coz for my final project for photography lesson...theme is A DAY IN THE LIFE OF...then i chose in my neighbourhood ...*haha...

when my lecturer was inspecting one by one...i was worried like hell...coz i rush the pics then it didnt turn out nice..so i was scared that he might scold mi..but ...he didnt reject my pic...he onli asked mi to take afew more as some of them were nice...

hahaahah....so happy...

then todaez lesson was oso fun ....but...i was veri tired...my eye lid kept wanting to close...even in front of the lecturer...>_<...i have to rush 4 wkz projectz in 2 wkz lo...so hardly get to slp...and alwayz wake up unwillingly....!

then ytd recieved a mail frm our student service...regrading sports day !!...lol...our klass was pretty hyped up...all wanted to participate different sport...haha....then my frenz asked mi to play soccer and basketball....win for the klass...lolx...i see how lo...frm todae to the 23th of sep...still got 1 mth...i see that time ok le mah...my knee...then i go take part... but i realli wanted to take part , after they insist mi to play in soccer nad basketball...lolx...

ok la...thatz all...

gtg liao...

projectz projectz projectz...

restless...worried...>_<

sigh...so restless...look at the time now...7.05am...this the 3rd nite i cant slp well...hmmm..
dunno leh...quite worried about my sch work...then find it veri hard to slp...scared cant handle all the stuffz...sigh...juz now went to afew of my frenz blog...and tag ...lol...veri sian la....then some i tag a bit straight...coz itz straight from my heart...i'm veri awake de lo..dun tink i blur blur de go and tag...keke...some of the commentz are meant for the good of the person de loh...coz heard alot about him...(oops)...

feeling rather empty....

suddenly....

!!!...while writing tis...i was watchin tv..scv...saw Linda liao...singing Cyndi's "Dang ni"...!!1
gosh...that song brings back lots and lots of memories...somemore is my fav idol sing...that song...i got nothing much to say...but...great...!

haha...so happening de...writing blog...

ainwayz...my mom came and nag le..gotta slp...(bo pian)...

force myself to slp lo...

sigh....

i think we got 1 mth pluz ...didnt have a proper tok le bah...

sigh....

I hate it...when tis happen...

aniwae...ciao ~

"Dang Ni "

Finally signs of recovery..>_o

finally....they have all dried up..some had even fallen out...(eww...) leaving holes/scars behind....T_T...from head to toe..i was abit careless...as i bust them accidently...therefore leaving scars...omg...i will nv forget the dayz ..these thingz..came to visit mi...causing mi so much of displeasure...made mi cant eat this ..cant eat that...onli plain porridge...or noodles....sigh...so much great delicacy..oso cant eat ...the worst is...even after recovery...my mum banz mi from eating eggs..chicken..and alot..to prevent them from causing more discomfort and scaring...especially black sauced stuffz...coz they will darken the scars...making it look more ulgy...omg...
next wk goin back to sch le...sigh...hope they all come off by the time..looked like a freak...man..

at home so boring....so i went to flip my secondary sch bookz...lolx...all my frenz noe ...they are not ordinary school bookz...coz they contain alot of secret....lolx...i wrote them during lesson time de...the worst one was my history book which i had to use for three yrs...then inside got my feelingz for three years...so thatz my fav book...itz such a fantastic book that it doesnt even have a cover...lolx...my frenz oso wrote on them...so it was so much fun reading them...i even luff at some statmentz i wrote...so childish at the time...and oso other nice memories la...
i dun tink i will be throwing them away yet...lolx...got feelingz liao loh...so long le...haha...

so long nv see my frenz...miss them all...

gtg slp le....
a veri good nite...

miss you so...

Namie amuro strikes back...

namie amuro....Album...//WoWa//

Hail...the Queen...!

lolx...