go away !

yesh..i wan them to go away as soon as possible...i cant stand it le...i'm goin berserk...liao...todae which is the 5th day..was not as bad compared to ytd...coz i could even step out of bed...they were all swollen and kinda big...my mum told mi not to look in the mirror...coz "pan tang" then ytd i went to the toliet...wash hand..i raise my head..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that person i saw confrim is not mi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wun dare look in the mirror animore..till it recovers....u can undserstand the horror i'm experiencing ? i doubt....
i looked like a monster....
with virus....
damn....

still got a week to endure...

sway...

sway sia...kana leg injury...last 3 daez kana chicken pox...shit man...damn pain...1st day onli got 3...2nd day got ...10 pluz...the 3rd day..which is todae...countless...keep appearing...non stop...then there goes my face...all swollen...my acne was getting well..when they pop above the scars...creating more scars./...damn it....sian la...dun feel like doin anitink le...juz wanna get well soon....alot of tinkz cannot eat...sigh..can onli eat plain stuff...
thats all le...
sibei sian !

horrible experience...

yup...as the title said so....i had a horrible experience....well....itz my left knee again...gosh...i was playing ball happily..on thursday evening..so long dun have the fun le...playing so freely...then after several games...we finally lost...so we rest by the basketball court...we were toking and toking...about almost everytink...then itz our turn to rumble again...lolx...
then comes my 1st touch of the ball...a pass by my teammate....i suddenly see blackout...i eyez were like...opening but i see nothing...like i had been shot on my knees...then i turn one round b4 i lay on the court...grabbing my left knee...omg...i tot itz the end le..again...tis time itz twisting was more horrible then the 1st and 2nd time...then when i open my eyez again...i see alot of ppl surrounding mi....omg...
then jing wei and zhao quickly hurry mi to t.t.s ....gd to have them around...if not i oso dunno how...they flagged a cab...and we board it...jingwei told the uncle to dun brake too hard...if not i might worsen my knee...LoL...when we reach...same la...like the 1st time...everyone staring at the cab...looking.."wadz wrong wif this boy...?" and so on...although the pain was unbearable..tis time i hang on to my tears...and was toking rubbish wif my frenz..like nothing had happen...
so lucky...i saw the nurse when i was 1st admitted ...she remembered mi too..lolx...then she told mi to go x-ray...then nothing wrong wif my bonez...(phew)..thatz wad the doc say...he told mi...it might be the ligament tear...as the x-ray cant scan it...he sugguest i rest afew days let the swell goes off le then revisit...the specialist..he said to scan for ligament tears or other problems in my knee...the cost for the scan was 300 buck per scan...omg...so ex...then he bandaged my knee ..
sian so big sia the swelling...somemore veri difficult to walk...each time my left leg wanna touch the floor...it hurts...
so sway...
haiz...
dunno tis time cannot play ball for how long le...
and my life is so bored wifout it...
sigh...

normall day...

hmm..got up pretty late...at around 10..coz hp keep ringing...got sms...and miss call...sian...then gotta meet zixian to do my project..since he's the only whu has the digital cam and could lent mi......so we decided to meet 1.30...then we meet at amk station...wif daneng...and shiwei to go eat at s-11...after that daneng decided to go home coz zixian couldnt bring his laptop to lent him...so i and shi wei went to his work place to lent the cam and took 39 pix ! and straight away no batt sia...shi wei sae..he got cam oso nv use like mi...see wad..shoot wad...lolx...bo pian mah...need to produce 36 pix to share wif the klass as my lecturer wantz ma...
after that..zixian burn it to a disc for mi...and we left...to bishan and meet ken li and wen bin..meet them go eat agian..coz shi wei haven eat...so go bishan de s-11 eat...after that tok cork there for quite sometime...and they decided to head back to amk and play arcade...wah sian..i hate arcade de...so i went to meet my parentz at j8 lo...lucky i meet them..gotta buy a polo tee...and went to crystal jade to have dinner...keke...eat so full sia..then went shop shop wif my mum..here and there...
then i tired le..when to sit at the 2nd floor there...the chair...while my mind started to tink...it was her again..whirling in my head..then i look down on the window pane..i saw a gal's back view looked realli like her...then my eye went...O_O...the gal went in to the shop..so i decided to wait for her to come out..
yup..confrim le..itz her and her mum...O_o...
actually wanted to call...but she confrim put the fone in her bag de..then wun pick up...so...forget it le...then so qiao...my mum tell mi to go le...so i left...sadly...

qiao mah ? got so qiao mah ?
haha...o_O
fate bah...

A fun week ~

haha...since sch start..no time to write blog sia..then got ppl scold mi...coz i nv update...so now i update lo...(u noe whu u r ) hahaha...hmm..my klassmatez all beri shy de...alomst all 17-18 yrz old..then a handful...19,20 and 22yrz old....then my klass got 20 ppl i tink...got 12 guyz and 8 galz...all beri shy...during lunch...all the guyz go eat ..then all the galz go eat themselvez...unlyke other klass...the whole klass go eat...haha...then my klass rep..the most entertaining person in my klass..coz he like one of the gal in my klass then he tok oso vero aggressive..scare them onli haha...sian leh..i cant get a digital cam...i need to hand in a project on mondae...and have to own one for the foundation course which is 6mthz..then after that ..no need liao...then i cant becoz of the 6mthz then once a wk go buy one rite...sian..all my frenz dun have...pluz i oso dun have alot of frenz...lolx...hope got miracle la...
all the drawing klasses...veri fun...learn alot...then so qiao...the fren i noe on the 1st day..stayz near my hse..pluz same b'dae as mi...lol...tot oso not so zun..haha...
then one of the dayz in the wk..i did sometink which i had alwayz wanted to do...which is to tell her how i feel..via email..then itz all up to her...to respond lo...i cant do much oso...i had done my part....if she sees it...thatz good..but if she doesnt..then..i cant do anitink oso..i alrdy sent it..itz all up to her...
i dun wanna regret like last time..didnt express to her...so..hope to get some sort of a ans bah...
i'm prepared for ani ans that shes gonna gif...
*jia you*
pai sei..i try to keep this up to date as soon as i can...kekez...

a trip to malaysia...

i went to malaysia ytd...wah....eat here and there...stop at every durian hawker by the roadside...lolx...i went wif my parents..and a group of elderly....around 25 ppl...they all liked durianz..haha...surprisingly....all the durianz...taste differently...then mostly wad we did was..EAT..EAT..EAT...hahaha...the whole trip cost s$42 per pax..veri worth it...gonna go another time if theres a chance ~!! theres too many to say...
aniwayz...gtg...of to my sch...!~ the 1st day..!!

scary...

hmm...todae went to play bball...despite my injury....i cant juz sit there and watch bah...lolx...watching them play will make mi veri itching to play...everytink went fine....nv lost is the main point...lolx...but realli...almost..injured my knee agian...after i lay up..i wasnt focusing..then when i land...i could feel abit of twisting....lucky..not too pain...and now whenever i play ball muz put the blue shin guard...other ppl might tink i fancy sia...lolx...but whu cares...if i dun wear them...i dun beat them...lolx..
saw her todae...xiao ying...she went rebonding i guess..but didnt noe how to sae infront of her..that it was nice...so after we departed...i msged her...
i realli wanna praise her..that..she can actually...wait for us to play finish..but while i was plaing...i too fear that..."wad if the ball hit her ? "...gosh....so i tired to inform her if theres ani incoming balls...i wouldnt wan to see her hurt by the ball...lucky..nothing bad happen to her...*phew*...
tml iz my orientation...gosh...dunno wad kind of ppl i'm gonna meet sia...reportin tml !!..lol..
nitey...

-hope ya slp tight- miss ya...

tiring day...

hmmm..todae work till damn tired...sibei sian....then...nothing much happen oso...
hmm..

juz my malay babysitter called mi...asking how i'm doing le...then i realise..i long time nv go see her liao...nxt wk start sch le..see when free go her hse eat and accompany her...
she treat mi beri good de..when she took care of mi...and its oso thanks to her that i learn malay lang. but i dunno how to sae well..i onli noe how to listen..coz so long nv sae le...so if ani malay or indian tried to scold mi in malay..i will scold them back in my lang .! lolx...

sian..todae see chinese newspaper...they sae maria sharapova coming to sg to support moscow in the IOC...haiz..then think my boss didnt apply pass for mi to go there work..so sian...he sae we got other things to do,...haiz...how i wish i could see Sharapova...kekez

nite nite....

normallllll.......

hmmm..todae go walk walk wif shi wei to sim lim..he wanted to buy speakers...good and cheap de...lolx...then we walk about 1hr..finally found 1 pair...tatz nice and cheap...$25 nia....then went bugis..walk awhile...go eat duck rice...then slowly walk to suntec...go suntec adidas shop...!!!! saw a new design of basketball pants...ooohh...got 3 colours...wah...when get pay muz buy le...lolx...then go nike shop...walk about 5 mins walk out liao...not interested..keke...then shiwei go carrefour buy one carton of cup noodles...-_-"..go suntec buy cup noodles...lolx...he say buy for camp use...ar bo at camp nothing to eat...so we take cab back to his hse , put the stuffs le...go amk play pool....after play pool...long time nv gather together le..so many guys...lolx...er pao,mi,shi wei ,zhao xiang,jing wei ....veri rare..haha...then after we eat...dunno where they wan to go la...i went hm 1st..my dad come fetch mi....
my school going to start soon le !! on the 8th got orientation....pluz freshman disco party...keke..dunno whether goin anot...but orientation we confrim go lo...but the 3 of us diff class...

sian...tml gotta work again...last 4 dayz nia...chiong lo...coz i got alot of tinks to buy...haha

nitey....

nitey....

imature mi...

hmm...dunno wad i'm fuming about now oso...juz..haiz...
perharps still not mature enuff bah...haiz...

dunno wad to type le...

feeling..sad..

fuming...

confused...

sian...

slp la...dun tink so much le...

abit diappointed...

but whu noez...i the one thats have all this emotions while...haiz...

juz a lone actor bah maybe...

wif no supportive cast ...

juz mi...

take care...nitez...