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hey hey hey omg i've been MIAing for quite a while haha.. hmm where shall i start? so many things happened ever since i last blog.. hmm now it's the midst of my promos.. liting!! u hit the nail on the head.. i am getting realli stressed up, jus trying to keep my 4H2s.. other ppl might be trying to keep their H3 and stuff.. but haiz not me.. now realli wanna faint le.. overwhelmed with everything in life.. i miss life in ny with everyone.. especially the mornings we spend talking and stoning haha.. hmm finally promos is over.. i've been slacking around for days doing nothing and fooling around.. now hmm muz start to do something le.. next sat in njc's open day le.. time for me to get bz coz i'm in charge.. wah den after tt muz prepare for pw den got my competition which i dunno if i would do well.. haha anywae the balloting results r out and guess wad? i'm the 49th competitor haha the last one wor.. hmm dunno if it's blessing in disguise.. anywae xls sae it as "hao xi zai hou tou" i hope so haha keeping my fingers crossed.. hmm met up with liting and kai ying and liting, plz dun go make banner and cheer.. later super malu den u noe ar haha

hmm k let's see ar.. promos ended, results coming, tomolo games day, cca resume omg omg i noe wad i missed out my darling piggie!!! haha opps haha hmm let's see.. we went to take neo print and we look so xin fu haha.. i have to admit we both kinda possessive and sometimes i super demanding and maybe even over paranoid.. a thousand apologies to u.. i had been such an unreasonable galfren.. darling i miss u le..i miss the happy moments of playing games with u haha so farnie haha remember the times u jus lol haha so ke ai!! hmm this week had been kinda rough for us, we keep quarrelling but each time it brings us closer.. maybe it's jus reality sinking in ba.. hmm let's try not to fight so often k, later no gd for our health haha.. jkjk oh ya, the work out at the gym on fri.. till now my body is still aching!! wah but tomolo muz go enjoy myself at games day den after which got co wor.. wah jus hope sat performance would be alright haha.. njco jia you! i noe everyone no mood, all wanna play but now muz prepare a bit for sat la haha cannot diu lian haha yeah! hmm that stupid game still downloading.. over an hour le.. wah quick quick haha okie la i go play game le haha ta ta everyone and gd night!

piggie u rawkz

omg omg omg haha i love my darling loads!!! he is the best in the world la haha omg omg haha hmm he got his double's champ haha woohoo!! a time to rejoice.. hai i wasn't a good gf didn't stay thru to watch it coz he told me it was too late le.. i knew he was concerned thus didn't wan him to worry.. how i wished i was there to share his joy wah amelia *slap slap* haha u r such a lousy gf, u owe piggie big time le haha.. i will always remember the words u said tonight.. actually maybe i didn't have confidence of wad ur ans to fang zhou's question would be haha guess i still need some time..u will be there for me rite? haha i'm sure of tt haha wah c la now it's all ur fault, making me miss u loads le la haha.. amelia, snap it out haha

k, tomolo gonna be a bz day and omg i have a camp wah overnight till sat, a co exco camp.. one day cannot see my darling wah i gonna miss him so much haha.. hmm hope its gonna be fun haha oh ya and todae sherman told me tt he won't be in my gp class anymore wah that's so not fun le.. coz the gp clashed with his h3 subject hmm kinda glad that no one is gonna bully me anymore budden i dun have free food le and my group would onli be left with weishan and zuojie le wor.. sherman i guess many would miss u ba realli.. do cheer up k though we always quarrel and bicker, got stuff u still can come and find me and after our arguments, everything would be better haha i hate to admit but i will miss u in class ba yep haha.. take care!

maybe..

hmm yesterday kinda had a small argument with my darling.. we both were in the wrong..he not happy with me den i was also mad at him den ended up we argued..i dun like it when he dun cai wo so ended up we had an argument. hmm it's jus irrational.. i guess..den todae the same thing happened again.. i ate vinegar coz of that pull-up bar.. it was the first time i made a request and got rejected la den he rather go do pull up.. to sae the truth i was utterly disappointed.. i knew he had his reasons and i was suppose to be able to understand but ppl in love dun usually think rationally but apparently it took me quite some time to simmer down. i questioned myself y we kinda bicker again.. i dun like it when we quarrel..sometimes it's jus us wanting to be together and when we do we dunno wad to sae.. i onli noe he is a great bf, he cares for me and i'm proud to sae that he's mine but now i'm beginning to lose confidence in myself.. hmm maybe it's true that a fragile heart being broken too many times would not be completely healed or put in place eventually.. i wanna sae i'm sorrie for being such an selfish and emotional gf.. sorrie dear..

hmm another day..

let's see hmm the day started out early in the morning.. had a full day of school till 3.40pm it's so weird i have realli good concentration power in the morning den it will onli start to decline after 2.50pm maybe all my lessons should end then haha.. had spa todae den i wan dan le did super badly i guess wah better dun think bout it, next week got physics spa wah amelia hao pa hao pa wor haha.. hmm den during civics watched the gandhi show haha interesting and inspiring but nearly put me to slp haha

den had co..had exco meeting den erm went thru the agenda, talked bout alot of stuff inclusive of the camp this fri and hmm kept the exco informed bout wad happened between me and ziwei and kinda let them know bout our conclusion. i guess it was onli our due responsibility. yep den went on to teach the monkeys haha they all hor aiyoyo they dunno it, but they r improving each time if they jus guai guai lian and dun play cards haha they improved alot and have to admit, sometimes my temper not so gd to bear with but they tolerated with it haha thank u!!!

hmm now is my darling.. i guess this time we realli got into a real trouble le.. i dowan to let u get into trouble with ur family.. i'm not worth it and i dun like it at all.. i will feel super guilty.. haiz y isn't life simple? i carn stop worrying and wondering if u r alright now i jus hope u are.. *miss u <3>

hmm sudden depression mood..

haiz dunno wad happened.. suddenly feel as though the sky is gonna fall anytime.. no idea.. wonder how tonight would be.. i guess i won't be able to sleep well ba till tomolo.. haiz this entry is gonna be real short.. i'm jus thinking bout everything all the happy memories and mentally preparing myself for the worst before it comes as a blow to me.. amelia gal no matter wad happens think positive! that's u.. wah i'm so lying to myself haiz..

One more day...

hmm another day.. trying to get over these boring days.. friday hmm i actually slept in physics tutorial omg it's the first time la dunno y was super super tired den no mood hmm the rest of the day i was stoning.. serious, nothing much was accomplished.. went for econs make up without bring any notes coz i was not informed wah den my piggie was not feeling well hmm i waited for his call while doing pbl in the canteen with yuting, sheau fong and yifang.. hmm one super interesing thing that i discovered.. piggie and i searched everywhere for rum and raisin ice cream haha in the end, its sold in my sch canteen omg haha that's so erm haha unbelievable.. sometimes, things r so obvious that u dun see them and no longer appreciate their presence.. i leant that if we take a step back, relax and look at things in a new way, everything would be better haha.. oh now's the seasons for meteor showers.. maybe till monday ba.. wah guess i won't have a chance to see it for now, nvm la haha i will see it next time haha..

yesterday did my eom till super late and left my laptop on till it ran out of batt haha.. hmm i miss all the happy moments and relishing every second of it makes me want more and hate myself for not cherishing it before.. so from now shall treasure every single moment, even if we spend time stoning on the phone, its an art haha yep let's live life without regrets haha live it and love it! **i won't give u up for the world**

Wow lagging blog!!!

omg omg, my blog seems to be so so dead for the past few weeks.. wow time passed so quickly even before i could catch my breath haha so many things happened.. i dun even noe where to start le.. let's c hmm...

hmm oh yar during this period of time got the intra sch badminton competition haha den got so many ppl to join, special thanks to jing an, pohswee, shimeng, alvin, yongjun haha u ppl rawkz haha nvm bout winning or losing u all enjoyed urself for sure haha oh ya and ruijie and junhong too gd job la haha.. not to forget shawn and chieh yin's mixed doubles which ended up it was piggie and chieh yin hu played together haha.. hmm definitely muz thank shawn, thanks for wad u have done for ur hao peng you haha.. i guess i was realli too ren xing le and chi chu wasn't a gd feeling k so hmm couldn't take it haha.. but it was a gd deed from shawn coz we patched up eventually haha and i learnt how much he meant to me haha..

hmm den let's see time flew as we stepped into the mth of august.. as usual life was hectic with more and more stuff happening concurrently haha.. hmm there was cip where we did at somerset and piggie came to help there was also once with us walking in a condo, knocking on door to door to get ppl to buy haha wow.. hmm cip aside, there was the inter house competition that solaris put up a great fight! we came in second eventually for the house cup but nv the less, we were the best haha solaris rawkz haha aqua was first, dun worry haha next time it's our turn haha ;) aqua cannot so selfish haha muz share haha coz water and sun means fun at the beach haha opps out of point haha *-* hmm den we had our 06S12 gathering!!! on 8 august haha.. let's c on that day i had to go for jts before heading to marina square haha jts ma was at orchard's swensen's hmm i hope it was enjoyable haha i certainly hope so coz we spent loads of money treating the seniors la haha and yewee dun try and act k, u owe me an stj haha yeah!

hmm den went marina square to join my class, they watched the movie "click" after that everyone was talking bout fast forwarding haha hmm click is quite a nice show, got laughtet got fun, however meaningful.. yep family always comes first, everyone muz remember that k haha oh den didn't get a chance to view the fireworks coz i wasn't feeling well but piggie promised me that we would watch it together one day haha on 9 august, i spent my day doing pw written report till 10.30 pm in the night haha thankfully we finished it and everyone was so glad.. haha omg thank goodness we had the time and patience to complete.. i love my group haha

oh den 10 august... haha which is today!! haha the day's ending soon but had alot of happy memories for todae jus hope that everyone is as happy as me haha omg i guess i am the luckiest gal on earth haha quote of the day " love has to be seek by one self and happiness muz be cherished by two" haha wan an ppl!! stay happy!

hmm it's let me see tuesday todae haha hmm let's recall.. on sat went for the nus talk with chingfei daniel ruijie kanglih jinkiat shaomin yicheng with the cello ppl hmm apparently the cello ppl excused themselves super early but i dun blame them haha hmm we excused ourselves around 4pm too haha den went out with piggie before and after the talk haha omg la sat was a superb day that we both shared haha it's hmm i dunno too magical le realli hard to sae le haha den hmm on sunday was another hectic day haha with a super sick me den on monday hmm taught ruijie shawn and kiatsheng erhu with the most effective mtd in the shortest time possible so that they would reap out of it haha den todae.. something super big happened that impacted me and piggie.. we both got our fair share of punishment and we both realised how important we were to each other haha i miss piggie loads now and i onli wanna sae piggie means alot to me more than he can ever imagine haha i'm glad that we cleared the air and now we cherish each other more than ever le haha

It's a friday!!!

maybe ba..

hmm todae was njco alumnite everything was hmm quite okie i guess like a celebration with music food fun and laughter haha kinda glad everything went on well.. hmm thanks to everyone for making it successful hmm met up with loads of seniors, know new ones and made frenz.. hmm gonna miss yenping meisee yewee jing xin michelle zenwea cherie gwenda wanling all the xian yue seniors and many many more.. hmm i promise i'll do my best de rest assured..

hmm i dunno where to start.. actually i am hurt.. totally xin sui le..i tot i won't be affected.. piggie tot so too however i was super wrong about myself i realise how concerned i was about the matter.. when shawn showed me the pic my mood totally fell to its deepest point.. this isn't the first time le but i couldn't handle my feelings.. for the past few days and accumulated till todae i dunno my heart totally sank to the bottom guess no one will ever understand the feeling of digging deep into ur heart when it is empty.. i dunno how to react.. i dun understand many of ur rejections.. i know i trust u loads but i doubt i can survive long on trust without assurance anymore.. guess todae was the limit for me.. i missed u loads..really alot but there wasn't even a chance to talk at all.. it's always jus thinking of u its hard to survive i guess but u won't understand ba.. i dun really care wad people tell me..whether it is to put u down or wadever comparison they make against u and their bfs.. i stood by u and told them proudly "he's still the best" i hope it's jus a moment of emotions and it's jus me that this happened.. let me hate myself for this.. i will be fine de yea..maybe..maybe..

hmm elections cip and my piggie!!! haha

hmm alot of stuff have been happening for the past few days let's talk bout the serious stuff first haha hmm let's see 5th of july had election speech hmm at lt1.. 17 elects, alvin chua went for medical check up so need to listen to 16 speeches haha hmm i was the second last.. speech was super short, less than 50 secs haha i think i let quite a no of ppl down.. hmm den had q & a session, i refused to speak den yenping nearly killed me haha hmm actually realli not in the mood to fight for it le coz i noe things had already been decided.. den results came out on the 6th instead of the 7th haha the exco refused to reveal the results in the end at 4.36am on 6th july, meisee msged me to inform me, den yewee msged at 6am in the morning so without even looking at the paper, i was aware of my position le haha.. super farnie.. hmm went school to do chem early in the morning with piggie den got a super big light bulb there caoing ppl haha hmm den the seniors came to hand over their duties le yep den received alot of info from meisee.. my job as vp of njco jiu started le haha.. thanks for all the congratulations and stuff jus hope i dun die eventually haha.. jkjk hmm

den let's c, on friday had to do maths va.. piggie pei wo do together haha super farnie.. we onli nv see each other for a day it feels like we nv see each other for weeks le haha.. hmm let's c den in the evening i had erhu lessons den erm at night had to have meeting with the pres yep after that woke up late for cip this morning.. super tired la.. wah cip todae was quite ok la haha still quite satisfactory, sparing the part where i got bullied haha den greg passed off as chs and raffles guy super farnie den saw mian jun and mark ong haha cool wor.. mian jun helped us sell flowers and hmm i guess this week's earnings not too bad haha.. for now need to complete maths va, prac erhu hmm and finish tutorials haha before i'm dead haha yeah i miss piggie loads carn wait for next sat haha

4th july..

hmm now it's into the month of july, let's see, todae's a tuesday and tomolo school's gonna reopen.. den i'll be back in sch and bz with work once again.. hmm todae was a super enjoyable day, i spent it with piggie hmm we spent time reading books, learning palmistry, having lunch at the foodcourt, went to watch scary movie 4 and shopped around, before going to burger king, taking neo prints and playing hide and seek at carrefour haha.. realli wanna noe how piggie felt when i went missing hmm..

arrived home and reality dawned on me that i have to write my
speech haha k, i tried writing but came up with all sorts of nonsense haha omg i think i am a total piece of crap haha hmm den in the midst of me getting stress i sorta took it out on piggie.. so sorrie.. i admit i was jealous and maybe kinda demanding.. so sorrie.. our neos are so cute that i could realli stare at them for the whole night haha life tomolo gonna be hectic.. got an election speech to do.. hmm jus hope everything would be fine *cross my fingers and pray* oh ya, and bless me and piggie for the release of ct results omg omg..

10 days haha

hmm todae piggie accompanied me and we went to ny funfair together, saw alot of familiar faces and enjoyed ourselves at the funfair wor haha, i saw liting and kaiying and the four tenners haha and many other juniors and the hc ppl haha alot alot of friends haha hmm piggie and i went for the haunted house, omg i nearly die in there.. i freaked out la, got ppl touching me all over the place!! i screamed and nearly cried realli wanna die man.. hmm after that we went for lunch together at pizza hut at BT plaza yep, den showed piggie my dance teacher, DANDY haha he rawkz haha

yesterday met piggie at 10.30am at sembawang haha he was late by hmm 1 min haha super farnie, i hid behind the boards hoping he doesn't see me haha yeah haha jkjk hmm we went to the lib and searched for books spent bout 1 hour plus in the lib before we went for lunch at the food court haha hmm after that we went to walk around haha jus wanted to spend time together i guess haha hmm den we lost track of time too haha and ended up i nearly could not get home in time but i did haha

in the evening, went to pasir ris for class chalet at coasta sands down town east haha i reached pasir ris at 6 and reached chalet at erm 7.30?! haha anywae muz thank yongjun haha yep and u dun look weak okie? haha xia dao wo though hmm after that played bridge with xiu hui, jia zhen and laywang haha den i kena for quite a few rounds coz i forgot how to play bridge haha opps haha hmm den S12 watched the 9pm show together haha and we had all the woos and ahhs together haha

hmm the sky there was realli beautiful but lacking of stars as the place was brightly lit, piggie muz remember ur promise k haha and honour it haha

liting, i won't forget u gals de trust me haha :)

hmm one week haha

hmm finally common test is over haha now is stoning time haha jkjk after mugging for the past week now realli need to take a break le haha though i guess i didn't study much, wasn't realli prepared.. skipped the h3 paper haha hmm first day of ct had gp and econs, second day had chem and maths last day had physics haha now got one week break haha i guess results ain't gonna be fantastic.. happy go lucky attitude haha c wad happens la haha

hmm after physics paper hmm 06S12 had a class gathering at cine's pastamania haha den some went for kbox, some went to movies *superman* hmm haha i went with piggie to watch *just my luck* at woodlands haha hmm we had a erm late lunch at mos burger den went to check out the movies timing hmm den realise we were too early, so went to popular to look at some books hmm we were looking at some astrology book haha den learnt bout our signs haha super farnie haha he's supposedly shy, modest, creative and maybe naggy wor haha i totally wanna die laughing hmm den he kept harping on the fact that i am suppose to be selfish haha i'm generous k haha that's a fact haha oh ya and the fact that i would easily injure my head came true soon enough la haha having headaches, and knocking my head into walls and bamboos.. it hurts k haha pain pain.. hmm den after that we went for movie haha nice nice movie haha it was so farnie.. haha den we walked around the shopping mall, looking at puzzles, soft toys and i threatened to buy a pair of mitten for him haha :P i jus enjoy spending time with him even if it means we have to mug haha..

oh ya, den we actually had plans for tuesday to go escape theme park hmm den realise the park won't be open haha coz it's onli open on sat sun and gazetted school and public holidays haha.. hmm nvm la muz think of other plans haha hmm and i wanna *kan xing xing* haha piggie u better keep ur promise haha i'll hold u to it haha..

last week of june..

hmm mugging time haha after coming back from japan guess i've slacked long enough le.. haha went to mug with piggie at woodlands library haha saw zhiwen on the mrt by accident haha den hmm i was late for 20 mins haha coz our team got an order for 400 baskets of flowers from citibank..but in the end hai.. got rejected.. nvm we will continue to strive on yea! we r here to make a difference haha opps out of point haha.. hmm den let me c.. when we were mugging at woodlands, saw alot of familiar faces haha.. got alot of hc ppl mugging there haha and i saw yongjie!!! haha den he was so crazy, went to sae hi to piggie and rated him haha.. super farnie.. hmm went to kfc for lunch haha and mugged econs for the whole day.. in the end feeling so super drained haha den thurs became so unproductive haha coz could not concentrate at all.. haha and.. liting is back!! haha omg i miss my frenz.. got u ppl presents from disneyland muz get from me haha..hmm thurs is a special day.. 22.06.06 muz remember this day k haha :) dun wonder bout wad will happen and u have no need to worry haha jus have confidence in urself yeah! haha and i acknowledge that there's a diff between piggie and piggy haha *nods* :)

hmm on fri, went to tpy lib to mug with piggie haha.. it was so crowded la den we got chased about for 2 times by that indian man haha hmm we mugged maths and physics and argued bout kinematics graph haha after that had quite an early dinner at burger king haha and i was playing with piggie's phone, adding people to his speed dial list haha in the end he had a hard time trying to get rid of it and deciding hu to put on it haha so sorrie eh.. hmm den at night we talked late into the morning for about 2 hours plus haha.. discussing *impt* stuff haha

sat morning without cip means mugging time, but i'm not feeling well so ended up sleeping in haha.. after that discussed physics paper with piggie haha and stoned for quite some time haha.. alot of things jus happened so naturally without a reason haha sometimes u dun even noe where to start thinking haha so before getting urself real puzzled, might as well cerish wad u have now haha and leave stuff to ur subconscious mind haha yeah! jus noe no matter how much commitments i have, u will nv be taken out for sure haha..rest assured.. :)

15, 16, 17 june

omg omg how can i forget to blog about geco concert haha muz be my memory failing me haha hmm the concert was good though still not up to expectation haha.. apologies to my juniors as i was not able to perform haha but i received flowers from them so thanks a million haha.. hmm actually we wanted to meet at 7pm, ended up ruijie and kiat sheng were late haha i saw my juniors at the mrt station, had a mini ny xyz gathering haha my memory quite gd, i still can remember them haha opps haha hmm let's see den the four of us, cf, ks, wilson and me went to SCH without rj haha opps evil ppl haha but he was sho terribly late haha.. i was kinda tired during the concert.. den was yawning la, den kena caught by that pig haha hmm den we spent our time suaning each other and piggie eating all my chocolates haha and there pitying himself saying he will get diabetes haha super farnie.. we spent the whole night talking till like 2 plus 3 in the morning wow..

and on 16 june my pw group suffered haha coz amelia was about to go crazy le haha hmm in the afternoon met up with him to go watch movie at west mall haha we watched the NC16 movie.. SILENT HILL haha i practically xia si in there.. the images were gross k.. omg.. haha hmm and the cinema was so cold.. muz thank pig for being so sensitive, for bringing a jacket along haha thanks eh, i totally enjoyed it though the movie was scary haha..

oh yar den sat had cip haha omg la got ppl tried to take my pic.. r they blind? haha oh yar, den i contributed to the 4 million smiles picture haha hmm btw pigs are adorable creatures haha..

woohoo! i'm back!!!*miss u*

hey ppl how have all of u been man haha when i was there i missed singapore like crazy haha now i'm starting to miss japan like crazy haha hmm realli miss u alot la u nv see how crazy i was in japan haha forever zi high ing on the coach with so many ppl laughing at me haha guess i was quit siao le so sorrie hmm japan was realli fun and interesting hmm where shall i start.. let me c haha

on the first day upon arriving at narita airport, we went for sight seeing looking at hills and mountains and nearly freeze to death at the mountain top haha..we also went mt fuji and took loads of pics there with the huge and pretty mountain haha after that went to our hotel for the first night.. there we had alot of first time experiences, like wearing the traditional jap summer suit, sleeping on mattresses, and hmm viewing the hot spring.. that i shall not elaborate haha..

the next morning, we went to visit soka university.. the thing that amazed me most was it's auditorium.. OMG.. it was sho pretty!!! it was grand and majestic.. the stage was so spacious.. the auditorium had everything a performer can ask for.. the huge stage, the perfect lightings and the audience capacity.. OMG i fell in love with it immediately!! haha after that we went to visit the fuji art museum and the min-on cultural association.. they have a huge collection of instruments and music scores.. they even have mozart's and beethoven's piano!!! OMG haha den let me see we went to shinjuku for dinner, had shabu shabu..haha cool

the next day, 10 june, let's see..we went to soka high haha the ppl there were super nice.. they were so welcoming haha.. hmm we spent a whole day there and i made new frenz haha like Kyoko haha she rawkz haha the whole day was spent at soka high, having rehearsal haha.. hmm the first rehearsal did not go so well but the second one was ok haha.. den i was told by mr ong that me and ziwei have to be interviewed on performance day.. wow xia si ren haha but it was a super tiring day haha

on 11 june hmm went to visit the temple, den went to pick a lot.. got a rare lot haha as told to me by my guide haha.. hmm den we went to do some shopping at shinjuku and asakusa street and erm had hotpot for dinner.. not forgetting the earthquake and smoke experience haha..

12 june was our big day haha our performance day.. hmm everything went on quite smoothly haha we went to visit the soka elementary school and the high school and took alot of pics with our japan counterparts haha at night, we had to pack our instruments haha we took slightly more than an hour haha which was a new record haha..

hmm the next day was our disneyland tour haha.. omg had loads of fun on that day.. went around touring disneyland with baoru, vincent, jing xin and yewee haha.. had loads of fun trying out the various rides and taking pictures with the kawaii kids haha it was a great day and i totally enjoyed myself haha..

on 14 june, it was difficult to sae goodbye to japan.. i'll miss everyone hu warmly welcomed us there and our lovely guide, watanabei san.. she rawkz!! but never the less i missed home and u haha.. once i reached the airport, the first person to call was non other than the pig haha.. it was then i realised how much i missed piggie haha.. realli glad to be home.. hmm now it's my turn to be in singapore and piggie to be overseas haha.. starting to miss piggie again hmm i noe it's silly but sometimes u jus carn help it haha ain't i right? haha

JAPAN..

hmm my last blogging before i leave, leaving soon le, haha so shall make this short and sweet.. hmm hope that everything for this trip will be successful and everyone will be happy haha.. jus hope that i'm gonna like it there in japan, i promise i'm gonna let down my hair and play haha hmm i'll be relax k i promise haha and enjoy my hols in japan haha though i noe i'm gonna miss talking to ppl here, especially u ba.. though we always stone while talking on the phone, i'll still miss u haha so everyone muz take good care of urselves k haha i'll miss u ppl loads!! hmm to be happy or not, it's a matter of choice, haha so i'm gonna stay happy haha thank u for ur well wishes haha and i love u ppl!!

special thanks to liting, yiting and kaiying for being available for me this morning haha i was realli glad we got to meet up haha though all four of us were in different jcs haha i still love u guys as much as ever haha miss u ppl loads, take care k haha

Shen Bing le

wah another crazy sunday.. hmm todae had erhu lesson in the morning, kena from zls, he asked me y i haven been going to geco for the past few times.. i said truthfully, i had been realli bz, if i were to perform, i would not had been able to give it my best.. thus i decided not to perform.. hmm he accepted my answer haha but still gave me a dressing down.. ahh den hmm after that went home to pack le haha i haven pack anything yet haha den hmm now everything is starting to fall in place le.. hmm i feel real bad too nv go to acjc and hcjc concert coz i wasn't feeling well but wished them all the best, i noe they would be able to do well de haha yep..

hmm realli not feeling vv well le haha shall make this short and sweet haha

*one in a million* S Club* nice!

An Exceptionally Long Day

hmm had a long day todae.. did cip in the morning at orchard road.. hmm there were onli 7 volunteers inclusive of yuyan and me haha.. seriously wanna thank them loads without them we might not had been able to pull thru todae's cip.. it was the first street sales for our team hmm we wanted to test water.. sales should be quite alright but still not up to expectation.. expected it to had been better though.. the street sales was not planned properly thus it was a learning experience for me.. next street sales is gonna be even better!yeah haha hmm i have to admit this morning i wasn't very enthu onli till the end of the cip, i was super high den got vv excited haha den met new ppl erm got a guy called vincent, he was nice to be there asking me to jia you den dun give up and he taught me loads of skills on how to ask ppl for money haha thank u la haha den of coz have to thank all the volunteers especially stephanie, liming, liming's fren ( so sorrie i dunno ur name), jasmine and yu hui yep.. and of coz all my frenz whom i saw on the street haha thanks for helping me out haha

hmm todae felt real weird..so bu xi guan..dun ask me y haha i also have no idea haha jus starting to truly wonder bout my emotions..dunno le ahh i dowan to think le..i jus wanna keep silent and forget maybe that's better haha hmm rj, u better dun be right, haha and u ar super nice ar, sae he msging me in his dreams haha u r sho farnie haha :P hmm den recalled wad cf told me bout his fren's nick.. something that goes like this..the people hu hurt u are the ones u love..hmm it's realli true.. u noe, the fear of being hurt? but i was also told, nv let the fear of striking out keeps u from playing the game..in other words, u gotta give it a try before u noe wad's the outcome.. maybe i'm jus selfish.. u can call me that coz i fear being hurt haha that's me i guess..haha enough crap for a night haha i have to go turn in le haha loads of things to pack before the trip haha hmm and i haven started packing yet ahh haha oh ya got a new cam jus for the trip wor haha coz the other cam is real lousy haha :) sure hope japan's gonna be fun haha and amelia gal u will be able to endure it haha yeah!

last but not least! all the best to acjc and hcjc co peeps u guys muz rawk ur concert tomolo k haha jia you! liting, yan wen, kai ying, si heng, jun zhi, ruihong and the many many more ppl that i have not mention, all the best peeps! jia you jia you!

The Day before Sat!!

boo hoo haha had a full day of CO haha den super drained wor haha hmm started off the morning quite happily den hmm started prac at lt1 haha den in between went down for my cip meeting.. yuyan aka fishball didn't make it to school in time, leaving kevin alone wor hmm evil yuyan haha jkjk den hmm i went for prac again haha oh yar den i feel so much like whacking zhiwen la, he is a pig!!! hmph forever trying to bully me *bleh* irritated haha den always complain i no good to him haha i vv nice one k haha jkjk so bhb, like cf haha opps.. hmm after that had a quick lunch den went for meeting with mr tek about the japan trip haha after which met up with my group ppl!! Group 3 rawkz k haha coz got me ;P jkjk den hmm after that had a orchestra briefing yep den we started our packing of instruments!!! haha yeah! so exciting haha i went to settle all the erhu section stuff and the erhu kit with seniors help wor haha after that helped da ji to pack their drums, den went to kpo with the yangqin team haha we finished everything at around 5 plus haha great! haha though everyone was tired, we cooperated real well, vv touching, entirely showcasing the co spirit haha yeah! japan!! here we come!! haha

after that i went down to canteen extension to settle cip stuff with yuyan for tomolo's cip wor haha hmm den made a bet with derrick, he saw the 160 plus baskets den said if i can keep them into the box, i am smart haha and guess wad haha i did it wor!! haha woo hoo hmm den we left school about 6.30pm haha muz thank derrick for waiting la.. Thank u derrick!!haha hmm den we went home haha den saw yewee at the busstop haha he going for nyjc concert haha so farnie.. den reached home and called cf haha i was nice k den he dared me to hang up and hmm first time i did it haha opps felt real evil but u asked for it k haha after that we were on the phone again haha den we stoned and watched channel 8 's show haha den had alot of laughter haha after that his phone hanged up on us again haha batt flat.. haha hmm holidays jus dun seem like holiday for me.. forever so bz.. hmm i agree totally haha tired tired le tomolo still got street sales with my volunteers haha sure hope everything would be a success ba.. *pray pray* jus hope it would be a great day for everyone tomolo haha yeah!

no & never haha

wah todae kinda stressed me out.. hmm arrived in the morning half awake at njc for co prac haha coz yesterday nite spent hours checking on the flowers that were made by my volunteers.. though i had alot of fun laughing, i still have to thank all my volunteers for spending so much time making these straw flowers. A big thank u to all of u!!! hmm ya, den i arrived in sch with an erhu, a box of flowers and the fund raising bookmarks haha after that went to have a meeting with my cip group on our progress.. den received a phone call from yewee saying my section's ppl nv turn up except for shaomin and evelyn.. i was shocked.. i remembered making phone calls to them one by one however they failed to turn up.. i was kinda disappointed coz it was the second last practice and yet things liddat happened.. jus simply hope things would get better especially with discipline and attendance..

den after meeting i went for co prac.. as usual, practised the songs den whole co went to borrow blazer haha after that hmm the whole group of us decided to go and have lunch at curry wok haha hmm den during lunch lerxian and zhiwen were so lame ahh until i buay tahan haha they claim that they r hot guys plus their lame jokes, everyone around them will fall sick haha with both constant hotness and coldness haha jkjk hmm now counting flowers again haha bored bored hmm haha oh ya muz apologise for my mistake on tuesday haha den yesterday ruijie told me it was his fault den i realised guai cuo ren le haha hmm den todae got an even more shocking news haha dunno how am i suppose to be feeling though haha hmm most prob will jus hibernate and forget haha yeah! opps siao le haha too bad i forgot my medicine again haha oh ya and thanks to those ppl hu r always around to listen to my nonsense thanks a million! *u noe hu u r :)*

Second day of holidays

wah!!! finally chem spa is over haha hooray! this morning learnt abit of drum techniques from cherie haha super cool den went down to mug for chem spa in the canteen haha mug mug mug also no use, still flopped it, so no diff haha hmm after that had lunch with the gals before going for physics make up tutorial at the library..i was about to doze off during the lesson, super tired.. hmm after physics went to GO to collect all the flowers and re-stock them..hmm i remember yuyan's words bout our CIP..it's for others..*nods* muz do it with ur heart to touch lives!!

hmm oh yar den yesterday night had a long talk with my near 11 yrs good fren haha den kena scolded for not knowing how lucky i was.. maybe i am nonchalent ba..i guess i dunno how to treasure stuff..i prefer giving it up to others hu wants..haha that's me ba i guess haha hmm todae i feel much more sane and normal..yesterday was realli blur like a sotong haha now counting down to the days for japan trip haha muz start to get excited haha

hmm now muz scold ppl le!!**y on earth does wood blocks exist!!! how come they so super sotong to emotions de ahh i gonna ignore u man hmph**

BUSY BUSY haha :)

hmm life's been super hectic for the past week everyday staying back in school till around 9 plus.. Thursday was guzheng concert where i had to stand at the door and tear tickets haha it was fun haha saying "thank u" to everyone, putting on the megawatt smile haha jkjk den we sat there to tend the fundraising stall, selling bookmarks, forcing ppl i noe to buy haha sorrie eh i feel guilty everytime u ppl see me u all would have to open ur wallet and pay $$ so sorrie.. but everything's for a good cause :) it's worth supporting haha and i had to leave my econs varied assessment group on their own for the project which made me feel guilty.. hope we gonna do well after spending more than 12 hours on it haha

On friday hmm after econs tutorial, i received a call to go buy double-sided tapes.. i had CCA scheduled however i cancelled it.. Thus chingfei and ruijie went with me to get 72 double-sided tapes..a big thank u to them..we rushed to beauty world, i had mac for lunch, and they were bz playing with each other's hp haha as for wad they were doing, bu fang bian disclose haha after which we rushed back to school den we started having practice :) hmm we had another two new comers qianwei and daniel den baoru also came to join in the fun!! learning erhu is fun! haha *opps* haha around 5, we had a pre japan trip briefing haha den we cracked alot of jokes and learnt alot about the japanese culture, everyone got pretty excited haha yeah yeah i carn wait to go japan now haha learning all the jap words is real cool haha guess i'm seriously gonna have fun there haha i hope everyone will too :) hmm after the briefing me and justin went to tend the fundraising stall for ye chuan haha we were listening to mp3 to kill time, cutting straws and gossiping bout ppl haha den chingfei, ruijie and shawn came along haha shawn ar, was playing erhu at the rain tree, causing the ye chuan back stage crew to get so irritated and came out hunting for them haha funny ppl haha

hmm den early morning on saturday, i had to arrive in school for CO wah i had a hard time trying to wake up though haha i saw yenping wor *smile* haha though i see her everyday haha hmm den saw all the DSA students for chinese orchestra haha they seem to be nice ppl.. hmm den CCA ended late orginally it was from 9 to 12 budden it ended around 2 plus haha everyone was drained and tired haha especially me, i didn't have enough sleep haha den hmm we went to coro for lunch at cosy corner and i bullied yewee again haha den i went home for nap le haha super tired haha den at night watched full house and had loads of fun laughing..

sunday ma..woke up early to prac erhu again, den went for lesson haha after that nothing much, slack my time away until when i'm at my grandma place.. it was my cousin's penny's birthday, so we sang her a song and cut the bdae cake haha den my youngest cousin patrick was so lovable, he sang the "i love u" song haha so cute omg haha den i came home and continued watching full house again haha the main lead male character (rain) reminds me of somebody *u noe urself* haha den i spent more than an hour being a kind soul haha discussing chem spa with somebody haha coz we having our spa skill b and c on 29th and 30th of may haha after that i will be bz preparing for hmm japan trip i guess oh ya, and i muz also support liting!! haha ac co concert on sunday wor haha hc co concert too haha yeah! *excited excited* carn wait to see my hao peng you men haha i miss them loads haha yea that's all for todae i guess tired tired, muz go pack up my room before starting to mug hmm i need a cup haha jkjk *ahh carn stand myself so lame* haha sorrie :p

LOVE LIFE

ahh..life's killing me..i feel so lost..starting to wonder wad exactly am i doing with my life..its stressing me out totally..is wad i'm doing right?? nearly broke down in the afternoon but i didn't :) haha

wah nvm.. throw away all these stuff.. let's talk about the happy stuff! Solaris won the house cup! yeah yeah yeah! Solaris rawkz!!!

I'VE GOT A FEVER, I'M HOT
I CAN'T BE STOPPED
I'VE GOT A FEVER, I'M HOT
I CAN'T BE STOPPED
I GOT A FRONT OO BACK AH
CAN'T BE STOPPED
I GOT A FRONT OO BACK AH
CAN'T BE STOPPED
SOLARIS... WHOOSH!!!

haha solaris rawkz when it comes to track and field meet and sports related events! our senior class 05S12 rawkz haha expecially ahmad, dinie, alex, leon and many more (sorrie if i nv mention u) haha nina u rawk too!! haha and to the 38th council!!! i will miss all of u ppl! especially my ogls (veronica, chen xin yi, lee xin yi, celeste) and everyone hu made me feel so attached to NJC! without u guys i would not had enjoyed myself so much.

Great job by the 39th council, solaris rawkz on haha oh yar, by next yr, S12 will definitely be the most enthu class in Solaris house haha S12 u ppl rawkz!!! wah i love u ppl.. todae was realli a day that allowed me to let my hair down and lac haha.. though council investiture was hmm abit boring i had to admit but i found my own entertainment, messaging piggie and hiding away from him haha and i was caught cutting straw flowers on the camera -_-" wah wah wah haha feel so bad oh yar i feel guilty too, i muz apologise to my chem teacher.. haiz.. i feel real bad.. hmm anywae after the sports meet haha we had our mass dance session!!! woohoo! my dance partner hmm.. oki la his dance skills still can pass la haha Thank u wen yi! haha *someone didn't hear me calling him ar, dao me* haha den saw kai siang dancing like a gal haha he is crazy omg haha but life with him around rawkz haha.. now totally tired out, muz start to face reality again haha

go gal! love life! haha

Just for you!

Heyo piggie, have u found my blog yet? u finally got time to look at this le wor haha this msg is meant for u wor haha gan dong ma? u definitely muz be muahaha, i knew it haha amelia rawkz la haha admit it *omg so bhb* haha of coz u have to feel very honoured eh haha this msg is onli for u wor no one else but u haha *bleh* feel so lame now haha yeah! **aqua colour**

hmm now it's time for fa xie ing haha nowadays super caught up with life, so much stuff waiting for me to do.. haiz but thanks to all my frenz and especially S12, u ppl rawkz my life without u ppl i would not had been able pull through, and the rest of u thanks for being there to listen to me especially u *u noe hu* haha i noe u r not a clown la, u carn possibility provide me with jokes all the time haha i guess i was too ren xin also but haha thank u.. u see la, now this entry is absolutely dedicated to u le haha my first entry eh.. haha feel honoured k haha.. we shall wait for august den i can choose hmm rum and raisin ice cream haha yeah! *claps* den it will be ur treat le *smile* haha

Something bout me :)

Amelia

14 April 1989, Aries

CFPS.NYGH.NJCIAN

NJC 06S12 & Chinese Orchestra

**the rest is for me to noe and u to find out >.< **

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