Aww I can't wait for friday! (:

2 days ago:

Argh guys,
pls stop sending weird smses to me.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Focus on your studies la. LOL.
Why talk about "awesome rocket" and "impregnate martians"?!?!?
And what's with RICKY MARTIN?!?
*ROLL EYES*
And Jessica loves replying their smses.
Waste my money. LOL.

Today:

Damn tired.
Dunno why.
I'm not in a sports cca, yet I'm so tired.
Perhaps it's because I napped too long in the afternoon, then I sleep very late,
then wake up very early, so I became tired.
And it's nice to sleep on 985. (:
But usually I won't sleep on the bus.
No mood to sleep,
I'll either study or stone.

AND PLEASE I HOPE THAT TOMORROW WE'LL BE PLAYING GAMES FOR PE.
It's like a million years since I last played a game that I enjoy.
Last year T6 did soccer, which is pretty boring for me cos I'm not very good at kicking a ball.

Ohhhh.
I suddenly thought of my primary 5 or 6 life.
Everytime during recess, the girls (YES! GIRLS!) used an empty water bottle to play "soccer" behind the canteen.
Just filled with random kicking and screaming.
Sometimes the boys will join in.
Pretty fun. :D
How I wish I can play that.
But cannot.
Must be glam.
Girls cannot be rough.
Like as if I very demure.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

BUT I'M MORE GIRLY THAN WHAT I USED TO BE.
SERIOUSLY.
Guess what I play when I was about 5?
CARS. YES. TOY CARS.
And you know, I had that ULTRA SHORT HAIR (LIKE BOY'S KINDA HAIR).
Damn ugly.
And the teacher will make fun of me.
"Should we let her wear shorts to school?"
Yes that's what she said to the class.
My Primary one class.
Damn sad. D:
But nvm la,
such memories are meant to be remembered.
To remind myself to be more feminine. LOL.

Gotta revise my stuff now.
(:

NO THANKS JONNIE.
I'M NOT GONNA POST THE JOKES ON MY BLOG.
NOT ONLY IS IT GONNA SPOIL MY REPUTATION,
IT SPOILS LEON'S TOO.
SO... FAT HOPE. (:

I'm really worried for tmr's econs project.
Don't really get it after all?
This sucks. TOTALLY.
And guess what.
Debates (AGAIN?!) tmr.
Not just a meeting, it's another debate session.
Well not trying to complain,
just thinking that tmr will be a long day cos there's an adjudication course tmr night.
YES. NIGHT.
FROM 6 TO 9 I THINK.
Tmr sure damn tired. ):

And OH YES TODAY'S THE LAST MASS PE.
AND YES WE DIDN'T GET TO DO ANY GST (GRANDSTAND TORTURE).
Perhaps PE rocks? (To a limited extent.)

Oh well.
Gotta study again.

Very long never blog already.
Finally got time to blog.
In school now,
blogging and studying,
waiting for Rui Yang.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.
MY CLASSMATES VERY CREATIVE.
They made fun of Leon.
DAMN FUNNY.
I wish I could share with you the joke,
but I scared Leon will kill me or something so I prefer to keep it within our class first.
Maybe I'll share with you if you ask me? :D

Really wanna thank Mr Chia.
His way of teaching maths = PRO.
Must learn more from his remedial lessons.

Wah I realise my life quite boring leh.
Nothing to write about.
It's not the first time I complained about that on my blog.
Now start to complain again.
I'm so going to take more pictures and post on my blog and facebook.
Maybe next week?
SIANZ.
INTERESTING THINGS, PLEASE COME TO MY LIFE.

The 2 guys in the school's com lab are listening to some weird songs.
Like those "screaming and shouting till his throat gonna come out" type of songs.
Damn disgusting.
PLEASE... I PRAY THAT THE PEOPLE I LOVE DON'T LISTEN TO SUCH SONGS.
LOL.

Now they're listening to tamil songs?!?!
-_-

Ok I'm going to get over them and move on...

I heard that my cousin is in CJC?
CONGRATS!
I bet he'll get culture shock.
Will ask him more about CJC during CNY. (:

OK SERIOUSLY MY LIFE IS DAMN BORING SO I'M GONNA STOP BLOGGING TILL IT STARTS GETTING INTERESTING. -_-

Today passed pretty fast.
Like wow, finally I'm only one hour away from sleeping.
The feeling of finally being able to sleep is like damn shiok! (Sounds like I had not slept for days!)
But anyway,
today quite slack.
Dunno why also.

And I dunno why but I suddenly thought about BBC.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Why my friends have such good creativity and imagination to create such names?
I shall not elaborate on what BBC stand for though.
It's like M18.

I'm having maths remedial.
Good right?
Mr Chia is willing to help us. lol.
I really doesn't want to get a U anymore.
Damn sian you know.
At least a C can?
C is bad enough.
U is like SHIT.
So I better start to work harder.
Though I had put in more effort last year,
I still don't understand why I cannot score better.
Maybe cos I still don't really get the big picture?
I need to reflect on my Maths. ):

I realise I keep frowning recently.
It's making me look old.
Must smile more.

And I asked Jessica today during Physics, "Do you think I can dance? Or do you think I have the potential?"
Then she look at me and gave THAT smile.
THAT SMILE.
So I got no potential la, Jessica?
HAHAHAHAHA.
Lol. I did perform dance before.
Of course I'm not a damn good one, or even good.
But I hope I fall under the category of "You Can Dance".
Learnt the routine "Mad" from SYTYCD from Youtube 2 days ago.
Hopefully I can finish learning it and show it to Jonnie. (:
Maybe he can perfect it for me.
I want to dance so badly.
Sian why didn't I go for the dance audition? D:

SOB SOB.
I realised that I missed my classmates so much. ):
I'm talking about Shan Jin and Carol.
Last year there were people sitting beside me la.
Now I'm feeling so sian cos I got no one to complain to whenever He Shuang bully me.
Actually Shan Jin bullied me more than He Shuang.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm glad that he stayed in this school.
At least we can still hang around with him whenever he feels that his class isn't as cool as 1T06! (:

I've not heard from Carol for quite sometime.
I guess she must be busy watching those Jap shows. :D

Wah I'm feeling damn sian cos I can't seem to finish my GP presentation slides.
I took 3 hours to do 12 slides.
I must have been spending too much time doing other stuff.

Wah I hate it whenever it's Sunday,
cos the "You're going back to school tomorrow!" feeling keeps coming.
Damn sian.
Friday rocks la.
I always look forward to Friday.
It's a short day.
Can go home and sleep for the whole afternoon.
But this Friday I've got CCA.
Oh well... ):

I wonder why Jonnie doesn't like Contemporary dances.
Have you watch Katee and Will on So You Think You Can Dance Season 4?
The routine on David Archuleta's Imagine,
is freaking nice.
REALLY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE.
And I thought that Katee should have won.
She is very professional.
Joshua is good, but I prefer Katee. :D

Ok I've gotta do my gp now.

WOW.
Today I being called bitchy.
LIKE WHEN WAS I EVEN BITCHY?
Hmm. In terms of bitchy-ness,
I'll never beat He Shuang and Jessica. XD

Anyway,
today is a pretty short day and I'm glad that I studied and met Rui Yang also.
So it's a good day. :D

I was watching a dance video and I'm so tempted to learn it.
It's like freaking nice la.
Maybe I'll do it tmr when my parents are not around. ;)

But this weekend will be a busy one.
We need to finish up GP project, Econs project, Maths Vector, Econs Tutorial, Geog tutorial, and revise Physics.
This is so not cool.
And I've got a debates speech to prepare by the coming Friday.
Good luck to myself. ):

Gonna sleep soon.

Very tired.
Last night I reach home at around 10.20?
So fresking tired this morning.
It's like as if I didn't sleep more than 3 hours.
Now I'm feeling so tired.
I guess it's the food in my stomach that's making me feeling sleepy.
I want the weekends to come. ):

Got geog test tmr.
Have to study.
Read notes on the way to school today,
but didn't manage to get much of it into my head.

And I want to thank Mr Chia for helping us deal with our problem today.
I really appreciate it.
Other teachers would have either ignore us or tell us to rely on ourselves.
But Mr Chia spend almost 40 mins of his break talking to us about the issue.
That's very nice of him.
Although there's no hope anymore (you know what I mean),
we really cannot give up.
It's our A lvls this year.
No time for us to complain.
We should just start mugging.

I'm currently in the school library slacking.
I studied a bit of econs and napped for 15 mins.
totally nothing to do.
Cos I'm waiting for the Principal's talk.
I can't say that the talk is a waste of time,
but the waiting period is indeed a waste of time.
OMG. The librarian just walked into this computer lab. LOL.
Still got 3 hours seah.
Nothing to study.
I forgot to bring my geog notes la.
Should have woke up early today to find the geog notes to study today.
And I thought that we're going to do the Econs project today.
But the lead actress for my econs video is missing!
Must be busy with hockey.
Haix.
I'm feeling so sleepy now.
So I figured out that blogging is a good solution.
At least I'm contributing to my blog.
Trying to improve my language (even though there's all the la, leh and seah).

If I post my archives,
you would be able to see how much my english language had improved.
Of course I'm not even a B student for eng,
but at least it's much better than my sec 2 eng.
Suck TTM.

And the good thing is that I don't use vulgarities.
Wah I sound so thick-skin.
But really mah.
I believe that it's a type of self-control and self-discipline when it comes to using vulgarities.
I know WAT EFF sounds vulgar too,
but at least it's not the real word.
And I hate the vulgarities in Dialect.
Freaking nan ting.
So I promised myself never to use vulgarities. (:

oh and btw,
I'm sure you've heard about the celebrity who went for 10 plastic procedures all in one single operation?
She's Heidi Montag, a star of "The Hills".



BEFORE


AFTER


Don't you think she's damn pretty after the operation?
She's so hot! (though Jackston came in and said that she isn't!)
If plastic surgery is something that's needed for someone to regain self confidence,
I'll say "Go for it."
Of course I'm not saying that beauty is everything.
But you have to understand that for certain people,
they're too used to the fact that beauty is needed to make you more confident.
It's the environment you live in that made you that way.
All the insults and criticism from others,
saying how terrible you look and all that.
Perhaps you really need an operation to fix all these.
Being yourself is definitely the main thing.
but having beauty is like the EXTRA thing.
Furthermore she's a star!
She really need to have looks.
So hmm. I SUPPORT HER. :D

Oh well.
Let's just hope that time will pass soon. -_-

Today is like... TORTURE.
Everytime there's mass P.E, it's torture.
And it's been quite a few months (in fact more than half a year) since the last torture.
And now it's back. WAT EFF.

Having mass P.E early in the morning at 9am is damn sian.
The weather was pretty hot and the auditorium was quite stuffy too (though I had to admit that we were at a better location than the guys).

After P.E, I changed my hairstyle (one ponytail at the bottom of one side).
And guess what.
BIG REACTIONS.
Come on la.
Hairstyle only.
And Jackston said, "My mum likes to tie her hair like that."
Hmm. Is it an insult? XD
Then he still said something like, "from an uncle's perspective, you look nice."
WAT EFF LA JACKSTON.
I'm not THAT mature-looking right?


AND YES I WANT TO COMPLAIN ABOUT JESSICA.
SHE'S A BITCH.
SHE DID SOMETHING ON FACEBOOK.
SOMETHING THAT SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE DONE.
JESSICA I'VE ALWAYS THOUGHT YOU'RE A NICE PERSON.
BUT NOW...
DISAPPOINTMENT.
PLEASE DO SOMETHING IF YOU STILL WANT OUR FRIENDSHIP TO REMAIN.

AND HE SHUANG,
STOP INSULTING JESSICA.
AND STOP DRINKING FROM MY WATER BOTTLE (UNLESS YOU FILL IT UP FOR ME).

I love my blog.
Freedom to bitch about people. :D

OMG. WAT EFF SEAH.
I CAN SEE ALMOST HALF OF HIS BUTT WITH UNDERWEAR.
IT'S BLUE UNDERWEAR FOR GOODNESS SAKE.
WEAR YOUR PANTS HIGHER PLEASE?!
IT'S SO NOT SEXY.

Well today is a pleasant day cos I went for the adjudicator course with my beloved Debates friends.
Woke up late, 7.15, and I had to rush through my breakfast so that I can leave my house by 7.35.
Bought a new issue of SEVENTEEN and took the MRT all the way to Tampines.
(THAT'S LIKE FREAKING FAR. About 1 hr 5 mins trip.)
Meet Taahira, Oliver, Tian Bai and Darren at the mrt station and headed towards TPJC.
Waited for a couple of friends to join us and then went for the adjudicator course.

The lecture was pretty good, as it is beneficial and the way the lecturers explain is ultra clear and I understand whatever they said. Well done! (:
Anyway the lecturers are some pretty famous ppl. Or at least one is famous. Not gonna describe too much in case my lovely friend gets jealous or starts thinking of going into his pants. (LOL. pls don't be pissed if you see this.)

Ok there's nothing much happening until we're on our way home on the MRT.
There's this group of people, who looked like they just left the beach or something.
And one of the guys wore his pants like freaking low until we can see half of his underwear.
I understand that it's not the first time you encounter this sort of stuff but I can't help but say that it's really unglam.
You should have seen Arifa's expression.
And Jeremy was sort of... staring. (Yes I think you did.)
I can't help but stare since it's the direction I'm facing while I was chatting with Jeremy.
But I wasn't staring cos it's sexy or what sh*t.
It's just... EWW.
maybe he's hot? But no no...
No revealing of underwears please.
GROSS.

And I've got a friend today who told me that CJC has a lot of filthy rich people.
Like some who's parents are both lawyers or own some huge companies that earn bucks.
And he started ranking people:

---- If you live in HDB, you're POOR.
---- If you live in CONDO, you're below average.
---- If you live in a landed property (one storey), you're average.
---- If you live in a landed property (2 storey), you're above average.
---- If you live in a landed property with a huge swimming pool, you're rich.

(Friend please correct me if I'm wrong.)

LIKE WAT EFF RIGHT?
I live in HDB and I'm poor?
It's like OMG I've got nothing to say.
CJC people really that rich ah?
But 70% of Singaporeans live in HDBs.
so 70% of singaporeans are poor?
Ok if you're in the context of CJC then ok la.
Can understand.
Maybe they're really that rich.

Aiya it's the rich people that makes others poor right?
So do you still want to be rich?
lol. please don't start shooting me if you're a rich person.
No hard feelings. :D

Finally a new post this year.
and finally a new blogskin.
I am trying to find a plain one but this is so far the one I like the most.
Not too much, not too little. And the font size is just right.
Deleted a lot of stuff from my previous blog,
like the wishlists and links of my friends' blogs.
I wanted to add song player to this but sometimes it gets a little annoying,
so I decided not to.
I don't care if this blog is gonna be dead perhaps no one will tag.
But anyway,
I'm glad that I re-open my blog and start to blog stuff.
Just gonna treat this like a diary so it's ok if you didn't tag everytime you come to visit my blog.

And i'm glad that school already started,
Cos I can finally see everyone and have fun during pe. (of course not mass pe!)
The saddest thing is that I can't spend more time with the people I want to spend time with. (Example: SRY. lol.)
But we'll figure it out. (:

I've got an adjudicator camp tomorrow for almost the entire day.
SIAN.
But I wanted to go so that I can learn something new.
Rather than rotting at home or keep doing homework.
But of course I'll still study this sunday.
Got Geog homework seah. MUST DO.

I don't know whether to be pissed about having Ms Ho as my Econs teacher again.
I have to say, it's not about her age.
I just want to have a teacher that's fun and interesting and doesn't need to use a mic to speak.
Of course she seemed to be much more experienced than the other teachers.
maybe I'm just biased against her.
(You know,the sms thing. I just can't get over it.)
I know I've made a mistake but people can change right?
And I already apologized to her but she starts sharing the sms thing with everyone and etc.
Can't be bothered to repeat the story.
since we're stuck with her,
then I guess all we can do is to make sure we try our best to clarify as many doubts as possible.
It's A levels man. Can't afford to lose.
(p.s I don't hate her, though I admit that I had a huge reaction when I realised that she's our econs teacher.)

I'm sure you know that this year's Chinese New Year is on Valentines day,
and that's the worst thing ever.
Why same day? WHY!?!?
The atmosphere is gonna be really weird.
It's like being with your relatives while thinking about your bf/gf.
So is getting Angbao(s) better or a bouquet of flowers?
Maybe the best is a bouquet of Angbaos.

(Random news)
I still want to wake up late.
like about 8am?
5.45am is freaking early ok?
Cos my school is freaking far.
Why am I complaining after one year studying in this school?
I just want to sleep.

Oh yesterday I went to gym with Jassmen, Chin Heng, Jackston, Leon and Lawrence.
Wow you haven't seen the guys there.
Like, "Whoa! relax man! don't so chiong la!"
The guys are training so hard like as if they're going to go NS in one week's time.
And I was one of the 2 girls there.
only 2 girls in the gym.
Damn sian you know.
And the equipments are more suitable for the guys unless I want to be buff. (EWW!)
I felt damn weak.
The guys can pull the thingy at 8+++ kg, and I heard that Lawrence and Jackston can pull it at 19?!?
Guess how heavy is mine? (T** kg)
AMAZED? Not really.
Since guys are always better than girls right? (Or maybe I'm a lousy girl. lol.)
I'll visit the gym soon. I'LL BE BACK.

Wah my blog is like ... dead ... for a long time.
Just very lazy to blog.
lol.
Cos these few weeks are just fund raising activities (like baking brownies),
and playing maple (ya I know it's a bit outdated but still... fun.)
and going out with friends (the gathering with Angela, Rui Yang and gang ro the cycling trip, Wanlin's birthday celebration etc.),
and of course most importantly,
THE FUN BATAM OCIP!
So AWESOME. (haha. H1S1...)

Aiya I wanted to blog about batam but my mon scolding me now.

I don't know why but I happen to go search for the song Jizz in my pants (as recommended by my friends).
And the mtv is freaking funny.
I think it's the funniest I've ever seen.
Just by reading the lyrics is enough to make me laugh for the past 20 mins.

The Lonely Island Jizz in My Pants Lyrics:

Lock eyes from across the room
Down my drink while the rhythms boom
Take your hand and skip the names
No need here for the silly games
Make your way through the smoke and crowd
The club is the sky and I'm on your cloud
Move in close as the lasers fly
Our bodies touch and the angels cry
Leave this place go back to yours
Our lips first touch outside your doors
The whole night what we've got instore
Whisper in my ear that you want some more And I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS

This really never happens you can take my word
I wont apoligize, that's just absurd
Mainly your fault from the way that you dance And now I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS

Don't tell your friends or Ill say your a slut
Plus it's your fault, you were rubbing my butt
I'm very sensitive, some would say that's a plus

Now I'll go home and change

I need a few things from the grocery
Do things alone now mostly
Left me heart broken not lookin for love
Surprised in my eyes when I looked above
The check out counter and I saw a face
My heart stood still so did time and space
Never felt that I could feel real again
But the look in her eyes said I need a friend
She turned to me that's when she said it
Looked me dead in the face, asked Cash or Credit? And I
JIZZED IN MY PANTS

It's perfectly normal, nothing wrong with me
But were going to need a clean up on aisle 3
And now I'm posed in an awkward stance because I
JIZZED IN MY PANTS
[ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/y4dZ ]

To be fair you were flirting a lot
Plus the way you bag cans got me bothered and hot
Please stop acting like you're not impressed
One more thing, I'm gonna pay by check

Last week - I saw a film
As I recall it was a horror film
Walked outside into the rain
Checked my phone and saw you rang and I
JIZZED IN MY PANTS

Speeding down the street when the red lights flash
Need to get away need to make a dash
A song comes on that reminds me of you and I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS

The next day my alarm goes off and I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS

Open my window and a breeze rolls in and I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS

When Bruce Willis was dead at
the end of sixth sense I
JIZZED IN MY PANTS

I just ate a grape and I
JIZZED IN MY PANTS

I went-
JIZZED IN MY PANTS

Ok seriously you guys can we, ok?

I JIZZ RIGHT IN MY PANTS EVERY
TIME you're NEXT TO ME
AND WHEN WERE HOLDING HANDS it's
LIKE HAVING SEX WITH ME
YOU SAY I'm PREMATURE I JUST CALL IT ECSTASY
I WEAR A RUBBER AT ALL TIMES it's A NECESSITY

Cuz I
JIZZ IN MY PANTS
(I jizz in my pants, I jizz in my
pants, yes I jizz in my pants,
yes I jizz in my pants)
yes I JIZZ IN MY PANTS
(I jizz in my pants, I jizz in my pants)

Yes, this is the link to the MTV.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4pXfHLUlZf4

HAHA. I enjoyed listening to the song even though it's a sick song.
Not very sick la, but you know... LOL.

Hmm.
Chinese A lvls today.
It's definitely not easy.
But... Difficult?
What if I get a C?

AIYA!
HACK CARE LIAO.
I CAN'T BE BOTHERED.
WHAT'S DONE IS DONE.

梁文音-最幸福的事


你撑着雨伞借我那次
已经足够我记得一辈子
我懂后来你不是不坚持
爱情本来就没万无一失

泪水离开了你的手指
那不如让它流在这信纸
我想女孩子最贴心的是
让爱的人选结束的方式

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事


可惜爱不是童话故事
不能够永远依赖着王子
才慢慢认识只剩两个字
我怎么忍心为难你解释

我最幸福的事当过你的天使
趁鼻酸能掩饰让我们像当时拥抱最后一次
最幸福的事吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势
为挚爱的人在左边心口保留位置是最幸福的事

那一阵子有你美得不像现实
多高兴每一幕都微笑着静止

我最幸福的事牵着你的日子
一段爱从开始直至分开我们都对彼此诚实
最幸福的事对那片海用力大喊永远的样子
想得起的事那天和你傻笑着认识是最幸福的事

This is for Yeegin's post on the MTV.

I really don't know whether to be glad or sad.
Glad cos I've got improvements and I sort of met the promotion criteria.
But sad that my grades are still very lousy and my Geog is only 44.2, which means that if the teachers do not round up to 45, I'll not get an E, and thus not meeting the criteria of at least an E for a H2 subject.

This totally suck.
No,
I TOTALLY SUCK.
Maybe I did try my best, but I know I could have done better if I had put in more effort in the first half of the year.
I seriously pray that the teachers will not moderate down on any of the subjects.
Especially my geography.
I just need that one mark.
God please bless me.

If the teachers are to moderate the marks down,
all I can do is to believe that it is God's will and that He believes that it'll be better for me to retain.
Maybe I should have faith in myself, my parents, my friends and of course, God.

I've got friends that are very upset and disappointed with their results.
I'm so sorry that I can't do much to make them feel better.
All I know is that I'll pray for a miracle to happen.
No matter what happens,
I love them and the memories that I had shared with them will stay with me for the rest of my life.

RETAIN isn't the reason why I'm feeling down.
It's the thought of staying another year that made me feel that way.
And it's killing me.

13 November...