Friday, May 25, 2007 -

into your hands i commit again :

passed the baton i have
i wonder how they will fare?

gosh. my report book's out. chinese o's are on monday. :/
and i've been such a avid 'stay -outer' (is there even such a word?)
haiz. coming back to the report book part.
haiz. i got a dreadful 17 points for L1R5 and 13 for L1R2B2
i wonder where that will take me?
but i'll still apply for DSA and DPA.
i hope i'll get a spot somewhere.
but the next question is where?
JC gives you a more cozy environment, whereby people care for one another and all( or so it seems)
whereas poly life is more inclind to helping you face the outside world.
so where do i go?
haiz. i really don't know menn.
to think i still dont have a clear cut idea of where i'm going yet :/
scary.


oh well.was suppose to be in school today at 0730
but i couldn't wake up.
i guess it's because of the late nights i've been having.
oh. today's KC family day.
i'm so going there to have BEN N JERRY'S
YAY!
(((:
cookie dough and strawberry shortcake here i come!!!

SMILES!!!

simply simplicity 6:12 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007 -

emo-ing :

i guess almost everone has their emo caps on.
including me
i just don't know how to explain how i'm feeling
it's like a cocktail of raw emotion.
hurr, i really can't stand it.
i don't want to feel this way.
but i can't i can't break out of the vicious cycle of emotion.
i can't explain why i feel like that either.
it's so hard to smile or feel happy.
i keep staring into empty space and drift off.
thoughts keep running through my head

well. during cell vann asked if i was okay.
i said yes.
but the truth is that i'm not okay.
but i don't know what is making me not okay.
i don't. i really don't.
i guess after tossing and turning in bed
and thinking about stuff, has made me somewhat better,
but has made me really deprived of sleep.
haiz.




you know i hate you. i hate you for existing.
for treating me so nicely, and giving me the wrong idea.
i guess i also have some fault in it.
hurr. i just hate you.
you know i've already forgotten about you,
until you 'walked' back in again.
oh my.i wished i din know you.

simply simplicity 8:43 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007 -

:

boy, the exams are over.
and.. ironically, i've got nothing to do.
lol

well,
i was walking home after shopping and guess what i saw?
menn.
the thing of the century.
can you imagine?

i saw a mother with her child
(well, nothing unusual right?)
but... the mother wasn't holding the child's hand but instead,
like a dog, he was leashed to his mother.
ohmy.
how can?
how can the mother leash him
maybe it is for his own good. but..
i mean...
we shouldn't be bounded like animals are right?
we are given the freedom of choice after all.
tsktsk.
haiz. don't know what the mother's thinking.
lol

alrights
i think i'm going away for some RnR
-smiles.



you know you make my heart beat faster?

simply simplicity 5:09 AM

Sunday, May 13, 2007 -

:

Labels: i promise

simply simplicity 3:02 AM

Sunday, May 6, 2007 -

is that still me? :

i guess i was right.
my world is crumbling
i don't know lah.
it just gets so frustrating.
i wish i wish....
oh. forget it.
i will strong
coz i know this is all part of God's plan
to mould me into a person with
FAITH.
faith to move mountains
that i believe.

so God i hope you hear.
though i know you put me through this 'experience'
(so to say) promise you'll never leave me to fend on my own
childish as it may seem.
i need you so much more than ever
though things may change,
i know you love will never.

i'm to busy and frustrated to bother my life with somebody elses
problems anymore.
call it selfish of me as a friend.
but i don't think things can behave like the past.
it's all gone now.
maybe i lost hope in material things
they don't mean anything anymore


no.
i won't show it i promise

simply simplicity 12:24 AM

Friday, May 4, 2007 -

:

maybe i jumped to conclusions a little too early.
good times don't last forever.

i wish i could hit the restart button
and start all over again.
or maybe hit the delete button
and re-write my life all over again.
my world is crumbling bit by bit
i just know it.
i just do.

what i don't see cannot hurt.
what i don't hear cannot cut.
that's the way i think i want things to stay as

trust things to happen a few days before the mid years
it's like a real test of handling my enotions


God, i need you so much more than ever
Don't forsake me.
i beg you

simply simplicity 6:01 AM

Wednesday, May 2, 2007 -

:

came across this while clearing my email

nice ain't it.

heehee.

simply simplicity 2:31 AM

Tuesday, May 1, 2007 -

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simply simplicity 5:00 AM