Yesturday once more.

Sarah called me up 3 days ago. She was nice enough to tell me that it was my birthday month and I could have 25% off Levis products. So I met her today @ Parkway Levis.

It was like last time. She chose the jeans and tees for me. A nostalgic feeling came across me as I took the clothes that she chose and went into the fitting room..

There was one tee she asked me to try for her to see. I did not felt like "entertaining" (cant find the right word, therefore the quotes..) her. I dont know why. I can see that she was trying to lighten up the atmosphere, even smiling at times. When I was about to pay, I realised that she dint buy anything.,

I dont know it was by coincidence. When we were at the counter, a song played. It was Ne-yo's So Sick. The song that she used for her blog when we broke up. It brought a bittersweet feeling. I could feel an akward atmosphere between us.

I dont know. What I only know is that she was trying to do something. Maybe change the tension between us?

I dont know. I really want to see you happy. I saw your face when I said bye. I really dont know. I dont want to be hurt by you again. I am just protecting myself. Sometimes I really want to talk to you again. But I really dont know now. Its too much for me to take. Its either this or that. I dont want to do something stupid again.

As the saying goes: Let nature take its course.
I truly believe in this. But where will the future lead? Well, I really appreciate what you did for me today. Whatever you are trying to do, I could somehow feel it. I cant think anymore. Till next time, take care.

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Im feeling quite empty ... 11GBs emptier to be exact..

I cant install Zion into my labtop. It gets stuck around 20%. So Bryan came along today and found me in Thomas' lab. He offered to solve my Zion installation problem. After clicking here and there, uninstalling and installing some programs, acting like he's knowing what's he's doing, he came to a conclusion: "I think its your free disk space.. You only have 500MB free space left.. You need at least 1GB" - -;;

Yes Bryan, I know you tried your best. But how can you come up with this conclusion and blame my disk space?

Ok.. the sad part:
Thomas came along, heard wad Bryan said and suggested I delete some of my videos.... I did so. I deleted 11GBs of my "sweat and blood"..

And what happened? The fucking program still did not install! WaFfaXBbQZOMfgx?

Im going crazy T_T;;

Peekture ^_^

hihi!

sum random pictures from my fone..
Enjoy~






U like O_o??

got summore wor...

Sweet Game..

Found this new game.. introduced by sweet.
So sad.. she was the 1 who introduced this game to me, but she is like only level 10 T_T..
I told pong to play and we're like level 25 already..

Ne wayz.. here's the link... v nice.. try try ^^

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http://www.rendezvous-romance.blogspot.com/

found this... local blog by a sex-hungry couple! zomfg so kewl~

A quote from the blog for euu..(if u dont think its worth checking out):
"i can't believe i have not been fucked for 5 days le.. still got 1 more day to go before its fuck sundae again. damnit.. so damn long.. arghhhhh.. i really really need you. yes, pretty much desperate that i get wet at the thought of you."

BoxerxO_O;;

i found this pair of sexy boxerx..... couldnt resist bud buy.. @_@;;

Soo Cute Worx~~




Lol..

The text says: Put in water for a while, then it becomes one pair of Boxer Shorts.

Lol so cute rite...

Elox....

Hihi ^_^

this my new blog... nid help wit teh tag board... sum1 do for me plz? T_T...

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