Monday, December 31, 2007
11:22 PM
THE FINAL WORDS
This will be the last post of the year... And in this blog.
I have come a long way since my entry into secondary school.
Honestly, it was primarily pain, and hate, coupled with the occasional flutter of happiness and love.
And now it's all gone.
Everything's just a distant memory, a matter of the past. Soon, none of it will matter anymore.
So much has changed, so much so I wonder if I have ever lived before.
As tragic as it may be, the only thing that assures me I am alive is the constant tearing at my heart, the desperate longing I carry with me even as I smile.
All that's left are the lacerations, the scars from what I have been through. We included.
Most of what I had said, I felt, remains shadowed from the rest of the world.
Despite all the changes, I still remain as hidden as I used to be.
So maybe I still am me.
But it doesn't matter anymore.
I return to the same home, the same friends, as though it was a normal day.
And yet, the new chapter begins:
flight-oftheleaf.blogspot.com
Opening in the window near you.
frosted illusions;
Sunday, October 07, 2007
2:23 AM
Woot I finally got around to changing my blogskin. Lol.
Life has been CRAP but now it's better since school's GONE. MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
I've unofficially graduated!!
...
Although this means I won't see my friends. DDDDDD:
So in Alphabetical order:
No more Deborah to disturb and get distured by.
No more Ethel to get harassed by. (OMG LOLLL)
No more Geetu to get saved by.
No more Keita to sing.
No more Mei Ying to avoid getting bitten by.
No more PPP to fear lol. XDDDDD
No more Rozanne to whine to and get whined to.
No more Roycelyn to annoy and get annoyed by. (You stupid Roy stop calling me a porno XDD)
No more Samantha to wack and get wacked back. <((- . -))>
No more Tessa to get bossed by XDDD
...
The list goes on...
I'm still quite happy with leaving school.
I don't think I'll cry at grad because grad's the confirmation that I'm officially out and I'm very happy that I'll be leaving.
Sure, I'll miss my friends but I'm sure our paths will cross some day in a good way.
And when we do meet, I hope we'll remember each other.
But other than that, I'm very happy I'm leaving.
If I do change my mind and decide to go to JC, I think I'll hate it there even more.
That's why I'm going to poly.
By the way,
ALLEN WALKER SUCKS. KANDA ROCKS.
frosted illusions;
Friday, June 22, 2007
2:18 PM
I HATE SCHOOL.
Damn. Light's, Mello's and L's rant was taken off deviant art... ARGH. RAWWRRRRRR.
Well, that's besides the point. The point is, I HATE SCHOOL. Maybe not to a Debbie (ah the poor girl) extent but good enough. I don't want to go back to school... OH GOD SAVE ME >____> I HATE SCHOOOLLLL.
frosted illusions;
Thursday, May 31, 2007
1:17 AM
i'm not deadI'm going home:
I’m staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I’m going to the place where love
And feeling good don’t ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel’s a different kind of pain.
I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I’m going home.
Well I’m going home.
The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I’ve not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don’t know why.
You always seem to give me another try.
So I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don’t want.
Be careful what you wish for,
‘Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.
Oh, well I’m going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I’m not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don’t regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old.
I said these places and these faces are getting old.
So I’m going home.
I’m going home.
frosted illusions;
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
1:15 PM
NO MORE PORK FOR ME. NONONONONONONO. NOW WAY MAN. NONONONONONONO. I'M NOT GOING TO EAT PORK AGAIN.
If interested, go find out what happens when you pour coke on pork.
frosted illusions;
Saturday, May 05, 2007
1:39 AM
AND SO FAITH MAKES A POST XDRO CRASHED ON ME. >_____> o(>_<)o
*shakes fist in air*
After an ENTIRE week of STUDYING, I DON'T GET TO RELAXXXXXXX.....
*sobs* It's like, the only time I can play for 2 weekkksssssss.... I'm in LOVE with RO..
and that guy on RO XDDDFaith feels sad.
Faith needs a new blogskin.
Faith needs to feel loved~
So please donate your blogskins!
<333333~
frosted illusions;
Friday, March 23, 2007
8:02 PM
I mean like, what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?!? One minute I'm cursing her as though she's my worst enemy, one minute I'm protecting her from all the weird accusations. WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE..........
I don't know what the hell I've been doing nowadays. I NEED A DOCTOR NOWWWW.... I THINK I'M GOING CRAZY- FEELING PARANOID ALL THE TIME AND COMPLETELY FATIGUED... SIGH.
There's just been too many things going on... The person whose company I enjoy is sending me mixed signals. The things I've always enjoyed doing are just going completely wrong... I need a break from the constant burn-outs I've been feeling. I WANT A 3 MONTH HOLIDAY AND A CO 5 DAY AND 4 NIGHT CAMP!!! COMPLETELY FOCUSING ON ,MUSIC AND MUSIC ONLYYYYYYYY..........
rawr.
frosted illusions;
