always.

Saturday, April 24, 2010

went for an interview today, and yeah i think i practically wasted my time.

at first, i went there at 1130am but i had to wait like an hour before its my turn to get interviewed?! cos there were too many ppl there at that time. roarrs waste my time, could have came like an hour later and wait like prob 10 mins instead. the job is kinda sales related (it says sales and marketing mgt trainee), and i really doubted it fitting me right from the start but i still went down for the politeness i guess? yup, and sth i'm really proud that i said was "i'm not sure if this is suitable for me". hahha. i bet no one had said that to them lah, but well, not exactly keen, as of now? hmmmm.. i want sth to do with brand management, like say a cosmetic, fashion, fmcg brand which goes through a proper marketing channel to consumers. i guess i'm really not confident of sales pitches especially B2B.

influenced by fran, i'm starting to tumblr too. hahah!
www.wens.tumblr.com!
that will be my picture blog while this will be my word blog. hahah

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

i wanted a nice bronzy sunkissed skin. i was delighted to see the bright sun. but when we were heading to the pool, the dark clouds started looming around the sky! =(

i cant find my goggles!! and i was swimming like a lost sheep in the pool that fran cant stop laughing at me and lent me her goggles in the end. LOL. so tiring! havent been exercising for sometime and my muscle hurts now. yawns the nua nua feeling

i've been exposed to KFC ad everyday on like channel 8, and its tempting me to eat KFC breakfast!! looks yummy!!!

one week to study one paper. 2 weeks to study 2 papers. the most relaxing exam period i had! its justified for my hellish sem!

Sunday, April 18, 2010

WOW! I'm GRADUATING! Can't believe it!
3 years have passed so quickly that wow i didn't even realise it.
when work gets sucky you just want it to end,
but when its the end, you just can't bear for it to end.

projects are finally ALL DUE. WHEEES
BSP is sucha headache cos the deadline is so tight and she only gives us the exact guideline like 3 days before project due? So we gotta rush like mad cows and get stressed like no one's business. Its funny to see so many bsp groups lurking around MRB on a saturday, ea grp taking up a room. but well, at least i don't feel that pathetic cos everyone else is undergoing the same plight. the angmoh girl in my grp just totally went on a holiday???? and her part was the most headache! okay, but at least presentation was fine though it wasn't fantastic. svc mkt was fine too and it was a pity i didn't discover dempsey earlier! our proj was on dempsey and its sucha nice and ambient place despite it being a lil inaccessible.

some skills that i've learnt and progressed within the 3 years
1) present using "kan tu shuo hua" without cuecards. it was previously used for a sense of security that you will forget your script. but now, having a script makes me more nervous is i know that im not following whats on the cards and start to panic. yupp, so im impromtu-ing what to say by looking at the picture and hope verbal diarrhoea will get me through

2) writing a proper report. goshhh the first arts report i wrote in year1sem1 was the soci research paper which i got a D and was so devastated cos i totally didn't know the actual format and just used the jc gp style instead of the "proper research paper style". i learnt my lessons thereafter! haha. and thanks to niccheong who helped me explained my noobness to the lecturer that he was more lenient on me the next assignment!

ohhh and patrons project. after reading up on swanlake and giselle, i loved it more! hahaha, seriously i totally didn't know wad was the storyline when watching the perf.

Something i hate bout NUS is the exorbidant parking feeeees and the limited parking space. i had no choice but to secretly leech on NES hse. OOPS, the rest mustn't know. hahah. but since i'm leaving it doesnt matter, and its too far from any other facs anw. even to biz is a lil tad far walk up the eerie looking place at night and the rather infrequent bus A that makes you damn frustrated.

that kinda wierd awkward feeling..
whenyouknowthatheknowsyoulikehimbutyouknowhedoesntlikeu feeling.
andwhenyoufeelheshappierwithhisfrensthatwithyouandyouthinkheprobablythinksyouareboringpersonandyoulostyourcompetitiveadvangtage feeling.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Plagued with sickness bug the past 2 weeks. I was sick 2 times in 2 weeks, and lasting a few days each. How horrible!! and I lost like 3kg. How great! But I don't feel the diff! i weigh diff but i feel the same! ohwell? maybe the weighing machine isn't accurate.

Ohmannnns. My projs are going bad bad bad! Presentations in a few days time, and gosh i seriously dunno wad state its in now. really gone case. This is one of the most horrible sem i've had.

Next week, there's 3 reports due, 2 presentations and 1 exam. Good luck to me!

Friday, March 26, 2010

If you're at the end of the curve. do you heck and remain at the end of the curve since its no point trying cos nomatter how much you try you're still gonna be stuck at the end? or struggle to get out of the end?

Oh sighs, i hate this anal lecturer.

rain rain go away, its making me sick and almost sprain nmy ankle.

been home like almost the whole week. I dunno why I could even stay home almost the entire week and do nothing when i am supposedly supposed to be doing work.

Monday, March 22, 2010

The Last Sem Syndrome.
. it happens when you start skipping lessons
. you know that you will miss school yet you still skip lessons
. you miss lessons cos it feels so sian
. and it feels so sian you just don't feel like studying
. and you just don't put so much efforts into projs anymore
. all you wanna do is just slack, do nothing
. and hunt for a job
. exams aren't important anymore
. cos the real exam is the job interview

OHWELLLS....

ohwell, not hopeful, cos i just got rejected by SIA.
Come to think of it, its just damn unfair that diff interview rooms have diff expectations, and just my luck to be on the unlucky side whereby only 1 out of 10 chosen to the nxt round, where others has like 3, 5, or even 8. WTF?! Oh well, just look on the bright sideeee, if i were to get shortlisted till like the 5th round and kenna kicked out, i would have wasted one whole precious day feeling more vexed cos its so near yet so far, compared to wasting probably like 2 hours?

Thereby, managed to head back to school early for biz clinic. Anw, it was sucha disaster. Its so hard to trust/rely on others. Panic attack when i realised youth speaker is at the wrong venue. All thanks to...., who screws up everything she does. Can't stand her, even her sponsors side also so screwed up. Luckily I was able to reach early and bring my speaker to the correct place, despite going through one big round. Thankfully the nice old man was understanding enough. His lecture is boring, (how exciting can u expect from an old man) but consultation wise, old men have wise advices. hahaha.

I've come to realise that networking is really impt, and having some unique skills is essential too. I shall start learning something useful.

A sweet injury.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

i like the new canon s90!!!

i want a semi-pro DSLR! the photos look damn nice!
But its kinda ex, i can like fly to korea with that amount of $$! LOLL

welllll, shall just wait for the competitive dynamics between the brands to revolutionise the camera industry. SOOOOOON, semi-pro DSLR will be the next big hit, and prices will drop! =)
i will wait thennnnn...
ok, so thats the usefulness of studying biz i guess. HAHAH

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

i just wanted some time alone.
but i ended up being char grilled.

sometimes i really wish i can don't care anything about it, don't think about it.
but i end up thinking even more.
so the more i think, the more depressing it gets.

sucks.

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Suddenly my mind is swarmed with alot of thoughts.
Confused.

When you dunno what to do, probably the best thing is do nothing.

Friday, January 22, 2010

just an update of my life.

Had a great trip to bkk. stuffs are cheap, shopping rocks, company rocks. and i made a new korean friend. ANEYOHASAEYO! I bought quite abit of stuffs. Love platinum mall. my fave! I wish there's a direct transport from sg to platinum! I'll go back to bkk AGAIN!! Its like a SHOPPING HEAVEN ON EARTH K!

Had lunch with korean friend, and i randomly started learning how to write and pronouce the korean words. Rather easy! But hard to remember! It feel like i'm learning ABC all over again.

Passed my driving, like finally, despite getting 18 points. LOL. i would have failed if not for the "free points". I made mistakes that i don't usually do. you know why??? COs that stupid instructor keep asking me questions and making me distracted that i can't drive properly. ohwell, at least i passed. Driving on the real roads is really scary. I drove one night on the highway. sucks, so dark! I feel like my life's at risk, and also the people on the car. My parking sucks, and i hate it w/o poles.

School work is sighss. I needa catch up on it. The weekly quizes and blogpost is dissapointing. Can't imagine I get a ZERO on my first post for patron of the arts, where's the mercy man?!?! Its seriously damn cheem, i wanna die. ARGH, i better pass it or i can't graduate!

Emirates Interview. Well, hope i'll fare well. Air stewardess. hmmmmmmmmm.......

24hrs challenge. ohwell..... ?

Haha, seriously, i feel like just a clerk/admin person in s@s. LOL, but who cares! Not as if i'm paid anw, i'd rather direct my time and energy to other more profitable stuffs. Tsk, anw i joined for a reason.


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LOL. so tiring! havent been exercising for sometime and my muscle hurts now. yawns the nua nua feeling i've been exposed to KFC ad everyday on like channel 8, and its tempting me to eat KFC breakfast!! looks yummy!!! one week to study one paper. 2 weeks to study 2 papers. the most relaxing exam period i had! its justified for my hellish sem! 2:12 AM · Sunday, April 18, 2010 WOW! I'm GRADUATING! Can't believe it! 3 years have passed so quickly that wow i didn't even realise it. when work gets sucky you just want it to end, but when its the end, you just can't bear for it to end. projects are finally ALL DUE. WHEEES BSP is sucha headache cos the deadline is so tight and she only gives us the exact guideline like 3 days before project due? So we gotta rush like mad cows and get stressed like no one's business. Its funny to see so many bsp groups lurking around MRB on a saturday, ea grp taking up a room. but well, at least i don't feel that pathetic cos everyone else is undergoing the same plight. the angmoh girl in my grp just totally went on a holiday???? and her part was the most headache! okay, but at least presentation was fine though it wasn't fantastic. svc mkt was fine too and it was a pity i didn't discover dempsey earlier! our proj was on dempsey and its sucha nice and ambient place despite it being a lil inaccessible. some skills that i've learnt and progressed within the 3 years 1) present using "kan tu shuo hua" without cuecards. it was previously used for a sense of security that you will forget your script. but now, having a script makes me more nervous is i know that im not following whats on the cards and start to panic. yupp, so im impromtu-ing what to say by looking at the picture and hope verbal diarrhoea will get me through 2) writing a proper report. goshhh the first arts report i wrote in year1sem1 was the soci research paper which i got a D and was so devastated cos i totally didn't know the actual format and just used the jc gp style instead of the "proper research paper style". i learnt my lessons thereafter! haha. and thanks to niccheong who helped me explained my noobness to the lecturer that he was more lenient on me the next assignment! ohhh and patrons project. after reading up on swanlake and giselle, i loved it more! hahaha, seriously i totally didn't know wad was the storyline when watching the perf. Something i hate bout NUS is the exorbidant parking feeeees and the limited parking space. i had no choice but to secretly leech on NES hse. OOPS, the rest mustn't know. hahah. but since i'm leaving it doesnt matter, and its too far from any other facs anw. even to biz is a lil tad far walk up the eerie looking place at night and the rather infrequent bus A that makes you damn frustrated. that kinda wierd awkward feeling.. whenyouknowthatheknowsyoulikehimbutyouknowhedoesntlikeu feeling. andwhenyoufeelheshappierwithhisfrensthatwithyouandyouthinkheprobablythinksyouareboringpersonandyoulostyourcompetitiveadvangtage feeling. 10:00 PM · Friday, April 9, 2010 Plagued with sickness bug the past 2 weeks. I was sick 2 times in 2 weeks, and lasting a few days each. How horrible!! and I lost like 3kg. How great! But I don't feel the diff! i weigh diff but i feel the same! ohwell? maybe the weighing machine isn't accurate. Ohmannnns. My projs are going bad bad bad! Presentations in a few days time, and gosh i seriously dunno wad state its in now. really gone case. This is one of the most horrible sem i've had. Next week, there's 3 reports due, 2 presentations and 1 exam. Good luck to me! 1:46 AM · Friday, March 26, 2010 If you're at the end of the curve. do you heck and remain at the end of the curve since its no point trying cos nomatter how much you try you're still gonna be stuck at the end? or struggle to get out of the end? Oh sighs, i hate this anal lecturer. rain rain go away, its making me sick and almost sprain nmy ankle. been home like almost the whole week. I dunno why I could even stay home almost the entire week and do nothing when i am supposedly supposed to be doing work. 4:18 PM · Monday, March 22, 2010 The Last Sem Syndrome. . it happens when you start skipping lessons . you know that you will miss school yet you still skip lessons . you miss lessons cos it feels so sian . and it feels so sian you just don't feel like studying . and you just don't put so much efforts into projs anymore . all you wanna do is just slack, do nothing . and hunt for a job . exams aren't important anymore . cos the real exam is the job interview OHWELLLS.... ohwell, not hopeful, cos i just got rejected by SIA. Come to think of it, its just damn unfair that diff interview rooms have diff expectations, and just my luck to be on the unlucky side whereby only 1 out of 10 chosen to the nxt round, where others has like 3, 5, or even 8. WTF?! Oh well, just look on the bright sideeee, if i were to get shortlisted till like the 5th round and kenna kicked out, i would have wasted one whole precious day feeling more vexed cos its so near yet so far, compared to wasting probably like 2 hours? Thereby, managed to head back to school early for biz clinic. Anw, it was sucha disaster. Its so hard to trust/rely on others. Panic attack when i realised youth speaker is at the wrong venue. All thanks to...., who screws up everything she does. Can't stand her, even her sponsors side also so screwed up. Luckily I was able to reach early and bring my speaker to the correct place, despite going through one big round. Thankfully the nice old man was understanding enough. His lecture is boring, (how exciting can u expect from an old man) but consultation wise, old men have wise advices. hahaha. I've come to realise that networking is really impt, and having some unique skills is essential too. I shall start learning something useful. A sweet injury. 10:53 PM · Wednesday, March 10, 2010 i like the new canon s90!!! i want a semi-pro DSLR! the photos look damn nice! But its kinda ex, i can like fly to korea with that amount of $$! LOLL welllll, shall just wait for the competitive dynamics between the brands to revolutionise the camera industry. SOOOOOON, semi-pro DSLR will be the next big hit, and prices will drop! =) i will wait thennnnn... ok, so thats the usefulness of studying biz i guess. HAHAH 2:57 PM · Wednesday, February 3, 2010 i just wanted some time alone. but i ended up being char grilled. sometimes i really wish i can don't care anything about it, don't think about it. but i end up thinking even more. so the more i think, the more depressing it gets. sucks. 11:13 PM · Sunday, January 31, 2010 Suddenly my mind is swarmed with alot of thoughts. Confused. When you dunno what to do, probably the best thing is do nothing. 11:31 PM · Friday, January 22, 2010 just an update of my life. Had a great trip to bkk. stuffs are cheap, shopping rocks, company rocks. and i made a new korean friend. ANEYOHASAEYO! I bought quite abit of stuffs. Love platinum mall. my fave! I wish there's a direct transport from sg to platinum! I'll go back to bkk AGAIN!! Its like a SHOPPING HEAVEN ON EARTH K! Had lunch with korean friend, and i randomly started learning how to write and pronouce the korean words. Rather easy! But hard to remember! It feel like i'm learning ABC all over again. Passed my driving, like finally, despite getting 18 points. LOL. i would have failed if not for the "free points". I made mistakes that i don't usually do. you know why??? COs that stupid instructor keep asking me questions and making me distracted that i can't drive properly. ohwell, at least i passed. Driving on the real roads is really scary. I drove one night on the highway. sucks, so dark! I feel like my life's at risk, and also the people on the car. My parking sucks, and i hate it w/o poles. School work is sighss. I needa catch up on it. The weekly quizes and blogpost is dissapointing. Can't imagine I get a ZERO on my first post for patron of the arts, where's the mercy man?!?! Its seriously damn cheem, i wanna die. ARGH, i better pass it or i can't graduate! Emirates Interview. Well, hope i'll fare well. Air stewardess. hmmmmmmmmm....... 24hrs challenge. ohwell..... ? Haha, seriously, i feel like just a clerk/admin person in s@s. LOL, but who cares! Not as if i'm paid anw, i'd rather direct my time and energy to other more profitable stuffs. Tsk, anw i joined for a reason. 1:54 AM ·