
it's getting harder & harder to pick up the pace at school.
oh wells. we all do what we can (:
i need hugs! (:

what we could have been, 12:55 AM.

one of E's many B-E-A-utiful peekchures (:
internship is stressing me out.
smuck much.
oh wells.
looking at the peekchure aids me very much in the relaxation process.
HAHA (:
love you ((:
what we could have been, 8:41 PM.
going for interview laterrr! :Xso scareeeeee!! gotta start on my work soon (: probably tonight,when i've caught my breath again. that's all (: & i leave my heart when i leave him.
what we could have been, 9:21 AM.
mummy & daddy celebrate their 19th on Saturday ((:can you imagine being married for 19 years? so smucking long please (:i got a job at n.y.d.c (:my boss is really nice, and he gave me the job on the spot.imagine that! HAHA (:starting work sometime this week. im not sure when, but i hope that it'll not be wednesday. if only SIP would be as smooth. everyone's lives are moving along. all except mine. D's got G, M has C and everyone else has somebody. you are gone all the time; i dont even know what's going on anymore.you dont reply text, and like call only when it's convenient for you. and when it isnt convenient for me,you throw a fit. pray tell, what kinda relationship is that?we need to talk. and talking means you reply substantially.and that we will come to a conclusion of some sort. because i cant do this anymore. anyway, i smell really good now.HAHA. k, bye.
update
now daddy tells me i cant take the job.
SMUCK MUCH!
what we could have been, 8:37 PM.
she's so beautiful, man (:
she really is.
okay...HAHA.
& nobody wants to hire me for internshipppp :(
WHYYYY! haha (:
oh wells.
laa-dee-dum.
i wanna hang with the girl from cercles,
BUT EVERYONE'S SO BUSY :(
oh, to have time to do everything.
okay, that's all ((:
what we could have been, 11:33 AM.
i had 2 missed called this morningggg.
WHAT IF IT WAS MY POTENTIAL BOSS?
AND HE IS SO PISSED OFF
HE DOESNT WANNA ANSWER MY CALLS BACK?!
AHHHHH.
updatehe called again; and i missed it again!!
ARGH :(
what we could have been, 10:34 AM.
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what we could have been, 9:57 PM.
dont let me go.finally going for driving tmr (:haha. bet lao shi misses me a lot ((:finally getting back control of my life.the past month has been pretty hectic. but now im happier. a little (:daddy's bugging my ass off to look for a job.so look for a job i shall (:anybody wanna hire me! okay, bye (:
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
im stressed. HAHA (:
she stopped herself.
what in the world am i thinking?how can i do this to my boyfriend?she was falling in love.
with her best friend.
you know, sometimes, when you're sick and tired of comforting people?
(which entails being there for them)
and all you want is for someone to be there for you?
hug you and just never let go?
this is one of those times.
i need you, E.
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.

i love the weather (:
& i love french films.
(:
amelie poulain is awesomeeee (:
what we could have been, 2:21 PM.
sunkissed shoulders, burnt faces, eating, gloria jeans, picnic mats, subway, peekchures, talking about life, bitching, laughing like crazy.that was my first class outing (:

& my girls! (: i love love all of you (: every single bit of you, even the ugly/fat/bitchy/square/small/disgusting/horrible/small boob-ed sides of you (: im loving my life right nowwww (: thank you all, for making it lovable (:
what we could have been, 7:56 PM.