Thursday, July 31, 2008
i passed BA ((:
it was like super difficult and no time,
but i PASSED. hees.
had lunch with cleone.
chicken chop was nice today! (:
then tried to find TCA,
(it entailed us walking through the whole of engine AND BACK)
but we ended up in the library cos the weather was such a bitch.
it was fun though.
the library is full of weird people.
especially at level eight. lols (:
had public speaking today, and it was quite fun!
love my PS classmates! ((:
urmms. no, not exactly.
with the exception of the APNNs.
LOLS.
anyway, today's public speaking was enriching.
it got me thinking about many things.
yes, people, i do think okayy ((:
and i think i should give up bitching.
i feel kinda bad and it is mean.
let me get my phone back soon please (:
it was like super difficult and no time,
but i PASSED. hees.
had lunch with cleone.
chicken chop was nice today! (:
then tried to find TCA,
(it entailed us walking through the whole of engine AND BACK)
but we ended up in the library cos the weather was such a bitch.
it was fun though.
the library is full of weird people.
especially at level eight. lols (:
had public speaking today, and it was quite fun!
love my PS classmates! ((:
urmms. no, not exactly.
with the exception of the APNNs.
LOLS.
anyway, today's public speaking was enriching.
it got me thinking about many things.
yes, people, i do think okayy ((:
and i think i should give up bitching.
i feel kinda bad and it is mean.
let me get my phone back soon please (:
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
sometimes it is good to say something earlier.
and if it is too late, just lie about it.
that's my philosophy.
and the saddest thing that can ever happen to anyone
is to hurt the people you love for someone who is too immature to love you and doesn't know what he wants.
words. that's all it takes to sway someone.
charisma. coupled with words, it's deadly.
love. what everyone needs/yearns for/desires.
combine the three, and you have guys.
so then they'll take what they want and leave.
oh wait, before they leave, they'll ask you to remain as friends.
whatever for? i have no idea. i am not a guy.
i don't really make sense, but this is how i feel.
that's all.
and if it is too late, just lie about it.
that's my philosophy.
and the saddest thing that can ever happen to anyone
is to hurt the people you love for someone who is too immature to love you and doesn't know what he wants.
words. that's all it takes to sway someone.
charisma. coupled with words, it's deadly.
love. what everyone needs/yearns for/desires.
combine the three, and you have guys.
so then they'll take what they want and leave.
oh wait, before they leave, they'll ask you to remain as friends.
whatever for? i have no idea. i am not a guy.
i don't really make sense, but this is how i feel.
that's all.
what we could have been, 7:15 PM.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
hello world.
i went to town today!
like finally, after 2807583470 years.
LOLS (:
cleone called me and was like "eh, i got no training! wanna go town?"
so i said okay!
and the silly bum went to take her jab that caused her arm to go numb and hurt a lot!
hope that you're okay now!
hees.
so we shopped at cotton on, zara, mango, gap, then far east.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN! thank you, crayon, for a wonderful wonderful day. hees (:
hello shades! ((:
hello gladiators! it was only ten bucks. so it'd have been a terrible terrible waste not to get it. hees.
and hello feet clad in gladiators (:
anyhows, gonna be a busy busy week (: LY, let's play badminton please! (:
hees.
that's all.
i went to town today!
like finally, after 2807583470 years.
LOLS (:
cleone called me and was like "eh, i got no training! wanna go town?"
so i said okay!
and the silly bum went to take her jab that caused her arm to go numb and hurt a lot!
hope that you're okay now!
hees.
so we shopped at cotton on, zara, mango, gap, then far east.
I HAD SO MUCH FUN! thank you, crayon, for a wonderful wonderful day. hees (:
hello shades! ((:
hello gladiators! it was only ten bucks. so it'd have been a terrible terrible waste not to get it. hees.
and hello feet clad in gladiators (:
anyhows, gonna be a busy busy week (: LY, let's play badminton please! (:
hees.
that's all.
what we could have been, 7:10 PM.
Monday, July 28, 2008
it's six thirty in the evening and i just hung up the phone.Absence is to love as wind is to fire;
it extinguishes the small and kindles the great.-Roger de Bussy-Rabutin
i miss you so fucking much it hurts.
i dunno what to say to you over the phone.
i know it is rather lame, but i keep trying to find reasons to call you.
i dunno what you think when i call.
whether i am fucking annoying, or do you feel the way i do.
deliriously happy.
this sucks.
i can live without you, but without you, i'll be miserable at best.
what we could have been, 6:38 PM.
i read the previous entry and smiled like the Cheshire Cat in Alice in Wonderland.
((: i baked snickerdoodles with my sister yesterday.
the ONLY reason why she even knew what a snickerdoodle was is because she is crazily in love with ryan ross (some guy from PANIC!) who is crazily in love with snickerdoodles.
it tastes quite good. but we're still working on it.
and when we make more, we'll share it with you guys (:
and and and i made some mushroom pasta thing.
it is the bomb. yums! (:
and my stupid craving for rojak.
i've eaten it three days in a row, and not sick at all.
and guess what? it's from the same store.
lols (:
i haven't done any work over the weekend. i can't believe myself.
but i just lack the energy to do ANYTHING.
rahh.
and sometimes, i get really angry with mummy,
because i find her so unreasonable.
but then i try to see things from her point of view,
and understand a little more.
can't play cap's ball, got to leave at 6.50 the latest,
and no phone.
RAHH.
that's all.
i can't wait for fridays! but i think i'll die before then. LOLS.
((: i baked snickerdoodles with my sister yesterday.
the ONLY reason why she even knew what a snickerdoodle was is because she is crazily in love with ryan ross (some guy from PANIC!) who is crazily in love with snickerdoodles.
it tastes quite good. but we're still working on it.
and when we make more, we'll share it with you guys (:
and and and i made some mushroom pasta thing.
it is the bomb. yums! (:
and my stupid craving for rojak.
i've eaten it three days in a row, and not sick at all.
and guess what? it's from the same store.
lols (:
i haven't done any work over the weekend. i can't believe myself.
but i just lack the energy to do ANYTHING.
rahh.
and sometimes, i get really angry with mummy,
because i find her so unreasonable.
but then i try to see things from her point of view,
and understand a little more.
can't play cap's ball, got to leave at 6.50 the latest,
and no phone.
RAHH.
that's all.
i can't wait for fridays! but i think i'll die before then. LOLS.
what we could have been, 7:01 AM.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
2 slices of bread without skin
1 fat and thick piece of omelet
2 stir fried slices of bacon
a little salt and pepper
and finally add love into it.
1 fat and thick piece of omelet
2 stir fried slices of bacon
a little salt and pepper
and finally add love into it.
what we could have been, 11:48 AM.
Friday, July 25, 2008
watched dark knight! IT'S SO COOL.
the joker is worth every cent my daddy paid for our tix.
and hellboy isn't all that great. after u've watched dark knight.
lols. school was okayyy today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VANNY LOVE!
we have been through much together! (:
and and and i shall be nice and not embarrass you with an unglam peekchure of you.
hees.
and anyhows, hope that you loved your breakfast, kai.
i spent a lot of time on it okayyy. lols (:
you're gonna be stuck with me. MUAHAHAHA.
that's all.
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
the joker is worth every cent my daddy paid for our tix.
and hellboy isn't all that great. after u've watched dark knight.
lols. school was okayyy today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, VANNY LOVE!
we have been through much together! (:
and and and i shall be nice and not embarrass you with an unglam peekchure of you.
hees.
and anyhows, hope that you loved your breakfast, kai.
i spent a lot of time on it okayyy. lols (:
you're gonna be stuck with me. MUAHAHAHA.
that's all.
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
what we could have been, 11:54 PM.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
930am
twenty steps north
four lamp posts on the right
wait for me there
twenty steps north
four lamp posts on the right
wait for me there
what we could have been, 8:02 PM.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
LOVE IS WHERE THE HEART IS;
and my heart is with you ((:
and my heart is with you ((:
what we could have been, 6:18 PM.
Strumming my pain with his fingers
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly
With his song... ...
please sing me this song someday.
Singing my life with his words
Killing me softly with his song
Killing me softly with his song
Telling my whole life with his words
Killing me softly
With his song... ...
please sing me this song someday.
what we could have been, 2:09 PM.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I need you now, we're miles apart
I'll keep you deep inside
You're always in my heart
I need you now, we're miles apart
I may be leaving but you're always in my hearti'm sorry.
what we could have been, 10:47 AM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
i cant tell you the way i feel
because the way i feel is all so new to me
Columbia - oasis
because the way i feel is all so new to me
Columbia - oasis
what we could have been, 9:55 AM.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
There's one love in a lifetime
Our two hearts of a kind
These three reasons you'll be mine
For when five and six are through
Seven days without you, Seven days without you.
i'm bored.
and i decided to update my blog before it complains that i am a neglectful owner and dies.
and kai is a loser. he thought that his accounts test is on wednesday, but it's actually on tuesday! lols (: love you still, loser (:
and talking about accounts, i have so much to do! rahh.
a) study for accounts
b) study for mbs
c) complete contract peer appraisal
d) draft for contract
e) do plublik speaking
f) do family law
g) shop for jeans, shoes, tops but i just NEED to shop
it's not exactly seven days without you. it's only been one day. AHAHAHAH. but oh well. just know that i miss you (:
what we could have been, 9:34 PM.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
i'm hungry. but i am lazy to move or get anything. lols.
and i'm watching fairly odd parents. OMG.
i cannot believe it.
i wanna eat cheese sausages and pizza and subway.
and spaghetti too.
oh forget it, i think i shall go forage food.
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
and i'm watching fairly odd parents. OMG.
i cannot believe it.
i wanna eat cheese sausages and pizza and subway.
and spaghetti too.
oh forget it, i think i shall go forage food.
Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick
Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images
No
Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?
[Chorus] Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do
what we could have been, 3:03 PM.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
okay, does the girl with the reddish brown hair look like me?
i think not, but eddie and his classmates seem to think so.
because of her face shape, her skin colour and the way she looks when she tie her hair.
and guess what's her name? NICOLE!
lols. anyway, worked yesterday. super tiring, but it's so fun! and and and SERENE IS GOING TO WORK WITH ME! cos quite a few are leaving with school opening in august and all. i'll miss them! (: and my boss got a tattoo that NOBODY in the shop has seen. lols (:
i'm glad we climbed the fence over into the church (:
what we could have been, 10:07 AM.
Wednesday, July 02, 2008
it's time to put down that pint of ice cream,
hang up the phone and start living your life.
i decided to change my diary/journal/planner/organiser thing. a new life calls for a new book, in which new appointments will be made, new special dates to remember and new plans to make.
staying at my aunt's house has made me think about many things. and i have decided that it's time to start living for me and the people around me. to stop wallowing in misery and self pity. why? read the excerpt below.
"sweetie, let me tell you something about me okay. i'm also getting more superglued to you, and not seeing you for 2 days has made me short tempered. i experienced a break up once too, and i know it sucks. i cried in the school toilet, and you can ask xxxxxx. but if you were to live in the past, you will never experience any more of it. sweetie, live for the future, live for me, because i have deep feelings for you too. and i hope that you will get through poly with me, maybe be with me in ns, and i wanna be with you. i will never despise you, i swear. and i remember the day i first saw you. sweetie, please please take your time and open up for the sake of me."
i thought it was really sweet (:
and i know what is the SECRET! lols (: go check out the book, "the secret" by Rhonda Byrne. it's really quite cool if it works. anyhows, gonna go off.
hang up the phone and start living your life.
i decided to change my diary/journal/planner/organiser thing. a new life calls for a new book, in which new appointments will be made, new special dates to remember and new plans to make.
staying at my aunt's house has made me think about many things. and i have decided that it's time to start living for me and the people around me. to stop wallowing in misery and self pity. why? read the excerpt below.
"sweetie, let me tell you something about me okay. i'm also getting more superglued to you, and not seeing you for 2 days has made me short tempered. i experienced a break up once too, and i know it sucks. i cried in the school toilet, and you can ask xxxxxx. but if you were to live in the past, you will never experience any more of it. sweetie, live for the future, live for me, because i have deep feelings for you too. and i hope that you will get through poly with me, maybe be with me in ns, and i wanna be with you. i will never despise you, i swear. and i remember the day i first saw you. sweetie, please please take your time and open up for the sake of me."
i thought it was really sweet (:
and i know what is the SECRET! lols (: go check out the book, "the secret" by Rhonda Byrne. it's really quite cool if it works. anyhows, gonna go off.
what we could have been, 1:43 PM.
