Saturday, June 02, 2007

my love is angry with me.

i am so dead.

what am i going to do now?

it wasn't intentional;

i never knew that it would hurt him so much.

but it doesn't lessen the blame on me.

he keeps telling me how hurt he is.

sometimes i feel like banging him on the head and telling him to move on.

but no, i can't.

i'm in the wrong, so i have to wait for him to heal. to help him if i can.

to quicken the process so that we can go back to loving.

nobody said loving would be this hard.

it's just a vicious cycle. to love, get hurt, to be loved. then to love, get hurt and to be loved AGAIN. you get my point? and just in case you didn't. to love, get hurt and to be loved.

stupid cycle.

stupid love.

stupid me.

i'm sorry.

" Being sorry is the highest act of selfishness, seeing value
only after discarding it."
- Doug Horton

THAT'S ALL.

what we could have been, 9:37 PM.

Friday, June 01, 2007

I AM GOING TO BUY THIS DRESS!

AND I AM SO TEMPTED TO BUY THIS ONE!

lols (: been looking for dresses to buy. and guess what? one dress is only $25, excluding postage which is $2. amazing (: i love this blog. and there's like all sorts of dresses, even those super glam ones. for $25! lols (:

okay. sorry. went crazy for awhile. had class today. it was so not OREO'S DAY lahh. wa rau. lols. and lpb is so stingy with her points. how i know? she came over to take over Mr. J's LSM lesson. lols (:

what we could have been, 7:47 PM.