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Monday, December 26, 2005

i've been busy.
so busy there's no time to update.
until tonight! :)
let me tell u all about my week.


twentyfourthdecember

woke up late.
and then elsie and my mum went to buy ingredients for cookies.
COOKIES! :)
showered.
changed and got ready for carolling.
reached church at 1330.
BUT NOBODY WAS THERE!
what the.
then slowly everyone in the drama came.
had to help clean the chairs!
argh. regret going early and wearing so nice when in the end, i have to clean stuff.
ANYWAY, got melvin to buy lunch
and that reminds me, i still owe him money.
drama practice finally started at like what, 3?
it was quite fun.
"Mary, my love, we must leave."
LOLS :)

carolling at 6.
my trombone was totally in tune!
my van had melvin, ruoen, jac, shar, me, JD, bry, gerald, dee, cheryl and eunice tan.
it was so fun. LOLS
but i had to sit beside JD cos there was no space.
and bryan kept teasing poor JD.
so MEAN!
and then we went round, played, sang.
FUN :)
left early, cos my sister and i needed to bake the dumb cookies.
cabbed home, and everyone was asleep.
so we worked till 3 plus, close to four.
very much like the elves in that shoemaker story.
i like baking the cookies; and hate cleaning up.
but because cleaning up is done at the very end,
you remember the washing up, and forget all the fun.
ARGH.
and the dumb cookies didn't work out,
so we just threw it all. pffft.
oh wells.


twentyfifthdecember

Christmas is finally here! :)
woke up late.
took a quick shower.
and opened pressies!
and then headed to church.
had service.
lunched.
and then a quick rehearsal for the drama.
and then the real thing began.
all i can say is

i'm glad it's over :)

and then had more pressies!
wayne is SO SWEET! :)
he is full of surprises,
even when he's halfway round the world.
played whacko.
kept getting sarbo-ed.
and then that follow the leader thing.
came home.
took a quick shower,
and then it was dinner with ah ma.
went to changi point
had my favourite COCONUT DRINK!
yums :)
hums, bbq fish, lala and what nots
i think i'm growing fat! :(
oh wells.

twentysixthdecember

went for breakfast with pek pek, auntie zaw and ah ma.
more pressies! :)
went to some pasir ris kopitiam to eat.
the mee pok dry with chilli was
FANTASTIC!
yums :)
and then send them home.
pek pek wanted to bring me and sie out for a movie.
KING KONG actually.
but my parents say no.
so cannot :(
anyways, came home.
did a bit of homework.
i'm so dead.
i'll never make it.
the pile of homework seems never-ending.
and i mean NEVER ENDING.
anyway, then i went to take a nap.

i've got tuition for a math!
friday at 730 pm.

i don't think i'll pass O level a math.
so tough lehs.
anyway, woke up.
showered.
went to parkway :)
bought books from MPH.
Edgar Allan Poe and the Les Miserables?
yeps. dad wanted to buy the Les Miserables.
walked around.
ate 5 star chicken rice :)

oh yes. ro wanted to go the toilet.
and so i, being a wonderful big sister, brought her.
we were washing our hands and about to leave,
when she suddenly stopped in front of a napkin and tampon dispenser.
this machine was right next to a full length mirror, at which a girl about my age was standing in front of.
so ro, in all her innocence, asked me

*pointing at the dispenser* what is that jie jie?

the girl looked at me and laugh.
i was like "err...something you shouldn't know?"
and then ro said "just tell me la!"
and the girl by the mirror laughed louder.
SO EMBARRASSING!
i left the toilet in a huff :)

we were having family devotions
my mum had brought out a whole tray of Ferraro Rocher
and kept popping them into her mouth
i told her that it was fattening.
and she said that WE will go jogging tomorrow if it doesn't rain.
my dad immediately started praying for rain. LOLS :)

LOLS. we were playing "who wants to get her handphone back?"
and the question is *drumrolls

question: name the 12 disciples of Jesus.

i gave up halfway, and asked for a life line
and it so happened that edison talked to me.
so they chose him.
LOLS.
statements such as

"how to play?"
he named 4 and then he said "got more mehs?"
"u dunno meh?"
"what's that guy's name ah?"
"the one who collect tax one"

it was HILARIOUS :)

alrights. that's all

what we could have been, 9:59 PM.
Friday, December 23, 2005

it's a friday afternoon
and i'm eating jackfruit chips from malaysia.
had drama practice yesterday.
we cabbed to church,
and then cabbed to dinner at 85
we being me and elsie
i had bak chor mee
and sie had fish porridge.
and then we walked over to porpor's house for some teevee
mum came to fetch us home after that.

woke up late today.

was having breakfast (baked macoroni) when my neighbour, a kind old malay lady, hobbled to my front door and shouted

"PAULINE ah! (that's my granny's name) i got something for you!" in a sing-song kind of way

my granny: oh morning nek nek! how are you?
neighbour: i'm fine, thank you. nahh (handing her a tupperware of sorts), for you. you sayang me, and i also sayang u! *laughs
my granny: oh thank you so much!

and then after awhile, she went home. tt wonderful nek nek brought sambal udang. some prawn thing. it was...yums. really really good :)

"you sayng me, and i sayang u also?" i guess that's how old people talk to each other. lols :)

later in the morning,
mum came up with some hare-brained idea to go swimming.
i propelled the idea,
and we actually did some swimming.
my mum claimed tt she had always had a dream to go swimming with her daughter.
now, how strange is that.
we weighed ourselves at the weighing machine there.
i'm now 48.12 kg.
i'm going to lose weight till 45.
i'll tell u when i've done it :)
we have drama practice later (again!)
and my dumb husband had better get his lines memorised.

alrights. i've got noodles waiting for me.

what we could have been, 1:12 PM.
Tuesday, December 20, 2005

HA.
i've been up in the mountains of Fraser's Hill,
and it feels great to be back among civilization.
LOLS. what a bunch of nonsense.
right anyway,
it was super funny.
the trip and all.
but chao ji tiring.
it was camp, vbs, and then fraser's.
wham wham wham.
no break.
and now got the teen drama.
i'm MARY.
and my oh-so-wonderful hubby Joseph is Joshua.
:) he's so funny.
just thinking about what he did makes me laugh.

band chalet yesterday.
didn't go cos not in e mood.
oh ya. saw khai theng
and she got 3 POINTS?
ughh. if only Os were that easy.
mummy's getting worried.
it just dawned on her that i'm taking my Os next year whilst she was buying my books.
like hello?!
but she's so cute :)

things are looking better now.
hopefully it will be like that for a long long time.
laughing, talking and just having fun
i'd like things to remain this way.

that's all.

what we could have been, 9:47 AM.
Saturday, December 10, 2005

my head aches.
my throat tickles.
my nose is running.
i think i'm falling sick.
i was super tired today.
don't ask me why; it's the effect flu has on people.
i didn't quite blow up at anybody or something...
but i was just quite a grouch.

the kids didn't sing so well today.
neither did i.
oh well.
i'll just trust God.
and i'm going to play my duet with dee tomorrow.
God, help me.
i'm so so so so dead.

my life's in a mess.
and i don't quite know how to straighten things out.
my mind's been running.
but i'm tired.
i just want somebody to take my hand, and guide me.
i've prayed; i've cried out for help.
i don't know.

shopping cheered me up.
but it was only a pick-me-up, like chocolates make you high
oh, but for a short while.
i bought new earrings.
pretty star shaped ones for the presentation tomorrow.
and liquid eyeliner.
wild, i tell you.
and contacts.
mummy finally got them.
only because sie and i were gonna be angels.
but i'm happy nonetheless =)

i don't quite know what shoes to wear for tomorrow though.
i'm BIG on comfort
and the only pairs of shoes that will match the dress are all high heels.


my missions tomorrow include
1) play my duet with dee well enough
2) look pretty as an angel
3) sing my solos smoothly
4) smile more :)
5) be friendly

that's all.

what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
Tuesday, December 06, 2005

okayy.
decided to dust my blog and post again cos
1) i have nothing better to do (well actually, i do have something to do, but who cares)
2) i have soooo many things to say

i love the template.
so...
YUMMY (:

right.
i just came back from camp and it was actually pretty good.
i'm bushed out. and totally tanned (:
i learnt many new games like splat!, cat and mouse,
new things- ie: cleaning toilets are not really that difficult, how to belay people, i really like eating biscuits and i really don't like to be away from home,
new friends- the whole of group one (our group name is Hunger Pangs, short form is HP)

what i've learnt will probably last for a lifetime, and i'm glad. it's wow. however, i'm glad to be home. it seemed like forever till we could come home. lols. and let me say this

KAYAKING ROCKS! (:

seriously. i'm planning to start with my one star course soon (: ver says that it's THAT fun.

church was not that good though. got kind of pek chek with dee cos she want to talk to me, and she doesn't talk fast enough, and i couldn't take it, so i told her that we'll talk later. same thing happened later. and i don't know. we're drifting, and it's not her fault. but i dunno how to make things better. hais ): somemore i went straight from camp, so i was in shorts and polo. boy, was that embarrassing. don't know how people can wear minis to church will slutty tops fit for the red light district.

oh wells.
i'll let things blow over.
sometimes i feel that i don't have control over my life and what i want.
AND I HATE IT.
i also dunno how to amend things and make them right again.
ughh.
don't stress.
take things easy girl (:
alrights.
that's all.


what we could have been, 5:44 PM.

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