Thursday, April 14, 2005
i dunno why i'm blogging.
but it seems to be like an outlet..smwhere i can vent my anger, express my thoughts, and jus say everything.
it's over. thank goodness.
even though we din do so well, it's okayy.
i cried. i can't believe it.
it wasn't cos we din get a gold or a gold W.H. (my new acronym)
it's not tt i dun care. it's jus..doesn't matter that much.
i cried simply becos ALL those dear seniors are leaving.
can u imagine that?
i'm left all by myself in my section, wif no one to call dog, or no one to tell funny stories, and no one to get angree wif cos she disturb me, no one wif whom i can bitch wif..
i mean, there's still aynn. and tuty and wan ton.
but..it jus all seems so different.
and then there's no one to take orders from.
we're jus lyk..left alone. no one's boobies waiting for me to smack..or butts to pinch.
no funny jokes and all.
i'm poning band. =(
and i'm stuck. cos i dunno who to choose as ASL.
bee shan say to choose someone tt i can wrk wif.
i can wrk wif anyone.
it's just a matter of who.
so yes.
i'm bored. and sweet tiffy has written me a testimonial.
she's one small chick i'm gonna miss.
oh..and tt bee shan. and siew cheng.
can u believe it?!
i made them cry. ahahaha.
i'm a genius. =)
dun ask me abt the ugly colour combo.
i'm as puzzled as u are.
mum's being annoying again.
she kinda said sm skeptical stuff abt my progress card..
beautifully covered in red!
and den she wans to cut my ching ching cos i din eat dinner today.
lyk excuse me?!
it's ONLY today.
i had sakae sushi buffet u see.
which reminds me, i owe teresa ching ching.
but anyway, i den gt so pissed off i looked at my xiao di..
and he cried.
and again, i kenna.
he sarboed me. arrghh.
oh wells. i'm still happy.
cos we okayy alreadee. =)
the stormy days are over..
ahahha. i gt tired of changing the colour.
raaahhh. mugging time..
what we could have been, 12:37 PM.
Sunday, April 03, 2005
surprise! i'm back.
but it's not as if anyone is reading at all!
hahs. oh wells.
life's okayy. can't rmb much.
but SYF's coming sooon!
and hais. i dunno.
dun tink e band's good enuff..
not even a silver now.
sir said smth abt apple polishing..
but he doesn't seem to care abt the small mistakes now.
argh!
and he's getting old. poor guy.
i'm not getting any matured..
bee shan is always commenting abt how matured the whole trombone section is..
with the exception of NICOLE LIM!
lyk excuse me..who's the one who always argues abt who should bring the stand up?
argh! and she keeps bullying me..
she'll regret it wen she cannot bully me anymore..
and i tink i'll really miss them. hais.
if only they can retain! lols.
and i found a new love!
BANANA PRATA!
yummies..i drool at the thot of it.
lols. and ice milo!
laadeedum.
mum's in depression now..which is kinda scaree..
but i tink she's better now. =)
hais. feel so bad. cnt go out for dinner wif bee shan and siew cheng ytd.
marmie said NO! big and loud.
but oh wells. monday we're gonna perform. which kinda scares me.
cos I HAVE NO TIE!
lols. =) but no worries. at most i find a maroon tie and take a yellow marker and draw the musical notes myself!
ahahha. smart eh?
hais. and those big black ugly shoes.
wad am i gonna do wif them?
but i still love my band uniform!
can't wait to wear them..
haf to be in skool by 0645..which is actually the time i LEAVE my house for skool.
and i'm expected to be THERE at 0645?
madness.
oh wells.
i'm a happy girl! x)
what we could have been, 2:23 AM.
