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Monday, August 17, 2009

hello world.
my driving test was failed with a spectuacular failure of 60 points.
Mr. Foo Shou Way please!
HAHA (:

i followed my friend's advice, and went to google him.
boy, is he hated.
HAHA (:

i was depressed for a bit. like cos i expected to pass.
how hard can passing be right?

people do care for me (: i feel loved.

my kong kong told me to drive slowly.
my ah ma told me not to be scared.
kim said to have faith and do her proud.
jolynn prayed.
desmond said all the best, stay calm, check blind spots and smile at the tester.
mummy told me to drive well, pray, be confident and she loves me.
daddy said to relax and drive for the test.
Fred, Ab, Lance, Mummy, Kim and a few others were having a hay day on FB.

and after the failure?
Desmond listened to me rant his ear off for fifteen minutes. and told me not to cry.
Daddy told me "You know that lower is better right?" and laughed.
Mummy told me that it is good experience, and that i have not yet broken the family record of 7 attempts, held for the last twenty three years by erhem.
Lao shi was angry with the tester, not me. and he told me not to stress.
Jolynn told me not to be sad, cos she knew how it felt.
Cleone listened to me rant for five minutes, and said that Foo Shou Way sounds like he sells char siew rice.
Eddie's mummy told me never mind, 60 points very high. HAHA (:
Bren said that it's alright, sure can one second time
Dee said that it's okay, i'll be able to drive very soon.
Lance said, *expletive* you are crapping me.
Eddie called all the way from China to hear me whine.

HAHA. amongst many other comments on FB as well (:
i love you guys! (:
you all make me feel so much better (:

what we could have been, 8:26 PM.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009

happy birthday, EMILY CHIA HUI YI! (:
love love you, sweets (:

what we could have been, 5:32 PM.
Monday, August 10, 2009

i watched Lord of the Flies.
i watched handsome 11-year-olds smear blood on their faces, steal from each other, get whipped for insubordination, kill their own friends and hunt to kill them.
& i wonder, if this is what would truly happen if one were to get stranded on the island, governed by the rules of the survival of the fittest?
& the army officer's response, as his expression gradually changed from one of amusement to one of shock/fear/amazement as it dawned on him that they were not playing, that they really have degenerated into animals in anarchy, was mine as well.

besides that i had a good weekend (:
HAHA.

what we could have been, 5:27 PM.
Thursday, August 06, 2009

Be good? Where had that come from? But she took his advice, took it across the board. Drove straight home, woke up her sleeping husband, and made love to him, which he assumed was her way of apologizing. Maybe it was, although she didnt think she had anything to apologize for. Life was so short, and she didnt want to be at odds with the person who knew her best. The person who loved her before, the person who loved her after, the person who swore he would always love her.

what we could have been, 11:13 AM.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009



i miss us.
i dont wanna go to school today.
& happy anniversary.
it is three years and seven months.
& counting.
love you.

"And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation."


what we could have been, 9:11 AM.
Monday, July 27, 2009

E's gone. i had a terrible Sunday. i fought with D over something minimal and stewpid today. i am angry with my mummy for something even dumber. i blew at Elsie cos her feet stinks and she is not doing anything about it.

i think i will be a cranky old bitch for the next three months.

i miss you very very much :( im dyinggg!

what we could have been, 9:04 PM.
Thursday, July 23, 2009

D has a fever! So does Ro (:
H1N1?! :(
If only the Home Quarantine Order was still in effect.
HAHA (:

what we could have been, 2:02 PM.

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