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Have you ever have this feeling that this year is passing by extremely fast? Well I do. Maybe it's because this is my final year in poly or maybe it's because I serving the last year of my contract.
As I sat down in front of my lappy trying to generate ideas to start this blog, I began to ask myself, "Hey Felicia, do you still remember what you did for year 2007 from the very start to the very moment you are at now?". So I begin to recount, IPP, lotsa projects(both at work and in school), the few A-team duties which I can't recall the details, lotsa studying for exams and my 'As', my trip to malaysia and ??? I mean, that's it. I can't even recall any outings or events whether with the Royals, my sec mates, or any other friends though I'm very sure there was lots of it.

So here comes the problem, everything is coming into my life so rapidly that there was never once I could slowly enjoy or experience anything. I simply just try to squeeze everything into that small schedule book of mine until it becomes so messy and filled up that no one was able to figure out what the hell was written. For once I thought I was managing time very well, everything was planned so perfectly that every single thing comes in right after the another and they don clash at all. I'm kinda like the traffic light at a cross junction that tell the different vehicles when they can start driving or when they need to stop so that all of them can drive safely through the junction without crashing into one another. Just when everyone thought this system is supposedly the best and safest one without realising the traffic light was working non-stop every day and night, the traffic light broke down. Now, all the vehicles don know when they should drive or when they should stop, they crash into each other and they crash into the traffic light. Well of course this traffic light is still working, but it's lights are getting dimmer. Sometimes it's lights gets so dim that the vehicles can't make out what it says. And because of this, some vehicles nearly crashed into each other causing small accidents. They don cause any mishaps, just some abrasion here and there, but the other vehicles behind are thus stuck at the junction and was not able to proceed to their destination. And the whole schedule gets delayed...

So you see, this year was passing by so fast cuz I never had a chance to replenish myself and at the same time sit down and slowly digest all the knowledge, fun and experience I've recieved.
If you would have realised, the few "vehicles" that nearly crashed, causing abrasion here and there are my 'As', the performance this december and the talk that follows after it. OMG! I really don know which one of it should I give more time to cuz each one of it is so important. I just realised that I might not even be able to celebrate my Birthday as much as I thought. It seems like I really don have much time attributed to the iteneries planned. I never really had the idea of a whole day plan. Both the time and my body does not allow it, I'm feeling lethargic from all the studying and practising and not to mention work (I glad that we finally finished one more project, 2 more to go before I leave). But it's just so hard to bring myself to get everyone to accomodate to me, afterall it's not just me celebrating and everyone likes the idea. But I believe in the power of friendship, it always pushes you to cross over hurdles after hurdles regardless of how tired you are. But I still hope that this shall be the very last hurdle cuz I'm already beginning to show abit of the weak and frailing side of me and I don want this to happen. Felicia shall always be strong and super! Jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!!!