Thursday, August 24, 2006

原来简单也是一种美，一种幸福。

近来，
很喜欢抬起头，看着蓝蓝的天空。
也喜欢听听吉他弹出的优美声音。
更喜欢躺在床上什么也不想。

穿着T-恤与短裤让风吹着细发飘，好舒服。
当然，有个无边无际的草原跟朋友躺着看蓝天更好。

渴望的虚华和平静成了个对比。
就连万兽之王也需要安静的时候。
每个人应该也一样吧。
有时喜欢吵闹，有时喜欢平静。

没想到无声也是一个好听的旋律。

心，很温和。
脑，很平静。
笑，很温柔。
风，很轻微。

云朵飘在蓝天里，好美。

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Tuesday, August 15, 2006

陌生是莫种起点，
认识是一个开始，
情感是因有了解，
继续是两人维持。

起初，每个人所看到的只有陌生人。
因为一些机会，陌生可以变成友情，
爱情，甚至结婚后，成为亲情。

世上站着那么多的陌生人，
一个人是无法全部认识的。
是否想过为何可以与你现在身边的人有这种缘分？

人与人的相处本来就不容易。
但能够有这个机会相处，
是多么的可贵。

认识了，了解了，珍惜了，
一切的一切就成为值得。
流言蜚语算得了什么。

一个眼神的肯定，
一个莫名的默契，
一个静静的陪伴，
那就足够了。

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Thursday, August 10, 2006

一个关于她的故事。。。

1999年的她，敢于做自己，充满自信，
也是个被受肯定的小小领导者。

2000年的她，很幼稚，很暴躁，很自以为是。
那时的她患有三种病，让她失去可能是一辈子的快乐。
也让她失去了很多的机会。
或许也逼跑了一些人。

2001年的她，情绪很不稳定。
就连她也开始怀疑自己是否快疯了。
周围的忽冷忽热似乎吓到她了。

2004年的她，还是很幼稚，很暴躁，很自以为是。
她其中一个病几乎好了，让她很开心。

2005年的她，受到了一个很大的打击。
就在那时，她才开始思考。
而她所思考的结论，成为了她人生的第一个转泪点。

2006年的她，变成熟，变冷静，变比较谦虚了。
另一个病也好了，让她很自豪。
不过此时，她也对一事已感到绝望。
或许是她最后一个病在作祟。
但她累了，不想再像另一个她，
继续做个小太阳，温暖他人却温暖不了自己。
她又开始思考，做出人生可能的第二个转泪点。
她不敢再期望什么，因为她发现从一开始，根本就不会有任何改变。
她将跟随感觉，做自己想做的，
因为就是这种感觉，才是最真实的快乐。

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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

Like Sh, I'm someone who can't really express how I feel inside. I don't want people to know too much of myself, yet I will sian diao when people close to me do not understand me. Contradicting huh? Most of the time, either what I expressed has been misunderstood or that I didn't even dare to say it. Now, the both of us is learning how to say out our love to people we care. With this entry, I gave my first step.

I have a few groups of friends and there is even a special relationship with this particular group. I really do cherish each of my friends & they are just like gifts from Heaven to me. However, there exist a love and hate relationship too. It will always be like...I am very angry with them as they are not initiative & efficient enough when we are trying to have meet-ups, but when I am with them, I always feel like I am the happiest person. And when I'm hoping to have another meet-up, I'll be unhappy with them again & the cycle continues. There are a few times when I am just so dissapointed as I feel that I seem to be the only one who cares. So funny that all the different groups of my friend behave the same. Of course, it may be mostly due to my characteristic. As a Leo, I will always lead first & I don't like to do things last minute, also, I am the kan-cheong-yet-perfectionist type. Thus, I may be the one causing myself to feel as that.

But now, I realised they do cherish too. It's also how I realised being able to express your love to the people you care is important. I also, also realised, that every single thing that my friend did for me is because I have a place in their heart. Arboh they also can't be bothered to do this and that for me ma. It's a point I have actually missed. But human are like that, other than action, they need to hear it too. I'm just glad that things are getting better because some things happened which I don't expect it to. Like what I said in earlier entry, things are the best when they come most unexpectingly (of course must be good things lah).

Anyway, yesterday is my birthday & [S.L.A.C.K] had a celebration for me on Sunday. Here's some of the photos we took...


Myself with the cake.


The girls.


The biggest shoe circle (that I'm in) ever. You can ignore the slipper by the way.


We look like we are at the airport isn't it? Lol, love this photo.

Many thanks to everyone who wishes me and of course, [S.L.A.C.K], for the celebration. Oh ya, and thanks for the song, Sh & Sy...saw it at Sy's blog le, super touched leh, haha. Thanks :)

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