Quick update:

Presentation's over YAY!!!!!!!!! I'm in the computer lab now eating chocolates that are distributed to everyone in conjunction with our Mars Bar wrapper printing presentation, hehehhee.

That leaves me with:
AGIdeas poster
Map a street poster
City faces project

next week, it'll all be over. *breath in breath out*


Uggggh, class till 6 today I think I'm going to need another shot of coffee :S
Past few weeks my sleep pattern are like a vampire's >:B

Monday: Sleep 4am wake 1230 pm
Tuesday: Sleep 4am (Wed), wake 1230pm
Wednesday: Sleep 5am(Thurs), wake 750am
Thursday: Sleep 8 pm, wake 12.30 am (Fri)

Yes, my eyes are so puffy even my mama cannot recognize me -_-

10 MINUTES.

Was all it took for me to bath, get dressed, pack for uni. I've got a test today omgbbq!

10 MINUTES.

Was all it took for Jac to make a sandwich and pack it with some nuts and an apple (how healthy!)


All because the 2 of us siao until 530am only sleep and then didn't wake up at 7 like we were supposed to because my stupid phone alarm didn't ring! And then when I woke up at 750 the first thing I saw upon opening my eyes was the clock -_-

We broke a record man, next time I can wake up 10 minutes before I have to leave to uni muahhahaha.

Huhu I'm off to count pimples.. sob.

At the ungodly hour of 4.50 AM, I suddenly have the need to share the pain.

I don't think I'm going to make it with all the deadlines :((

Tomorrow, which is Thursday:

• Methods of Production test, which I haven't study for.
• Last chance to consult with Janet on the Street Project, which I haven't started at all.
  

Friday:

• Class presentation. Knowing myself I probably need to practice in order to talk in public, and that's not even guaranteed.
• Assignment due – Interactive PDF Folio
• Assignment due – DVD Project
• Last chance to consult with Dan on the 1. City Faces Project and 2. AGIdeas Poster Project; both due NEXT WEEK, haven't started AT ALL. This is the first time I go on a project without consultation, super risky.

On top of all that there is a couple of previous projects which I plan to resubmit but based on my current condition and progress it probably wouldn't happen.

• Moving Types Project
• Take-away Menu
• Reveal Project
• Exhibition Flyer
• Plus, everything has to be properly compiled into a Folio included with visual diary before it's ready to be submitted.

Ahhhhh, screw those people that said "OH WELL YOU HAVE NO EXAM", as if you can even come close to understanding the kinda life I live. At this point, I'd much rather study for exams ok pifpifpif.

I'm having a headache now. :((

I have very bad blood circulation. Like right now, my hands and feet are so icy I almost cannot feel them. Winter is coming, it turns colder and colder by day and how I wish my tolerance for cold is higher.

Sigh. No more Japan trip. I think my parents won't even mention it anymore. To them, the less I talk about it the better, because then they'll just assume I've forgotten about it. I've been so looking forward to it that I didn't make other plans for one whole month of holiday. And now, I have a feeling I'll waste off the holiday doing nothing. Sleeping sounds good, but for one whole month? Why is my life so boring. I miss Malaysia and my lovelies. Haih.

Nearly got rundown by a bus today.

Nearly BAM myself onto a huge pole, also today.

All because I wasn't paying attention while talking to people and while crossing the road. Haih. At least I know my reflects is fast. :D


Assignments count-down before Semester ends (2 more weeks):
1. Typo - AGIdeas Poster
2. Typo - City Faces
3. Graphic Design - Street Poster
4. Electronic Design - Magazine Layout (one page done, 5 more to go)
5. Electronic Design - Interactive Interface Folio
6. Methods of Production - DVD + Booklet
7. Methods - Group Presentation

HAH, 2 more weeks, 7 projects, just GREAT!

because otherwise it'll just start taking it's evil role of manipulating my mind and make things worst right??? Now we wouldn't want that to happen would we?

So here goes: Sometimes I really wish my parents would support my decision. I'm an adult and of course I can think for myself. Is is really hard for them to just say something like: Go for it! You have our full support! And I'm not even asking it for the condition of having no questions asked.

Let's face it, I've been living away from the comforts of home for at least a year, and although there are things I don't know, I'm sure I've learn enough to know what's best for me and what I want. And right now there's something I really want and have been wishing for since I was a child. Instead they see only how something can be "impractical" or "not something that should be yours". What's wrong with being flexible? Maybe because I've been so uptight on making every single decision in life that's why now, everything has finally come through.

I admit it, I'm not satisfied with life. I have nothing to look forward to right now, and for someone that wakes up to a routine every single day, it's just mechanical, or life is, whatever. I don't want to be someone that's mad all the time. And certainly not someone that's complaining constantly. But when I'm killing my sleep time to do assignments, or stressing like a mad cow, or walking on the streets looking like a zombie, or even when I'm feeling bad and sad, having to know that there's something to look forward to helps alot.

grr I'm not gona continue anymore la words are just jumbling up like an uno staco and soon enough they'll fall apart, or if not i will. good night. and sorry everyone I think from now on I'm only going to update when I feel like it.