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29 April 2013
I am currently in the midst of my final examinations. I just finished one paper this evening and have two more to go. Since the other two papers are one week from now, I decided that there is some time to spare to actually blog about my current situation. Actually the real reason why I am blogging is that I would hate to go a month without updating this space. Some kind of obsessive compulsive disorder, I suppose.

These days, I am trying to settle back in to a restive, passive character. I feel that I have become too impassioned in relations with others. I am losing touch with myself. I am being influenced in ways that, if left unchecked, can permanently mark me. Who am I? What do I want to be? The lack of introspection done, the lack of discipline is destabilizing my own ideals.

I must sound like some crazy ascetic. In some ways, I am.

I need to close some doors. These coming 3 months looks set to be a good retreat for me.

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