31st December , Sunday .
End of 2006 .

So one may ask what are my end of year resolutions .
How have a grown through the year ?

To me ,
Well , today seems just as any other day .

If I died today ,
The world would still continue living .

Similarly ,
If someone in another country gets shot down ,
Will my life change anyhow ?

I guess this world is just too big .
Sometimes I feel that it`s good ,
Just to be on the peak of a mountain all over again .

Just watching the sun rise .

I really don`t see a point in currency .
I never did .
But maybe I`ll conform .
Start earning money .
Then if I ever become really ,
As in REALLY , rich .
What would I do ?

I don`t know .

The struggle for financial freedom .

That`s just not my problem right now ,
Is it ?

Right now ,
What I need to do is study ,
Correct ?

But for what ?
Spend a third of my life studying .
Spend half of my life working .
Spend the rest of my life in seclusion .

When will I spend my life living ?

Came back from Genting last night .
I really think it is a waste .

People go there and enjoy the theme park .
People go there and live in hotels .

Given a choice I`ll rather go back to Sabah .

There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we`'re not wise enough to see Merry Christmas everybody . Barberque at Pasir Ris Park .

Almost got lost trying to get back home .

But well .
I made it .

It was okay ,
Considering I haven`t been to many BBQs in the first place .

New experiences everyday . Today was disappointing .

Nevermind .
I`ll put everything into it ,
Then it will change .

After all ,
Every grey cloud has a silver lining .

Slack is okay .
But I`m going to be serious about this .

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone . Ahh I just titled this post Saturday night .

Reminds me of the song Saturday Night Fever .
So many old songs I`ve lost .
Chris de Burgh - Carry Me
New Edition - Voices that Care

And many more nice songs .
Sigh .

Wonder when I`ll ever have them again ?

Anyway today I woke up late .
Around 9 .
Played abit of computer till 11 .

Then I walked over to SJI .
Hanged around in the Prefects room .
They were ordering Macs .
How nice .
I ran 1.6km then I had a stitch .
So I stopped .
Went to Er Gu`s house after awhile longer .

The Mac delivery dude came in as I walked out .
Stunned some songs from Kendrick`s phone too .

Bryan came over with FT .
So we played basically the whole afternoon .
He ate Lor Mai Kai for lunch .
We also ate an egg pie which became a smiley face ,
And became an empty plate .

He went home at night .
Found out something today .
Invis heros still take damage from Wrath .
How nice .

Oh well . Installed WoW into my computer today .
Not my own account .
Long story .
Let`s cut it short .
My cousin has a friend .
He bought the card .
He didn`t want to play anymore .
He gave it to my cousin .
I went to my cousin`s house one day .
I saw him playing WoW .
We went to the movies last night .
I managed to convince him to stay over my house .
He let me install WoW into my computer .

So now I have World of Warcraft .

I`ve been slacking these past days .
Oh well .
Going to be stuck in my house for awhile .

22nd .
NCC Duty .
Man I just love my school NCC .
My school`s one .
And only my school`s . Went to the basketball court for a little while today .
Went with Bryan .

I did two suicides and I felt like dying already .

Later I did one more and had to rest .

I think ..
I`m going to make suicides a habit (:

Happy Holidays ,
The homework is piling . Today is Sunday .
Recovering from chalet mainly .

Slept at 5am on Friday night .
Woke at about 9am to check out of the chalet .

I was at Camp Pinnacle from Monday till Friday evening .
Given a choice I wouldn`t go for it again .
It clashed with Legion chalet .
Camp Pinn : 4th - 8th
Legion Chalet : 5th - 9th

I think I`ve gotten fat after the camp .
Sigh .
Okay so the next thing is Family Chalet .
19th - 21st .

How am I going to spend the rest of today ?
I don`t know .
Probably slack it off .
Sleep it off .

Watched EQ the other day .
It`s still good .

Don`t grow up so quickly . This morning I got out of bed about 7.30am .

Gamed abit with JunWei .
Then Elian came on too .

I walked over to ErGu`s house about 10 .
It was drizzling so I took an unbrella along .

I woke Bryan up .
ErGu then fetched us to my house .

We played some -apemdu games .
Kind of cute .
Especially with double Prophet .

After Bryan had his lunch he went home .
He had tuition at 1pm .

I walked to SJI about 1 plus .

Jogged like 2.4km .
Rested awhile .
Wanted to find Wesley .
But didn`t dare to enter the Gymnasium .

Jogged another 2.4km .
Rested awhile .
Saw some girls go to the Cenacle .
Went to look at the notice on the door .
St Stephen`s Choir Retreat
That explains why they were singing .

Jogged another 2km .
I missed out one lap I think .
Judging from my timing .
Anyway my timing deproved .
I guess I got to work harder .
Maybe I just got crazy today ,
That`s why I ran so much .

HaoYi asked me if I wanted to play soccer ,
With the fencers cause their training was ending .
I declined .
I wanted to go off already .
So I walked to ErGu`s house .
Then from there Mayle Bosco Bryan and I went to my house .

At about 630pm we went to the park .
We played blind mice in the sand pit .
Went back home about 715pm .

Left for the hospital around 8pm .
I went there and slept on the couch .
Then I stole a lift home from SanSu .

Those four were suanning each other in the back .
I am just thinking .
Why can`t they say nice things instead .
Hurt . Hurt .
A cruel world .

Overheard SaSim and SanSu talking .
SaSim was saying that GongGong saw Mother Mary last night .
She said that GongGong was going to recover very fast .
This morning GongGong started to clear his bowels and all .
Which is good cause means the body recovering from operation .
Anyway , I`m just thinking .
Wow .
A strange world .

Where anything can happen .
Yet so rigid and unaccomadating .

I find peace when I`m confused . Went for class chalet yesterday .

Got back awhile ago .

We did usual stuff .
BBQ , Watched Flag of Our Fathers .
Kind of a boring movie .

But it`s horribly true .

Which is sad .

The world .
Tainted .

That`s sad .

And there`s nothing much to do about it .

I think ..
I think .
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31st December , Sunday .
End of 2006 .

So one may ask what are my end of year resolutions .
How have a grown through the year ?

To me ,
Well , today seems just as any other day .

If I died today ,
The world would still continue living .

Similarly ,
If someone in another country gets shot down ,
Will my life change anyhow ?

I guess this world is just too big .
Sometimes I feel that it`s good ,
Just to be on the peak of a mountain all over again .

Just watching the sun rise .

I really don`t see a point in currency .
I never did .
But maybe I`ll conform .
Start earning money .
Then if I ever become really ,
As in REALLY , rich .
What would I do ?

I don`t know .

The struggle for financial freedom .

That`s just not my problem right now ,
Is it ?

Right now ,
What I need to do is study ,
Correct ?

But for what ?
Spend a third of my life studying .
Spend half of my life working .
Spend the rest of my life in seclusion .

When will I spend my life living ?

Came back from Genting last night .
I really think it is a waste .

People go there and enjoy the theme park .
People go there and live in hotels .

Given a choice I`ll rather go back to Sabah .

There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we`'re not wise enough to see Merry Christmas everybody . Barberque at Pasir Ris Park .

Almost got lost trying to get back home .

But well .
I made it .

It was okay ,
Considering I haven`t been to many BBQs in the first place .

New experiences everyday . Today was disappointing .

Nevermind .
I`ll put everything into it ,
Then it will change .

After all ,
Every grey cloud has a silver lining .

Slack is okay .
But I`m going to be serious about this .

So break me shake me hate me take me over
When the madness stops then you will be alone . Ahh I just titled this post Saturday night .

Reminds me of the song Saturday Night Fever .
So many old songs I`ve lost .
Chris de Burgh - Carry Me
New Edition - Voices that Care

And many more nice songs .
Sigh .

Wonder when I`ll ever have them again ?

Anyway today I woke up late .
Around 9 .
Played abit of computer till 11 .

Then I walked over to SJI .
Hanged around in the Prefects room .
They were ordering Macs .
How nice .
I ran 1.6km then I had a stitch .
So I stopped .
Went to Er Gu`s house after awhile longer .

The Mac delivery dude came in as I walked out .
Stunned some songs from Kendrick`s phone too .

Bryan came over with FT .
So we played basically the whole afternoon .
He ate Lor Mai Kai for lunch .
We also ate an egg pie which became a smiley face ,
And became an empty plate .

He went home at night .
Found out something today .
Invis heros still take damage from Wrath .
How nice .

Oh well . Installed WoW into my computer today .
Not my own account .
Long story .
Let`s cut it short .
My cousin has a friend .
He bought the card .
He didn`t want to play anymore .
He gave it to my cousin .
I went to my cousin`s house one day .
I saw him playing WoW .
We went to the movies last night .
I managed to convince him to stay over my house .
He let me install WoW into my computer .

So now I have World of Warcraft .

I`ve been slacking these past days .
Oh well .
Going to be stuck in my house for awhile .

22nd .
NCC Duty .
Man I just love my school NCC .
My school`s one .
And only my school`s . Went to the basketball court for a little while today .
Went with Bryan .

I did two suicides and I felt like dying already .

Later I did one more and had to rest .

I think ..
I`m going to make suicides a habit (:

Happy Holidays ,
The homework is piling . Today is Sunday .
Recovering from chalet mainly .

Slept at 5am on Friday night .
Woke at about 9am to check out of the chalet .

I was at Camp Pinnacle from Monday till Friday evening .
Given a choice I wouldn`t go for it again .
It clashed with Legion chalet .
Camp Pinn : 4th - 8th
Legion Chalet : 5th - 9th

I think I`ve gotten fat after the camp .
Sigh .
Okay so the next thing is Family Chalet .
19th - 21st .

How am I going to spend the rest of today ?
I don`t know .
Probably slack it off .
Sleep it off .

Watched EQ the other day .
It`s still good .

Don`t grow up so quickly . This morning I got out of bed about 7.30am .

Gamed abit with JunWei .
Then Elian came on too .

I walked over to ErGu`s house about 10 .
It was drizzling so I took an unbrella along .

I woke Bryan up .
ErGu then fetched us to my house .

We played some -apemdu games .
Kind of cute .
Especially with double Prophet .

After Bryan had his lunch he went home .
He had tuition at 1pm .

I walked to SJI about 1 plus .

Jogged like 2.4km .
Rested awhile .
Wanted to find Wesley .
But didn`t dare to enter the Gymnasium .

Jogged another 2.4km .
Rested awhile .
Saw some girls go to the Cenacle .
Went to look at the notice on the door .
St Stephen`s Choir Retreat
That explains why they were singing .

Jogged another 2km .
I missed out one lap I think .
Judging from my timing .
Anyway my timing deproved .
I guess I got to work harder .
Maybe I just got crazy today ,
That`s why I ran so much .

HaoYi asked me if I wanted to play soccer ,
With the fencers cause their training was ending .
I declined .
I wanted to go off already .
So I walked to ErGu`s house .
Then from there Mayle Bosco Bryan and I went to my house .

At about 630pm we went to the park .
We played blind mice in the sand pit .
Went back home about 715pm .

Left for the hospital around 8pm .
I went there and slept on the couch .
Then I stole a lift home from SanSu .

Those four were suanning each other in the back .
I am just thinking .
Why can`t they say nice things instead .
Hurt . Hurt .
A cruel world .

Overheard SaSim and SanSu talking .
SaSim was saying that GongGong saw Mother Mary last night .
She said that GongGong was going to recover very fast .
This morning GongGong started to clear his bowels and all .
Which is good cause means the body recovering from operation .
Anyway , I`m just thinking .
Wow .
A strange world .

Where anything can happen .
Yet so rigid and unaccomadating .

I find peace when I`m confused . Went for class chalet yesterday .

Got back awhile ago .

We did usual stuff .
BBQ , Watched Flag of Our Fathers .
Kind of a boring movie .

But it`s horribly true .

Which is sad .

The world .
Tainted .

That`s sad .

And there`s nothing much to do about it .

I think ..
I think .
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