30 September 2006
Just leave me be ..Got this song from Mr Ang .
Everyday God .
Earth`s Creator , Everyday God
Loving Maker , O Jesus
You who shaped us , O Spirit
Recreate us , Come be with us
In your presence , Everyday God
We are gathered , O Jesus
You have called us , O Spirit
To restore us , Come be with us
Life of all lives , Everyday God
Love of all loves , O Jesus
Hope of all hopes , O Spirit
Light of all lights , Come be with us
In our resting , Everyday God
In our rising , O Jesus
In our hoping , O Spirit
In our waiting , Come be with us
In our dreaming , Everyday God
In our daring , O Jesus
In our searching , O Spirit
In our sharing , Come be with us
God of laughter , Everyday God
God of sorrow , O Jesus
Home and shelter , O Spirit
Strong and patient , Come be with us
Way of freedom , Everyday God
Star of morning , O Jesus
Timeless healer , O Spirit
Flame eternal , Come be with us
Word of gladness , Everyday God
Word of mercy , O Jesus
Word of friendship , O Spirit
Word of challenge , Come be with us
Gentle father , Everyday God
Faithful brother , O Jesus
Tender sister , O Spirit
Loving mother , Come be with us
Our beginning , Everyday God
Our unfolding , O Jesus
Our enduring , O Spirit
Jouney`s ending , Come be with us
Alleluia , Everyday God
Now and always , O Jesus
Alleluia , O Spirit
Through all ages , Come be with us
27 September 2006
Had lunch next with Dad just now .Talking talking ...
"What are you going to do later ?"
"Play abit , then study awhile , then go out , then study again ."
"Have self discipline , control yourse..."
...
"What is your ambition ?"
"Er , don`t know ."
"You got no ambition ?"
"Er , yea , we`re all gonna die anyway ."
"Then you could tell Jesus not to do all that ,
he was going to die anyway ."
...
"The best way to help poor people is to be filthy rich .
Like Bill Gates and Richard Branson ."
"But there are still so many poor people in the world ."
...
Funny .
Today was English exam .
I choose Question 4 .
It is said that a useful life is better than a happy life .
Do you agree ?
I think I may have written out of point .
I wrote about purposeful life .
Funny .
What`s my purpose .
Dad says we all got a purpose in life .
Funny .
"Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I..."
23 September 2006
Orienteering competition for the Part Cs today .I wonder if they got First for their route ,
like we did .
Bryan got a new tuition .
Every Saturday .
For Mathematics .
Darn .
He could have asked me .
Haha .
Not much to write about since ,
I`ve only been awake for 1hour 20min .
I wonder if I should mug .
I wonder .
19 September 2006
It`s been such a long time .Such a long time since I fell sick .
Sick .
Uncomfortable .
Unbearable .
Unthinkable .
I feel so bad .
My whole body is unusually hot .
I`ve got a fever .
Stomache aches ,
Vomits .
Went home around 9.30 am .
Blue form .
One of the rare ones I take .
Don`t know what to do .
Don`t think I can do homework .
Not playing at the moment anyway .
Been lying on the bed almost the whole day .
Slept in the morning .
Was reading afterwards , the Third book .
Couldn`t sleep , so now I`m downstairs .
Oh well .
Waiting for XuanYu .
Waiting for recovery .
Waiting for recovery .
18 September 2006
A dead world ,A dark path ,
Not even crossroads to choose from .
Anger .
It comes and it goes .
It overtakes me sometimes .
It makes me remember that I ..
I have emotions at all .
But then leaves me in the grey .
The grey between God and Sin .
Or maybe just totally in Sin .
EC-10 .
Almost always comes too late .
Self-righteousness .
Question is , am I always right ?
Point is , are they always right ?
Stand up for myself only brings wrath .
Not doing anything about would be to give in .
Then to do what they expect me to do .
But then ,
What would life be ?
Cold , empty , hollow .
Let me find my own compass .
Your north-pole is not my destination .
Always critical .
Always complaining .
Never satisfied .
I`m going down so frail`n cruel
drunken disguise changes all
the rules
Never satisfied ..
17 September 2006
Recovered this 7 Sep 2004 post ." riite today my bdae but still must wake up early.. coz of the C130 familiarisation flight.. yea.. so we sat bus go there.. poh chiat wanted me n eugene to lead the peeps in singing any NCC song.. but they all not enthu.. so in the end stop half way.. keke.. anw we reach there.. had to wait so long in the theatre.. desmond says he saw me but i didn't see him.. so anw we took a bus to another place in the base.. shared bus wif north view.. got chio gurls n got not so chio ones (if u dun understand try, ugly) kekekeke... =) anw yea.. waited summore.. and then sat on C130 with st gab's.. oh yarhs.. bcoz C130 is very noisy.. we had to wear ear plugs.. i still haf them =) keke.. anw during the flight we were walking around.. to familiarise.. riiite.. i felt sick.. but heck.. just walk.. haha.. so sleepy summore.. slept in the theatre.. slept b4 flight ended.. when we were landing that time.. keke.. i'm so sleepy.. lol.. took bus back the the air force museum.. wif north view.. keke infatuation.. dun worry dun worry.. keke.. >.<> "
Haha . Embarassing .
I just realised how much I`ve changed .
Have I become more mature in 2 years and 10 days ?
I wonder .
Well at least I know my typing has changed .
But I still seem to be typing in short sentences .
Awhile ago I wasn`t though .
What is there to say , then
Nothing is permanent except change .
I regret .
But yet , it`s just .. like that .
If my life is for rent ,
And I don`t learn to buy ,
Well I deserve nothing more than I get .
Cause nothing I have is truly mine .
I`m not going to learn anytime soon .
So please forget the stranger ,
Cause there are better outside .
13 September 2006
Today had Live Range 25m .Loud ..
My ears ..
Urgh ..
Haha .
Fun fun .
But also boring .
I think I got Marksman ..
Somehow .. haha .
11 September 2006
5 years have passed ,And yet today ,
September 11 remains a dreadful day .
The start of term 4 .
But I still can say ,
I survived .
Holidays are crap .
A break from school .
A time for Camps and Retreats and Courses
And what have you .
Was at Paul`s party last night .
His house is cool .
Very big .
Don`t know what to be next time .
A teacher ?
A missionary ?
A millionaire ?
Haha .
I hate living here .
Like yea . I do .
Hate living here .
06 September 2006
Ahhh done with SSC yesterday .Got my Lanyard .
Got my SSG rank .
Got myself out of AMQ Camp .
SSC was more or less okay .
Had laughs .
Had serious times .
Mutuals was crazzzy .
I still hate full commands .
You know ,
I was nominated for Platoon Best .
I seriously think they roll dice for it .
I didn`t do nothing .
HAHA .
Made some new friends .
Got their emails .
But I don`t think I`m going to add them .
Too lazy to .
Some CLTs are like crap .
But some are very nice (:
I am a , GRADE A STAFF SERGEANT !
Stayed over at Bryan`s house last night .
Woke up around 0830 .
Went back to sleep .
Woke up around 1130 .
Went down for Brunch .
Er Gu dropped me off around 4 .
Used the toilet and then slacked off the evening .
Now I`m thinking whether I should go for Novena .
Yesterday Legion went .
Mark got cut cause he fainted .
Didn`t have lunch and dinner .
Wanted to go out today actually .
But no one to go with X/
Till next time !
Tomorrow having PSF retreat .