Ahha. Saw a pretty girl in United Square.

Saw her first in the middle where Toys 'R' Us were having some warehouse sale.
Then I saw her again when I was walking towards the lift to go home.
Then I saw her outside United Square along the pavement while I was in the car.

Talk about fate.

Anyway, haha, I don't even think she noticed me.
I'm so un-noticable.
But no one seems to think so.
My mum doesnt believe that I don't have a girlfriend.
How can I have one? So impossible, I think.

Haha. Even worse.
When she asked me what time I slept last night,
I said: "5am"
I was reading. So my dad said reading was good.
Then my mum said: "Who says. For all you know he is reading porn book."
Oh God, please, how can I do that when there's no porn book in the house?!
So she said, maybe porn magazine.
(SEE!? I TOLD YOU SHE LIKE TO COOK UP ALOT OF EXCUSES)
Yea like real... As if I can read a porn mag till 5am.
PLUS... there's NO PORN MAGAZINE!

yea well, maybe i'm going to play dota now. see you all. Hmm, there's so much stuff to write about yesterday.

Training.
Part Cs took over for one training.
My post - Part B 2nd I/C
It's only acting post, I don't think I'll be that for actual posting.

Anyway, Part Bs were very late.
Some Music Fiva or something. Fever? must be.
They all pronounced it as "feevaa" though. *shrugs*
Well, stupid school thing, delay my training.
Oh wells.

Some part Bs are very, very rude.
Haha, yes, they are.
They think I'm their friend ):
Well too bad for them :P
I punished them, heh...
sort of. Maybe I was abit bad ):
But I was trying to help them improve, I guess.

After Guanming (1st I), myself, and Wingkeong (3rd I) introduced ourselves,
We tried, TRIED, to learn their names...
I can say that I did a pretty good job at that.
But I cant say that I still remember their names now.
Please! It's saturday.. I forget everything overnight, remember? :D

We gave them drills. (We sucked at that!)
Well, only for the first part...
After that, we gave them a break, pulled ourselves together...
HAHA. It went quite well after that!
Oh yea, even though Part Ds werent around, Sirs were still around.
They said, if they see Part Bs talking while they were drilled,
well, WE WOULD GET TEKAN-ED!
ouch.
haha, also, cause they didnt tuck in their shirts,
we had to do the "punishment" of tucking in and out our shirts a few times.

PT was terrible.
I had to "knock them" two times cause they started running everywhere...
Maybe I should have let them sang. Haha.
I made them go push-up position but never make them do push-ups.
I'm not allowed to.

After that there was parade by Andy..
Hmmm... I hope I wasnt too bad the the Part Bs.
Haha. I dont think that I'm their friend no more! (:
Oops. No one did a good appraisal.
Now we all must do again. Hmmm I think I have alot to write.

Was reading finish the book "The Valkyries" by Paulo Coelho, last night.
"And each man kills the thing he loves,
By all let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword."
Its about how because we don't forgive ourselves,
and how we keep thinking we're not worthy of what we have,
then we destroy the things we love most.
The book's summary at the back says:
"A powerful exploration of one man's battle with self-doubt and fear"

So thats what the book is about, more or less.

Well, anyway now I'm starting on a new book already...
I spent most of my Saturday sleeping. So I havent gotten far.
Its 7pm now. Have to eat.
I've decided to stay on in Saturday jiang.
Oh wells, looks like I didnt have enough time to change blogskin.

There is no sin but the lack of love. Hey there again.
Lets talk about today.
Today, today was an okay day.
Whats a okay day.
An okay day is probably a day which has ups and downs
but doesnt change my life in any way.

Stupid. I wonder who got my English comprehension book.
I gotta remember to bring my thermometer to school tomorrow too.
If not its gonna be a yellow form...
haha.
I guess I was blessed not to confess that I didnt have my thermometer.
Along with the countless other people I suppose.
Other than a sleepy and draggy day, nothing of much notice happened...
During chinese we went to LT1 to watch this guy kill another guy.
Cool huh. It's one of the shui hu zhuan stories.
One of the lesson is about it.
PSE... listen to a Mr Sydney Tan talk about his idol.
Stephen R. Covey.
Wow. haha. He went on and on and my head when down and down...
and Wesley pulled it up.

Darn. Still cant find my English compre book.
There are two possibilities:
1) I misplaced it... SOMEWHERE...
2) It got stolen by... SOMEONE...

I dont know whether to change to friday jiang class.
I have a friend there. haha. but maybe she forgot me already.
I am glad to say that I have made friends with the whole jiang class...
Except those new ones who transferred a few weeks back for some reason.

Watched Bourne Identity just now.
My cousin lent me the DVD.
Hey, its no easy feat.
It was in chinese...
And the english subtitles were...
Well...
Direct.
Wo men yao zou... we must walk.
Wo shi shui... i am who?
Ze li bu an... Here is insecurity.
I mean like WHAT!?!?!?
Couldnt watch it in english cause it was dubbed over -.-
haha okay nevermind.
I finished the show :D
Tomorrow, watch bourne supremacy.

Now.. gotta find,
the thermometer, do my A math, do chinese, find my english compo book.

Sigh. I hope I can sleep early. Such lovely weather.
((:

Hakuna Matata Haha. Thats cool.
I knew they would read it.. hmm.

Anyway.
Like everything, sleep is such a wonderful tool.
TO BE EXPLOITED I guess.
Everytime I wake up everything is okay and I have a brand new day ahead.

Sort of.

Haha. GEOG Week.
But we were supposed to hand in our SS too!
Surprise surprise.
Half the class didnt know.. so we got scolded loh.

Last night kept waking up..
maybe 3/4/5am?
I dont know.
I guess its because over the long 3 day weekend I kept setting my alarm early.
And even when it woke me up.. I snoozed off..
haha. yep.

Hakuna matata...
It means - No worries, for the rest of your days.
Its a problem-free, philosophy.
Hakuna matata.

But there's still a cyclic feeling I get when I live life. Terrible.

Oh well. Thats just life is it?
Living today like I live any other day.
No meaning, no purpose.
Today is Easter.
Yar so. Resurrection and all.
Sure seems very real...

Mum thinks I use too much computer.
I think I dont get to use too much.
Of course, who will win?
Mum.

I am so sick and tired of this.
She always compares me to something.
My siblings? Herself, last time? Cousins? Her students before?
I am, ME, not them, not her, not anyone.
Then what does her problems have to do with me.
She has headache.
So? What does that have to do with...
me going to stayover someone's house.
me going to church, easter vigil.
me needing go to bed earlier than her.
me not being able to play the computer.

Its her own headache.. Why must her headache control my life.
Oh thats not all.
There are so many more excuses she can give to stop me from doing my own stuff.

Go pack your bag.
after that?
Go prepare your uniform.
after that?
Go this... Go that...
Everything is done, can I use the computer?
Okay, only until so-and-so time.
And then I dont even have time to play a decent game.

Just now the connection was so screwy.
I didnt even get to come online until 9.50pm.
Mum was using a scolding tone on me (I dont know what the hell for?)
She was telling me to stop play computer (I wasnt even ****ing playing?)
I was on msn. I wanted to play, Duh. But still, on msn.
So I told her I wasnt playing!
I got pissed. So I didnt reply her when she asked me what I was doing on the com.
So she asked me to stop touching the computer. (what the **** for?)
Then she wanted to tell me off cause I played computer already in the afternoon.
(I mean like, DAMN!, I didnt use in the morn, and evening was doing work, plus today is a SUNDAY - WEEKEND?)
I also want to give special mention to her freaking irritating persistant nagging.
(It never fails to piss me off.)
Then my dad came along.
Asked me to get off the com.
"For what," I say.
"Go do your work."
"I already did it in Po-po's house."
"Go pack your bag."
"After I pack?"
"Go to sleep."
What in the frigging hell is this.

Oh well.
Now they're talking to Ben.
How sweet.
Asking him not to be pek cek and all.
What about me. Heck.

I wish for army.
Okay. maybe not army.
I wonder when will be the day when I finally get respected.

They always want to dictate.
They always think that they're right.
Do they really care about the receiving end.

I used to think that they were always right, too.
I used to think that they were perfect, more or less.
Now I see their attitude and know that it's not that great.
Now I see their actions and know that it's not the best.


Anyway, life is okay.
It has always been okay, after all.
Smile (: Good Friday today.
Jesus died today.

I'm living more than two thousand years later than his death.
What does it have to do with me?

Anyway. Iggy's still at my house.
I forgot that I'm not supposed to swear again.

Watching back dorm boys now..
lame stuff.
sis watching some scary dvd.
hmm..

life is easy for now. Okay.

Another day to grow my hair longer.
Mum was busy today.
So.. I'm cutting my hair tomorrow.
Oh wells.

Its 5 pm now.
I dont know whether to sleep or to go cycle over to bryan's house
Havent done that for very, very long.

You know, I dont detest the Prefectorial Board
I just hate some people in it.
Prefects...
Haha.
This is no good.
I shouldnt hate people.
Haha.
Maybe I dont hate those prefects!
Maybe, all I dislike is just the way they do things.

I guess that could explain why sometimes I act in some ways.
Sometimes not.

Nothing to do now.
Dont want to play dota. (Is that not WONDERFUL?)
Maybe go cycling or go to sleep.

I will never change my mind
I will leave it all behind No tuition today.
Moved to wednesday.
Rejoice...

I guess I'm more or less assured that its okay.
More or less.
But I think I'll keep the mood.

I think I'm using more and more bad words.

Time to control.

Well at least something good came from all that.
From now on, I'm never ever going to do that again.

One more thing.
I think I should have more restraint.
Yea...

By the way, if you think I'm typing nonsense, its okay.
I'm blogging for me not for you.
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Ahha. Saw a pretty girl in United Square.

Saw her first in the middle where Toys 'R' Us were having some warehouse sale.
Then I saw her again when I was walking towards the lift to go home.
Then I saw her outside United Square along the pavement while I was in the car.

Talk about fate.

Anyway, haha, I don't even think she noticed me.
I'm so un-noticable.
But no one seems to think so.
My mum doesnt believe that I don't have a girlfriend.
How can I have one? So impossible, I think.

Haha. Even worse.
When she asked me what time I slept last night,
I said: "5am"
I was reading. So my dad said reading was good.
Then my mum said: "Who says. For all you know he is reading porn book."
Oh God, please, how can I do that when there's no porn book in the house?!
So she said, maybe porn magazine.
(SEE!? I TOLD YOU SHE LIKE TO COOK UP ALOT OF EXCUSES)
Yea like real... As if I can read a porn mag till 5am.
PLUS... there's NO PORN MAGAZINE!

yea well, maybe i'm going to play dota now. see you all. Hmm, there's so much stuff to write about yesterday.

Training.
Part Cs took over for one training.
My post - Part B 2nd I/C
It's only acting post, I don't think I'll be that for actual posting.

Anyway, Part Bs were very late.
Some Music Fiva or something. Fever? must be.
They all pronounced it as "feevaa" though. *shrugs*
Well, stupid school thing, delay my training.
Oh wells.

Some part Bs are very, very rude.
Haha, yes, they are.
They think I'm their friend ):
Well too bad for them :P
I punished them, heh...
sort of. Maybe I was abit bad ):
But I was trying to help them improve, I guess.

After Guanming (1st I), myself, and Wingkeong (3rd I) introduced ourselves,
We tried, TRIED, to learn their names...
I can say that I did a pretty good job at that.
But I cant say that I still remember their names now.
Please! It's saturday.. I forget everything overnight, remember? :D

We gave them drills. (We sucked at that!)
Well, only for the first part...
After that, we gave them a break, pulled ourselves together...
HAHA. It went quite well after that!
Oh yea, even though Part Ds werent around, Sirs were still around.
They said, if they see Part Bs talking while they were drilled,
well, WE WOULD GET TEKAN-ED!
ouch.
haha, also, cause they didnt tuck in their shirts,
we had to do the "punishment" of tucking in and out our shirts a few times.

PT was terrible.
I had to "knock them" two times cause they started running everywhere...
Maybe I should have let them sang. Haha.
I made them go push-up position but never make them do push-ups.
I'm not allowed to.

After that there was parade by Andy..
Hmmm... I hope I wasnt too bad the the Part Bs.
Haha. I dont think that I'm their friend no more! (:
Oops. No one did a good appraisal.
Now we all must do again. Hmmm I think I have alot to write.

Was reading finish the book "The Valkyries" by Paulo Coelho, last night.
"And each man kills the thing he loves,
By all let this be heard,
Some do it with a bitter look,
Some with a flattering word,
The coward does it with a kiss,
The brave man with a sword."
Its about how because we don't forgive ourselves,
and how we keep thinking we're not worthy of what we have,
then we destroy the things we love most.
The book's summary at the back says:
"A powerful exploration of one man's battle with self-doubt and fear"

So thats what the book is about, more or less.

Well, anyway now I'm starting on a new book already...
I spent most of my Saturday sleeping. So I havent gotten far.
Its 7pm now. Have to eat.
I've decided to stay on in Saturday jiang.
Oh wells, looks like I didnt have enough time to change blogskin.

There is no sin but the lack of love. Hey there again.
Lets talk about today.
Today, today was an okay day.
Whats a okay day.
An okay day is probably a day which has ups and downs
but doesnt change my life in any way.

Stupid. I wonder who got my English comprehension book.
I gotta remember to bring my thermometer to school tomorrow too.
If not its gonna be a yellow form...
haha.
I guess I was blessed not to confess that I didnt have my thermometer.
Along with the countless other people I suppose.
Other than a sleepy and draggy day, nothing of much notice happened...
During chinese we went to LT1 to watch this guy kill another guy.
Cool huh. It's one of the shui hu zhuan stories.
One of the lesson is about it.
PSE... listen to a Mr Sydney Tan talk about his idol.
Stephen R. Covey.
Wow. haha. He went on and on and my head when down and down...
and Wesley pulled it up.

Darn. Still cant find my English compre book.
There are two possibilities:
1) I misplaced it... SOMEWHERE...
2) It got stolen by... SOMEONE...

I dont know whether to change to friday jiang class.
I have a friend there. haha. but maybe she forgot me already.
I am glad to say that I have made friends with the whole jiang class...
Except those new ones who transferred a few weeks back for some reason.

Watched Bourne Identity just now.
My cousin lent me the DVD.
Hey, its no easy feat.
It was in chinese...
And the english subtitles were...
Well...
Direct.
Wo men yao zou... we must walk.
Wo shi shui... i am who?
Ze li bu an... Here is insecurity.
I mean like WHAT!?!?!?
Couldnt watch it in english cause it was dubbed over -.-
haha okay nevermind.
I finished the show :D
Tomorrow, watch bourne supremacy.

Now.. gotta find,
the thermometer, do my A math, do chinese, find my english compo book.

Sigh. I hope I can sleep early. Such lovely weather.
((:

Hakuna Matata Haha. Thats cool.
I knew they would read it.. hmm.

Anyway.
Like everything, sleep is such a wonderful tool.
TO BE EXPLOITED I guess.
Everytime I wake up everything is okay and I have a brand new day ahead.

Sort of.

Haha. GEOG Week.
But we were supposed to hand in our SS too!
Surprise surprise.
Half the class didnt know.. so we got scolded loh.

Last night kept waking up..
maybe 3/4/5am?
I dont know.
I guess its because over the long 3 day weekend I kept setting my alarm early.
And even when it woke me up.. I snoozed off..
haha. yep.

Hakuna matata...
It means - No worries, for the rest of your days.
Its a problem-free, philosophy.
Hakuna matata.

But there's still a cyclic feeling I get when I live life. Terrible.

Oh well. Thats just life is it?
Living today like I live any other day.
No meaning, no purpose.
Today is Easter.
Yar so. Resurrection and all.
Sure seems very real...

Mum thinks I use too much computer.
I think I dont get to use too much.
Of course, who will win?
Mum.

I am so sick and tired of this.
She always compares me to something.
My siblings? Herself, last time? Cousins? Her students before?
I am, ME, not them, not her, not anyone.
Then what does her problems have to do with me.
She has headache.
So? What does that have to do with...
me going to stayover someone's house.
me going to church, easter vigil.
me needing go to bed earlier than her.
me not being able to play the computer.

Its her own headache.. Why must her headache control my life.
Oh thats not all.
There are so many more excuses she can give to stop me from doing my own stuff.

Go pack your bag.
after that?
Go prepare your uniform.
after that?
Go this... Go that...
Everything is done, can I use the computer?
Okay, only until so-and-so time.
And then I dont even have time to play a decent game.

Just now the connection was so screwy.
I didnt even get to come online until 9.50pm.
Mum was using a scolding tone on me (I dont know what the hell for?)
She was telling me to stop play computer (I wasnt even ****ing playing?)
I was on msn. I wanted to play, Duh. But still, on msn.
So I told her I wasnt playing!
I got pissed. So I didnt reply her when she asked me what I was doing on the com.
So she asked me to stop touching the computer. (what the **** for?)
Then she wanted to tell me off cause I played computer already in the afternoon.
(I mean like, DAMN!, I didnt use in the morn, and evening was doing work, plus today is a SUNDAY - WEEKEND?)
I also want to give special mention to her freaking irritating persistant nagging.
(It never fails to piss me off.)
Then my dad came along.
Asked me to get off the com.
"For what," I say.
"Go do your work."
"I already did it in Po-po's house."
"Go pack your bag."
"After I pack?"
"Go to sleep."
What in the frigging hell is this.

Oh well.
Now they're talking to Ben.
How sweet.
Asking him not to be pek cek and all.
What about me. Heck.

I wish for army.
Okay. maybe not army.
I wonder when will be the day when I finally get respected.

They always want to dictate.
They always think that they're right.
Do they really care about the receiving end.

I used to think that they were always right, too.
I used to think that they were perfect, more or less.
Now I see their attitude and know that it's not that great.
Now I see their actions and know that it's not the best.


Anyway, life is okay.
It has always been okay, after all.
Smile (: Good Friday today.
Jesus died today.

I'm living more than two thousand years later than his death.
What does it have to do with me?

Anyway. Iggy's still at my house.
I forgot that I'm not supposed to swear again.

Watching back dorm boys now..
lame stuff.
sis watching some scary dvd.
hmm..

life is easy for now. Okay.

Another day to grow my hair longer.
Mum was busy today.
So.. I'm cutting my hair tomorrow.
Oh wells.

Its 5 pm now.
I dont know whether to sleep or to go cycle over to bryan's house
Havent done that for very, very long.

You know, I dont detest the Prefectorial Board
I just hate some people in it.
Prefects...
Haha.
This is no good.
I shouldnt hate people.
Haha.
Maybe I dont hate those prefects!
Maybe, all I dislike is just the way they do things.

I guess that could explain why sometimes I act in some ways.
Sometimes not.

Nothing to do now.
Dont want to play dota. (Is that not WONDERFUL?)
Maybe go cycling or go to sleep.

I will never change my mind
I will leave it all behind No tuition today.
Moved to wednesday.
Rejoice...

I guess I'm more or less assured that its okay.
More or less.
But I think I'll keep the mood.

I think I'm using more and more bad words.

Time to control.

Well at least something good came from all that.
From now on, I'm never ever going to do that again.

One more thing.
I think I should have more restraint.
Yea...

By the way, if you think I'm typing nonsense, its okay.
I'm blogging for me not for you.
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