31 December 2005
RULES OF THE GAME1.Post 5 weird random things about yourself.
2.At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 ppl whom you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" on their tagboard and tell them to read your blog.
1. I let teachers think that I am really guai.
2. I love gaming/sporting with Bryan.
3. I like going to play LAN with my friends.
4. I don't let people know me well.
5. I don't go out very often. (Especially with girls) :]
I TAG...
1. A is for, no, not agony. April
2. B is for, no, not bad. Bernie
3. C is for, no, not crazy. Charissa
4. D is for, no, not dead. Danielle
5. E is for, no, not evil. Elaine
By the way, I don't care if you did this before.
All the better, do it again! :P
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Today is boring. Going to do my essay later I think.
New Year Resolution,
Single, and Unavailable.
Special thanks to Jie Xi, my evil consultant.
Haha.
30 December 2005
HAHA! Yesterday was fun fun fun.I took MRT from Bugis to Jurong East to Bukit Batok.
Bugis, my SECOND time at that MRT.
I'm very the sua ku (if i spell wrong tell me) can.
But then the first time I went there,
I, like, helped an old lady find the Guan Yin Miao there lorh
BWAHHAHA. I'm good right. :P
So anyway. I thought I was late.
Guess I wasnt! :P
Went there.
Played abit of XBox..
But at that time only had 2 controllers.
1 of them had the right trigger spoilt.
So thats like HANDICAP!
To even shoot is so Ma Fan.
Haha. in the end later got summore controllers. THEN IT WAS OWNAGE TIME.
They were so bad. They say I too pro.
3v1 me, and they lost. ):
HAHAHHA
mm.. Watched some christmas musical also.
The story about the ghost of chrismas past, present and future.
Kinda interesting and nice.
took a nap at 7am.
Was woken up half and hour later. Forced to go downstairs to the pool.
I didnt swim. HAHA. nothing to swim in what.
I was resting on the chairs at the side, with some other sleepy heads.
Later we went back upstairs to SLEEP ON THE BED!
haha.
10 plus.. i had to get back home.
Gave lift to other people who were zao-ing before lunch
Spent the rest of the day awake.
42.5 hours with 3 hours of sleep.
29 December 2005
It's a brand new day!I new I could always count on sleep!
((:
Makes me feel as if everythings back to normal!
Well, maybe it is.
Maybe it isn't?
Haha. All I know, Homework is my GREATEST NEMESIS.
My teacher next year is Ms Tracy Goh.
Not sure who she is. Hmm.
No. Don't Give A
I Don't Want Help. I Want To Be Alone
I've never known LOVE.
It's just a question on whether I want to.
Maybe I don't.
I would change the world
If I had a chance
BTW, I am not sad OKAY??
I'm just some guy in this HUGE WORLD.
Reflecting on his life. My life.
28 December 2005
I don't want something to happen just like LAST TIME."Cold am I
I'm beside myself
Because there's no one else"
SIGH!
"Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here"
"Forget it"
Are girls really trouble?
"The day has come to an end
The sun is over my head
My polyamorous friend
You got me in a mass of trouble again"
The world is so full of uncertainties.
Even my
"Don't pull me under
Into the deep
I often wonder
How it should be"
MAN SHIT MY LIFE IS SO SCREWED.
"Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can Surely fake it"
miserable me.
"Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it
"
I find so much faults in myself.
"Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around"
Maybe I'm just not Cut Out.
27 December 2005
Haha. stupid msn is PMS-ing.I can't sign in now, after it booted me offline.
Darn.
Haha.
Its 6.43pm.
I woke up almost exactly 12 hours ago.
My mum said that I didnt need to go to the Old Folks' Home today.
The consent form put it until 20th only.
But I dunno. Some people said that its until school starts.
In the end I didn't go.
Oh well. It's past.
Might as well move on (:
But I really want to go for all these Legion stuff.
Missed so many already.
Shouldn't miss anymore. Or I'm going to drift further and further.
Played abit of computer.
After that I chatted on msn.
If some girl popped you a question and asked you if you were free tonight,
What would you do?
Haha. I went to ask why.
Turned out to be some pool party.
I swear that if I went, I wouldn't know a shit anybody except the person who asked.
So anyway, I gave the excuse that I wasn't free.
That I was ALREADY GOING OUT! =P
(HEY MSN IS WORKING AGAIN!)
During lunch I was um... watching Scooby-Doo Movie :P
haha. Just realised that I watched it before!
hmm Scrappy-Doo should be Crappy-Doo.
The show gave me some laughs.. lame stuff here and there. (:
Played the afternoon away.
Procrastinated on my Commonwealth Essay.
HEY BUT!!!
to write a good story, I must think very long ;)
Sommore the title is "Crossing the boundaries"
I'm going to watch Narnia later. Jermin says its nice.
Cool. Now I gotta go find my specs...
Well, looks like I'm really going out.
My cousin calls me a poseur.
He says its after I went Aussie.
Is this trueeeeeeeeeeee???
(I mean like I went there for barely over a week only)
Hey I'm back from the Cinemas.
I'm not sure where I watched Narnia.. Balestier area...
Show kinda nice.
Now I gotta go read up the book series all over again.
HAHAHA.
26 December 2005
Took some quiz on Webtickle.Sneaky webs like these eat up all your emails and spam it all out to everybody in your addressbook.
I sure hope I didnt shoot out everything.
I gave a fake address.
It went something like this: iuatnhlakdnvfuiaernblakui@hotmail.com
Anyway, the results are as follows.
Blue
You're blue — the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you — they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue — and patently you!
Hmm. I should make an effort to go for all my cca stuff.
EFFORT EFFORT!
25 December 2005
Today's Christmas.OKay.
So, whats the difference?
Isn't it just like any other day?
I wake up, do all the stuff that I do any other day.
Of course, I go to sleep after the day's over.
Routine, Routine.
School is starting soon.
I'll have to get down to doing my homework.
Last night I was thinking.
I bet my grandma would be proud of me.
Computer games are just.. like, temporal stuff.
After awhile, you stop playing.
And poof* no more.
So I am considering to play less now.
Since I don't think that I'll actually give it up ALTOGETHER.
Here comes the catch.
I was also thinking about some other stuff.
Schoolwork, Sports, Sociality...
Why study?
Why exercise?
And, Why have friends?
Aren't all these temporary too?
Once I die, won't it go, Poof*
Let's say, I study and mug a lot.
I become very smart, be my own boss, become a wealthy man.
After that, ooh.
I am rich.
So? What do I do with the money?
Live comfortably. Will the rest to my children.
Or donate to charity, help support non-profit organisations.
Then I die.
What will all these mean to me then?
Can't be a full life, can it?
How about exercising?
Maybe I can get really fit now.
But when I grow old, I'll probably get weak and frail.
What does being fit mean?
Being healthy and all.
But being healthy doesn't stop death.
Still comes.
Maybe it'll help me live longer?
So this probably extends my life.
But what is life when it all revolves around straining my body?
Then, friends.
Search the internet.
1. A person you know well and regard with affection and trust.
2. An associate who provides assistance. "they were friends of the workers"
3. A person with whom you are acquainted. "we are friends of the family"
4. A person who backs a politician or a team etc. "they are friends of the library"
Number 1 would be the right definition.
I guess, this would be one of the bigger questions.
When I leave the world, what about them?
To have friends all my life.
I die, and I am seperated from them.
I die, and they are seperated from me.
It really seems as if everything ends with death.
How is life supposed to feel good when death doesn't?
I want to know how to live a full life.
I used to live on my thinking that,
If in my own life, I can at least help other people.
Then if maybe, they have the fortune of living longer than me.
They can have a better life because of my help.
Then my life would continue after death.
Because of what I had done during my time on earth.
Probably, they will also help other people.
So it's just like
-A (saves) B
as
A had saved B,
B can now extend help to others.
so
-B (saves) C
Same thing as before,
-C (saves) D
But nowadays, I am thinking,
Wouldn't it be the same as.
-Coming into the world.
-Growing up.
-Becoming an adult.
-Getting married.
-Having children.
-Children grow up.
-Children become adults.
-Children get married.
-Children have their children.
-Grandchildren grow up.
So cyclic.
Is this what life is?
Is this what a full life means?
Anyway.
What is life without emotions?
Is it emotions that make life, life?
I wonder how Japs felt last time, during the war.
Bushido. Man-majime.
Codes of Conduct, to live by.
What about emotions?
Gone With The Wind.
If only there was a way to not die.
haha.
Life is too short for war.
23 December 2005
Today I have had 3 new contacts on my msn...So far I have only chatted to one.
HAHA.
From unity sec.
AHHHHHHHHH
so freaky la.
my ncc senior.
Friend from Ipoh.
Sigh.. Thinking about whether I made the right choice.
18 December 2005
Its now 9.15 am.I'm leaving my aunt's house in about half an hour.
Wonder what I'll be doing in Bintan...
Will anyone miss me?
Who will I meet?
Or will I not meet anyone?
Will the camera batt run out?
Anyway i gotta go already. bye
"I'm thinking about you, are you?"
15 December 2005
Today i went out to Orchard today, Ian asked me to go with him to watchPride and Prejudice.
supposed to meet him at 1.
in the end he was late by one hour.
oh wells.
how i spent that one hour:
I went there. there was this guy.
asked me for donations.
blah blah blah blah.
i felt like telling him in the face to cut to the chase.
he was talking alot of shit.
the orphans need food, clothes, blah blah blah
then he also do hand signal... you know, like the "WTF" action in russel peters..
i think it was because my face was damn blank/bored.
thats why he felt the desire to explain it to me so explictly.
then he also showed me his letter of autorization blah blah.
i think it was because my expression was that of distrust.
haha. then so he go and show me in his file..
haha. then another guy came along after awhile.. ask me to donate 2 dollars for some other welfare shit.
man. i shouldnt be so good hearted next time! LOL
afterwards.. this woman comes along.. tells me about this agency called i MODELS INTERNATIONAL.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Issint this the agency april was talking about about about about about last night?
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
okay.. right.
thats lame. uh huh.
i dont trust that woman's taste. haha
maybe its just no confidence? :P
kekeke.
whatever.
ian delay very good.
first, "i'll be late"
second, "1.30 coming"
third, "sorry coming soon"
fourth, "coming in about 15 minutes"
fifth, "coming now.."
blah blah blah!
&^%&$#&*%&^$!!!
haha.
after that met him outside the MRT.. we walked to TAKA. met with melvin and the other SJI band guys.
i dont know why we met. cause we split up 2 minutes later.
haha
At Cine, I bought some puzzle for myself.
And also a soft toy, maybe I'll give it to emily..
Will have to find one for Ju. Anime thingy.
jesslyn and kevyna were already waiting at the booth. hmm. yep.
ian, arh, ian. why so STONE.
haha.
so we bought the tickets.. went in, missed the adverts, show was going to start liao..
and we were sitting on the 2nd FRONT seats!
AHHHH
neck ache neck ache.. haha kidding. just slouch.
after awhile, i went out to buy some popcorn and drinks for us.
after awhile, ian make me go out to buy some MORE popcorn and drinks for us.
Pride and Prejudice.
Its kinda a nice show.
Its from the book, i think?
i never read the book anyway.
the show's something like bridget jones diary..
abit romance/ drama.
during the show... Aloy, Alastair and Gladys walk past.. say hi to them..
I did now know them at all. haha.
somehow aloy's in my contact list though (:
think last time he added me.
after the movie, we all went outside.. ian could not decide what to do..
no one could decide what to do.. blah blah.
haha i felt: since i was invited by ian, i shall just slack off and let ian do the deciding part.
obviously he didnt sleep much.
He was spacing out.
toooot. haha
Went to Taka. OMGGGGGGGGGG
i am so not into orchard.
To all those who shop in Orchard every odd day:
I can get lost in Orchard.
the only road i know is. Scotts road.
The Road to Home.
171 or 700 (:
Ian and Kevyna bought some ice cream.
I didnt buy.
my stomach wasnt feeling so good.
Maybe it was the KFC i had for lunch.
My mum ordered home, since my maid wasnt around.
I HATE COLD SLAW I HATE COLD SLAW.
i used to love it when i was young.
I guess now my taste has changed.
I'LL NEVER EAT COLD SLAW AGAIN.
Or.. maybe.. Its the..
KFC POPCORN CHICKEN + POPCORN + KFC's PEPSI + ZAPPLE + KFC CHICKEN + COKE
of course.. the KFC's are seperated from the movies by about 3 hours.
"I dont feel so gooooood.........."
After that, we sat down at the side of some walkway to decide where we were going to go.
I thought maybe...
We went to window-shop abit.
THANK GOD I WENT SHOPPING IN AUSSIE!
haha. taught me how to do just that.
Awhile later, we walked abit..
And we went to take neos.
Again my idea.
HAHA. me and my BEEEG ideas.
Obviously, I had the honour of taking Ian's chastity at neoprinting.
So did The Other Three.
Ouch. My third time inside one of these Monster Machines
"Hey Ian, what do you think of this post?"
I have to admit that taking neoprints the FIRST time is a thouroughly TRAUMATIZING event.
Well, my first neo was &*^#^&*%$&&* shittifieeeeeeeed
my second neo.. #$%&^#^%&%^&* SHITTIFIED TOO! haha this was with my FAMILY OKAY!
Todays one.. SATISFIED! :D
Later.. had to decide where to have dinner.
MARCHE MARCHE.
NOT MY BIG IDEA!
Ian was broke. haha.
I still have 50 dollarsssss!!!
wheeee. i love my savings.
if i had not donated, i would never had touched the $50 note!
ARGH
haha. Xin Tong now.
ate the sicky potato thingy.
NO APPETITE!
They said I looked like I wanted to puke
HAHA.
Actually I think can control the expressions on my face.
"HEY! I know whats my face doing!"
I can act sad happy blah blah blah...
But I seriously felt like NOT EATING at that time.
And my stomach felt queasy!
Gladys offered me some of her drink.. but.. aiya. I cannot take it :P
didnt want to take it anyway.
blah blah. so dinner was KIND OF fun, in a way.
I never spent so little at Marche before!
less than $10. haha $9 something.
Ian says that he'll be broke by the weekend.
OUCH.
LUCKILY I HAVE SAVINGS :P
YAYNESS
Going home now.
"Tell everybody I'm on my way
New friends and new places to see
With blue skies ahead yes
I'm on my way
And there's nowhere else
that I'd rather be"
haha. its dark.
told my mum that i'll be home at 8.30
Its 8.
And I am waiting for the bus.
Ian followed me to the bus stop.
He wanted to take a bus home too.
His dad said it'll take too long though.
Kevyna was supposed to come to the bus stop too
But half way to the stop she had to GO BACK TO JESS
Since she was holding whatever stuff was Jess'
I boarded the BUS TO HOME. 171. VOILA!
Saw Kevyna there too.
Guess I missed her when she came to the bus stop huh.
Dropped off... walked abit to home.
Saw this girl walking her dog.. woof woof. AHHA
1) She walks very slowly.
2) Her dog walks very slowly.
3) I walk very fast.
Maybe its all three. but after awhile I over took already.
haha.
then its home.
"AHHHHH! MY FEET HURT!"
14 December 2005
Oops.okay it has just come to my attention that Samantha Branson came to my church last sunday.
Aiyo. keke. nowonder there was that group of people (her family)
AYE. look very familiar lorh.. haha nevermind
Then I also found out she lives very near Mr Ang.
Bwahahahaha. okay. next time must go and find already!
Okay. I went to practice the piano too.
HEY! I think that I am getting better!
Used to play last time. until grade 4 i think.
But I stopped for a few years.. now super lousy.
Forgot EVERYTHING.
must play everything again. but now without teacher.
Then that Judith and Emily go COMPLAIN ABOUT ME.
walao. cant even play piano in peace.
So I went outside to cycle and stuff..
first time in the holidays.. HAHA
after that I came home and showered.
christmas carolling at my gong gong's house. aiyo.
In chinese some more.
diaos.
haha. not much stuff to talk about today.
| Your Personality Profile |
 For you, comfort and calm are very important.You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection.You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
11 December 2005
Ahha.Today I woke up for church.. yea.. and then went to United Square for lunch.
Sighh!
Reminds me of primary school days when my mum will bring me to Mac Donalds to eat lunch before/after school.
Depends on whether I was morning or afternoon session.
Sometimes lah, not everyday!
Haha. Was so carefree then. But then again, arent I carefree now?
But I supposed I've changed. I remember that I LOVED macs (:
I still do, okay.
But can't really buy Happy Meal, can I?
After that we went to SportsLink to buy school shoes for Emily and I.
Emily and Judith kept b****ing about some teacher in their school, change all the rules, blah blah blah... blah blah blah... blah blah blah...
It goes on and on.
(: I was thinking about when I was small and at ALL the Toa Pah Yoh shoe shops.
My mum would make me try so many shoes last time.
Nowonder I hated shopping. It was so boring.
Looking at shoes. and shoes. and shoes.
So I went home, molested the computer abit, and then had to rush off to my grandmother's house.
I didn't get to bring my MP3 to keep me company. I was in a hurry.
Don't know how they evacuated the house so quickly.
Maybe I stayed with the computer too long. Bwahaha.
At The House...
ZzZzZzZ
I slept.
I would not be caught sitting in front of the TeeVee watching Harry Potter and the Sorceress' Stone!
URGH!
I woke up just in time for dinner.
3 different kinds of cooked chickens. Ouch. Pokpokok.
Watched "The War Of The Worlds"
Kind of... Sort of... Full of flaws, actually.
I prefer the book.
Much more detailed and realistic (:
After that watched a drama on Channel U.
Kept me occupied for awhile.
Interesting enough (:
Went home and saw a digimon.
Mum says that Em wants to play it again.
Still recall last time I made some combination that could win any other digimonsters! WHOOPEE!
haha I must have been very smart then (:
Wonder what happened :P
I was smart enough to do a home math assignment while training my digimon in my left hand... :D
Okay. I gotta sleep now. Tuition tomorrow morning.
09 December 2005
Last night I had a weird dream.I dont usually have dreams. But I sometimes do, yep.
So anyway its now 11.23pm so I cant really recall it properly.
Roughly, I was supposed to go to this place with my 2 sisters.
It was for some weird-ass training I never did find out.
So we left for this weird-ass place. It was deserty like.
We were cycling. I dont recall and dust coming out from behind us.
After that we walked abit. I was carrying alot of luggage.
Apparently Em and Ju had very little hand carriers.
06 December 2005
Been a while since I last posted.I know I disappointed people.
Yea.
Life is so troublesome.
So many things to accomplish.
Or so many things that people want me to accomplish?
I hate time.
01 December 2005
I was just thinking last night.How it would be if it was only me in the world.