I am feeling empty.
no, it is not because of school.
no, it is not because of family.
no, it is not because of the computer.
no, it is not because of any relationship.

I am just reflecting, about how life has been through my short little span of fourteen years. Even though I cant remember anything much since Primary 6 already.

I feel as though something in me died. Or, in Jay's words, Dieded.

I do not feel that spark and that humour anymore.
All I know is that I feel the burden of so many things.
Things I am obliged to do from life.

Anyway, I am having this thought, that if in the future I chance across this post, it will seem corny and all.

Suddenly life has become so complicated.
I am learning, I am changing. I do not like change.
But I guess, it is a process.

Really like the song now, Nickelback - Someday.
Really fits my mood.
If I have a mood.
Feeling empty...

Anyway, there is somethings i learnt to apply today.
and its how to make people forget you...
or even hate you. Okay. well I know I've got the power to influence people.
so today i was like.. detatching myself from alot of people.
today was interesting.. not that tiring.. in fact, i sort of slept awhile in the evening several times.. my grandma kept waking me up. haha. (: i dont hold it against her.
actually. i just want to refresh my life la.. like just wash up my life and start again.. yea.. ):
yea... Alright i want to say.. today was a VERY VERY busy day.
i also want to say, i am very tired. =(

today i woke up.. i had to.. practically drag myself out of bed la. i went to eat breakfast, PIZZA. then i went back to sleep again. luckily i woke up again in time. as always.. then brush teeth wash face blah blah. then changed into school U.
*Sigh. time for school*
okay so sleeping in the car is nice. i brought some pizza to school too, to eat during recess. reached school around 7.07am. yep. so i went straight to chapel... had morning prayer.
*I love to sing. sigh.*
okay then catena and all.. then assembly.. not bad. some announcements. then the flags were raised, not to mention the school flag slipped (which i later found out cause the prefect panicked...)
*I hate standing there wasting energy when i can sleep*
anyway gabriel had to do something. so i was given the keys. yea. went straight to class. didnt care about Bible Quiz. i hate it. but well. i may go tmr. sigh
*Being chairman was a good thing*
shit. deepankar didnt bring my maths worksheets that he borrowed from me. today we are having maths. also didnt sign my Milk Run consent form
*I got angry. got moody. sorry.*
English lesson. tired shit. teacher was going through comprehension. i almost couldnt find it. found it at last in some papers. i am getting really messy these days.
*what a shitty day. i am screwing up everything*
survived english. had fun talking about batman and comics and all. but here comes History, with the new teacher. "take up your History files and turn to page 69" shit. i didnt pack my history file. i forgot clean about it.
*this is getting worse. what else can i screw up in?*
anyway i borrowed K.mak's file so he shared with Bren. did the stinking summary of the Great Depression. oh yes. the pictures i printed for the history UBD was too small too. i must go and reprint.
*it issint that bad. i'll just use up extra time and get less of my much needed sleep*
Lets take recess for awhile.. and try finish up my chinese homework. missed my recess totally. missed prefect duty.
*wow. its just perfect now, right? cant get any better*
RME. okay RME was cool. i love RME. i got green. that means good file.. PLUS good reflections! haha thats a thumbs up for today. yay. at last. haha. HDB teens get more allowance than Private Housing teens. of course... Housing Apartments got the most.
*Irony of life. what a joke. its all twisted.*
after that is chinese. aww. screw it. teacher scolded me for not going to see her after my english oral; JunHao could. aiya. sabo.. lol. i dun want to see her cannot arh... anyway elian say i can manupilate my face.. i agree (: learn since primary school. HAHA. must look innocent.. must look sorry.. must look serious.. etc.
*maybe i can go try "bian lian" and earn money liaoz.*
after chinese had maths. didnt bring my notes. luckily didnt have to use the worksheets either if not i'll be damn screwed. haha. during maths was damn damn damn sleepy.
*sleeps.. maths is boring...*
okay anyway after that was end of school. slacked around.. left my bag in cenacle.. and had lunch. then went back to class. gabriel was hanging around cause his oral was today. right. i gave him a shock cause i went into class and then when he came back he suddenly saw 1 guy sitting at the corner when the class was supposed to be empty X)
*ahem... i was not playing with myself, gabriel.*
i was stoning. anyway i went to the cenacle again to prepare for mass. i was going to read the 1st reading.. and i figured out how to work the CD Player/Tape Player/Radio thing. taught ben how to use it and so he did.. for mass. moses stole half of my reading.
*"Nah. i shall be God, and you can be Lot!" "no. i take the first half and you take the second" "fine, moses."*
okay i think i read fine. said the rosary half-asleep. when it got to my turn i got abit laggy. the last part. haha. i knew it was my turn.. but well... drowsiness clouded my thoughts. couldnt FOCUS.
*Focus! reminds me of Mr Tung. hahas. ): nostalgia.*
i was sitting next to moses during the meeting. i was at the side, beside Our Lady. msoes was gaying around. and i was helping him out. haha. hansel was at his other side. moses is the joke everything.. yea. dont want to elaborate on gay stuff. but its not THAT gay. dont worry.
*Once you know moses, you can recognise his voice anywhere.*
after that me, jared, marcus and alex kau. the guy who skip going church camp cause he go penang instead. =( the meeting was short.. only about 15mins la. yea.. at least this time no bad news. harhar. i better go check if i have special duty for anything.. soon
*Prefects are a messy disorganised bunch. i swear.*
after that i went back to the cenacle to listen to this talk by this guy, Mr Bryan Shen. it was really enlightening. i learnt ALOT from it. 7 Capital Sins. I know evil now. I know I have been evil. sigh. I Shall Fight The Interior War
*God guide me, Jesus lead me. Amen*
anyway i also got this from the QoAS msn group site.

The saints closest to God are the unnamed and unknown ones. This is because God remembers them. Also, they will probably have lived their life in such a way that it does not attract attention to themselves but most likely attract others to God.

Evil is something that is very deceptively attractive. It seduces us through very subtle ways that we are not aware of. True evil is actually the state when we believe the wrong we do is correct or is an act that we disguise with 'goodness'.

God wills sufferings as a means for us to grow. It is like a mother who lets go and not cling to the child such that the child is never challenged to stand on his own two feet. In this way, good is challenging while evil tries to say that we should not try too hard. It gives us the easier way out to things but in this way actually sabotages our growth as persons.

Worldly values attempt to make things that are actually wrong look normal and hence correct. For example, the advertisements paint very lewd pictures of sexuality and make trendy the drug culture and it is done so often that we begin to accept them as norms when actually they are wrong and can be detrimental to our well-being.

We must aim to be humble. This is shown in our willingness to do good even though no one knows it. By being like that, we will then be willing to suffer for doing right because our doing right no longer depends on how others view us. Rather, it becomes dependent on our wanting to remain faithful to God through the love for one another.

adding another... specially for myself - he wants me to know entertainment. the more we know her, the more we know boredom. Then we will crave for more entertainment.

*So... does that mean i shant play computer?*

I also learnt that the about Archangels.
Michael
("who is like God") Courage, strong defense, divine, protection, shield and sword. Keeper of the violet flame.
Gabriel
("God is my strength") Bringer of news and heralds the revealing of answers. Maker of changes, trumpet.
Raphael
("God has healed") Golden vial of balm, aids in healing and master of healing the earth.
Uriel
("fire of God or God is my light") Emergencies, judgment, scroll, enlightenment and insights.

I also found out that the bearer of light was Lucifer. after he fell, he is still the bearer of light, but he bears false light. the light of satan

*God's Wisdom is better than Intelligence. I can percieve more, than a smart man can.*
Celebrated Jared's bdae.. ate some of his cake. gluttony. shrugs...
went home after that. stoned in front of the computer. had no mood to chat. but anyway danielle made me feel better by chatting about the camp loh.. haha. the church camp was damn fun cause i got to know lots of new people. (: also go and scold dan cause she never go for the camp... haha
*i am pissed. i dont know why.*
and time goes by... okay. its 5.00pm
my aunt still isn't here yet. i think she's going to come soon.
she was supposed to be here at 4...
called her at 4.30.. she said she was coming in Half Hour's time.
hmm.. chalet from today till wednesday.. but staying till tuesday only.
cause *whispers* i still got chinese homework.
anyway. after that i will be having church camp from thursday to saturday.
so its going to be a heck of a busy week for me.
yea... going to miss all of you X)
TAG MY BOARD! ITS THERE FOR ALL OF YOU.
including my evil twin. and where's my good twin??
evil never sleeps. good is ever vigilant. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
well... damn shit i hate homework. it seriously sucks.
damn. have to complete everything by today. no more time next week.
sigh, done my english.
still have science and chinese
um.. and abit of maths which i dunno how to do
doing literature now...
dont know what about history project. hmmmm screw this. life's never gonna get easier... at least anytime soon, it wont. not in 10 years it wont.. not in 15.
new things are hard to do. there's no wonder why people just want to stay and not change.
now im qouting from Equilibrium.. some very cool movie i watched.

"Libria, I congratulate you. At last peace reigns in the heart of man. At last war is but a word whose meaning fades from our understanding. At last, we are whole. Librians, there is a disease in the heart of man. Its symptom is hate. Its symptom is anger. Its symptom is rage. Its symptom is war. The disease is human emotion. But Libria, I congratulate you, for there is a cure for this disease. At the cost of the dizzying highs of human emotion, we have suppressed its abysmal lows. And you, as a society, have embraced this cure. Prozium. Now we are at peace with ourselves and human kind is one. War is gone. Hate, a memory. We are our own conscience now, and it is this conscience that guides us to rate EC-10, for emotional content, all those things that might tempt us to feel, again, and destroy them. Librians, you have won. Against all odds, and your own natures. You, have, survived."

The problem with the world is man. no man, no problems.

"But I being poor, have only my dreams, I have spread my dreams under your feet, tread softly because you tread on my dreams."

I live only for my dreams. that after all these trails. someday it might be worth something.

"...without love, without anger, without sorrow, breath is just a clock ticking."

Maybe emotions are just there to accompany me throughout my life.
I'll never be free of them Okay.. woke up like 7.30 today... then i ate.. and slept until 8.30... haha
then i went to coronation.. like9. but then there wasnt any1 there. so sad. i wait there until about 9.45 i was walking about looking at shops and NTUC. hahaha.
in the end i found out they were meeting at 10. so i missed them like 15min. kaoz. stupid sia. so SAD. haha
so for the rest of the day i played and slept. and did a teeny little bit of homework XP sad la. must do finish my homework by next week already. uhh. mm today woke up at 630.. then changed to Number 3 loh. haha. left house like 720. sort of late loh. but then reached at 725. hehe i live so close to school mah. tehn reach school saw weijiang.. eugene go touch my head cause my hair cut so short XP anyway Mr Ho was late.. or he says he was "on the dot". riiight
so we went to changi airbase.. security check.. sa northview there.. with fibbles. haha. gibbles and hibbles never go. hahah. the thing was a waste of time.. though i made a new fren from the air base. his about 30 years old. cool huh (: he sit the fokker-50 with us so that he no need to do work. (: these kind of ppl. aiya but i sit airplane sleep during the trip loh. i think almost all NCC thing i sleep. hahaha XP yayness. after that went back SJI.. but eugene and kwok go and have lunch with sum northview ppl like fibbles X) tsk tsk sia. later in the afternoon i went to iggy's hse to do his connection.. but then so crazy i din know how to fix. in the end i went to watch National Treasure there. haha damn damn damn nice show. then daddy came over.. after about 1 hr he finally figured out the problem. hahaha. the WEP encryption code was wrong T.T yea so it was like wasted dunno how long there. luckily i use the time to sleep :D i love to sleep. yayness. got home and finally could use the computer at night! PHEW today there was supposed to be SANA.
I was supposed to be crashing. but in the end i decided not to.
cause of - mark pereira (the anti risk taker) and wei jiang (the man of integrity) okay okay.. i never blog about yesterday's silver wing cause i only went there half way.. cause of the stupid waste of time mathematics olympiad competition. after that took taxi to KK's hse cause he forgot to bring his NCC uniform.. how can forget one??? ya so anyway reached there like after lunch.. all the lectures over so basically there doing nothing.. walao...

yea so this is about today now. reached AFS like abit late.. cause aunt was fetching me.. and my cousins love to sleep.. so ya. luckily never kena anything. and there was uniform check.. haha my shoes got alot of cracks.. cause i couldnt be bothered to repolish.. and my belt got sum problem.. i have a feeling its not my own belt... ):

"Libria, I congratulate you. At last peace reigns in the heart of man. At last war is but a word whose meaning fades from our understanding. At last, we are whole. Librians, there is a disease in the heart of man. It's symptom is hate. It's symptom is anger. It's symptom is rage. It's symptom is war. The disease is human emotion. But Libria, I congratulate you, for there is a cure for this disease. At the cost of the dizzying highs of human emotion, we have suppressed its abysmal lows. And you, as a society, have embraced this cure. Prozium. Now we are at peace with ourselves and human kind is one. War is gone. Hate, a memory. We are our own conscience now, and it is this conscience that guides us to rate EC-10, for emotional content, all those things that might tempt us to feel, again, and destroy them. Librians, you have won. Against all odds, and your own natures. You, have, survived." - Father
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I am feeling empty.
no, it is not because of school.
no, it is not because of family.
no, it is not because of the computer.
no, it is not because of any relationship.

I am just reflecting, about how life has been through my short little span of fourteen years. Even though I cant remember anything much since Primary 6 already.

I feel as though something in me died. Or, in Jay's words, Dieded.

I do not feel that spark and that humour anymore.
All I know is that I feel the burden of so many things.
Things I am obliged to do from life.

Anyway, I am having this thought, that if in the future I chance across this post, it will seem corny and all.

Suddenly life has become so complicated.
I am learning, I am changing. I do not like change.
But I guess, it is a process.

Really like the song now, Nickelback - Someday.
Really fits my mood.
If I have a mood.
Feeling empty...

Anyway, there is somethings i learnt to apply today.
and its how to make people forget you...
or even hate you. Okay. well I know I've got the power to influence people.
so today i was like.. detatching myself from alot of people.
today was interesting.. not that tiring.. in fact, i sort of slept awhile in the evening several times.. my grandma kept waking me up. haha. (: i dont hold it against her.
actually. i just want to refresh my life la.. like just wash up my life and start again.. yea.. ):
yea... Alright i want to say.. today was a VERY VERY busy day.
i also want to say, i am very tired. =(

today i woke up.. i had to.. practically drag myself out of bed la. i went to eat breakfast, PIZZA. then i went back to sleep again. luckily i woke up again in time. as always.. then brush teeth wash face blah blah. then changed into school U.
*Sigh. time for school*
okay so sleeping in the car is nice. i brought some pizza to school too, to eat during recess. reached school around 7.07am. yep. so i went straight to chapel... had morning prayer.
*I love to sing. sigh.*
okay then catena and all.. then assembly.. not bad. some announcements. then the flags were raised, not to mention the school flag slipped (which i later found out cause the prefect panicked...)
*I hate standing there wasting energy when i can sleep*
anyway gabriel had to do something. so i was given the keys. yea. went straight to class. didnt care about Bible Quiz. i hate it. but well. i may go tmr. sigh
*Being chairman was a good thing*
shit. deepankar didnt bring my maths worksheets that he borrowed from me. today we are having maths. also didnt sign my Milk Run consent form
*I got angry. got moody. sorry.*
English lesson. tired shit. teacher was going through comprehension. i almost couldnt find it. found it at last in some papers. i am getting really messy these days.
*what a shitty day. i am screwing up everything*
survived english. had fun talking about batman and comics and all. but here comes History, with the new teacher. "take up your History files and turn to page 69" shit. i didnt pack my history file. i forgot clean about it.
*this is getting worse. what else can i screw up in?*
anyway i borrowed K.mak's file so he shared with Bren. did the stinking summary of the Great Depression. oh yes. the pictures i printed for the history UBD was too small too. i must go and reprint.
*it issint that bad. i'll just use up extra time and get less of my much needed sleep*
Lets take recess for awhile.. and try finish up my chinese homework. missed my recess totally. missed prefect duty.
*wow. its just perfect now, right? cant get any better*
RME. okay RME was cool. i love RME. i got green. that means good file.. PLUS good reflections! haha thats a thumbs up for today. yay. at last. haha. HDB teens get more allowance than Private Housing teens. of course... Housing Apartments got the most.
*Irony of life. what a joke. its all twisted.*
after that is chinese. aww. screw it. teacher scolded me for not going to see her after my english oral; JunHao could. aiya. sabo.. lol. i dun want to see her cannot arh... anyway elian say i can manupilate my face.. i agree (: learn since primary school. HAHA. must look innocent.. must look sorry.. must look serious.. etc.
*maybe i can go try "bian lian" and earn money liaoz.*
after chinese had maths. didnt bring my notes. luckily didnt have to use the worksheets either if not i'll be damn screwed. haha. during maths was damn damn damn sleepy.
*sleeps.. maths is boring...*
okay anyway after that was end of school. slacked around.. left my bag in cenacle.. and had lunch. then went back to class. gabriel was hanging around cause his oral was today. right. i gave him a shock cause i went into class and then when he came back he suddenly saw 1 guy sitting at the corner when the class was supposed to be empty X)
*ahem... i was not playing with myself, gabriel.*
i was stoning. anyway i went to the cenacle again to prepare for mass. i was going to read the 1st reading.. and i figured out how to work the CD Player/Tape Player/Radio thing. taught ben how to use it and so he did.. for mass. moses stole half of my reading.
*"Nah. i shall be God, and you can be Lot!" "no. i take the first half and you take the second" "fine, moses."*
okay i think i read fine. said the rosary half-asleep. when it got to my turn i got abit laggy. the last part. haha. i knew it was my turn.. but well... drowsiness clouded my thoughts. couldnt FOCUS.
*Focus! reminds me of Mr Tung. hahas. ): nostalgia.*
i was sitting next to moses during the meeting. i was at the side, beside Our Lady. msoes was gaying around. and i was helping him out. haha. hansel was at his other side. moses is the joke everything.. yea. dont want to elaborate on gay stuff. but its not THAT gay. dont worry.
*Once you know moses, you can recognise his voice anywhere.*
after that me, jared, marcus and alex kau. the guy who skip going church camp cause he go penang instead. =( the meeting was short.. only about 15mins la. yea.. at least this time no bad news. harhar. i better go check if i have special duty for anything.. soon
*Prefects are a messy disorganised bunch. i swear.*
after that i went back to the cenacle to listen to this talk by this guy, Mr Bryan Shen. it was really enlightening. i learnt ALOT from it. 7 Capital Sins. I know evil now. I know I have been evil. sigh. I Shall Fight The Interior War
*God guide me, Jesus lead me. Amen*
anyway i also got this from the QoAS msn group site.

The saints closest to God are the unnamed and unknown ones. This is because God remembers them. Also, they will probably have lived their life in such a way that it does not attract attention to themselves but most likely attract others to God.

Evil is something that is very deceptively attractive. It seduces us through very subtle ways that we are not aware of. True evil is actually the state when we believe the wrong we do is correct or is an act that we disguise with 'goodness'.

God wills sufferings as a means for us to grow. It is like a mother who lets go and not cling to the child such that the child is never challenged to stand on his own two feet. In this way, good is challenging while evil tries to say that we should not try too hard. It gives us the easier way out to things but in this way actually sabotages our growth as persons.

Worldly values attempt to make things that are actually wrong look normal and hence correct. For example, the advertisements paint very lewd pictures of sexuality and make trendy the drug culture and it is done so often that we begin to accept them as norms when actually they are wrong and can be detrimental to our well-being.

We must aim to be humble. This is shown in our willingness to do good even though no one knows it. By being like that, we will then be willing to suffer for doing right because our doing right no longer depends on how others view us. Rather, it becomes dependent on our wanting to remain faithful to God through the love for one another.

adding another... specially for myself - he wants me to know entertainment. the more we know her, the more we know boredom. Then we will crave for more entertainment.

*So... does that mean i shant play computer?*

I also learnt that the about Archangels.
Michael
("who is like God") Courage, strong defense, divine, protection, shield and sword. Keeper of the violet flame.
Gabriel
("God is my strength") Bringer of news and heralds the revealing of answers. Maker of changes, trumpet.
Raphael
("God has healed") Golden vial of balm, aids in healing and master of healing the earth.
Uriel
("fire of God or God is my light") Emergencies, judgment, scroll, enlightenment and insights.

I also found out that the bearer of light was Lucifer. after he fell, he is still the bearer of light, but he bears false light. the light of satan

*God's Wisdom is better than Intelligence. I can percieve more, than a smart man can.*
Celebrated Jared's bdae.. ate some of his cake. gluttony. shrugs...
went home after that. stoned in front of the computer. had no mood to chat. but anyway danielle made me feel better by chatting about the camp loh.. haha. the church camp was damn fun cause i got to know lots of new people. (: also go and scold dan cause she never go for the camp... haha
*i am pissed. i dont know why.*
and time goes by... okay. its 5.00pm
my aunt still isn't here yet. i think she's going to come soon.
she was supposed to be here at 4...
called her at 4.30.. she said she was coming in Half Hour's time.
hmm.. chalet from today till wednesday.. but staying till tuesday only.
cause *whispers* i still got chinese homework.
anyway. after that i will be having church camp from thursday to saturday.
so its going to be a heck of a busy week for me.
yea... going to miss all of you X)
TAG MY BOARD! ITS THERE FOR ALL OF YOU.
including my evil twin. and where's my good twin??
evil never sleeps. good is ever vigilant. I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU.
well... damn shit i hate homework. it seriously sucks.
damn. have to complete everything by today. no more time next week.
sigh, done my english.
still have science and chinese
um.. and abit of maths which i dunno how to do
doing literature now...
dont know what about history project. hmmmm screw this. life's never gonna get easier... at least anytime soon, it wont. not in 10 years it wont.. not in 15.
new things are hard to do. there's no wonder why people just want to stay and not change.
now im qouting from Equilibrium.. some very cool movie i watched.

"Libria, I congratulate you. At last peace reigns in the heart of man. At last war is but a word whose meaning fades from our understanding. At last, we are whole. Librians, there is a disease in the heart of man. Its symptom is hate. Its symptom is anger. Its symptom is rage. Its symptom is war. The disease is human emotion. But Libria, I congratulate you, for there is a cure for this disease. At the cost of the dizzying highs of human emotion, we have suppressed its abysmal lows. And you, as a society, have embraced this cure. Prozium. Now we are at peace with ourselves and human kind is one. War is gone. Hate, a memory. We are our own conscience now, and it is this conscience that guides us to rate EC-10, for emotional content, all those things that might tempt us to feel, again, and destroy them. Librians, you have won. Against all odds, and your own natures. You, have, survived."

The problem with the world is man. no man, no problems.

"But I being poor, have only my dreams, I have spread my dreams under your feet, tread softly because you tread on my dreams."

I live only for my dreams. that after all these trails. someday it might be worth something.

"...without love, without anger, without sorrow, breath is just a clock ticking."

Maybe emotions are just there to accompany me throughout my life.
I'll never be free of them Okay.. woke up like 7.30 today... then i ate.. and slept until 8.30... haha
then i went to coronation.. like9. but then there wasnt any1 there. so sad. i wait there until about 9.45 i was walking about looking at shops and NTUC. hahaha.
in the end i found out they were meeting at 10. so i missed them like 15min. kaoz. stupid sia. so SAD. haha
so for the rest of the day i played and slept. and did a teeny little bit of homework XP sad la. must do finish my homework by next week already. uhh. mm today woke up at 630.. then changed to Number 3 loh. haha. left house like 720. sort of late loh. but then reached at 725. hehe i live so close to school mah. tehn reach school saw weijiang.. eugene go touch my head cause my hair cut so short XP anyway Mr Ho was late.. or he says he was "on the dot". riiight
so we went to changi airbase.. security check.. sa northview there.. with fibbles. haha. gibbles and hibbles never go. hahah. the thing was a waste of time.. though i made a new fren from the air base. his about 30 years old. cool huh (: he sit the fokker-50 with us so that he no need to do work. (: these kind of ppl. aiya but i sit airplane sleep during the trip loh. i think almost all NCC thing i sleep. hahaha XP yayness. after that went back SJI.. but eugene and kwok go and have lunch with sum northview ppl like fibbles X) tsk tsk sia. later in the afternoon i went to iggy's hse to do his connection.. but then so crazy i din know how to fix. in the end i went to watch National Treasure there. haha damn damn damn nice show. then daddy came over.. after about 1 hr he finally figured out the problem. hahaha. the WEP encryption code was wrong T.T yea so it was like wasted dunno how long there. luckily i use the time to sleep :D i love to sleep. yayness. got home and finally could use the computer at night! PHEW today there was supposed to be SANA.
I was supposed to be crashing. but in the end i decided not to.
cause of - mark pereira (the anti risk taker) and wei jiang (the man of integrity) okay okay.. i never blog about yesterday's silver wing cause i only went there half way.. cause of the stupid waste of time mathematics olympiad competition. after that took taxi to KK's hse cause he forgot to bring his NCC uniform.. how can forget one??? ya so anyway reached there like after lunch.. all the lectures over so basically there doing nothing.. walao...

yea so this is about today now. reached AFS like abit late.. cause aunt was fetching me.. and my cousins love to sleep.. so ya. luckily never kena anything. and there was uniform check.. haha my shoes got alot of cracks.. cause i couldnt be bothered to repolish.. and my belt got sum problem.. i have a feeling its not my own belt... ):

"Libria, I congratulate you. At last peace reigns in the heart of man. At last war is but a word whose meaning fades from our understanding. At last, we are whole. Librians, there is a disease in the heart of man. It's symptom is hate. It's symptom is anger. It's symptom is rage. It's symptom is war. The disease is human emotion. But Libria, I congratulate you, for there is a cure for this disease. At the cost of the dizzying highs of human emotion, we have suppressed its abysmal lows. And you, as a society, have embraced this cure. Prozium. Now we are at peace with ourselves and human kind is one. War is gone. Hate, a memory. We are our own conscience now, and it is this conscience that guides us to rate EC-10, for emotional content, all those things that might tempt us to feel, again, and destroy them. Librians, you have won. Against all odds, and your own natures. You, have, survived." - Father
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