30 January 2005
where are my "stuff" which i keep in my wallet??? Mum din take them.. she never touches personal stuff.. em swears she didnt... judith wont be so bo liao to take it... aiya.. means
1) i dropped it.. which is 99% impossible coz its in a zip conpartment.. or
2) my classmates took it.. to blackmail me, yea?
errr... so how.. tmr must check with them.. wonder who took my stuffs.
hecks.. maybe i am an addict.. and judith please dont comment on this.
haha and i am 1 moody person.. mood swings almost everytime.. hahah! :)
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY... but where are my neoprints?
29 January 2005
There are few things left to live for in this World.
27 January 2005
AHHHH.
what can i do now.
how can i trust you now?
sigh. i wasnt thinking. why did u have to
maybe u dont take stuff so seriously.
my fault. yea
ur fault too. nvm..
what can i do now?
i dont know
24 January 2005
yesterday was a rush.. doing my hw :) maths was so difficult.. and stupid teacher says today that "we'll go thru that when we have time" stupid teacher. lol i didnt say that! but.. its like very bo-chup. not caring whether we know how to do it or not... anyway.. alister didnt do his chinese qian bao! so naughty.. unlike me.. i did mine before school in the canteen and during recess in class :) i like last yr's chinese teacher better.. this yr's one is too blunt.. and it so easy to humour her :/ anyway.. alot of ppl saying i will become CSM. today 4 ppl say i will be. wilson wingkeong eugene joel sighh. okay.. i must participate alot and hold my position then :( stupid... going to have tuition now. and then lynn... haha strange :/ wonder what melissa is doing -_-
22 January 2005
If only I could find peace somewhere.
Away from all noise and action... and problems.
Too much things to worry here.
20 January 2005
Away From The Sun
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone do what I've done
I missed life
I missed the colours of the world
Can anyone go where I am
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I've known
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
And now I can't do what I've done
And now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down, away from the sun
That shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down, away from the sun
That shines the life away from me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down, away from the sun again.
Three Doors Down
God gave us free will, not to control others.
Many fought for freedom, some are still captive.
You see things as they are. I try to see further.
17 January 2005
set my links back up. hope daniel wont spam. if not i'll hug him tight till erm.... he bursts? lol maybe i'll just abuse PREFECT POWER. or complain to teacher.. which is kind of lame.. shake his head up? uh-huh... haha i just PRAY HOPE BEG that he wont spam.... with xuan yi, samuel they all
13 January 2005
hmmm aiya.. talking alot of crap in school with elian.. during some period. cant say. coz eugene ang warned me :) thx eugene hahaha. okay.. yep. love talking crap. wei si li. LOL blue blood.
11 January 2005
some self-reflection...
I'm changing. i know that. i shld put more control and thought into my actions. life aint a bed of roses. i should brace myself.
I SHOULD STAY HAPPY :)
10 January 2005
okay. so u found out the imposter wasnt me. so what?
I'm not ready to forgive.
not when u were so evil
screw it. u just ruined my day. maybe my week too. dont trust me? fine. i still will say it. I did not do that. you dont believe me, okay. like what can i do about it if u dont want to. you wanna hate me. fine. what can i do about it. its ur life. u dont believe me. nothing i do or say will change what u think.. not now, maybe not anymore. i hate imposters. i never impost anyone. its obvious someone is trying to implicate me. but u see it from ur angle. fine. well it's wrong. and i didnt write that.
We'll leave it as it is then.
but i can swear i have never imposted anyone in my life before.
So Be It.
03 January 2005
Ahhh this is a day to remember.. 1st day of secondary school!
okay woke up.. then wash up.. then went to school. Yulica car-pool coz now going CHIJ TP with my sis.. yea anyway there was this jam.. but i wasnt late.. okay there were these stupid sec 1s who came to school in their primary uniform... thats like STUPID! my year got no such things. we were so smart. :) anyway, this prefect WANTED help. but anyway i was going to the chapel for morning prayer, so okay. PRAY! :) yay so long never have morning prayer liaoz. so nice :)) it was raining so we went up to class. ahhh! my class is on the 4th storey.. madness! everyday will have to bring my bag up THERE. bahh okay say 'hi hi' then teacher come in.. Teachers are all the same.. aiyo.. except Physics and Chinese changed. set up tables and all.. then hmm now im sitting in the third row.. quite away from Elian :P haha Maths period Ms Richards was doing all her admin stuff... lalalala... didnt bring my report book! hecks.. alot of other ppl oso forgot :) diary no cover, must use last yrs one, but i never bring. so it looked like shit =/ 8.25 had assembly.. wesley felt like fainting again! 1st anniversary! must relive the moment (last yr same thing happened) after her lesson had recess.. ahhh street soccer pitch duty shift 1. WHO IN THE WORLD WOULD BE SO CRAZY AS TO PLAY SOCCER ON THE 1ST DAY OF THE SCHOOL YEAR? yea so J. Ram and i were doing the shift.. yawn.. nth as expected. bah! now we got 2 recess tables.. and aniruddha never do his canteen duty. lol left wesley to clean the 2 tables by himself :P after recess wong wah lee came in.. files havent been printed. GOOD. so could slack and do nothing during her period. stone... ahhh stoning... boring.. was re-memorising the Josephian's Pledge again, just in case on thursday no1 remembers and class die. (coz b4 PE we must recite the Josephian's pledge) hmm.. Mr Chan's laptop mouse is SUPER DIRTY.. nowonder he doesnt use it.. (or shld it be: he doesnt use it, nowonder its super dirty?) haha anyway, blah blah.. never teach anything. just ran through the grading system, coz now got no more mid-year or TAs. then nth to do again... lol. elian thinks i like alot of girls :) let him wonder and guess, i dont care :D ahhh chinese.. got a new chinese teacher. like last time 1.. cannot talk in any other language, other than chinese of course! (during the period). okay so anyway my class was so big! so Mr Heng had to transfer some boys to a different class. bye nicholas bye denise bye xuan yi and so on :) 5 of them lol.. gone.. for the year.. wheeeee okay anyway Mr Heng badmouthed daniel that last yr he was very naughty, get him into trouble with the new teacher only.. and Mdm Tan is a crazy teacher. she doesnt teach according to lessons, she jumps. today she started on lesson 4... what the hell, wants us to bring our 2nd semester books too. mm then she wants us to watch chinese news every evening/night too and she said she will ask us about it whenever... aiyo... haha okay then PSE.. watch the video on the Tsunami.. then had this donation thingy.. okay lar i donated but i wont say how much. yea then teacher selected the new chairman. it was like so screwed.. lol ppl choosing wing keong even when he dont want to be.. lol then class still want me to be chairman! :) im so proud of myself! haha EGO :P okay anyway i told teacher maybe zhi hao and gabriel, then she say john oso can. okay. so there was this voting thingy. and GABRIEL WON! by a wide margin mind.. oh yarh.. one of his likes on his blog is pissing chairman off. great, now he will be pissing himself :) yepyep. okay then did some MATHS. DURING A FREE PERIOD. what can u do with ms richards around.. she'll drive u to do work, work, work. (not that its bad, but i mean its a free period) yea anyway teacher was saying what what what.. she wanted the work to be in this format. then some smart alecs did it already the wrong way.. but i stupid stupid go say teacher wont check. :X she heard me. but she didnt know who. stupid daniel had to answer ms richards when she asked: JONATHAN!!... -.- sabo king lor.. aiya nvm.. okay went back home.. had lunch.. then had tuition.. haha stupid thingy.. SchoolDNA aiya lost my pass.. spent the better half of an hour trying to crack the pass. finally found it! but not before sending an email to the technical@SchoolDNA.com. er... so i just sent a follow-up email to tell them no need to tell me liao. i 'retrieved' the password myself liao :) haha okay then soon after.. slack.. and then went to aunt's hse.. chat with Mr Tan, my old piano teacher, he's teaching my cousins. i feel so bad. i cant remember how to play anything but, 'Mary had a little lamb'. wanna learn again. but i dont think i'll have the chance. nvm. haha okay so went to play bball at the CC. on the way there, of course i talk crap with bryan. wahahha dam lame. nvm.. okay then we trashed the other team there wheeee ahaha good def good att lol! anyway... i need to exercise alot to lose all the excess weight i gained during the hols of camping in front of the computer! :) at night.. hmm.. did my timetable.. admin stuff. pack bag.. and watch stupid news :) now blogging! gtg now.. so late. 11pm. took 38min to blog this! wahahhahaa
02 January 2005
WHEE I LOVE MY NEW BLOG TEMPLATE :)
I LOVE ITS FONT
I LOVE THE REMARKS IM GETTING :)
school starting tmr. going to pack everything now!