31 October 2004
and so the hols drag on. i wont post unless there's interesting stuff other than playing comp yea. okay so anw yesterday i slept over at bryans hse. slept dam late. nowadays sleep late. 1am+? prefect duty at 12. briefed and then started. toured 2 families then SLACK! haha disturb nathaniel, who's cousin thinks im gay. anw unfair i dun get CIP for duty. unfair. eugene and moses went for NCC will get. never tell me! tell me i get more CIP! add to 49hrs. lol haha i saw sis report book she got so lil haha. then nathaniel was in charge of 1 NCC air stall so i sabo him and bring parents there to see whats it bout. =P yeas. then after that sit at PAC staircase and enjoy aircon until talk over. oso went to side gate carpark to pass time. so bored. played sum no. game with other prefects. thats lame. i thought them another nicer game. bleah their game so childish. haha joking.. anw when going to de-brief that time like 430? moses james sabo me and jeremy by asking us to go entertain late comers... freaking late comers! lol yea then really got 1 family then jeramy ran away left me to bring them on my own. wanted me to tok chinese summore. yea im not so FLUENT in chinese lehh... haha yea. enjoyed the open house on the whole lar. hehehe. yay. =) mm yea anw b4 going for jiang tuition got this group of gurls ring the bell and ask: 'trick or treat' wth halloween is on sunday (today) what in the world are they doing it on halloween eve? anw since when did our neighbourhood celebrate halloween -.-" yea. den my mum go give them sum stuff.. =( less food for me to munch. haha. anw yea they all pri 3/4 around there. i think. haha okay so nvm then. went for jiang. whats so great about taking off my cast? aiyo they arh.. haha. anw now so slack. coz exams end lerhs.. class very slow and relaxed. then after class go bryan's hse lor! =))
28 October 2004
this morn i woke up at 7 to play comp. mum go scold me. sigh. everytime i use she always comment, siblings use she never. hiaz. anw yea she wants me to keep a bloody schedule for how long i use comp. sighh. anw played badminton with '04 peeps at tanglin. they went to play LAN. i went back home. sigh. bored. mum keep retricting. sighh.
26 October 2004
i am a pig, no doubt about it. all i do is eat sleep play.
kae today woke at 725 and started playing. lol. then was abit late for oral comms course exam. =P nevermind no1 cares. late oso nvm. hehe. anw read 'my last walk in the park' by Kenneth Gwee. hehe gave u face. =P id u are reading it anw. haha then anw was sort of nevous but i supposed i made it thru. especially the dicussion part i was quite pro. kk so anw my talk on time. keke.. yea it was boodly fast. not more than15min in skool can go lerhs. lol anw i stayed back for awhile to irritate the others who were last-minute revising.. haha! anw the dicussion was 'what job do u think is the hardest to do?' haha okay so i said odd jobs, admin etc. coz u haf to do all the odd stuff.. run left run right.. haha cool rite! yea.. =)) played comp until got headache den rest for awhile. then continue. and continue. and continue
25 October 2004
last day of skool. ahhh. finished. now its over. its all over.
now i shall wait. for whatever next year brings me.
24 October 2004
Okay this is wad happened today. woke up at 7++ coz i was going for 815am mass. so i was sleepy as usual. slept dam late last nite. consecutively. yawn. then had cathechism. paul and ashley devised this devious plan to make us converse wif other classmates. they go pair us up to another peep. the 1st time i was paired with Elliot. okayy. so he's in what? i can't remember. i think water polo. probably. so 2nd time i was paired with.. oops. i forgot the name. let's try remember. dammit i cant. hahahaha :)) yea okay. i feel so bad now. haha tok to her but cannot remember her name. nxt week i shall look at paul's attendance list nxt week. haha yeas. so i came home. used comp. grandma and grandpa and aunt and uncle and uncle and cousins came my house! haha confused? okay its my grandmother's bdae celebration. her bdae tmr marhs. (my mum side) yeas.. okay so i used. then i slept the whole afternoon and evening since my bro and his frens from skool hog the compSSS. aiyo.. at nite oso. project work.. wth.. anw yea i managed to use at 9 like that, using using using. i feel like a pig already.
the yr past so fast. made so many new friends. now i know almost all of them so well. comfortable with them. but some things dont change. and probably never will. they probably wont understand what life is. they dont think. if i were to leave now i would have so many unaccomplished things. i need time. anger subsides. but when the fire is down to embers they just feed it more. sometimes i feel that its all over, the things are okay. but then, it starts again. education is not everything then. what we do and our impact on society. so much conflict everywhere. where in this world is there peace. people dont realise the amount of influence they have on others. unless I harden my heart, I dont think i'll survive. so now, i'll try to be strong. but as always. my negative emotions always slip back down. if im angry, i become calm; if im in sorrow, i bcum consoled. but when im happy, i stay that way. maybe it's a good thing. but then i can never hate others. not when i can see them everyday. they dont understand, even when I explain. they dont listen. they dont think.
23 October 2004
yea dammit today woke up at 9.. i think i slept thru the alarm. i set it at 7am. haha but last nite i slept at 230am. so yea probably slept thru. lol. haha anw came down to play comp. play and play and play. my motto now: eat sleep play. =) good rite? yeas then sis had to come home. had to let her use Acer (the new and faster computer) after that like 2pm i went to cut my hair. took so long! and i read finish 'I am David' already. thats a nice book. got the author's philosiphy. and the personailty of David was great. nice book. if u haf time u shld read it =) free publicity. haha. yeas. came home like 4++ and my hair is erally dam short. lol was dozing off while having my hair cut. yeapos. then i played comp. again. eat dinner. go for jiang. then got during jiang teacher was checking the answers lor. then i and munshi wrote same thing.. -.-" wad the hell. lol.. ok.. came home. play summore. haha (since im writing this on sunday) i feel asleep coz i was soooo tired while reading on my bed. what was i reading? hmm short term memory. haha sry lar! so late. bet its 2+am again. haha. tired tired tired. monday ian say he wants to go st mikes. k. but i have tuition. bloody shit. dung. nvm. consolation: i can stay at home and play computer after tuition. =/
22 October 2004
okay today i missed morning prayer (aww not holy anymore) but that was bcoz i was supposed to meet a teacher at 0715h.. keke recieve award marhs. high distinction for AMC.. like 'new south wales' competition larhss.. maths.. wheeee. im so pro ;) joking joking.. only 4 boys in sec 1 got high D. haha. anw after that took a photo.. yea wif my stoopid cast lol. wonder how it'll look on the skool mag. lol. haha so anw after that went chapel. 4th dec got the 'lourdes experience' and i think i shall help out. yep. k, say.. i went back to class and got ready to go PAC. can't remember what subjects we went thru. but it matters not. yea.. went for recess and played abit abit of soccer.. dammit 2min! stupid. must lock class and got prefect duty! aiyo. haha gabriel forgot to bring his tie today. prefect I/C summore.. =P this type of example, role model. after recess went PAC.. until end of the day! wow.. went thru bio and physics. sir jude tan and mr chan. lol.. was dozing during physics talk. yea but bio, jude tan was more interesting. could stay awake. that took like 1.5hrs. so after that watched "A Beautiful Mind" for the movie-book tie in... supposed to watch "I, robot" but bcoz of sum 'technical problems'.. more like cannot play pirated VCD. lol yea.. so anw it was dam interesting, tho confusing at the beginning. but walao they go stop the show halfway. coz of sum talk by the police. yakyakyak... all these i hear b4 already. in pri skool. sigh. went back to class at 1415h.. siao 1420h supposed to fall in. dam lucky they change to 1440h... if not can die. anw so i ate halfway then had to give a chicken wing to samuel and threw half-eaten 1 away.. dang... so anw.. had promo test.. bloody poh chiat scare me when he was marking. say "hiaz jonathan, hiaz. disappointing.. hiaz" etc. yea.. in the end 8/10.. haha lowest score 5/10.. i think they mark rong or sumthing lor! i demand to see how they mark. where are my mistakes!? haha anw after that had PT... so i slack at 1 side =) cool! my cast marhs. this is when i love it most! muacks. haha then got muster parade. partmates got their prizes (i got mine during AP) wingkeong, eugene and edgar.. yeaps.. then come home.. lol i polish boots yesterday oso no1 check.. waste effort. lol anw slacked.. like always.. slacked... kk gonna sleep at 0230am lerhs =)
21 October 2004
so just a run thru of what i did today. went to skool abit later than usual coz i overslep abit. yea.. just in time for morning prayer... being holy.. =) haha. anw.. ok. unfortunately i forgot to bring my diary. however, as usual. i manage to escape SJI teachers. haha. after assembly had chairmen meeting. mr chan gave us schedules for today n tmr. went to class.. then had chinese.. 102 had life sciences during that time so the higher chinese stayed in class.. i still dont understand how come mr lee din mistake wilson to speak hindi or tamil.. smart sia.. wilson speaks chinese but is very dark.. very very dark.. kekeke.. (not being racist please). den went to the PAC coz got chemistry analysis.. like common mistakes etc. yea.. most of mine is careless tho. sum i din study marhs. mm recess... played tai-tee(i dunno how to spell?) yea.. with gab and elian.. haha shhhhhhh.. dont say. its illegal. =P yea 1 round. bloody elian won. but being the good boys we are. with werent sore losers and didnt play with money! haha.. went to eat and den played soccer (i pulled off my tie first for safety reasons =P) then was slightly late for prefect duty haha.. who cares.. like I/C never even report! see how good i m? and dis sec 3 prefect must always come and comment on how bad we sec 1s are.. hecks. went for life sciences after recess.. paired with karan. found out that his music star idol is 'michael jackson, the living legend' (exact words qouted from karan) yea michael jackson's not bad.. haha bon jovi and savage garden too! and a few others =P toot lar.. tokking away while teacher not looking. haha i think i got this special ability to talk without teachers' noticing. =P haha other ppl get sent out.. me? i noe when to keep quiet. haha. anw i said toot coz life sciences we were in the lab.. then had this Ecoli to breed.. i can swear we wear using urine! i could smell all the amonia! stinks.. and what the heck. we didnt know how to do and the whole class was handing in rubbish. aiya the teacher so crazy. never explain! so i 'encouraged' the class to hand in their nonsense work. not really encourage.. just tell them nevermind. everyone doesnt know how to do. doesnt matter. haha.. okay anw went to PAC after that again. this time english. was talking alot of bull. haha sitting at the back marhs.. coz we were sort of late after life sciences (it ate into the period) yeaps.. haha was making junhao luff bcoz of sick jokes. nvm.. that guy so pervert. very easy to make him laugh. cold... underneath air-con.. same place as where i sat during renaissance. cold... haha... could say i froze. mr soo was being extra lor! take out the test paper need to use a magic trick oso.. siao arh he.. lol.. mr soo is an english teacher also marhs.. yea. den got another english teacher.. toking about the compo.. then got 1 essay question is "childhood is the best time in a person's life"... she gave an example of what rubbish we students wrote. "adults don't havee any toys except sex toys" wth.. which student wrote that! that was so sick =) ahhaha... then went back to class. ms richards never come.. only like half hr later 1.05pm.. lol.. at first i had to shout and shout and shout.. elian n wesley too.. then they settle down into small groups n talk softly or play etc.. b4 that they were all over kicking soccer ball and such.. siao.. -.-" yeaps. so i was playing with terry wesley kenneth this game i played in pri skool. blif me it may seem childish but its addictive. its really fun! u get lots of luff out of it. any, having that special ability of mine. i got a scent of ms richards coming. immediately turned and saw her coming around a corner. (dont be stupid she hasnt such strong perfume. its just gut feeling, six sense i guess) yea. bout 15 meters from class. i hiss: miss richards! and boom bang shuffle. everyone gets back to their seats in 4 seconds. lol. ms richards can see what's happening durh.. but we were bloody silent! haha so she didnt comment! weeeeeee! =D i felt like sniggering. but haha cannot! yea.. then she ask y no1 call her from staff room after coming back from PAC. then i cannot belif my class.. they said we just come back from the PAC. lol.. farni! yea.. slacked.. read book. borrowed from jay (who borrowed from library) got consent form for chalet lerhs. haven show my mum. no mass after skool today. didnt need to fall in after skool. so i just toked to poh chiat and jeremy etc and wei jiang say i 'suck up' wth lorhs.. haha yeas.. then i went home. shit poh chiat making me do comms relay. tmr need uniform no. 3.. i got to go polish shoes lerhs.. must tell my part! ahhhh byeeeeeee sis wants to use!!!!!! =))
20 October 2004
now i added in geog marks. im 4th position tied with matthew. kicked john to 6th.. haha.
aiya.. was thinking of what life means. nowadays. after exams all i do is slack. i dont really go out and play soccer. i dont really socialise. broken arm. mum dont let me out. thinking about what i want to be next time. what use it would be. see in the end we all will die. so what will we acomplish in our life? like would it just be superficial or will it carry on. will our deeds just fade away? yea so maybe i want to be a teacher. or sumthing like that. help others. help others to help others. if not my life would just be touch-and-go. no impact. i shld do things now which would bring me further in life. then i shall be able to be someone next time. do i want to be rich? do i want to be a teacher? how can i leave an impression on the world? think think think... i should change myself. yes, change.
19 October 2004
one word: disappointing.
i didnt expect it. but nvm. life moves on. drop by 2-3%
class position Term1 = 2nd, Term2 = 1st, Term3 = 2nd
now? 6th.
Aniruddha unexpectedly got 1st. from say, nowhere, jump up. either hardworking or tyco. i think its tyco. but now i got to work hard for next year. work. must mug. must understand. must remember. be serious. sigh.. now i dont think ill be able to get a phone.
legion was great. discuss alot. meaningful bible sharing. moses yeo was bugging me.
just great. love it. holiday CIP. Chalet. great.
17 October 2004
haha dammit dis morn woke up so early.. 7am.. last nite slept like say 1230? yea.. sians.. woke up got ready and played abit.. haha! 20min.. addict? maybe. yea.. so went for mass and den went for cat class.. after that bought home chicken rice.. played comp.. and then get introed to this blog: http://victoriatutorial.blogspot.com.. lets just say the author is very lame. can be my teacher already.. haha dam farni.. then was exchanging music.. but hecks. most of the music i dun like haha.. =P played sims 2.. and created abominations.. look like shit.. lol.. this is short tag.. im going to play summore mahh..
15 October 2004
wahhhh today dam unlucky... haha went skool went chapel for morning prayer.. im not sure if friar is angry or not.. coz last time john paul and i go put the hosts in a smiley face position last time.. then i think friar thinks its i do.. and john went for that mass, i didn't. john say friar face was grim.. hahaha.. summore i bet he'll noe who i am coz i got a cast.. nvm but last time was a plaster cast.. now is fibreglass dam vandalised.. summore got toher peeps got broken hand too! kekeke.. yea anw.. after that went for assembly without diary.. haha.. like alot of ppl forgot to bring lorh... haha luckily never kena scolding.. mm then went to class to watch this movie called 'holes'.. nice show! nicer than 'sky captain' wahahaha... anw its about this boy.... nvm those who watch will noe.. those who never too bad. hard to descirbe.. ill haf to say the whole story lorh.. and its hard to describe the show..yea ull get very confused.. so anw went 4 recess and then later went to hall.. had the farewell thingy.. almost fell asleep until elian press the part below my nose and above my mouth there.. yea coz last time teacher said that there's an acupoint there.. will make u wake up.. it must haf worked coz i wasnt sleepy no more.. i slept at 2am thats y was so sleepy btw.. yep.... went back class at 1240.. dam din bring PUB course form (but in the end no need to hand in, my fren was scaring me) and black socks (this is real, every training need) yea lor.. haah in the end oso alot of peeps never bring.. ok lar.. but i coulndt do PT... not that i couldn't.. i wasnt allowed to... darn.. haha they see me small coz of my cast! today, i found out i was the only prefect in my company!! bloody hell.. during the muster parade.. no1 lowering the flag so they call out the prefects.. dam slow reaction.. next time i must not worry! I MUST NOT WORRY TOO MUCH! i shld overcome my fear!! arhhh.. ok i must put this into my brain.. yea.. came home play comp.. my assasin growing lvl sia.. wee.. end of exams feel like ages ago! (only 2 days) hahaha...
14 October 2004
haha i was too obsessed with playing to bother about updating yesterday! keke this morn woke up and started playing 'Risk Your Life' sum massive-multiplayer online role playing game (MMORPG).. mm then at 11 got ready to go out.. and i was like 7min late.. haha they called my hse and matthew was so suprised i could get there so fast (i live near Tanglin CC.. so i could get to cafe fast) i was late coz my mum make me eat lunch.. haha then took dbl decker to far east.. then they go eat burger king.. dam i was the only 1 who never buy anything.. lols.. haha.. then aiya was so tempted but elian gabriel and especially matthew dun wanna share.. keke.. i din get any.. btw u dun wanna noe what we were toking about and luffing about.. haha but the burgerking was sort of a sunken hole like that.. haha then we walked to Lido to buy tickets for 'sky captain' yea... on the way met ian.. he was supposed to come straight instead of meeting at cafe.. so anw i still find it amazing he could find us.. lol.. then after buying tickets went to play 1hr of CS at the LAN shop.. wasnt that good.. but not that bad either.. keke then watch show.. dung it.. not nice lor... the show not that nice.. like short plot stretch long long.. hmm then played 2hr of CS again.. i was so pro in poolday that ian tot i was using hack haha! he dunno that shotgun very pro! =P small map wad.. then started playing knife.. elian was dam pro.. he whole day play 'steam' at home wad.. then play knife matches.. elian 1 knife kill! siao lor... haha then i threw a grenade and killed all of them... haha..=P played battlefield vietnam too.. soso lar.. hmm today was dam fun.. but now im broke.. $20.60 in one day! kaoz... haha.. yea!
10 October 2004
be sure i will extract justice. torn between two worlds, two principles. i have decided. so be it. change my life. may you know. but you dont. no one tells. no one teaches. i leave it upon myself to do it. and it is not because it is my duty, not because i want to be nosy. its because i am bothered. and i am going to change that. thanks to you. numb my senses. and from now, may you know another me. i know it wont be easy. so be it. i still will. for the sake of myself? yes i suppose so. a barrier? maybe. to make me a better person and you, maybe you will realise. i do not noe. but i do know that Violence gets you no where. no where at all. i assure you that justice will be carried out swiftly and silently. may you... and i... survive.
06 October 2004
Yea!! using the comp now.. feeling nothing.. haha.. not happy not sad.. mmm yea just had maths paper 1 and history.. din noe 1 question 4 maths and another question got rong.. then history barely had enuf time.. walao.. but i completed it.. sort of.. all the questions done but maybe abit rush.. yea.. tmr is bio.. one of my fav subjects.. i love science =) yea!!! darn it.. tmr oso got chinese.. must remember to bring the materials.. mm ok.. short 1.. hope i will start blogging after the exams! =P