- This is the moment -



A new song in my blog
Music by Frank Wildhorn
Today went to bought a new Flute scores book
12 pieces all together
I love this song .. ‘ This is the moment ! ’
Last night when I finish all the Mv by Vanilla Mood
I strongly got the urge to publish up my flute skill
I don’t want to be very left-behind in my orchestra !
Dear Lord …
Give me more and more anointing from You …
I just want to serve You the best !
Yes … nod nod …

Below is the Mv from Vanilla Mood
very great !!!!

- Loneliness -



It's pretty a long long and tired journey ...
Since i came here ..
Singapore ! ! !

I can't even describe how my feeling now ..
the loneliness which i ever experienced before ..
eventhough i got lot of friends around me ..
but ... the feeling of buddies .. and closer ..
cannot found here !!!



I just miss you ...
and miss my friends ..
Dear friends , i get all the sms
thanks for all the concerning ..
i've been touched so deeply ...
and even cry out uncontrollable ...
sigh ~

The day is near ...
we will meet up so soon ...
waiting for me ...
my dear friends ...
my dearest ...

- Christmas -



Finally ...
25th Dec 2006 ..
It's over !!!!
My first Christmas in S'pore ...
The first Christmas without all of my friends ...

I just realise how much i miss them ...
miss my mummy ... daddy ... kuonggy sis ...
friends ... and you my dear ...

A silent night ...
It's pretty true a SILENT night !!!!
tears pouring down ...
sigh ...

- Wintersong -



The lake is frozen over
The trees are white with snow
And all around
Reminders of you
Are everywhere I go

It's late and morning's in no hurry
But sleep won't set me free
I lie awake and try to recall
How your body felt beside me
When silence gets too hard to handle
And the night too long

And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by

Oh I miss you now, my love
Merry Christmas, merry Christmas,
Merry Christmas, my love

Sense of joy fills the air
And I daydream and I stare
Up at the tree and I see
Your star up there

And this is how I see you
In the snow on Christmas morning
Love and happiness surround you
As you throw your arms up to the sky
I keep this moment by and by

*********************************************

A very sad Christmas song ...
but i like it so much ~
Sarah Mclachlan, another most favourite singer !
I just found out that she can play piano very well ~

This song ...
dedicated to you my dear ...
Hope that , you will be having your
great Christmas over there ...
blessing ... and love ..
from me ...

- Corrinne May - Everything In its time -


Sometimes I wonder what lies ahead
How long till my hunger is fed
They say it's hard to make it in this part of town
So many people on this merry-go-round

Some folks try astrology
Some turn to crystal balls
To find an answer,
To get through it all
I just fall on my knees and I try to pray
In the silence I can hear Him say

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time

I often feel like I'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
But I'm stubborn in the things I believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign

'cause maybe there's another plan
One I still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how we see

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold on to patience and watch for the sign
Everything in its time
Everything in its time

******************************
A very very touching song ...
been touched my heart so deeply ...
love the lyrics ...
meaningful ...
Yupe ... i know ...
everything in its time ...
strongly agree ...
A song by Corrinne May
One of my most favourite singer ^^

- Merry Christmas ! -


Two women , dressed in their finest , were having lunch together
in an exlclusive restaurant.
A friend saw them and came over to their table to greet them.
" What's the special occasion ?" she asked.
One of the women said,
"We're having birthday party for the baby in our family.
He's 2 years old today. "
" But where's the baby ? " the friend asked.
The child's mother answered,
"Oh , i dropped him off at my mother's house.
She's taking care of him until the party's over.
It wouldn't have been any fun with him along. "

How ridiculous !!!
A birthday celebration for a child who wasn't welcome
at his own party !!!
Yet , when you stop to think about it,
that's no more foolish than going through the Christmas season,
with all of its fastivities, without remembering the One
whose birth we are supposed to be honoring.

And that's the way many people celebrate Christmas.
In all the busyness, the party going , gift -shopping,
and family gathering, the One whose birthday
they are commemorating is most completely forgotton.

During this holiday season,
in all of your good times with family and friends,
make sure you don't leave out the Lord Jesus.
Give Him the honor He deserves.

- Updated Photos -



Yippy !!!!!!!!!
A very long time didn’t even update my current photo ~
Yeah … correct…
This is my most updated look !
Kekekeke ….


Photo been taken by using my own hand phone …
Hmmm…. Not bad right ?!
Lol …

My hair turn more and more black …
SooOoo sad …
Used to have a shinny redish coloured hair
But now … my hair become more and more longer …
And even turn more and more black ….
Aiks … waiting to go back to KK …
Will definitely have a big changes before I coming back
Yes !!!!!! - nod nod -

- Update ... -



hmm ... it's been a long time since the last time
updating my previous life here ...
currently is just tired and tired ...
i used to sleep for two times per day
imagine ... how many hours is that ?!
* blush *




today is another friday !!!
the day which i love the most !
because ... i don't have my class !!!
Yippy ~~~~~

wake up at 10am ...
was thinking about my public law again ...
Friday is always my revision day
but somehow ... this few weeks i keep revising the public law
and never touch the other subjects !
felt guilty ~~~~
I HATE PUBLIC LAW !!!!
how i wish there's nothing call POLITIC
in this world !!!!

time passed tantivy as i couldn't manage to
arrange my timetable thoroughly ... sigh ..
and some more ...
need to practice my flute again ~~~~
sigh ...
it's better move off now ...
sigh sigh sigh sigh .... !!!!!!!

- Si En -


One of my Taiwan friend's new album !!!
A very great singer !!!
Come and have a look ~
You will definitely ... exactly ... absolutely ...
FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS VOICE !!!!

- Great Pianist -

Oh Gosh ~~ A super great pianist !!!

Hope that i could be like this ~~~

- Arise and Build ! ! -






Yes !!! here come's the most looking forward day ~~
the Arise and Build in our church !!!!
it's the time for us to pledge ...
it's the time for us to give ...
it's the time for us to receive blessing ...
How precious are You my Lord ~
No riches of the earth compares to You !
I just want to offer my life to You ...
as a living sacrifice ...










It is my first time to get involve in the church building fund in S'pore ~
somehow ... i honestly felt like ...
very commit ... looking forward ... excited ... blessing ...
this is now inside my deepest heart !!!!

Dear Lord ~
Just wanna walking more Faith with You ...
and i will put my Trust on You ...
In Your promises ... my heart turn Brave !!
Amen !

- Career ?! ... Dream ?! -




Oh gosh ~~~
what’s a CLRI assignment !!!!!
It’s a long long and long night …
been looking at my A4 sheets … and stunned there …
all my mind is blank …
An assign without sources !!!!!
how can I finish it ????!!!!
yupe … correct !!!


Never and ever despise a Law student !!!!
and I started to think … am I able to handle it ?

Been quite a long time pondering about the same question …
among the four subjects … so far … Criminal Law is the one which I can cope better !
and somehow … it’s quite a hard for me to get fun from Public Law and CLRI ~
dear God … what’s a boring life I’m now having !!!!

ya … trying to turn into music area again …
Congrats !!! I’ve just finish my grade 8 music theory !!!!
Praise the Lord !!!!
and do hope that … I can pass it …

Been pray for a long time … about my career … and dream .. !
as people always said that , career and dream is different issue !
and they will never link together !
but inside my deepest heart …
I’m still thinking … whether there’s a chance for me …
to get involve into music area once again … and make it as my career …
Impossible !!!! Everything is IMPOSSIBLE !!!!!!

but … our God is the one who make Impossible Possible, right ?!
ya … my church is looking for a group of instrument player …
They are actually in the process to establish our own church orchestra band !
How marvelous !!!!!
I’ve been played for once in an orchestra band when I was in KK
That’s the first and the last time so far in my life !!!
but somehow … God is good … all the time !!!!
It’s really a great chance for me !!!!
I never forget the feeling when I was played in the orchestra band !

hmm… think think and think …
ya … finally decided !!!
I will make a move !
yes … tell me you will support me
Ok ?!

- Hazzy Life -




hmm... Praise the Lord ~
this morning when i woke up ...
and looking out the window ...
very surprise that ... it's a clean and clear atmosphere !!!!
that's mean ... last night was rainnig so heavily ...
then cast away all the haze ...
( ya ... dear Lord ... hope that it won't be cast to Malaysia )
cause my dearest mummy still over there ... lol ...

sigh ...
it's pretty a long long week for me...
this few weeks ... i'd been suffer a lot of things ...
which never happened in my life though ...
it's really a hazzy inside my heart ...
eventhough the haze outside had been casting off ~

yupe ... but some how ...
i believe in God , the Father Almighty~
i know all the things happen ... should be a lesson for me ~
Dear Lord ... i know that ... You are being with me ...
but... i need a break ...
desperately need a break ...

whispering off ...

- Super Tired -

hmm ... another super tired day ...

tonight missed my cell group precious time ..!!

because of ... i was too tired to turn up !

and some more ... i don't want to show up my moody and saddy and tiring face~

been looking for another room today ~

A saddest things happen ...

finally , i decided not to take the room ~

once again ... the feeling of being cheated emerged ..

and this is the first time i've been crying out of the public ..

luckily i was wise enough to cover up myself ..

do hope this is the first and the last time ~ hmm ...

Yupe ... tomorrow will be another wonderful day ..

Man's way leads to a hopeless end .. but ..

God's way leads to an endless hope !!!!

i pretty sure that ...

I've learned something again !!!!

God ... tomorrow should be another good day ...

it should be ... right ?!

* ya ... photo been taken this morning *

- Class -















wuahahah...
yes ... we got fun during our criminal class !!!
photo been taken during the class after our break ~
the Eileen ~~~~~~~
shooting the pic in a not-so-good angle !!!
make my face look much bigger than her !
oh no !!!!

- Miss -




















sigh ... finally ... this thing happen to me !!!!
start my story now ~
it's a pretty tired day after my criminal law lectures today ..
last night been chatting with Agnes till another 3 something ..
today wake up at 10 o'clock ~
wow ... i am always the one who need to sleep for 9 hours man ~
then it would be consider enough !

finish class ... going to take bus as usual ..
inside the bus ... i think a lot ...
still worry about my room thingy ... theory thingy ...
this two things have already been bothering me for weeks ~
and my head become more and more bigger .. gee ~
and finally one become two !!!! two biggy head !!!!
think ... think .. and think ..
fell asleep ... dreaming ...

When i woke up .. oh man ~ what was happen ??
where am i now ?!
i kept a glimpse at those passing - by building ..
weird ~ i was like never been here before ..
WHERE AM I ????????????
i start tidy up and make up my mind ...
trying to look for those sign board passing by ..
gosh ~ there's somewhere called ' i-never-know ' place ~
meanwhile ... my mind start telling me that ..
YOU WERE MISSED YOUR STATION !!!!!
" Bang ! " - Bingo -

so what is the next ?!
i guess you've already got your answer !
because you are much smarter than i do ... kekeke...
yupe ... you are correct !
what can i do is just alight at the next stop and across to take another bus going back !!!!

it's a long .. long .. long .. journey ..
my life been decorated with this kind of colouring affair ~
good job ! * thumb up * !!

- Escape Day -




















kekekeke....
i wanna laugh as crazy as i can ... !!!!
cause i know that ... now everyone is having their super duper ...
BORING PUBLIC LAW LECTURE !!!!!
wuahahah... but im now inside my little bedroom ...
typing this little thingy bloggy !!!!!

yeah ... you are correct !!!!
once again i escape from my Public Law class !!!!
sigh ... you can't even imagine how boring is this subject !
it always in the way to turn you down !!!!

get a message from Eileen this morning ...
when i saw it ... already 12 something ...
that's mean , i've just read your sms two hours later you sent it to me ~
haha...sorry my dear ~
as she also stated that , no motivation to go for Public Law
ya ! i strongly agree with you man !!!!
that is why i decided to stay at home today .. !!!

but ... but ... and but ...
i don't have a relax day ~
still worrying about my room thingy ...
( thanks Jolin for helping so much ~ )
coming theory exam thingy ...
assignment ... ya ... almost forget ! tomorrow still need to hand up ..
the CRIMINAL LAW assignment !!!!!
a very demandable lecturer !!!
but somehow ... i love this subject and like the lecturer so much ~
yes Anil ... you must be very proud to hear that .. lol ...

recently ... really got the strong feeling of ...
im a super duper sloppy indeed !!!!
when things happen ... my world seems turning upside down !
CRAPS !!!!!

yupe .. last night .. got a long long conversation and chatting ...
with my dearest friend Agnes !!!!
i can't imagine that we've been chat until 3 something in the midnight
and curious about ... how come last night the line was so smooth ?!
as i can online so smoothly without the interruption of disconnected issue ~
yes ... been pouring out all my sadness things to her ...
i really felt ... released by that time ..
eventhough .. we were facing our monitor screen ...
but ... i felt like she was in front of me and was listening to me ..
ya ... she is correct !!! i need to change my mindset !!!!
there's still a book lying on my little purplish table
with the title - Battlefield Of The Mind !
a book given by Tze Ling .. a long long time ago ...
but somehow ... after i read it for only one or two pages ...
i started to felt like ... no motivation to touch it anymore !
I'm always a good reader ! how come this kind of things will happen ?!
i know that ... it is spiritual warfare !!!!
yeah .. Tze Ling , no worry ... i will definitely complete it all !
i won't be disspointed you , ok ?! *wink*

sigh ...
time passes like a flee ...
it's already 4pm ... the second section of the lectures will be started soon ~
ya ... bless you all my classmates ...
hope that you all having fun somewhere over clark quey ~
wuahahaha ...
* don't punch me , Ouch ! *

- How are you , my dear ?! -

yeah ... been ... hmm ... four months din't see you ...
ya ... today ... 18th of oct !!!
is the fourth months in singapore !!!
Unbelieveable ! i've been here for four months !!!
and still ALIVE !!!!
thank God for His mercy ... and thanks for those who taking care of me over here ~
yupe ... i will give thanks on behalf of my parents as well , lol ...

and ... some more ... inside my deepest heart ...
i wanna thank you ...
thank you so much ... for ... being my friend ...
how are you over there ??!!
i still remember the big big smile that you gave me before i leaved KK ...
the encourageable words from you ...
a lot of times ... just wanna share my life here with you ...
but somehow ... my own pride holding me ...
once again they remind me ... how hurt you've been inflicted in my life ...
i never stop blessing you and loving you in the love of Jesus ...
i always remember all the craps and crazy things that i've done for you ...
and even laugh out uncontrollable in the middle of the night ...
no matter how ... i never felt regret ...
because ... it's worthy to do so my dear ...

you told me ... go and find my own purposes in my life ..
but my deepest heart telling me ... obeying is the only way which i can do ...
you shared with me ... about your vision and how God fulfilling His purposes in you life ...
my dear ... i felt proud of you !!!
and i pretty sure that ... your rewards in the heaven ... will be super Great !!!

Every single second in KK ...
since we met each other ...
i will never and ever forget about it ...
you are the one whom God arranged and want me to meet up ..
i leaved all the happiness in Kk ... and bring all the hurts along with me ...
because i know that , i've learn something ...
something call maturity in relationship !!!!

my dear .. we are both mature christian ..
we know that what we can do and what we can't !
i pray that , we will have our soul mate whom God preparing one day ~
the one who never give us so much hurts ... but the abundance LOVE !!!
i still love you ... with all my heart ... but in the love of Jesus ~

bless you ... and love ...
p/s : i miss your Big Big smile soOoo much ...
a smile which always comforted me ..

- Dear Mummy .. -

yeah ... been quite a while no posting here ...
been busy around ... tiring ...
theory exam is coming so soon ...
felt super duper stress and pressure ...!!!!!

yes ... and some more ...
i miss my mummy !!!!!
A lot of things happen currently ...
can't breath anymore !!!!
sigh ...

- Rules From God -

yeah ... wanna share a bit ... take a look ^___^
The Seven Rules from God !

1. Wake Up !!
Decide to have a good day.
"Today is the day the Lord hath made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."
Psalms 118:24

2. Dress Up !!
The best way to dress up is to put on a smile.
A smile is an inexpensive way to improve your looks.
"The Lord does not look at the things man looks at.
Man looks at outward appearance; but the Lord looks at the heart."
I Samuel 16:7

3. Shut Up!!
Say nice things and learn to listen.
God gave us two ears and one mouth,
so He must have meant for us to do twice as much listening as talking.
"He who guards his lips guards his soul."
Proverbs 13:3

4. Stand Up!!
... For what you believe in. Stand for something or you will fall for anything..
"Let us not be weary in doing good; for at the proper time,
we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good.."
Galatians 6:9-10

5. Look Up !!
... To the Lord. "I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:13

6. Reach Up !!
... For something higher.
"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not unto your own understanding.
In all your ways, acknowledge Him, and He will direct your path."
Proverbs 3:5-6

7. Lift Up !!
... Your Prayers. "Do not worry about anything; instead PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING." Philippians 4:6

- The Beginning -

















Yes ! you are correct !!!
im starting my blogger right now !!!
what's the motivation ?!
hmm.. because ... i wanna start an english blog ! that's it !
Somehow ... now all the friends around me ..
doesn't really know well about chinese .. so sad ..
finally ... i decided to start another blog all in ' Ang Mo ' language .. !
Say Good - Bye to all Taiwan friends !!~~~~