Friday, September 29, 2006

flowers and leaves

i already made up my mind that i would just face it and accept reality. i think it is fluke, i definitely need to work harder. btw, i think kim will have to lick a tree! :)

pink flowers!!! or are they leaves? look carefully, because looks can be deceiving. don't be fooled!

4:37 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

eve of doomsday

ok...what can i say? the table issue sounds trivial but is quite complicated. sigh.

results are coming back one by one. i can only say that i m rather disillusioned by chinese. how are you supposed to know how much we should write? a five mark question can be shorter than a four mark one... it is so different from english compre. maybe our teacher should have a how-to-answer-compre-questions workshop, just like english!

rumours are also flying around that the average grade of the whole level for geog is C5!!! i m so dead, considering that i m banking all my hopes on geog. my combined humanities is super dead as i will need 19 marks per essay for an A1, which is impossible. i shall officially call tomorrow "doomsday".

i see yellow fluff balls!!! or are they spikes?

5:28 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

blue skies

been going online everyday and blog surfing since there isn't much to do anyway and i don't play online games. come to think of it, i only blog, surf blogs and talk on msn... school was mostly about practicals and more practicals. it is a sort of practice, but i don't seem to take them seriously. after all, we don't seem to have to hand them up. and yes, we are getting back our papers on monday, which is 2 days away. (i thought i m not suppose to think of it, but it is lying somewhere in my mind. i always think of it unconsiously) i suppose if i have no expectations, i wouldn't care so much. haha... that would have been a stage of enlightenment already. then i maybe i can transcend...haha...cool!

we received some sad news yesterday. our sch principal is retiring at the end of the year. sigh, at least this is our last year too. i suppose life can't be the same all the time.

"sakura" blooms and fades. yellow flames too.
the green carpet, dotted with colours, has a space for me to drink in the skies

3:47 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

LIBERATION! (not exactly)

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!! FINALLY!

-dances around-

The week has been usually long. Despite having to plough through tons of last-minute revision, time seems to pass by so slowly that you thought that the end of prelims will never come. I am happy to say that i did the most constructive work since the beginning of this year, which says a lot. And i think i tried my best so there won't be any regrets hopefully. Life seems much more meaningful studying rather than watch lots of tv and basically slack. sadly, i seemed to have gotten use to the routine of mugging everyday. oh no, i must try to reverse this crazy habit. see, i think i have been brainwashed by the mugging monster! O.o although i have been going online quite a few times during prelims, i still miss it, because you have the liberty of using for hours (not that i do ) without having the guilty feeling sinking into you. an epitome would be now! i m going to savour it before the feeling comes along that i should start studying for the big fat Os.

and of course, i went out with them (the usual pp) to celebrate! haha... it didn't really feel like a celebration though, but i could say that my legs are aching!!! did we walked a lot? hmm...

note to self: do not think about doomsday aka get-back-results-day

5:08 PM

Monday, September 11, 2006

prelims!

i believe many people will be studying for chem tmr. i don't know why i m here...maybe i m too tired to study. emaths and geog today was okay. although i m not very sure for geog. there is this diagram question which i m still sore about. it says "using a large annotated diagram only to explain" two things. i hope my lovely diagrams will not be penalise too much. haha...why am i thinking about this type of things which is comparatively trivial to so many other things in the world? our lives seem to revolve around tests and exams. sad huh?

if stressed is desserts and prelims is smilerp...................
sounds too easy to be true

4:01 PM

Friday, September 01, 2006

break

i hate my stupid headache. it has been this subtle throbbing at the back of my head for two days and i can't ignore it because i could feel it. so i spent the last two days doing everything except studying. i m so dead. prelims is in 9 days!
i think i will get addicted to panadols if this continues. i hate them although they do help, how ironic.
anyway, this is the last week for revision. so...
good luck everyone! we can do it!