And i do mean busy.
I was shifting house and working at the same time. It does seem that i am actually losing more and more energy as i go along. Well, that is a fairly obvious logical explaination as to why i am lethargic and look awfully ghastly. So yes, i need a vacation.
What have i done this past few weeks:
10th May 2008
My thoughts
i am actually appointed to be the Photo.IG mentor.
It was my initial idea to rebuild the photo ig as a whole together with my dear.
Professionally, me and Anthea believed that we need really enthusiastic able bodied people who loves photography to play along and get selected to be the body of the ig.
I love photography as well as the people that is in the Photo.Ig. I was rather inactive in the ig and had not taken any real interest in leading the ig. Now, i have a good reason to step in as the Mentor.
It was disappointing that the MC hand picked by the old birds fail our expectation, i would forgive them either way as they were hastily hand picked by us.
Some misunderstanding came after as Anthea was also hastily put into the president seat with the task to rebuild the IG. She was called names soon after and even more misunderstanding pops up. I am not covering up. I love her for her integrity as a person and as a friend to others. I dare not explore further.
On with the story, we went to the canon EXpose seminar. I was fucking irritated by that because i really do not like how canon make their products. They are like cheap toys.
Anyway, there is this damn interesting speaker which his name i forgot, talks about reviewing and photographing cars! I like. Very interesting despite the fact that i dozed of a dozen times. (And my dear took a picture of me red handed while laughing and giggling to herself). I had a small chat with him and it was a really nice converstation.
After which, we went to the airport! Took lotsa pictures and of course it will be uploaded soon. If i can get my PC online and that i can get the pictures uploaded.
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This is now about me and my dear.
We've been meeting each other like almost everyday and i dare say that i want to see her even more.
She has been the source of support and my strength to really mature myself into a better person for her. I take care and love her. My last wish for this entire love of mine is that i would live on my own believe that i will never let her go no matter what happens. In a relationship, i would promise myself and place all faith and trust into any love i have in my life. Includes my Exes who failed to see my purest intent.
However, i dare say that i will not be disappointing myself this time as i have finally found someone who will love me and accepting my love for her.
This is my pledge in my blog and in my heart and without any fear. If anything happens to this relationship and i will never get to keep hold of this one purest and true love, i will never forgive myself for giving myself another chance and not earning it, i will never want to look for another person as i am tired to grow trusting bond, love and faith to this country's women.
So yes, once i love someone, i will never let go. Those who knows me, knows this very well.