-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
John Mayer : No such Thing
Welcome to the real world, she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat, take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve
They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
So the good boys and girls take
the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits, maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't
Find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies
They love to tell you Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above
I am invincible, I am invincible, I am invincible
as long as I'm alive
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
As the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for
Friday, August 27, 2004
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-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
I really want to screw those teachers. They kept relating everthing negative to the Student Leadership experience(SLE) which i was 'invited' to. Crappy people. I full heartedly NEVER WANTED this 'opportunity'. Reason: I hate the SCs, I dont deserve such 'outstanding' chance, I am self-aware about MYSELF!! (as in lazy to the core) Lastly, it will become a target for teachers to poke at when i do wrong and further humilating me. Example: I was late for school, miss watee's comments towards me; You were late for school? How to go to SLE? I replied with a sarcastic smile, I Never did wanted to go, so i am not going. She was all red after i said that. In my mind, HAHAAH!! Thats a slap on her face!! I was all bright and cheery after that happen. Yea! So what ever happen to the consent form? gave to jacq. She deserved to go more than me.
Never did, never was happy about the SLE thingy. It is smeared with trouble. Period. Ta!
I really want to screw those teachers. They kept relating everthing negative to the Student Leadership experience(SLE) which i was 'invited' to. Crappy people. I full heartedly NEVER WANTED this 'opportunity'. Reason: I hate the SCs, I dont deserve such 'outstanding' chance, I am self-aware about MYSELF!! (as in lazy to the core) Lastly, it will become a target for teachers to poke at when i do wrong and further humilating me. Example: I was late for school, miss watee's comments towards me; You were late for school? How to go to SLE? I replied with a sarcastic smile, I Never did wanted to go, so i am not going. She was all red after i said that. In my mind, HAHAAH!! Thats a slap on her face!! I was all bright and cheery after that happen. Yea! So what ever happen to the consent form? gave to jacq. She deserved to go more than me.
Never did, never was happy about the SLE thingy. It is smeared with trouble. Period. Ta!
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Rainy day...
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
I am now in the library... away from the sight of the rain... i hate rainy days... it dark and cold..
Well, anyway i just got my bloody econs paper.. I flunk it... damn.. maybe i am just not sutiable doing economics. Haiz. I analaysed it, i finaly know what i am lacking.. I didnt apply the production cost theory.. =S
I am now so bloody bored. My Handphone is at home because i got my bill above fifty bucks. Ler. Argh! Bored to the core. Haiz...
I gotta get back to class now. Cya later! Ta!
I am now in the library... away from the sight of the rain... i hate rainy days... it dark and cold..
Well, anyway i just got my bloody econs paper.. I flunk it... damn.. maybe i am just not sutiable doing economics. Haiz. I analaysed it, i finaly know what i am lacking.. I didnt apply the production cost theory.. =S
I am now so bloody bored. My Handphone is at home because i got my bill above fifty bucks. Ler. Argh! Bored to the core. Haiz...
I gotta get back to class now. Cya later! Ta!
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Daddy Yaps. and yaps. and yap...
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Arse! Damn! I got my ass kicked yesterday for something i didnt do. I was entirely innocent. My dad just got up to me and just kick me.... twice... ass hurts... Anyway, i am going to carry out my master plan, study till my promos. Meaning, dropping things that will distract me... Eg. My Handphone, Hockey and traveling out to anywhere. (sorry dear, but i need to get at least 75/100 for all my papers) I hate studying but i am left with no choice. I dont want to get promoted with no Foundation of subjects. 2 whole months of studying then i can relax. Catch up with my fitness and my relaxation. Thats my plan. For tonight, i am going to read through my econs. Better start early then tomorrow.
Ta!
Arse! Damn! I got my ass kicked yesterday for something i didnt do. I was entirely innocent. My dad just got up to me and just kick me.... twice... ass hurts... Anyway, i am going to carry out my master plan, study till my promos. Meaning, dropping things that will distract me... Eg. My Handphone, Hockey and traveling out to anywhere. (sorry dear, but i need to get at least 75/100 for all my papers) I hate studying but i am left with no choice. I dont want to get promoted with no Foundation of subjects. 2 whole months of studying then i can relax. Catch up with my fitness and my relaxation. Thats my plan. For tonight, i am going to read through my econs. Better start early then tomorrow.
Ta!
Monday, August 23, 2004
Exam week
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Todae's day suck... I didnt write the answers for my malay peribahasa Qs. sure die!! Well, i still have my Literature and History papers to go through tmr. must study!! I am headin to Woodlands library with the crew to study. Damn. I feel so tired. I need to eat. HEh HEh HEh!
I had a very long conversation with Sadiq. talking about getting the year 1s going against year 2s. Nuts. I have to do the callin up.. 1st stop, 04A2's challange! Damn they are so going down. Dudes playing: sadiq, an nor, hafreeze, azhari, fauzi, aliff, me, zaki and farid. Need more players for the 11 a-side against year 2. Hmmm... An Nor! Find More players!!
Another happy thing that will take place tmr. Break session! Its been a long time! Haiz.. I am dying to do perfect my roll up to elbow freeze. Then my forearm windmill. Freestyling steps. Then.. perfecting my handstand balance! kyayahahha.. FUN FUN FUN!
Aite, i am gonna head out to Library now.. Ta!
Todae's day suck... I didnt write the answers for my malay peribahasa Qs. sure die!! Well, i still have my Literature and History papers to go through tmr. must study!! I am headin to Woodlands library with the crew to study. Damn. I feel so tired. I need to eat. HEh HEh HEh!
I had a very long conversation with Sadiq. talking about getting the year 1s going against year 2s. Nuts. I have to do the callin up.. 1st stop, 04A2's challange! Damn they are so going down. Dudes playing: sadiq, an nor, hafreeze, azhari, fauzi, aliff, me, zaki and farid. Need more players for the 11 a-side against year 2. Hmmm... An Nor! Find More players!!
Another happy thing that will take place tmr. Break session! Its been a long time! Haiz.. I am dying to do perfect my roll up to elbow freeze. Then my forearm windmill. Freestyling steps. Then.. perfecting my handstand balance! kyayahahha.. FUN FUN FUN!
Aite, i am gonna head out to Library now.. Ta!
Friday, August 20, 2004
Yesterday... Wasn't my day.. Today? Worst.. I hope not
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Long title eh? yupz. I got lotsa crappy days. More to come. Guaranteed. I am really being run dried by numerous events, both personal and studies. I suddenly have the urge to study hard. Weird... Well, dead drained. I feel like as if i am going to fall apart any time soon. I am just so drained.
Gotta go now! Ta!
Long title eh? yupz. I got lotsa crappy days. More to come. Guaranteed. I am really being run dried by numerous events, both personal and studies. I suddenly have the urge to study hard. Weird... Well, dead drained. I feel like as if i am going to fall apart any time soon. I am just so drained.
Gotta go now! Ta!
Thursday, August 19, 2004
This pain in my heart, a fear. why?
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day... But not yesterdae...
Aite people, check the time. Its 4.50am in the morning. Empty stomach, lost heart and a painful mind. I have been kept awake by my worries, a fear. well, i will update you lot later, a need to puke.. again.
Aite people, check the time. Its 4.50am in the morning. Empty stomach, lost heart and a painful mind. I have been kept awake by my worries, a fear. well, i will update you lot later, a need to puke.. again.
Monday, August 16, 2004
Crunch Time!
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
THE clock is ticking, each day drew near with great doubts of doing well for my exams run through my mind. Ouch! I am now really really lost in my economics, i dont quite understand the concepts. To make it worst, I dont even know how to apply it in an application question. Damn. Time to haunt Ms Yup.. Hmm.. yup yup!... kekeke
Ah, which comes to my next point. I am really breaking my body in break dancing. Now that is a dance which depicts the word 'break' =S. I am kinda having pain when i move my right shoulder (where i land on entry to 'suicide' from whatever move i do). Still, being brought up as a stubborn kid. I still continued with more breaking sessions! OUch! At least i get my move clean by end of the session! =P ahahha!
Well, time for me to do my procrastinated homeworks :P hahhahah. Ta!
THE clock is ticking, each day drew near with great doubts of doing well for my exams run through my mind. Ouch! I am now really really lost in my economics, i dont quite understand the concepts. To make it worst, I dont even know how to apply it in an application question. Damn. Time to haunt Ms Yup.. Hmm.. yup yup!... kekeke
Ah, which comes to my next point. I am really breaking my body in break dancing. Now that is a dance which depicts the word 'break' =S. I am kinda having pain when i move my right shoulder (where i land on entry to 'suicide' from whatever move i do). Still, being brought up as a stubborn kid. I still continued with more breaking sessions! OUch! At least i get my move clean by end of the session! =P ahahha!
Well, time for me to do my procrastinated homeworks :P hahhahah. Ta!
Sunday, August 15, 2004
Return Of me! Kyahahah!
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
I am now back on my tracks! Finally! Kyahaha! I am finally getting back my swing in life, hockey young Guns Scored against the skool's top stars. Myself and taufiq =P. hahha! Boy, i am all big headed. I cant help it. I was damn fun playing with them. kyahaha! Beware, crappy hafiz online =P
Aite, i gotta head off to Town to get a Handphone. Ta!
Btw, Me and Hannah, 2 Mths already! YeAh!
I am now back on my tracks! Finally! Kyahaha! I am finally getting back my swing in life, hockey young Guns Scored against the skool's top stars. Myself and taufiq =P. hahha! Boy, i am all big headed. I cant help it. I was damn fun playing with them. kyahaha! Beware, crappy hafiz online =P
Aite, i gotta head off to Town to get a Handphone. Ta!
Btw, Me and Hannah, 2 Mths already! YeAh!
Friday, August 13, 2004
Sunday, August 08, 2004
My first death threat
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Ah! seriously, todae's list event is crappy. i threaten by a MALAYSIAN DICK HEAD! This is how it goes, he was wearing a blue old skool cap with a blue checkered shirt unbutton. He came up to me with a very tension held anrgy tone asking my where is the nearest park? I pointed to him a direction. Adds an another question, Are you a Singaporean? That when there is something amiss. His hands was behind his back pulling something. Instinct tells me that he is going to Jab me or something. Hell! What did i do? I prayed and just walk away. He walk ahead of me and hid at the left with of kodak, thinking i didnt see him. However, the conner of my eye caught a blue figure walkin towards me, tailing me. I detour into the mrt stn. And relieve came. My couzin, Shahibul came. I was like thanking allah. Fooh!.. Yet i am still shaking.... haiz.. ta!
Ah! seriously, todae's list event is crappy. i threaten by a MALAYSIAN DICK HEAD! This is how it goes, he was wearing a blue old skool cap with a blue checkered shirt unbutton. He came up to me with a very tension held anrgy tone asking my where is the nearest park? I pointed to him a direction. Adds an another question, Are you a Singaporean? That when there is something amiss. His hands was behind his back pulling something. Instinct tells me that he is going to Jab me or something. Hell! What did i do? I prayed and just walk away. He walk ahead of me and hid at the left with of kodak, thinking i didnt see him. However, the conner of my eye caught a blue figure walkin towards me, tailing me. I detour into the mrt stn. And relieve came. My couzin, Shahibul came. I was like thanking allah. Fooh!.. Yet i am still shaking.... haiz.. ta!
Thursday, August 05, 2004
So tell me
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
In response to the tag. Don't ever question me about my integrity in friendships. Thats the one of the main i depend on when i feel low. My source of spirit, my shoulders to lean on when i got problems, my warmth when i am cold. My eyes swell to talk about that. It really hurts to to not know how to react or how to feel when i am left aside. Hurts. I just type my heart out when not able to face the closest family, you all. Did you ask why i felt? No. That too hurts. You still go on poking this pain.
All i wanted is it get more experiance in the games to be played or played. To better myself. To feel accepted into the team. However, i feel so drifted apart to be felt accepted. I gots lots of question needs to be answered. I cant ask them, am always afraid that there isnt any open minds. The response i got, realised my fear coming true. Its always been be doing things i doing what i dont want to do and yet still do. Ever pictured yourself, doing tings you dont want to do? Can you get motivation knowing that it wont help what you are out to do? Answer this question which is burning in me. Different people react differently to different situations. Unfortunately this how i react. So i do apologize, sincerely.
In response to the tag. Don't ever question me about my integrity in friendships. Thats the one of the main i depend on when i feel low. My source of spirit, my shoulders to lean on when i got problems, my warmth when i am cold. My eyes swell to talk about that. It really hurts to to not know how to react or how to feel when i am left aside. Hurts. I just type my heart out when not able to face the closest family, you all. Did you ask why i felt? No. That too hurts. You still go on poking this pain.
All i wanted is it get more experiance in the games to be played or played. To better myself. To feel accepted into the team. However, i feel so drifted apart to be felt accepted. I gots lots of question needs to be answered. I cant ask them, am always afraid that there isnt any open minds. The response i got, realised my fear coming true. Its always been be doing things i doing what i dont want to do and yet still do. Ever pictured yourself, doing tings you dont want to do? Can you get motivation knowing that it wont help what you are out to do? Answer this question which is burning in me. Different people react differently to different situations. Unfortunately this how i react. So i do apologize, sincerely.
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Things i want to say...(not for the faint hearted)
-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Yo! Guess what? the last soccer match i was a subsitute. Cool eh? when i got in, i got to prove myself. I Manage to kick the ball Once. Wow. I bet yall are envious. FUCK my tiny ass! I prefer to play soccer in Fifa 2004 rather then get humiliated like this. No wonder i can find NO motivation to play for then. Let alone get up early in the fucking morning and waiting for late opponents and players. I rather sleep or just do crap on my computer. 'Utility man', rite... Another name for useless spare part. Why labeled as such? Because i am a to be shoved aside for them to play. Next match, I WONT SHOW MY FUCKING FACE! Why am i typing it down? Good question. I want this grp to know that i do not deserved to be called FALCAO with regards to my play time on pitch. I cant even believe a bunch of guys find me hard to handle on pitch at school. they said so themself. Pissed? very. So my solution, pay for the jersey and fuck off like a good citizen of Singapore.
My dream team: Myself, Azhari, Hafiz, Sadiq, Am nor, Mark, Taufiq, Shazni, Zaki, Aung(GK), Mr Andrew, Farid, Helmi, Aufa Ridwan, Nazrey. Thats a long list of high pitch influence players.
Yo! Guess what? the last soccer match i was a subsitute. Cool eh? when i got in, i got to prove myself. I Manage to kick the ball Once. Wow. I bet yall are envious. FUCK my tiny ass! I prefer to play soccer in Fifa 2004 rather then get humiliated like this. No wonder i can find NO motivation to play for then. Let alone get up early in the fucking morning and waiting for late opponents and players. I rather sleep or just do crap on my computer. 'Utility man', rite... Another name for useless spare part. Why labeled as such? Because i am a to be shoved aside for them to play. Next match, I WONT SHOW MY FUCKING FACE! Why am i typing it down? Good question. I want this grp to know that i do not deserved to be called FALCAO with regards to my play time on pitch. I cant even believe a bunch of guys find me hard to handle on pitch at school. they said so themself. Pissed? very. So my solution, pay for the jersey and fuck off like a good citizen of Singapore.
My dream team: Myself, Azhari, Hafiz, Sadiq, Am nor, Mark, Taufiq, Shazni, Zaki, Aung(GK), Mr Andrew, Farid, Helmi, Aufa Ridwan, Nazrey. Thats a long list of high pitch influence players.
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