-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

home... tired. drained. of coz the other employees feel the same. However, i am doing most of the junk. Heard of karma, wat goes up must come down. Yea. That applies to the head technician when he declines my asst tech pos. Baka! now he has lots of problem with the sudden surge of assembly. I pity him. he just wouldn't allow me and saleh help him out with the tech trouble shooting. lameo.

Anyway, got hockey tmr.. haiz

Ta!

Back home from ECP

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Todae was quite a well planned day for me. Only day. HAhAha! Anyway, send my dearest to skool then sat at the mac of Tempines mall to get breakfast. With the power of the $2, i got myself a nice sausage mcmuffin and tea. Nice hot tea. Ahh! hahah!

Anyway, i headed off to bedok to wait for Mr heire. Well, i walked ard with a mission of findin a bouquet of roses to supprise hannah. But! one stalk cost about $10!! Eekk!! and i was left about $8 to spend. After which i went to ECP w/o heire because his mom needed to rush to somewhere.

I got there, lazy ard. Waited for the rain to stop b4 i did the lil tap dance with fire. I got the bbq up and runnin. But! (wats with the buts anyway? heck i know) The food supply is like for 5 people. At that point of time, there is 6 people. so we waited till our supply of fish balls ran dry. Next, the charcoal supply ran dry. Poor Zabid and heire went to get ice and charcoal. Then left for T. poly. to fetch hannah. B4 that, i ran into a florist shop and got one stalk of rose! yay!! cost abt below my very low budget. (i wish i could add a teddy). the rushed to t.poly. Made worst by meeting hannah at the MAIN BUS STOP!!! PAck GiLE doNG!! I gave it to her and blushed like heck! for a whole 15mins.. like a LARGE group of people saw it and was like making lil comments. Could hear some, made me blush more. 0.o

Then head to ECP again, ate some food. got tummyache. Got some really nice romantic moments with dearie. she's so warm while i am feelin cold. Its feels so wonderful to have a person you love so deeply in your arms feeling the same, sharing that moment. i am the real emo type. hehe.

I got work tmr!! No!! *ripped hair of sculp!!* ta!

Light and the dark side of blue! kekek! me and my dearie on one of the hari raya days with her fwens. And the next day got work.. haiz.

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I was bored...

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Tired day..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I AM: tired
I WANT: A hug from dearie
I HAVE: an itch..
I WISH: i will be married to hannah now!
I HATE: being broke
I MISS: my dearie
I FEAR: losing my dearie
I SEARCH: for a path for my future.. suitable one..
I WONDER: if i will see my dad signin my death cert
I REGRET: not farting at one of my hateful friend
I ALWAYS: laze ard
I AM NOT: slow.. just lazy
I DANCE: when in the mood
I SING: when i am in the mood
I CRY: when my thought of my fear creaps up to me.. and when i hurt my dearie
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy
I WRITE: server scripts..
I WON: my dearie's heart..
I LOST: my sanity..
I CONFUSE: myself with jealousy and worring..
I NEED: my dearie in my arms..
I SHOULD: Dye my hair blue before skool starts! *crazy!

10 things about you physically.
1. Big noses..
2. Small eyes..
3. small ass
4. nice abs..
5. crappy hairstyle..
6. super thin
7. bispecs
8. tall!
9. looks like a geek... (i am one!
10. i squint

9 good friends.
1. My dearie! hannah!
2. Azhari!
3. Saleh
4. Zhao wei
5. Nazrul
6. Sylvester
7. Hafreeze
8. Mao
9. Aidil


8 favourite foods/drinks.
1. Chicken rice!
2. Nasi ambeng
3. Nasi Lemak
4. Rice with indian chicken curry
5. Pizza
6. Pasta
7. Pepsi!
8. Chocolate milk

7 things you wear daily.
1. My undie.. duh!
2. A shirt
3. another shirt
4. my watch
5. my couple ring
6. a pair of shorts (and jeans if i am out)
7. my ipod mini!

6 things that annoy you.
1. Penguins (tappered mats) esp. those staring at my deaire *grrr
2. ppl blocking the door when i am alighting..
3. ppl suddenly stopping infront of me for no reason
4. Flat ipod mini batt!!
5. my crappy hair do
6. Bosses who are lazy!

5 things you touch everyday.
1. my cat
2. my keyboard
3. my mouse
4. my handphone
5. my ring


4 shows you watch.
1. A (vehical) is born
2. Anime (loads)
3. porn?? hahah j/k gundam seed Destiny on the net
4. model monday.. my fave show.. abt buildin ur own plactic model and how to customize it..

3 of your favourite books.
1. memours of a geisha
2. jurrasic park
3. the lost world

2 people you want to see right now
1. my dearie
2. my boss.. ABT MY F**kin LOW PAY!!!

Bored..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Haiz! the main office is moving in to Simlim and i am the only one in the 'crew' doing the running up and down. Damn. 2 weeks left!! must live through it!!

Anyway, dearie has started skooling this week and i wont see much of her. I am sincerely going to really miss her. =(

Nothing much though.. just that there is a laden weight on my chest now.. coz i miss you sayang! and when you didnt sms when you reach home, i get so worried that i cant even do my work properly. Please ease my mind. a small thing can do so much.

ta! gotta sleep! loads of work to do tmr.. hope i wont die.. =S

Anger.. Launch!

-fall's- Its just like another day...

Ok.. I got rid of my laziness to at least write an entry. Today, I had a bad day at work. I got Afew mistakes from my sales and and accident in my technical side of work. I sold a board without agp slog bundled together with an agp card. Dumb. 1st time it happened since I worked the in the beginning of the year. Damn. Anyway, I got 2 cuts on my fingers because I wasn't careful with that sharp edge of the io panel. haiz.

Piracy
Had a debate with Saleh just now about pirated products. With a sense of logic and down right anger. Given that you pay $149 to $279 for a windows XP or software needed to operate a computer, is it too expensive? I would say yes to those poor families that require a computer that has a proper license to use the OS. Without this license, your OS is recongized as pirated. To make this worst, the law will punish you if you are discovered. The governing commitee should or rather MUST take this into account that they are making this poor people POORER. Piracy is the way to save their money and not strain themselves paying up for it that is not edible or that can keep them alive.

So, why is the software is expensive? Easy. R&D on ways to prevent piracy. Cost them money. This mechanism which supposedly 'protects' the license key or from duplication will fast becomes outdated due to the fast development of technology and a more advance programming that disarm this 'features'. This is however not important as they should counter it by providing cheaper means acquiring this rather 'basic' products. Being a person with a great mind, bill gates is NEVER great as he did not think of the reasons why people purchase his pirated products. why do pirates make fakes? To gain money from their cheap duplication and possibly earning enough to pay for new technologies to duplicate newer 'protection' mechanism thus earning even more. This makes POOR people happy and rich idiotic (bill gates and ETC) people with this products unhappy. making their products cheaper, lets say to the price of $50 and below. Surely they will make more money as there will be an increase of purchases of these products. A lowering of price is the BEST idea since graded prices by adidas and nike to eliminate piracy to their products.

aite.. thats all for today.. ta!

Bored

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Bored

Bored bored bored bored!!!!! argh! Fuckin hell!! I wana get out and do something. Work maybe! Who cares! I put so much effort to do some things.. And it just get bumped away that easily. ARGH!! big Giveup on my fucking head. I wana go out but lack the funds to do so.. lack of will.. lack of companion.. for short i feel so freaking lonely and made worst by boredom... i got 2 projects and 1 miserable computer by my siide. it cant get any worst? Yes it does! I have a returning headache! Fuckin hell!

Argh!!! i need a break at sentosa!! its gonna happen and i dun want anything to get in my way! even the rain *waves fist at the sky!

Now.. i am goin to town! ergh! no one can stop me!!! *crappy headache...

then again... *groan..

haiz.. ta!

my other trial..

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A date with a touch of fever

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
A date with a touch of fever

Yesterday was so nice going out with dearie. We got ourselves couple rings from Yellow at West mall. Its a plain ring but has our name engraved on it, 'HannaHafiz' on the top of the ring and '13.06.04' in the inside. Cool eh? hehe. Then we went to watch shark tale. The show was kinda thin on the story side but crap jokes and humour covered it up. But, i dont recomend anyone to watch it unless you got 7 bucks to waste. KekeKE...

Anyway, i was supposed go to Tornadoes 7s but i am not healthy enough. I had fever and not very lasting in walking ard during the date. So it'll be alot worst if i am going to run around like a chicken without a head. Today, i slept like a log and burning with a fever at my all time high of 42c. wow. hahha. aite... tats all folks

Ta!

So who wants to argue with this dude? the future for him will be somewhat different. Of course, THE COM IS WAY FUKIN SMALLER NOW THEN YOUR PREDICTION! But somehow it looks cute.

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Birthdays...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Birthdays...

2 reasons
I often wonder what's the big fuss about birthdays. Is it a day which other celebrate your coming of age? Or a mere cover up that you are becoming old? Heck. I don't really know the legend behind it. I am such a sad ass. Anyway, I got a really bad experience 3 years ago. It isn't the flour and eggs but the part where by I broke up with my ex for another guy. From then on, I swore that on 14/Nov I will not take any smiles or anything that represents happiness.

The another reason is that it shows that I am still alive in my ever full bullcrap life. The day I come into existence. The day when I am swore as a human being to put up with life's crap. I hate set backs. I hate my past break ups. I hate everything that creates me. A mere superfluous life. Bleah. My very bleak outlook in life.

Lame eh? Yea, I know. I just against my birthday being celebrated. Unless someone I love so dear give me a reason to move forward. For 3 belady years i haven't gotten any gifts or wishes. (success!) And looking forward to spending that day in silence. Heck. Its on hari raya. The more i am going to hate my birthday.
*i still see no reason to celebrate.

Note: Hannah is still sick. I am still worried sick. My silent prayer for her health.

Alone.. again

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Alone.. again

I feel so lonely.

well, thats all. one line which says everything. Well, almost.

Peepz, am i that lame and irritating?

Thats the question that have been stuck in my mind for a long time.
Until yesterday i got out of this 'trance' to start thinking.

I am just so tired.

For making futile efforts that dosent change my position in my family.
Trying too much to do what i believe in, that it becomes old.


well, i am really emo today because of a series of events which started since the morning. I can see some people find me that irritating. It wasnt obvious but i felt it. I need to be alone. To think about myself. And about my actions.

Routine.. with a setback..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Routine.. with a setback..

Almost everything todae is routine... got to skool.. went through the oral P of the pre-u2s.. it rained...

Y isnt it everything.. coz hannah is sick.. very hgh fever and yet i go around town with her... i feel soo agry at myself for doing so.. ERGH!! i shld just get her home safely and let her rest.. =( haiz.. Hannah please get well soon! And please forgive me...

was the site entry for dunno how years.. eee!! dusty!!

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its a cat.. its TIPAH!!!! hahaha.. an office look! kutie! 

me and ma b00! =] 

Relive the Project-G

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Re-live the Project-G

Alrighty, scripts will undergo revamp. Characters will also go a total change. I am all fine will new ideas. Fusing our basic concepts and other anime concepts (gundam and such) to create our own. I am now having my school break and in a not so busy period to continue. Site revamp with a use of coldfusion and dreamweaver. All mecha and characters will through a slight change. I am still holding on to the first concepts mecha and characters. I think we sholuld meet next week Zhao.

Aitey! For those who didnt know me at that point of time where by almost everybody in my school (hong kah sec) knows about the existance of Guardian Hall. Its quite distracting and plus the our 2 major exam, the Project was halt to a standstill. Now, with no more infrastructure from the previous site as its gone with my other hdd. I have redo site entry and comic page itself. Ouch.

This idea came about during the musical 'shine' when the idea poped up. Hairul, me and zhao wei though of the idea. Kinda fun. hehe anyway. Maybe i will update on the happenings of the site restart. ta!

The lame bros! haha.. i am goin to miss this togetherness we have dude. 

Sadness from within

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Sadness from within

Azhari, i dont know if you're going to read this but i'll just put it up anyway. I felt really sad that you didnt make it to year 2. I was all teary eyed just now. Kinda embarressing. Its a big loss for me as i have lost my best dude in skool. My lame partner by my side. its goin to be very quiet as i got no one to really talk all my thoughts out with and share my lameness with. i want to spend your official last 2 days in school breaking around. I am really goin to miss those times and fun we have. Those ups and down we went through. I will pray for you to make it in life. =]

Anyway, i got through to the next round of school. Which is year 2. I don't really deserve this. on my part, i am the drop dead and woke smiling lazy bugger. My freakin attitude towards to myself is crap. So, i personally dont deserve it. Azhari does more than me. he studied harder than me. More consistant of doin homeworks and being in school. i just feel so low now.

Ta!

Sometimes.. i could be happy too!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Now playin: Home Grown - Kiss me, Diss me

Sometimes.. i could be happy too!

Well, yesterday was kinda of fun walking around and looking around for stuffs around geylang. Before that, our group went to the resturant to eat or rather breakfast. We sat at this 2 round table and ordered food. That was about 6++ BUT mr hafreez and Mao when to the dendeng shop and some extra grubsm hahha... The gals bought claypot mee, hong kong seafood mee and crispy noodle. The guy bought dishes, YumYum! hahah! We got sweet and sour chicken and fish, fried beef in oyster sauce and kang kong sambal with a big bowl of rice. Fooh! power man! But my apple juice taste kinda awkward.. eEww! All brown and stuff. eeww! Then we head to a mosque, me, mau, azhari, aidil and freeze went to pray. After which we walk to the bazaar. On the way there... 2 side of the road with 2 different scenes of the red district.. haha. Kinda kute, 4 guys and a girl on one side and 1 guy with five girls on the other. It was dam hilarious when someone highlighted the word redlight instinct.. ahahha!!

We made it to the bazaar and waited for heirre who was apperently lost and got us really worried. haiz.. We walk aroud, see this and that. We bumped into Faezah on the road division on, rusdyi at Joo Chiat, Razi too and hariani..Small world eh? ;) Before that, some ppl got henna art onto their hainds and FORGOT that there is school on monday, worst still is PE. HhahHA lucks you all!! kekek! After which we headed HOME!!! yea! oh yea, i damn stoned throughout the whole train ride. Too drained for all the walking and eatin.. kekek..

Happy? yea! I am even happier when Hannah is around with me. ^.^ She just makes me soo bright and all chearie. Now she is kinda in a bz studying period for the Re-test. Anyway, STUDY HARD HONEY! I WILL BE ROOTING FOR YA ALL THE WAY!! ehhe..

Anyway, i feel Sentosa! as in i really wana go and swim, tan, sleep and return home the next day. yup yup! i really want to do that again, kinda fun! hahha.. And i hope nov 29 to nov 30 wont rain! Thats all though..

Aite! I wana slack around! tata!

fauzi.. 

the galss.. again.. =p 

hmm... how abt just dendeng 

what to eat!?? 

the gals.. 

Lame day.. and stuffs...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

crappy.. I have called my dad a hypocrite!! Yea! =.=;.. so stupid of me.. but who cares.. he doesnt.. clearly.. 1st of all, the hp line is mine and he made a promise that he will pay for what ever and no matter the cost is, guess what, he went back on his word.. usually my bill will be about 30++ to 40++.. be an ass like he is, he took my card away.. said it was too high.. yea i know, i did it on purpose to know if he is true to his word.. looks like he isnt.. haiz.. Hypocritcal father.. he does shit worst about money.. spend it on leisure then on necessities.. talk about responsibility of keepin the family afloat.. arse.. i am only given 5 bucks a day to last me till night time if i were to study out.. ah, so how to save? i asked him to HELP me by advising my how to save.. he'll go, "study at home!".. what the heLL!! if i would study at home, he will crap and interupt me thus loosing concentration resulting in aftermath of blurness of what i read.. still, its hard to study outside as he will it a f*ckin difficult one... he will pick a fight for no reason!! crap! the only thing i can do after is go out and stare at nothing coolin my temper down.. So why ask me to study when he doesnt do his part of the bargain.. i know you will say i am crap, i cant let stupid problems get away that easily.. why i did what i did? too prove myself.. MYSELF though i know i will suffer... i am me and i will do what i think is rite but no one else does not.. am i really turning into my dad? I dunno.. My self thoughts says so..

Family
I dun believe that in my family anymore... no one wants to listen to my dreams, goals, what i want to achieve, events happen in my life and my heart's desires... i envy my friends who have parents who really do what it takes to let their child achieve their dreams.. Though i am fortunate to live in this family, i feel that they are not appreciating me.. no evn ONE BIT! So sue me..i did open myself up to them but they just treat it as if i am just a contempted kid.. i need money for this school thingy.. they will go no money.. the next day, new dvds.. ERRGH! Need money for new clothes.. no money.. said to me 'wait till abah's bonus'.. after bonus, more new electrical crap, at that time was a new laptop (2002).. then again twice this year.. i asked for money again for new clothes, they got no money (again).. dad bought a new car.. his new clothes... moms got lotsa clothes, sis too.. well me, i got dad's oversized-lame-lookin-clothes.. he did used them and he pass to me, too small for him =S.. haiz.. looks like i will have a bumpy ride ahead after the results..

HEck.. not all down yet still more to come.. Gotta crap ard now.. Ta!

Crap pointer!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:	Rude Boy
Your Favorite Band/Song	The Beatles - Penny Lane
You Like To Read:	Classic literature
You Firmly Believe In:	Sex at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:	OMG WAY HOTT LOLZ
You Were Conceived:	Underwater
You Will Marry:	No-one
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damn lame!! kekek

hehe.. kute 

Sore head..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Sore head..

I am feelin weak todae.. not from fastin but thinking abt my future again.. lame.. i was like tossing and turning on my bed wonderin what will I do if I cant make it next year.. haiz..

Trust
I am still findin this hard to implement and to act on to my family members. Hard to trust them really. Once they start touching my things it will go missing. Oh yah, if they are in the wrong of doing so, why do they keep asking me to apologies to them for what they did? I really don't get it. So I have to apologies for their wrong doing? Lame.. Till now, most of my precious gundam models are slowly lossing their most prominent parts. How? Mom drop it and it goes smash and offer NO spology for it. Being a guy with a short temper. I blast at her. And NO WAY i am goin to apologise during hari raya. The point being many of my things go missing due to my mom cleaning my room throwin my valuables and my taking things without returning. I am also having a hard time trying trust some people. Haiz.. Its so hard for me to learn how to trust. haiz..

I really need to be alone today. I am sorry if i were to ignore anyone todae. ta!

Lame day at skool

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Lame day at skool

OOKKKaaayyy!!! Skool suck big time.. most of my classmates came today.. hour after hour one by one of them disappear... hahha!! it like there is NO lesson.. haiz.. i cut skool todae anyway.. hehhe

Unknown realm of boredom

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Unknown realm of boredom

Alrighty, where do we start? hmm.. 1stly, PROMOS ARE OVER. because of that i am bored. Nothing to do. 2ndly, ramadan period is here. I've become more lonely.. i cant meet my dearie.. haiz.

Well, resident evil was quite ok. Bloody scary. My 4th month with hannah.. and LOVING it!! heeh... I am bored to the core now.. sad at the same time.. haiz..

Will update later.. hopefully.. Ta!

I feel... lonesome...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
I feel... lonesome...

Well, my promos are over... i did my best.. hopefully... damn, i hate this period when ya have to wait for your results.. you have nothing to do till then.. =S

Okay, i got no plans tmr.. probably walk around millennia walk tmr.. havent been to the place though.. i just dun wana stay for coz i am sucking power (increasing the bill) for my entertainment.. I feel kinda off now... like in the old days after exams... haiz.. hmm..

1)get street soccer boots from skool 2)go prayer 3)walk around aimlessly 4)sleep

Boy.. thats nuts... anyway i am gonna sleep now... again.. haiz.. Ta!

B e a uuuu ti ful model!! *droolz!! 

Last Day of Promos!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Last Day of Promos!

Yea! uh huh uh huh! Last day! uh huh! Last paper! uh huh! Study! Damn... haah

This belady dude also!! My all time fav!! FweeT!! Beautiful man!! haa 

I wana get myself one of these!!! ARGH!! BElaDy NicE!!! A complete personafication of MUA!! KekKEKeke...  

keep away!!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Keep away!!

ooKKKAAyyY~! 24 hours to crunch time.. Gotta keep my remainding energies to my Promos.. (failure is never an option~!).. I have to put really CONCENTRATE!! Need to complete my last parts of revision then i am done!

No comments of alicia's concert... Refer to dearie's bloggy (kekeke).. me was preoccupied with a chest pain then... haiz

Aite.. gotta slpit.. ta!

Feelin Lame..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Feelin Lame..

haiz.. i am damn feelin lame.. I feel sad.. i feel tired.. i am just wasted.. -fullstop-

orite.. now i am in the com lab typing crap here and doing nothing else.. I got a Lit P8 not dane and not planning to do coz... I NEED TO CONCENTRATE on econs.. Kinda will let mr fung do the 'kick my ass' episode in the class again... Aite.. todae supposed to be a happy day.. but i am not feelin it... 1. i got lotsa crap to study.. 2. i am not feelin well.. 3. I wont feel happy till i have my time to rest my bloody brains.. I think i have just hit a barrier that my head hits it 1st.. hard..

Aite.. i need to crash myself out.. Ta!

Getting there.. kinda off sided though.. Elbow Nike.. -FaLcAo- 

Sick...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
CRAP

Orite.. i am sick.. very.. a very bad migrane.. my body gave way yesterdae and the doctor said i have been stressed up way too much.. yea.. he bloody gave mi erm.. 30 tabs of FENAGESIC.. *its for migrane.. bloody hell.. the dosage is uped to 2 tabs 3 times a day.. from 1 tabs per... haiz..

I am sick yet.. i am gonna head to JE lib to continue studying.. i wont stop until the promos are done.. the only day i will relax is on suday when i have a hockey training... Ta! head out now

Thoughts..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Hey! back again.. I am kind confused of what to do now.. Promos coming.. cramin and mugging.. Trying to do my very hardest and then think about headin to poly.. Need to really study Hist and econs.. these subjects are in a worrying grade level.. Well anyway, i am kinda short of sleep this few days.. too many stuffs to take in.. hmm

Kinda want to place my worrying thoughts away from me for now (some life stuffs).. Haiz.. hope it will be okay to go through this while neglecting this rather important thoughs.. I got almost nothing to look forward too in this coming month or the nxt.. onli the alicia keys concert 2 days before the exam.. some who read my blog kinda said that its filled with words of depression from me or my depressing thoughts.. I may look like i am in a carefree mood.. but actually i am thinking of alot of mind bending issues of my future and the pain inflicted by the closest people around me..

About them, they give me unnecessary stress and preasure.. Big boss will just barge in and fling his temper at me when i am at my most relaxin period (an hour alone) ... Crapp!! FatB! Mrs boss will put more preasure regarding my personal affairs! f*ck! the question is, aren't those MY AFFAIRS?!! And theres money problem, they expect me to live by a mere 50bucks a month!! can someone give me a money plan on how to save for my Top up card and ez link pass.. ass.. Might as well pawn my ass and get some cash!! my leisure is is now like once every 3 years.. (eg. alicia keys: a concert which i wanted to go to relax myself.. kinda to relieve my working life early this year and stress of school this year) And to add, its my 1st time going to a concert.. Really looking forward to it..

I am really sleepy now.. still have a lit homework to complete.. too hell with sleep this week or the next and the next! I really need a shoulder to rest on after this damn exam!! i need you honey!! *cries* aite.. gonna sleep now... ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

new look.. bored.. pissed.. damn hell!! Argh!! Alicia Keys coming soon! yeah! Happi.. but not now... haiz... kill me!!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Sleepy!!

Haiz.. its ben a long week.. need my much needed rest and hope i can continue on studying for promos.. I can do it!!.. well at least i hope.. I need a above average pass for all my 'a' lvl subjects... I have to concentrate on studying and not my homeworks...!! boy i am a nutcase... My target, get a triple D grade for my 'a' lvl subjects! HEeheEh

Aite, mi gonna ZZzzZZ now.. ta!!

Moody dude

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day... But somehow worst...
Stressed, Sad, Fustrated and plain Full Of Rage

I am in pain.. Somehow.. As much i wanted to hide it.. It just get busted open!! Too many thoughts now.. abt my homework, my health and just more thoughts.. Stupid!! damn mr chan still dares to ask me abt SC/FL.. That just ticked me off! Oh well. I gave him my though, and he goes Blah Blah! haiz

Aite.. programe for tonite.. do my hmwk.. and do a night jog..

Ps* Dun tick me, my stress and mental preasure is at its MAX!! I will just blow up if you do!! So beware! -.- Ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

ARGH!!! i am having really huge pain and continous headache!! Its like a big pin hitting the back of my brain. hurts bad. Oh well.

Be like that - 3 doors down

He spends his nights in California,

To live the life that's in his dreams,

Then he lies awake and he wonders,

Why can’t that be me

Cause in his life he is filled

With all these good intentions

He’s left a lot of things

He’d rather not mention right now

But just before he says goodnight,

He looks up with a little smile at me,

And he says,

If I could be like that,

I would give anything

Just to live one day,

in those shoes

If I could be like that,

what would I do,

What would I doNow and dreams we run

She spends her days up in the north park,

Watching the people as they pass

And all she wants is just

A little piece of this dream,

Is that too much to ask

With a safe home, and a warm bed, On a quiet little street

All she wants is just that something to

Hold onto, that’s all she needs

Yeah!

If I could be like that,

I would give anything

Just to live one day, in those shoes

If I could be like that, what would I do,

What would I doI’m falling into this, dreams,

We run away

If I could be like that,I would give anything

Just to live one day, in those shoes

If I could be like that, what would I do,

What would I doIf I could be like that,

I would give anything

Just to live one day, in those shoes

If I could be like that, what would I do,

What would I do

If I could be like that,

I would give anything

Just to live one day, in those shoes

If I could be like that, what would I do,

What would I do

Falling inI feel I am falling in, to this again.

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Mental condition: Slight headache, giddy
Physical condition: just there..

Great of all days to get the headache starting the day. Haiz.. anyway i am all geared up for hockey later.. hmm betta get some energy bars.. Aite! Wish me luck at the tornados friendly! Its been a long time since i played for a club... Yea Yea! heading out now!! Ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Haiz... Thx Opz! Tmr hockey and i am hyper worried. Because, now i cant even go around without experiencing headaches everywhere i go. Haiz... Something is definately wrong with me these few dayz. I have to be tough till the exams are over. THEN, i can R&R...

I am now lost... i forgot what i wana write.. oh well! Anyway, it starts at 9 at ccab! Wish me Luck!!! Ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Pain

Thats one word i cant fail to say the whole day todae... even now... Y? super combi headache.. Woke up giddy.. continued sleeping with Pain circulating my brains... ow!

Anyway, i just entered another chain of thoughts.. Will update later..

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Another day of spliting headaches.. I am thinking of WAY TOO MANY things... Usual questions.. I am so insecure about my own future... I am so sick and tired to think this way! I still havent got a day for my mind to rest... Too many thoughts of unprecedented events that may happen.. I am in need of an open minded talk.. with anyone i am close too... i really need it... i just need to let it all out!!! F*ck this pain!! I know i deserved it but, why now!? Why am i now gaining confidence of my Studies? Why this pressure coming from my mind's self-deception?! something that supposed to help me get what i want?!! isn't it?! WHY!!? ARGH!!

I am not really healthy.. never was until afew days back.. i am sick from the pressure from my parents, my own expectations.. I really hope this f*ckin exam is f*ckin over!! I just want to rest my tired mind.. i need just a day without and pressure and thoughts.. just one day...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Haiz.. Continuous headache for a few days too many... I kinda collapsed at home few days back... I remember that i was walkin to my room... then with no intension to sleep i'd just black out... woke up on my bed with a slight fever and a bad headache.. From then on, as i think... i will get major headaches.. Still havin a string of headaches now.. i need go fer a check up soon.. piority! Sayunsengikoyo! What am i thinking? Alot.. from nonsensical crap to skool work, from dearie to family...education to poly detour... weight my chances.. Now i realise that it is killing me (as in my concentration in current stuffs) gotta seek a 'no thinking' activity..

Aite.. need my last tablet and sleep.. Ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

One week of doing nothing at all, heals. Hahhaa.. Power. Well, i back to the trouble maker me again. I feel contented with myself. However, my homework are not done... yet. EHeheh.. Oh well, might as well do now.

Ta!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I get moody very easily now. I have no idea why. My insecurities? What am i insecure about? I have no idea. I need to open up. I just don't know how anymore. What is happening to me? I have no idea. Self-reflection? Won't happen. What am i afraid of? My studies? I am just so tired now, i haven't have a decent meal in days. Just gonna collapsed back to my bed. I need you hannah, sliently, more that ever. Bail me out of this. I am silently miserable, just too many thoughts. To heavy to be carried, too laden with pain. Just gonna collapsed back to my bed.



Someone to heal me with some empathy But I can't find Nobody, not really

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...
Lost boy?

Too many things happening around me that made my life change drasticly. I become more impatient towards my parents, my sister, my friends and myself. I just cant take the fact that i am under alot of stress and my mom just keep putting more on me. I just would like to keep my mind away from this norm and just kick back and rest my mind. Doing something i love, like buliding webpages and hang out with hannah. I Just dont want to strain myself until next week. I am just too tired. I dont want to worry, because everytime i do my head hurts. Can you, mom, just grant me that wish? You are always there.... to cause my down fall!!!. SO GET LOST!!! If you ask why am i so rude to you, i would reply, 4 out of 4 times i have proved that you caused my down fall!!! You may want to swear that i would never touch the light, I would reply, I EVEN WISHED I WAS NEVER BORN!!! You many assume that i am just unappreciative, i would reply, IT WAS YOU WHO NEVER APPRECIATIVE OF I WHAT HAVE ACHEIVED. You may want to talk to me, i would reply, SHUT UP!!! STOP HURTING ME, MY DREAMS, MY HOPES AND MYSELF!!! I will never let you get in my way again!!! If you truly care, just SHUT THE HELL UP!! If you love me, JUST STAY AWAY!!! If you know me, YOU WOULD AVOID ME!!! I HATE YOU MOM!!! Congratulations!! you have just turned me into a evil person!! I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY!!!

Someone to heal me with some empathy But I can't find Nobody, not really

New beta done... more testing going on..
http://www.angelfire.com/un/stylers/

Sneak peak... Kekke!! The new Millenium AD webby intro page.. not quite done yet though 

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Trust. Sometimes the smallest thing can determine whether you could be trusted or not. Well, definately i can never trust my parents. Hypocritical parents. They promise me one thing, change to suit them better afterwards. Eg, now they own me my Phone, MY SONY ERICSSON T610. Defiantly my MOM (who was complainning that it looks ugly) wouldn't let it go. My dad who promised to return my phone if there is a drastic improvement in my grades, is still holding to it. So now, I WILL NOT listen to their 'advises' anymore. To me it is deemed as useless. I wont follow anyone who is a hypocrite. Make that 2 people. Or rather, my whole family.

Since i am still typing about trust. There is a handful of people whom i trust. I was hurt once too many.

I will leave it at that. Ta!

Armani Gals..!!! Wooo!!! 

Millenium AD with The Lastika Chix 

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Moody day today... i am totally moodless... something happen at home and till now i am still quite pissed.. I now desire a night in the park... alone. Will write something later..

Ta!

Hard working Students of 04A1..!! 

Me in the dance 'costume'.. kekek 

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

John Mayer : No such Thing

Welcome to the real world, she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat, take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you stay inside the lines
But something's better On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take
the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits, maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't
Find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible, I am invincible, I am invincible
as long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing
As the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for

Arse breaking move... on my part.... ouchie! 

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-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I really want to screw those teachers. They kept relating everthing negative to the Student Leadership experience(SLE) which i was 'invited' to. Crappy people. I full heartedly NEVER WANTED this 'opportunity'. Reason: I hate the SCs, I dont deserve such 'outstanding' chance, I am self-aware about MYSELF!! (as in lazy to the core) Lastly, it will become a target for teachers to poke at when i do wrong and further humilating me. Example: I was late for school, miss watee's comments towards me; You were late for school? How to go to SLE? I replied with a sarcastic smile, I Never did wanted to go, so i am not going. She was all red after i said that. In my mind, HAHAAH!! Thats a slap on her face!! I was all bright and cheery after that happen. Yea! So what ever happen to the consent form? gave to jacq. She deserved to go more than me.

Never did, never was happy about the SLE thingy. It is smeared with trouble. Period. Ta!

Rainy day...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I am now in the library... away from the sight of the rain... i hate rainy days... it dark and cold..

Well, anyway i just got my bloody econs paper.. I flunk it... damn.. maybe i am just not sutiable doing economics. Haiz. I analaysed it, i finaly know what i am lacking.. I didnt apply the production cost theory.. =S

I am now so bloody bored. My Handphone is at home because i got my bill above fifty bucks. Ler. Argh! Bored to the core. Haiz...

I gotta get back to class now. Cya later! Ta!

Daddy Yaps. and yaps. and yap...

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Arse! Damn! I got my ass kicked yesterday for something i didnt do. I was entirely innocent. My dad just got up to me and just kick me.... twice... ass hurts... Anyway, i am going to carry out my master plan, study till my promos. Meaning, dropping things that will distract me... Eg. My Handphone, Hockey and traveling out to anywhere. (sorry dear, but i need to get at least 75/100 for all my papers) I hate studying but i am left with no choice. I dont want to get promoted with no Foundation of subjects. 2 whole months of studying then i can relax. Catch up with my fitness and my relaxation. Thats my plan. For tonight, i am going to read through my econs. Better start early then tomorrow.

Ta!

half NUDIE! hahahah Azhari's 7! 

the reason my neck hurts.. =S 

President Mao! 

Exam week

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Todae's day suck... I didnt write the answers for my malay peribahasa Qs. sure die!! Well, i still have my Literature and History papers to go through tmr. must study!! I am headin to Woodlands library with the crew to study. Damn. I feel so tired. I need to eat. HEh HEh HEh!

I had a very long conversation with Sadiq. talking about getting the year 1s going against year 2s. Nuts. I have to do the callin up.. 1st stop, 04A2's challange! Damn they are so going down. Dudes playing: sadiq, an nor, hafreeze, azhari, fauzi, aliff, me, zaki and farid. Need more players for the 11 a-side against year 2. Hmmm... An Nor! Find More players!!

Another happy thing that will take place tmr. Break session! Its been a long time! Haiz.. I am dying to do perfect my roll up to elbow freeze. Then my forearm windmill. Freestyling steps. Then.. perfecting my handstand balance! kyayahahha.. FUN FUN FUN!

Aite, i am gonna head out to Library now.. Ta!

Yesterday... Wasn't my day.. Today? Worst.. I hope not

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

Long title eh? yupz. I got lotsa crappy days. More to come. Guaranteed. I am really being run dried by numerous events, both personal and studies. I suddenly have the urge to study hard. Weird... Well, dead drained. I feel like as if i am going to fall apart any time soon. I am just so drained.

Gotta go now! Ta!

This pain in my heart, a fear. why?

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day... But not yesterdae...

Aite people, check the time. Its 4.50am in the morning. Empty stomach, lost heart and a painful mind. I have been kept awake by my worries, a fear. well, i will update you lot later, a need to puke.. again.

Crunch Time!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

THE clock is ticking, each day drew near with great doubts of doing well for my exams run through my mind. Ouch! I am now really really lost in my economics, i dont quite understand the concepts. To make it worst, I dont even know how to apply it in an application question. Damn. Time to haunt Ms Yup.. Hmm.. yup yup!... kekeke

Ah, which comes to my next point. I am really breaking my body in break dancing. Now that is a dance which depicts the word 'break' =S. I am kinda having pain when i move my right shoulder (where i land on entry to 'suicide' from whatever move i do). Still, being brought up as a stubborn kid. I still continued with more breaking sessions! OUch! At least i get my move clean by end of the session! =P ahahha!

Well, time for me to do my procrastinated homeworks :P hahhahah. Ta!

Return Of me! Kyahahah!

-FaLcAo- Its just like another day...

I am now back on my tracks! Finally! Kyahaha! I am finally getting back my swing in life, hockey young Guns Scored against the skool's top stars. Myself and taufiq =P. hahha! Boy, i am all big headed. I cant help it. I was damn fun playing with them. kyahaha! Beware, crappy hafiz online =P

Aite, i gotta head off to Town to get a Handphone. Ta!

Btw, Me and Hannah, 2 Mths already! YeAh!

Power book! =P Kewl stories!