About money

Holding the bank draft my mom bought for me this afternoon and feeling...

Angry.

Angry because I haven't tried hard enough or performed as well as I am supposed to, and I am able to. Angry because education is so very important but it has never occurred to me like it is at this moment, that KNOWLEDGE SHOULD BE FREE OF CHARGE. (Not a $11k DEPOSIT) Angry because my country is not big enough to fit more Universities, angry because I deserve it, I really really do, I deserve a place in the local Us because I was groomed for it as long as I can remember.

Angry because I do not have a choice.

But on a much lighter note,

AUSTRALIA, HERE WE COME!

Post-driving thoughts

Where love exists, there isn't pride. When pride is apparent, there can't be love.

Therefore when you love, you love with no defences, with no fortified walls, with all your cards laid on the table. And you are not just coming face to face with your monsters, but also learning how to accept what's on the flipside of the coin.

Cos you are, by far my favourite. And I hope I am by far your favourite too. Dooodoooodooo~♪