Creep

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

lalala

I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty... you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. 

J. D. Salinger

Tonight is one of those nights where I feel particularly tired. Where I sat down at the bus stop to rest my feet before I walked home and ended up staring into space for a good 15 minutes. But I am always thankful to the people I can return home to.

And I am always thankful for you. 

You and I

2 Corinthians 4:17-18 

 For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. 

For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

Have't been to church in a few weeks now because I couldn't get away from UQ, and then I went to TW, and today I was just plain lazy/tired. Next week. I am craving for Your reassurance and Your voice. I am craving for a peaceful state of mind to face whatever that is coming my way because I am so much on my own and it's not enough, I know it's not enough. My edges are raw, my temper is short, and I am constantly worried and weary. Last night I even completed the whole 'my-future-is-bleak' package with a crazy nightmare, which I can't differentiate from reality, but it felt a lot like someone was pulling me on my limbs and spinning me in circles. I swore I opened my eyes, or maybe not, and tried screaming for the spinning to stop, but no matter how I tried, I couldn't speak.

Or maybe I am just tired.


Caught Wicked the Musical on Wednesday, also Day 0 of my very last Week 0. My first broadway musical and I really really enjoyed it, can't say that enough.
Resigned on Tuesday.
Celebrated my birthday on Monday and snipped my hair off on impulse but I am totally in love with the new cut.
Returned to Singapore from my 8-day escapade to Taipei with my family on Sunday. I should totally post some pictures up because we took really pretty ones? And it's also the last set of pictures with my long hair, doubt I will be growing it out anytime soon.

Ciao.

Last Camp

Energizer bunny song even at 2am and you have had less than 2 hours of sleep the night before and spent the whole day running up down left right.
iamgonnamissgoingforcampssomucheventhoughweeatcrapandsleeplikewedon'tneedsleep.

Wow.
Fantastic Baby.
~*dance*~

This is a very beautiful picture and I am absolutely enchanted by the beauty of it.

Credits to LightedPixies

Best

How would you define a best friend. The person who knows you best, the person who knows you better than you know yourself, the person who would take all your shit without even thinking its shit, the person who will listen to you harp on the same topic a million times over and still come up with different advice each of these million times. Or the person who would sit in quiet simple silence with you, your actions in synch from the way you type on your phones, to the way you look up at each other in knowing that this comfortable silence doesn't come easy, and even though you might not have talked to each other out of spite, out of life, for more than half a year, its always so easy to fall back into their ways because they are the paths you can walk with your eyes closed and know for sure you will always be safe and sound. Or maybe they are the people who have spent the longest time in your life, 3 years, 8 years, your whole life, when so many others choose to leave.

我的公主病这次犯得太严重了吗?

20

Turned 20 rather happily in Taipei. And I am craving for a change.

Happy birthday, me. You are gonna be who you want to be.

and this feels like the very first time