blogged at 8:15 PM
was kinda excited for halloween tmr till i found out some stuffs. hmmm now i cant make up my mind. .
still in enjoying mood. got to get back to serious work in nov.
i think i do know you. but i guess this is something you'll never know as i'll probably will never get the chance to. it is so out of my reach, but still,
whatever it is, you've already gt a piece of me.
im never good at this.
still in enjoying mood. got to get back to serious work in nov.
i think i do know you. but i guess this is something you'll never know as i'll probably will never get the chance to. it is so out of my reach, but still,
whatever it is, you've already gt a piece of me.
im never good at this.
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The reason why i gave school a miss. 
my face looks fat here. haha
Both damn hot. must post!
gone. Happy Birthday cass! blogged at 1:36 AM
Jumbled up post.
Holidays over but im still in the holiday mood probably because of the 3 days school week. I was all set to study this sem but it turns out that everything is project based. Somehow, i would prefer sitting for exams. hopefully i can get at least a gpa of 2.5 when i graduate.
hmm one of my goals is to be an advanced shuffler by the end of this year. but i think im hopeless already. i guess its not easy for someone without any dance background and such a stiff body to learn, but im not giving up yet. I need more partners!
my another long term goal is to be fit! i know i have been saying this for months but i still lack the motivation. my muscles i accumulated during the holidays at california fitness has already turned into fats.
if there's a competition for the most boring blog, i think i'll win first prize. haha
and i know most of the time, readers do not know what im talking about, sometimes when i look back at my posts, i have no idea too. lol
it was so surreal. but i screwed it, as always.
you are right. i will not be bothered by all the nonsense anymore
i miss/missed it.!
gotta work on it.
chanced upon these.
Have you ever wondered which hurts more?
saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?
and.
Have you ever wondered if we make the moments in our lives or the moments in our lives make us?
hmmm.
its twelve. Happy Birthday to you .
always(:
Holidays over but im still in the holiday mood probably because of the 3 days school week. I was all set to study this sem but it turns out that everything is project based. Somehow, i would prefer sitting for exams. hopefully i can get at least a gpa of 2.5 when i graduate.
hmm one of my goals is to be an advanced shuffler by the end of this year. but i think im hopeless already. i guess its not easy for someone without any dance background and such a stiff body to learn, but im not giving up yet. I need more partners!
my another long term goal is to be fit! i know i have been saying this for months but i still lack the motivation. my muscles i accumulated during the holidays at california fitness has already turned into fats.
if there's a competition for the most boring blog, i think i'll win first prize. haha
and i know most of the time, readers do not know what im talking about, sometimes when i look back at my posts, i have no idea too. lol
it was so surreal. but i screwed it, as always.
you are right. i will not be bothered by all the nonsense anymore
i miss/missed it.!
gotta work on it.
chanced upon these.
Have you ever wondered which hurts more?
saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had?
and.
Have you ever wondered if we make the moments in our lives or the moments in our lives make us?
hmmm.
its twelve. Happy Birthday to you .
always(:
blogged at 11:43 PM
@ minds cafe. 
One of the games we played - Ugly Ugly! haha. blogged at 12:07 AM
? weeks ago, on a wed night.Though not out fav coffeeshop but its our all time fav beer! this coffeeshop's not bad as the aunties are nice and its quieter with lesser ppl.
Took hours to decide on what to wear even when ruth and janice have already met up. and.. i think i made the wrong choice. felt quite underdressed thought most felt that it was alright. guess it'll be my first and last time wearing berms to club. haha
The black scarf below [kinda camouflaged] belongs to my mom, my last time wearing that because............ i vacuumed it by accident. i dont know how i did it but yes. we've thrown it away.
legs were aching from searching of super drunk janice, headed to velvet to rest. was so excited when i heard trance, but it played only for less than 5mins and they were closing already.
though tired and no trance, it was still a wonderful night !
Looking forward to this wednesday's. hope it'll be successful. haha. but i have to abstain form alcohol and tobacco though.[ according to website] lol. ive been having very bad headaches. hope it won''t come that day or else i wont be able to go. long post! haha
blogged at 10:48 PM
cant wait for timetable to be out! hope there's off days!
blogged at 11:00 PM
A very random entry.
Random story one.
my mom alws says that i dont know how to style my hair and comb my hair properly since young. No matter what type of wax, gel, clay or spray i use, or how long i take, it almost never turn out nice. and and, i alws style until got holes.
Hole 1.
Hole 2.
do not disturb when drinking.
sun bian add a few more photos.
suddenly miss someone. guess who.
hahaha.
yes. its my Perky Mangoooooo!
Miss all the people that ive not met be it days or weeks, as well as my poly mates. hope to see you all soon. (:
Random story two.
I had a temp job last week in a toys deparment, it changed my view towards kids. Though there are still irritating ones but i saw some that are super duper cute. seeing them makes me feel like starting a family and having kids. oops. maybe there's this inner motherly side in me or perhaps its the age. haha. ok this is my very random story.
Random story three.
im watching gossip girl haha. its not my type of show but actually i find that its quite nice. i also found a couple of nice songs :D will recommend another time.
Random story one.
my mom alws says that i dont know how to style my hair and comb my hair properly since young. No matter what type of wax, gel, clay or spray i use, or how long i take, it almost never turn out nice. and and, i alws style until got holes.
Hole 1.
Hole 2. 
do not disturb when drinking. sun bian add a few more photos.
suddenly miss someone. guess who. hahaha.
yes. its my Perky Mangoooooo! Miss all the people that ive not met be it days or weeks, as well as my poly mates. hope to see you all soon. (:
Random story two.
I had a temp job last week in a toys deparment, it changed my view towards kids. Though there are still irritating ones but i saw some that are super duper cute. seeing them makes me feel like starting a family and having kids. oops. maybe there's this inner motherly side in me or perhaps its the age. haha. ok this is my very random story.
Random story three.
im watching gossip girl haha. its not my type of show but actually i find that its quite nice. i also found a couple of nice songs :D will recommend another time.
blogged at 6:35 PM
Finally i got hold of the pictures taken at butter and finally finally got to taste moet that day. havent been to zouk since the second picture above so hope this friday will go as planned. actually i miss the coffeeshop more than zouk itself oh and the trance. lol agree ruth?
its back to cartel tmr and i feel so sian thinking about it. i feel even worse when i paid 50 bucks for that few sentences, i bought mrt concession for this mth but instead of saving, i feel that its the other way rouind. and i thought i paid my internet bill last mth but when i went to check, it turns out that i dint. oh my.
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BIG
Big day one is finally over and i am so relieved after feeling so tensed for days. Big day two is approaching, its a good thing cause it means holidays! but. i know i'll also miss the days in blk 18 level 5, the standard msges and calls we all send and receieve almost everyday. hahahbig big BIG day on thursday. and quite big day is also arriving [tentative].
oh and one more big news.. i finally jogged today! i dont know why but it wasnt as bad as i expected considering the fact that i havent had a proper jog since PE stopped in sec 4. haha
ok anw, here are a few pictures taken on big day one.
i jumped in while ruth was about to take wendy only. lollllll
i think partly because of mp i started watching dramas online and this particular song from Hot Shot caught my attention.
Cause I believe 那幸福多美的定律
Big day one is finally over and i am so relieved after feeling so tensed for days. Big day two is approaching, its a good thing cause it means holidays! but. i know i'll also miss the days in blk 18 level 5, the standard msges and calls we all send and receieve almost everyday. hahahbig big BIG day on thursday. and quite big day is also arriving [tentative].
oh and one more big news.. i finally jogged today! i dont know why but it wasnt as bad as i expected considering the fact that i havent had a proper jog since PE stopped in sec 4. haha
ok anw, here are a few pictures taken on big day one.
i jumped in while ruth was about to take wendy only. lollllll
i think partly because of mp i started watching dramas online and this particular song from Hot Shot caught my attention.Cause I believe 那幸福多美的定律
在你手心 会有适合你的美丽
这很近 就让我的心安静地守着你
那祝福送给你 Cause I believe
那幸福多美的定律 爱在手心
总会有发光的意义
Oh I believe 你值得我关心
Cause I Believe 那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心 不一定由我握緊
就像恆星總會有發光的原因
And I Believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放棄
blogged at 10:05 PM
omggggg big day tmr!
i am freaking nervous! :/
i am freaking nervous! :/
blogged at 10:56 PM
Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
When no one understands
I’ll believeYou’ll be safe,
You’ll be safe
You’ll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You’ll be safe here
Rivermaya-you'll be safe here.
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
When no one understands
I’ll believeYou’ll be safe,
You’ll be safe
You’ll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You’ll be safe here
Rivermaya-you'll be safe here.
blogged at 5:32 PM
why does it hurt?
blogged at 3:34 PM
A wonderful quote,
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."- Marilyn Monroe
next update will be about mini excursions and mango.
circles and squares.
"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."- Marilyn Monroe
next update will be about mini excursions and mango.
circles and squares.
blogged at 11:16 PM
this is what we do, on a boring day in school. 
proper update another time.
proper update another time.
blogged at 9:38 PM
back to school next weeek. ! :
some goals:
1. reduce consumption of chicken , red meat.
2. be punctual everyday. dont wanna repeat this whole thing.
3. have the motivation to have a jog at least a few days a week.
4. great teamwork and distinction for mp.
5. try to squeeze in time for work
6. practice shuffling. preferably in clubs. hahahaha
7. be more decisive
8. get out of that.
thats all i can think of for now. haha
And all my life
I've stumbled
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as I'll, ever be
some goals:
1. reduce consumption of chicken , red meat.
2. be punctual everyday. dont wanna repeat this whole thing.
3. have the motivation to have a jog at least a few days a week.
4. great teamwork and distinction for mp.
5. try to squeeze in time for work
6. practice shuffling. preferably in clubs. hahahaha
7. be more decisive
8. get out of that.
thats all i can think of for now. haha
And all my life
I've stumbled
But up here I am just perfect
Perfect as I'll, ever be
blogged at 11:35 PM
Cheers to Happiness. [though i look down here] 
maybe i'll upload clubbing and my one and only tragus piercing pictures, etc.
when im super free.
and i want to thank my friends for alws being there ,giving advices, tahaning my indecisiveness and alot alot more. i think ive got the bestest friends and i hope that i can be one too. [ that is if im still not good enough] haha.
one of my top favourite,
fall for you.
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
maybe i'll upload clubbing and my one and only tragus piercing pictures, etc.
when im super free.
and i want to thank my friends for alws being there ,giving advices, tahaning my indecisiveness and alot alot more. i think ive got the bestest friends and i hope that i can be one too. [ that is if im still not good enough] haha.
one of my top favourite,
fall for you.
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
whatever happened to ' always be my baby' ?
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When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
isit me.?
for the first time, i cant believe i .
though i saw this coming, but the impact was so much more than i expected.
i could still remember that moment,
when my eyes are fixed on you and that nothing else mattered.
you keep me spinning.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
isit me.?
for the first time, i cant believe i .
though i saw this coming, but the impact was so much more than i expected.
i could still remember that moment,
when my eyes are fixed on you and that nothing else mattered.
you keep me spinning.
blogged at 10:05 PM
note: the entry below is fiction, ruth is not a single bit jealous.
haha
haha
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Dint intend to blog but this thick skinned person wants a long entry, since her blog is almost filled about me so i ought to do something to mine.
Got to really thank RUTH for tolerating my crap, indecisiveness, unreasonable quarrels and punishments haha, settling my meals, esp practicing shuffling with me right from the start on the selling floor, escalator, main arena, smoking area, moving platform, and everywhere. haha
oh and acc me to pierce my tragus. i finally got it pierced and the feeling was kinda shiok but now it is super swollen and painful every now and then. feel like removing it ):
Trance at MOS is really good, cant wait to go there again and again and again..
but now, i am looking forward to fridayyy! but i havent thought of how to surprise and what to give my dearest pdd for our fifth and stupid ruth doesnt want to help me think. haiya, nvm im used to her jealousy for the past five months.
I love this song, its alws in my head and one of the must play when i listen to music.
for NOT ruth. hahaha
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
(:
Got to really thank RUTH for tolerating my crap, indecisiveness, unreasonable quarrels and punishments haha, settling my meals, esp practicing shuffling with me right from the start on the selling floor, escalator, main arena, smoking area, moving platform, and everywhere. haha
oh and acc me to pierce my tragus. i finally got it pierced and the feeling was kinda shiok but now it is super swollen and painful every now and then. feel like removing it ):
Trance at MOS is really good, cant wait to go there again and again and again..
but now, i am looking forward to fridayyy! but i havent thought of how to surprise and what to give my dearest pdd for our fifth and stupid ruth doesnt want to help me think. haiya, nvm im used to her jealousy for the past five months.
I love this song, its alws in my head and one of the must play when i listen to music.
for NOT ruth. hahaha
You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless
(:
blogged at 10:31 PM
ah so many pictures to post since dont know when but im just soooooo lazy to do it.
This love is unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can’t deny
Each time I look in your eyes, oh babyI know why
This love is unbreakable
Through it all, baby come what may
This love is unbreakable
It’s unmistakable
And each time I look in your eyes
I know why
This love is untouchable
A feeling my heart just can’t deny
Each time I look in your eyes, oh babyI know why
This love is unbreakable
Through it all, baby come what may
blogged at 11:17 PM
24th may,
though my legs still hurt from all the running, complaining at the beginning, but after awhile it was quite fun actually.
it was an unforgettable and wonderful experience. (:
so surreal, ive havent had that intense feeling for so long.
although its almost impossible to meet again and i dont really believe in fate, but hope to see you someday, A.
hai, if only i dint treat you the way i did.
cutting my hair was a huge mistake ):
though my legs still hurt from all the running, complaining at the beginning, but after awhile it was quite fun actually.
it was an unforgettable and wonderful experience. (:
so surreal, ive havent had that intense feeling for so long.
although its almost impossible to meet again and i dont really believe in fate, but hope to see you someday, A.
hai, if only i dint treat you the way i did.
cutting my hair was a huge mistake ):
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Life and its uncertainties.
blogged at 12:31 AM
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
nice.
again.
tp's block 18. pinching that cute chubby cheeks. similar mesmerizing eyes.
usual smile from you. favourite omelette by me. the same atmosphere. the same feeling.
perhaps more than just a dream.
A story without an ending, a simple love till eternity.
(:
blogged at 12:44 AM
dreams of us.
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you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely.
i'm a part of you indefinitely.
(:
blogged at 8:47 PM
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides
blogged at 11:40 PM
presenting.. P.M.S.
this is the funniest. hahah
this is the funniest. hahah
blogged at 3:02 PM
i am surprised that i, a person who needs proper and ample sleep, woke up at 8am and yet, survived mahjong and cards session from 10pm to 730am without feeling very tired. hahaha. even though i lost money, it was fun (:
i will try not to allow my bodyclock to turn haywire this holiday.
eyebagssssss.
maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe
that everything i said and did, wasn't just deceiving
and the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
i will try not to allow my bodyclock to turn haywire this holiday.
eyebagssssss.
maybe it's just me, couldn't you believe
that everything i said and did, wasn't just deceiving
and the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face
makes me wish that i was never brought into this place
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and if i could do it all over again
i'll never treat you that way
i apologise for the pain that i caused
and i just wanna say
im sorry.
when i close my eyes i think of how it used to be
thats when i realised just how much you mean to me
a second chance is all that i need.
i'll never treat you that way
i apologise for the pain that i caused
and i just wanna say
im sorry.
when i close my eyes i think of how it used to be
thats when i realised just how much you mean to me
a second chance is all that i need.
blogged at 12:21 AM
I HATE QMETHOD.
the marker is going to have an easy time marking my paper.
i hate qmethod.
blogged at 12:56 AM
oh man im hooked onto online mahjong again, i spend more time studying the tiles rather than my text. Reminder: four more days to exams. =/
after that Coast to Coast with Bi =D
all are welcome haha.
random question. what is the purpose of the existence of pimples? Like why do we even have such stuffs popping out. k just a silly thought i had while playing mj.
i tried to believe that you are different, but i guess im wrong. hmmm maybe its just me.
ps. i am sorry.
after that Coast to Coast with Bi =D
all are welcome haha.
random question. what is the purpose of the existence of pimples? Like why do we even have such stuffs popping out. k just a silly thought i had while playing mj.
i tried to believe that you are different, but i guess im wrong. hmmm maybe its just me.
ps. i am sorry.
blogged at 11:07 PM
im in a dilemma.
what should i do from here.
damn. why dint i speak up just now.
what should i do from here.
damn. why dint i speak up just now.
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