Troubled

It's been a long time since I updated my blog. Moot competition is coming in 2 weeks, 2 assignments due in 2 weeks, and problems just keep coming to me. Pressure's coming in all direction, killing me slowly. For a moment in time, I feel like I'm all alone, facing all these obstacles.

Be strong, Pris, be strong.

Broke up.

It ended today. Nothing lasts forever, this phrase can never be more true. I should have known. I should have seen this coming. Why, u might ask. Well, I've never got the guts to even ask, because either way, it still gonna hurt. I feel like an idiot for believing in empty promises. I should have known better not to believe in promises. Unjust, unjust indeed.

I feel a lot better, after shedding gallons of tears, using up all Eve's tissue papers. Hope time heals and I pray that I could learn how to forgive n forget. Forgive him, forgive myself for the mistakes I made, and forget everything that happened.

Thanks for the memories. Thanks to Eve again for the tissue, and being by my side when I need you. Sorry, mother...for releasing my anger on you.

First day at ATC.

First day at ATC. This photo was taken before the class started. I looked very excited huh? xD
I don't feel that excited anymore after class.

The environment at ATC and PTPL is totally different, and I'm still in the process of adapting to this new environment. I'm starting to miss that feeling when I'm at PTPL, that friendly environment, like the college is my second home. I miss how Annex C's receptionist would always be very friendly to us students, and I miss how some of the lecturers would call me "Fish", almost like they were my friend. Guess I'd need some time to adapt to this new environment =(

Note to God.

If I wrote a note to God,
I would speak what's in my soul.
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away
For love to overflow

If I wrote a note to God,
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end and for peace to mend this world.

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cuz love's overdue
and it seems like so much is going wrong on this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God,
I'd say please help us find a way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts

I'd say give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love, cuz love's overdue
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from You

Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
cuz it seems like so much is going wrong on this road we're on

We can't do it on our own!

- song lyrics of Charice's song, Note to God.