Christmas eve and Christmas 2009

As i grew up, the joyous feeling and the anticipation towards Christmas is gradually decreasing. Christmas used to be the happiest season of the year for me, but as i grew up, people around me just don't seem to to celebrate Christmas anymore. I guess people forget about tradition as time passed by. Surprisingly, i had an awesome Christmas celebration this year, together with my family and relatives.

On Christmas eve, my family and I went over to my relative's place to attend her house warming party, which later turned out to be our little Christmas party.

Hmmm...Ignore the beer cans on the table, cuz I did not drink them. =p But I had some Bailey's though. Yummy, but later got allergic reactions towards the alcohol..
As you can see, we were holding Uno cards in our hands. Hehe, we played Uno til about 2.30am! Yew Han, my second cousin, taught us played Uno, with his special rules and got Kelly, my cousin sister addicted to Uno. It was so much fun! It was my first time, that i actually enjoyed being around my relatives, without the lame small talks. I actually felt comfortable being around them.
And, on Christmas, went to church lor as usual. and this photo is taken after the service, together with my sis, my second cousin, Uncle Martin and his wife, Aunt Jenny and Aunt Lai Huey.


Super duper tiring Christmas. had lotsa fun though. Thank you, God, for everything.

10 Thoughts/Experiences

The long holiday is seriously wearing me out. I figured out lots of things and experienced a lot during this holiday though.

1) People can never change. There's a chinese saying, 江山易改，本性难移, it means people are hard to change. I thought xxx has changed to a more polite and nice person this holiday. Well, how naive i am to believe that someone who used to be rude, who loves to use foul language can change in such a short period of time!

2) Some people just love to brag. I've figure this out long time ago, but i encountered someone who loves to brag lately. He annoys me to the core. The way he brags makes me doubt his credibility and leaves a question in my head, "Is he as successful as he says he is"?

3) Some people just love to crush other people's dream by giving nonconstructive advices, asking people to give up, but it's best to just ignore these people cuz they just probably don't want others to be better than them. I met someone who asked me to quit A levels and law if i failed my exam this time. I was furious upon hearing that. What a stupid advise. According to him, A levels is too hard. Hello, NOTHING IS EASY IN THIS WORLD! If we were to quit upon facing obstacles, when are we ever going to succeed, right?

4) I've got my 2nd wisdom tooth removed! and gosh, i swell like a balloon for a few days, looking like a chipmunk with puffy cheeks. I can't even talk, smile and laugh properly. Worse, i had to attend my relative's funeral looking like a super fat girl, and i thought, "Nah, who cares?I'm attending a funeral, not a party or something". But lots of pictures were taken that day, with me looking like a chipmunk.

5) I have lots of relatives! xD
Just found out that i have lots of relatives when i attended the funeral. Here's one of the photos.

The funeral of my relative's grandma brought all of my relatives together. Though i have never met her, i bet she's a great person, cuz she nurtured and brought up her children very well. Meeting them was a great experience.

6) I found out some facts about my character and personality from a relative. It fascinates me to see myself from other people's point of view.

7) Friendship and love can be so fragile sometimes.
"One word turns into a war. Why is it the smallest thing that tear us down?" - quoted from Jordin Sparks' Battlefield.
Yep. I think I lost a friend. and I don't have the guts to even send him a text message cuz i find it awkward. Great.

8) "Don't judge a book by its cover", this is a popular saying, telling people not to judge other people by their physical appearance, but i don't think many people apply this though. I heard from a friend that some people choose to only hang out with good looking people. *laughing out loud* Is this absurd or what?

9) Watched the movie, 2012. Many have tried to predict when the world is coming to an end, many have failed too. The Mayans predict that the apocalypse will occur on the year 2012. The book of Revelation also warns us that the end is near. Is the world gonna end on the year 2012?No idea. But I have a feeling it's near.

10) Komtar is not a nice place to shop. Prangin Mall too. I'll never land my feet there again.

My damn wisdom tooth.

Back from the dental clinic and skin specialist clinic.

The visit to the dental clinic brings down the smile on my face, totally. I finally find out the cause of my massive headaches few days ago.*Yay!* More bad news ahead though. Apparently, the thing that is giving me headaches is the stupid wisdom tooth that had been surgically removed about a year ago. I thought everything will be okay after i removed that stupid wisdom tooth that don't bring me any wisdom.*sigh*

According to the dentist, the root of the wisdom tooth might have erupted, bumping on the root of the molar tooth, before it was extracted.(and the molar tooth only starts to hurt few days ago? what the heck?) and somehow, something disturbed the nerves and that's how i get my headaches. can't believe i suffer so much because of a stupid tooth!! Not only that, now that the molar tooth is giving me problems, the dentist told me that if I'm not getting better in a week's time, I'll have to remove that tooth. IT'S A PERFECTLY HEALTHY AND STRONG TOOTH, DUDE!!!
note: i had to remove 4 teeth to do braces last time, now one more? I'm going "bo geh" d weih =.="

Some people don't even brush their teeth, and they don't have any problems with their teeth. I have perfectly healthy and nice set of teeth, but dunno why so suay, i got 4 wisdom teeth. Unjust! Unjust! A friendly advice to my dear readers, if you have a wisdom tooth and the dentist advices that you remove it, please go and remove it as soon as possible. If not, you'll face this same problem I'm facing. My perfectly healthy molar tooth got affected by the stupid wisdom tooth. Sad.

Another bad news. I gotta go remove another wisdom tooth of mine soon. =.=" seriously, I'm going bo geh d.. =(

And about the skin specialist. Fuh. Just spent RM 390 on some oilments for my skin. Dang. Used to consult Dr Khoo, the most famous skin specialist in SP, but I decided to consult another specialist, since the medication prescribed by Dr Khoo isn't working. argh, this RM 390 better be worth it.

1 Dec. a brief record of the day.

Went to Queens' Bay Mall, Penang for Eve's early birthday celebration, since 1 Dec is Eve's birthday eve =p

We went there by Sky's car. Fuh, i gotta say, he drives REALLY fast. We reached Penang in a blink of an eye. Sky and acid were perfectly quiet during the whole journey to Penang, while me, eve and Hm were busy chit-chatting and laughing. That's what happen when the 3 of us are together. Both of them were really childish though..they were busy showing the middle fingers to each other. It was hilarious. I guess childishness sometimes bring lots of happiness too. Guess that explains why kids are always happy.

When we reached Penang, we stopped by main campus to collect our Moral Education results. Muahaha, i don't mean to brag, but i got an A!! On your face, daniel! xD who ask u to challenge my moral?I am a person with high moral values okay? =ppp and i saw my dear law lecturer, Mr Saini there too.gosh, i miss him so much..he always tease me about fishes and rainy days. He says i look happy when it's raining. hahaha..what a cute lecturer.

After hanging out at main campus for a while, we headed to QB. We had our lunch at T Bowl, a toilet/bathroom-themed restaurant. The restaurant was beautifully decorated with toilet bowls and bathtubs..LOL, and we were sitting on toilet bowls to eat. yucks. and some of the dishes were placed in a small toilet bowl too, and the toilet bowl acts as our "bowl"..so it's like eating poop from toiletbowl =.=" very disgusting indeed. me n eve ordered chicken chop cheese rice or something like that..it looked a lot like vomit though..i lost my appetite to eat from the sight of the rice in the toiletbowl..yucks..sorry friends, my bad, it was my idea to have our lunch there =p
Ting Yu's food was funny too..the color and texture of the food looked a lot like poop, slightly brownish..hahahahaha..we had fun laughing at the dishes, but we don't really enjoy the taste of the food, too bad.

We thought of going to skate after lunch, but we were too full and bloated to skate. Ting Yu suggested that we walked around QB as exercise, but ET wanted to go arcade instead, as EXERCISE. now i know what is his definition of exercise..lol..Weeehehee..good also la, cuz i finally got the chance to slip away, to buy present for the birthday girl. i abandoned Eve alone with ET and Hm at the arcade while she was busy racing cars with them, how mean i am huh. she was looking at me with the pity puppy eyes, asking me to wait for her to finish the race first and it will only take a while..but i just slipped away..sorry har eve =p

The most fun part of the day happened at the skating ring. i think i screamed a lot, cuz i feared of falling xD thx to Eve, ET, Acid, Sky and Hm for coaching me! muahaha, finally i know how to move around with the super heavy roller shoes =.=" i fell twice.first time, it was Daniel's fault. Second time, my own fault cuz i lost my balance and landed on my knees. Ouch. there's a huge black-greenish spot on my left knee already..hideous! i'm impressed by Daniel's skating skills. he has the speed and agility, whereas Eve, ET and Hm, they learn things real quick, it was only their second time skating, yet they were moving like butterflies, so gracefully and naturally. i envied them. i was moving like a kingkong..with super heavy shoes *chuckles*. and i'm like an 18 years old baby, trying to learn how to walk again. it was sooooo frustrating that i felt like giving up, many times. i feared of falling too, cuz it's never easy for me to stand up. this applies to my life as well. but i guess sometimes, i'll only learn how to stand strong when i fall...

Weeee..after skating, i got to watch my hubby, Edward! xD i've always wanted to watch New Moon, but when i get to watch it, my head suddenly aches like it's gonna explode..massive headaches..my jaws hurted too..it was so so painful that i had to swallow lots of huge, stinky painkillers =( the painkillers wasn't very helpful though..i suffered a lot during the movie that i didn't enjoy even a lil bit of the movie. all i wanted that time was to go home..=(
i wanted to watch my Edward one maaaaaa...but i pulled through, crying throughout the movie =.="" sigh, after the movie, i started feeling weak and tired..the headache wore me out.

sorry ah eve, for ruining ur day =(

but i realized something on this day tho..i realized that the usually cold and quiet Sky is actually very nice n funny. Acid too..he's always quiet in class, but he's very talkative and jovial when he's with his friends..hehehe..there's a hokkien saying, " quiet dog bites people to death"..they are quiet, but better not play the fool with them..LOL..nanti i kena bite to death =X

overall, it was a fun day, minus the super massive headache. hope to hang out with them again next time.

Blek..

So sad and angry today. =(

Hope that person will realize her own mistake soon.

I will not frown nor weep no more, for i will not torture myself for someone as unworthy as her.

A word to that bitch, the world does not revolve around you. what you want, is not always what you will get.

I miss my piano =(

I miss playing the piano =(
When will i have the chance to run my fingers on it again?
To play my favorite songs, and let my feelings flow in the melody..
It's just not the same when you're listening to the recorded ones which other people played..
When you're playing the music, it's like letting the music to express yourself, instead of you doing the talking..
and it's up to the listener to interpret it..
The effects that music brings to me is just too great..
But, I hate head-banging music which seems to me is blasting people's eardrums and blasting people's head off..lolz =p
The songs that i enjoy listening will usually depend on my mood..
I'm so freaking moody right now,
and where is my piano?
It's out of tune and growing spiderwebs! =( *sob*

Superhuman ♫

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I can barely speak
Barely eat, On my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
You don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see though the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Strong
Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs
Feels almost like I've had it all along
I can see tomorrow

Well every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see how love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going, gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you
I can feel like I can do anything
I'm Going going, gone away love

You changed my whole life
Don't know what your doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all super human, you did this to me, yeah
A super human heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Super human

Exam!!

Literature in English Paper 3 and Business Paper 2 is on the 6th of Nov, which is in 4 days time.But i feel so unmotivated, i just feel so lazy to study!! How i hate myself right now..I should be concentrating about exams right now, but instead, my mind is so occupied with some other irrelevant things. I want to pass A-Levels so desperately, but I'm just so lack of motivation. What am i suppose to do?

" Many people will walk in and out of your lives, but only true friends leave footprints in your heart"

That girl on the left, she is that one true friend that left footprints in my heart.We've been best friends since Form 3, which is like 4 years already. I knew her since Standard 2, we were in the same class, but never really talk to each other. We were classmates again in Standard 4, 5 and 6, but yet again, we don't talk much to each other. Hmmm, and i wonder why.>.< We started to become best friends only in Form 3, wahahaha..lotsa memories back then. Too bad i hate taking pictures back then, i have like the greatest camera phobia ever...

I could still remember well the times in Form 3. We used to hang out a lot together with Swee Yao, who used to be our classmate that time. We would do shopping together and watch movies together in Central Square's lousy cinema *laughs*..It was still so much fun. She was with me through the ups and downs in my life. She would always lend me her ears and shoulders to cry on, consoled and comforted me when i was in tears. I could still remember that she was the first person i called after my first break up with bf. She was there to comfort and consoled me on the phone.I am indeed very grateful and blessed to have such an angel in my life.I have to say, she's the nicest person among all the people i know. She would do anything for her friends, sometimes even giving up the person she likes for a friend. She treasures people around her and she's always cheerful cuz she doesn't want to affect people with her bad mood, which is why she's always hiding and keeping all her problems to herself.

However, like life, our friendship has its ups and downs as well. Sad to say, and as much as i hate to admit this, i am sometimes very selfish. and i know i've caused her some heartaches sometimes >.< , and i'm deeply sorry for that. Lots of things happened this year, and there were times i doubted our friendship, doubted her but time proved me wrong. =)
Hehe, luckily we are still as closer as ever. ^^

The main reason why I'm writing this and decided to make this my first blog post, is because i'm worried, worried that we might not study together anymore. A-levels exam is ending soon in 19 days more. Time flies so fast!!Sooner or later, we'll have to go on our own separate ways and i might not be her close friend anymore.
Anyhow, i wanna thank her for being such a great friend. *cheers!*

p/s: leave me a message if you wanna know her. XD *chuckles* just kidding. =p

True good Friends are hard to find, difficult to leave and impossible to Forget! - G. Randoff

A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift.
A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift.
A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy and grace.
And makes the world we live in a better and happier place. - Unknown