I turn to you by Christina Aquilera

When I'm lost...in the rain
In your eyes I know I'll find the light
To light my way
When I'm scared losing ground
When my world is going crazy
You can turn it all around
And when I'm down you're there
Pushing me to the top
You're always there giving me all you've got

For a shield, from the storm
For a friend, for a love
to keep me safe and warm
I turn to you
For the strength, to be strong
For the will to carry on
For everything you do
For everything that's true
I turn to you

When I lose...the will to win
I just reach for you
And I can reach the sky again
I can do anything
'Cause your love is so amazing
'Cause your love inspires me
And when I need a friend
You're always on my side
Giving me faith
taking me through the night

Humans

Humans are the most complex type of animals in the world..

It is almost impossible to guess or know what the other person is thinking or the cause of their actions or behaviour even thou he or she is your close partner.. sometimes one don't even know what they want or are thinking about, so how do they expect others to know.. at times, ones willpower is too weak and just cant control themselves, ended up having a volcano eruption or doing silly things.. the brain is just too complex..

Is the human nature born, or is it the environment that causes it? maybe it works in both ways, under the influence of peer pressure, the surroundings.. some people are optimistic, some are pessimistic.. some are responsible, some irresponsible.. some are leaders, some are followers.. etc etc..

No one is perfect in this world, if you think you are, then there is definitely sth wrong with you, immaturity in your brain.. often, people will have two faces, one in which is the one when you are outside with other people, the other when you are alone.. if you notice, normally the loudest person in a group is actually the one who will be hurt more, emotionally.. not saying a quiet person will not feel emotionally hurt, but in most cases, given the same situation, the louder person will not be able to handle the problems properly or better.. WHY? maybe it's because showing a louder personality to others can help hide their inferior side, but in fact, maybe they are the emotionally weakest of all..

At times, we only look at the bad points of one's character, often forgetting the good points of them.. you may say, he only has bad points and i cant see his good points, then, this may be one flaw in you.. view him and understand him with your heart, definitely he has some good points..

Treating pple like how you want them to treat you is an important factor.. it's a two way basis.. if they didn't realise it now, at least you tried your best, they will sooner or later realise it, maybe after a few years.. we should also put ourselves in someone's shoes and not make life difficult for them, having an attitude problem is not the correct way.. sad to say, most of us have this attitude problem towards different matters, no doubt even i have this problem, no use denying, you can bluff your way thru the others, but after all, one cannot deceive oneself.. so what if your studies and grades are excellent, but in the end your character is like shit, do you think till the end of the day pple will still want to hang out with you.. you may have a degree or even higher, but you may spend your life in the jail or having to spend a lonely life, is all these worth while and what you wanted, will you be happy ?!!

The human brain is too complex to understand, it take a few decades to learn.. the most important thing is that you must be contented with what you have, not take anything for granted, and not do things that disappoint the people who really care for you..

*PS: the above are only my opinion, it does not refers to anybody.. so, do not sue me for that.. =P

Happy one year~

27/09/2006... woohoo... Happy one year !!

What happened on 27/09/2005 was like ytd, everything is still so clearly on my mind.. by the beach, the sunset, the chalet, everything.. thought of it simply melts my heart, so sweet... (thou there's one part that's so diao, erm you know what i mean la hur ?? *winks..)

through this one year,
it's you who made me feel love...
it's you who brought colours to my life...
it's you who affected my mood, happy or sad...
it's you who brought tears and laughters to my life...
it's you who made me feel worthwhile living in this world...
it's you who's always there to lend me your shoulder...
it's you who's always there to lend me your ears...
it's you who tolerated my grumpyness...
it's you my boy, it's you...
it's all about you...

i believe with no quarrelling is what that makes us special.. the bond between you and me is so special.. everything is too precious to be broken.. memories will never be forgotten, all kept deep down in our heart.. loving each other is what we treasured.. =)..

I do not ask for luxuries, neither do i need you to spend money on me, so pls do not tired yourself by working.. it hurts my heart when i always see you so tired after long hours of work.. what i wanted is very simple, and i believe you know what it is... =P

Anyways, today's a great day.. lunch and movie with you makes me feel so happy and contented, further more you sent me home... smiles... =).. there's nth much more i can ask for...
boy, thxs for everything for this one year, and i believe there's more to come, right ? hahax.. with you by my side, my first and only one... loving you so much, with all my heart and soul.. happy one year anniversary my dear.... <3

Guess who i am

I am very popular to men and women.
I have known to put on smiles.
I am known to come in different colors and sizes,
And I am wrapped in different brands.
Also known to be either skinny and long,
Or fat and stubbly.
When taken out, I go in hard and dry,
And come out soft an wet.
Once taken out a second time, I become dissatisfied to others,
And tend to lose interest.
Now without hesitation,
Guess who I am?






A piece of Chewing Gum! WHAT WERE YOU THINKING!!!

toopid and lame stories

Story 1
Three blokes enter a disabled swimming contest. The first has no arms the second no legs and the third has no body, just a head. They all line up, the whistle blows and "splash" they're all in the pool.

The guy with no arms takes the lead instantly, but the guy with no legs is closing fast. The head sank straight to the bottom. Ten lengths later and the guy with no legs finishes first. He can still see bubbles coming from the bottom of the pool, so he decides he had better dive down to rescue the head guy. He picks up the head, swims back up to the surface and places the head at the side of the pool, where-upon the head starts coughing and spluttering.

Eventually the head catches his breath and shouts: "Three goddamn years I've spent learning to swim with my goddamn ears, then five seconds before the whistle, some bastard puts a swimming cap on me"


Story 2
I teach preschool, 2 year olds. When I was Pregnant with my 3rd child, I saw no reason to tell my class because they were so young. As the year was coming to an end, I grew quite large.

One of my little darlings came up to me and said," Miss Ilene, your belly is getting very fat!" I asked this little boy if he'd like to know why, and he said yes. I told him I had a baby in my tummy. He walked away, saying nothing.

The next day, this happy, never cry child pitched a fit when his mother tried to leave. She pulled him aside and they talked for a few minutes, and the little boy calmed down, and the mom was grinning from ear to ear. I asked what happened and she said, "Adam thought you might eat him, you've already eaten a baby."


Story 3
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class.

She came to the part of the story where the first pig was trying to accumulate the building materials for his home. She read, "...And so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said, "Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'"

The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said, "I think he said 'Holy %$#@! A talking pig!'" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

story to share

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well.

The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbours to come cover up and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly.

Then, to everyone's amazement, he quitened down. A few shovels loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well, and was astonished at what he saw. With every shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbour continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up.Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and trotted off!

Lesson:Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. we can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up!Shake it off and take a step up!