Nineteen
Monday, December 20, 2010 // 1:49 AM
So far this holiday has been full of ups and downs. It's all topsy-turvy. I had fun no matter. Nights crying. Days laughing. It's feels like a cycle now. I thought i was strong enough to handle it but i guess i was wrong. Very wrong. But i can't just give up after everything. In two weeks or so, school is gonna re-open. I don't want the holidays to end but as much as i don't want that to happen..i miss school. I literally miss school and the food from the canteen and not to forget my crazy ass friends!
But i needed the two months holiday. I feel like i'm a new person well atleast i think i am. :P
Okay, i'll leave it like this for awhile. Move over to my tumblr which is located under the 'About' section of this blogskin for more regular postings and reblogs.
Back to December
Sunday, December 19, 2010 // 1:18 AM
It's been a long time since i have step into this blog. I've been away for the whole holiday. Away as in..away from the cyberworld. It was healthy. I wasn't stuck to the screen for the whole day and i went out for days and weeks. Which resulted to me being sick and having headaches. I'm fine and lots of people haven't heard from me. Atleast thru' facebook..that is. So other than going out everyday of the week. I've been writing. YES. I'm back to writing, people! I've written about my holiday in my black book. From feelings. To thoughts. To outings. To quotes. To drawings too.
And also, i've been reading the Harry Potter Series and watching Harry Potter too.
On the part of
LOVE, there is nothing to talk about. Forget it.
FORGET IT. (:
With this, may everyone have a wonderful Christmas Holiday ahead! :D
Monday blues
Monday, November 1, 2010 // 3:32 PM
Monday.
Before school closed for the semester. I used to dread when it's sunday and the next day is monday. I hated getting Monday blues. They don't make me happy nor do they make me feel good. There is something about mondays that i never liked. I don't know maybe it'll mean there is school or i just don't like monday by default. Ever since the holiday started, it has changed. I'm dead bored staying at home and watching movies after movies. It's ridiculous. Maybe i should do some reading? Yes, i should. Mondays are meant to mark the start of a new FUN week not this- boring, sit at home, watch movies, eat chips, no friends week. I'm longing for school and it has only been 3 days since school closed.
This sucks.
Trick or Treat
Sunday, October 31, 2010 // 8:45 PM
Sometimes late at night i think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven't been and all the things yet to be. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if i will truly understand anything...and if there's really anything to understand at all.
Easy come, easy go.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 // 4:54 PM
Shit happens. I guess, i'll have to accept the fact that maybe pra is really gone. It happened so fast. I stil' can't believe it. After almost 2 years of friendship, this happens. It's unbelievable.
All of us were at fault. None of us were innocent. We changed. For the good or bad, i'll never know. I just hope that whatever we went thru' together will not be forgotten by you guys.
Remember— ' Sehati..sejiwer ' , ' ehh, ni pra tkder pape punyaaa!' , ' bila-bila pra punyaa ' , ' Bestfriends? More like SISTERS. ' , ' All for one. One for all. ' , ' Take one, take all. ' .
Girls, i love you. Even though, we're not us anymore. I'm gonna miss you guys during this holiday. No more conferences, prank callings etc. I know, i didn't cry but my heart was heavy. Seeing us part ways during the last day of school was just plain sad. Why did it happened..We had our own point of views, opinions and differences. We don't agree with the same things anymore. But mostly, i'm gonna miss my BESTFRIENDS. Especially, you. (you know who you are.) No more craps and being random together. I'm so sorry for everything, guys.
2010 has officially been the worst year for me. 2010: Bad > Good .
The holiday started off on a bad note with ♥ but nothing major happened just quarrelled. Restless for 2 nights straight. Haven't meet ♥ for 3 days. Reason: Soccer. -_______-''
Nineteen
Monday, December 20, 2010 // 1:49 AM
So far this holiday has been full of ups and downs. It's all topsy-turvy. I had fun no matter. Nights crying. Days laughing. It's feels like a cycle now. I thought i was strong enough to handle it but i guess i was wrong. Very wrong. But i can't just give up after everything. In two weeks or so, school is gonna re-open. I don't want the holidays to end but as much as i don't want that to happen..i miss school. I literally miss school and the food from the canteen and not to forget my crazy ass friends!
But i needed the two months holiday. I feel like i'm a new person well atleast i think i am. :P
Okay, i'll leave it like this for awhile. Move over to my tumblr which is located under the 'About' section of this blogskin for more regular postings and reblogs.
Back to December
Sunday, December 19, 2010 // 1:18 AM
It's been a long time since i have step into this blog. I've been away for the whole holiday. Away as in..away from the cyberworld. It was healthy. I wasn't stuck to the screen for the whole day and i went out for days and weeks. Which resulted to me being sick and having headaches. I'm fine and lots of people haven't heard from me. Atleast thru' facebook..that is. So other than going out everyday of the week. I've been writing. YES. I'm back to writing, people! I've written about my holiday in my black book. From feelings. To thoughts. To outings. To quotes. To drawings too.
And also, i've been reading the Harry Potter Series and watching Harry Potter too.
On the part of
LOVE, there is nothing to talk about. Forget it.
FORGET IT. (:
With this, may everyone have a wonderful Christmas Holiday ahead! :D
Monday blues
Monday, November 1, 2010 // 3:32 PM
Monday.
Before school closed for the semester. I used to dread when it's sunday and the next day is monday. I hated getting Monday blues. They don't make me happy nor do they make me feel good. There is something about mondays that i never liked. I don't know maybe it'll mean there is school or i just don't like monday by default. Ever since the holiday started, it has changed. I'm dead bored staying at home and watching movies after movies. It's ridiculous. Maybe i should do some reading? Yes, i should. Mondays are meant to mark the start of a new FUN week not this- boring, sit at home, watch movies, eat chips, no friends week. I'm longing for school and it has only been 3 days since school closed.
This sucks.
Trick or Treat
Sunday, October 31, 2010 // 8:45 PM
Sometimes late at night i think about all the things that have been, all the things that haven't been and all the things yet to be. I wonder if this world will ever make sense to me, if i will truly understand anything...and if there's really anything to understand at all.
Easy come, easy go.
Saturday, October 30, 2010 // 4:54 PM
Shit happens. I guess, i'll have to accept the fact that maybe pra is really gone. It happened so fast. I stil' can't believe it. After almost 2 years of friendship, this happens. It's unbelievable.
All of us were at fault. None of us were innocent. We changed. For the good or bad, i'll never know. I just hope that whatever we went thru' together will not be forgotten by you guys.
Remember— ' Sehati..sejiwer ' , ' ehh, ni pra tkder pape punyaaa!' , ' bila-bila pra punyaa ' , ' Bestfriends? More like SISTERS. ' , ' All for one. One for all. ' , ' Take one, take all. ' .
Girls, i love you. Even though, we're not us anymore. I'm gonna miss you guys during this holiday. No more conferences, prank callings etc. I know, i didn't cry but my heart was heavy. Seeing us part ways during the last day of school was just plain sad. Why did it happened..We had our own point of views, opinions and differences. We don't agree with the same things anymore. But mostly, i'm gonna miss my BESTFRIENDS. Especially, you. (you know who you are.) No more craps and being random together. I'm so sorry for everything, guys.
2010 has officially been the worst year for me. 2010: Bad > Good .
The holiday started off on a bad note with ♥ but nothing major happened just quarrelled. Restless for 2 nights straight. Haven't meet ♥ for 3 days. Reason: Soccer. -_______-''
I am a nerd. I play video games,watch cartoons and read comic books.I believe in karma and miracles.
Summer. Books. Writing. Reading. Arts and Craft. Doodling. Dinosaurs. Yellow. Power rangers. Sharpies. Love.
Tenth day of the tenth month in twenty-ten.