For some reason,
i cant stop blogging -.-
Maybe its coz im bored.
Or rather, coz im out to find any possible excuse to put off learning chengyus.
Yep, the latter sounds more possible, no?
Okay.
New years resolutions.
So cliche, &how many of those have i ever kept -.-
Oh, i printed it out last year!
*Runs to find list*
Okay found it.

2009 Resolutions:

1) Dont dirty pencil case

• Evidently, this one was fail -.-

2) Dont dirty bags

• Dont see how i can dirty a black bag. Hm, why was i so obsessed with clean things o.o

3) Be social in school

• You seeee, i was a loner in pri school. Guessed i improved lol.

4) Do all my work (sch work, hw, tuition work, etc)

• Heh. (guiltyface)

5) Dont lose stationery.

• Ditto. Actl not that bad la. Better than pri sch (:

6) Get good grades.

• Oh stupid '08 deborah why did you make so many academics related resolutions?

7) Stay jonasbrothers obsessed.

• So much for that -.-

8) Get sufficient pocket money, dont anyhow spend it.

• (snickers)

9) Be healthy weighted.

• Idk why i wanted that. But im healthy weighted now i think, damn. I'd rather be underweight and eat whatever i want :(
  

Haiii.
Epic phail!
Shall make a list now, for me to see how many i actl kept 365 days from now.

Resolutions '10
( '10 looks damn weird -.- )

#1- 3.6 gpa ._.
#2- Do QT daily.
#3- be a good senior ( AAAAAH )
#4- Join a ministry.
#5- SURVIVE YEAR TWO.
#6- Not die waiting for gossipgirl (9thmarchcomealready!)
#7- Stop swearing.
#8- Stop getting pissed so easily.
#9- Allocate allowance properly:

• $13 for meals
• $2/3 on magazines
• $2.50 for Offering
• Save the rest :)
  

Okay, we'll see how many of these i actl keep.
But okay,

Happy New Year,
All the best for '10 :D

Piece of sunshine.

Stupid fluctuating temperature -.-
Damn idiotic i tell you.
When i woke up, it was 39.1,
yes i heard your gasp.
Then dropped to 38 point something,
but decided to go to doctor anw.
And ohfreakingwow,
they measured my temp to be 36.7 ._.
And somehow after they told me that, i was magically better!
Couldnt be bothered to wait for 17 numbers,
so went home.
Buttttttttt,
when i woke up,
my temp was 39.1 again!
IDIOT LAAAAAA.
Its 37.4 now (:
And thats how i spent the last day of '09,
coffing my lungs out and sucking the thermometer.
But its okay.
Whee.
:D

even if the sky is falling dowwwwwwwn.

Changed.

Whoo, camp was awesome :D

Dont feel like elaborating lei, hah tuu bad.

Wasnt that close to my groupmates this time compared to last year,

but yeah it was great fun (:

Dead tired now, slept at 3am lol!

My roomies were mad cool ~
I think God really changed me @ this years camp, whooo.
Spent most of my time with Grace,
workshops with anning,
cell with shanice and jebera.
Cell supper was really cool, laughed my head off every single day.
The workshops were really exactly what i needed.
So in all, great camp,
despite the fact that im sick now :(
38.5 just now, dropped to 37.
AAH.
but its okay, so so worth it.
And for some reason everyone's reflecting on 2009,
though it ends in 2 days still.
but okay, i'll do that too.

-

Hm, why is everyone going on and on and on about how terrible 2009 was?
Personally, i think it was pretty great ._.
Like suuuuuure, there were times when i was so damn depressed,
just wanted to give up (circle term 2 on calendar)
But other than that, i think ive really grown this year.
Learnt many lessons,
made new friends,
tenthousandandone emotions.
But no, it wasnt a bad year.
You want one?
Hi 2008, year of lonerism.
But okay i shall compile a list of (Y) things in 2009 :)

1) Got into guides.

Okay, i was really depressed about this at first. But i guess this was one of those blessing in disguise things. But guides has really strengthened me, both emotionally and physically. Like, what would my life be without my dearestest patrolmates? (L) So, to wenlin tessa zeph charlene tsepuay, thanks a zillion for making my year. Here's to being awesome seniors!

2) 1L

Okayyyyyy, so im not that close to 1L now. But really, i wouldnt want to be in any other class. Being in 1L makes me study harder. So its realleeeee stressful, but in a way its really awesome! In '08, i would have totally scorned @ you guys, no offence, but yep ive learned not to judge. Thank you to my lovely classmates, amanda maranda lin chinyee beatriz nic and whoever i missed out. Loves!

3) God/Megalife

Yep, megalife is awesome. So im close to like so few people there, but its like a petrol station for me, every service gives me the energy to press thru the week. And camp, yes camp was really great, it rekindled the fire for God for me. And God, God is what keeps me going. I cant imagine my life without God, it would be screwed up beyond repair. Thank God he placed me in a Christian home, im gonna go all out and spread His love.

4) Family

My family. Hm. To put it simply, we faced things i always expected, but never had the strength to face. But well we survived, stronger than ever now. Loveee!

Aiyaaaah,
lazy to think already.
Actl i started on this post like 3 days ago -.-
And im finishing only now.
(Y) right !
And its NYE hiiiiii.
and, my yuedubaogao hasnt been touched,
and 50 chengyus are sitting somewhere ready to kill me.
DIES.
Okay i will go learn those darned things known as chengyus ._.
BAI.

Missingyou.

Hello people who arereading this though i doubt you exist,
I'll be away @ ChurchCamp till the 29th,
Yes i know you'll miss me.
AWW.
Okay yep bai.

Bulletproof.

Hi i think im psychic!
Few nights ago, i dreamt that i was at NUS trying to figure out how to go to school.
Then i saw a dhs person boarding this bus 151a,
so i figured it went to school.
Then i woke up -.-
And seriousleee,
i have never ever seen the bus 151, i woke up thinking how random my dreams are.
Thennnnn, tdy i mentioned this dream to my sister.
She tole me there is a 151a and it goes from NUS to hougang.
(Y) hor!
And i was shocked beyond words.
Idk why im so random but yeah.
:D

Merrychristmastoyou! ♥

Helloooo (:
posting on my sisters iPod, coz my laptops charger si screwed and the desktop is very extremely screwed -.-
but anw,
MERRY CHRISTMASSSS :D
Although, this years Christmas doesn't feel Iike Christmas :(
feels like just any other day,
no magic lol.
But okay whatever.
Flyer ytd was fun (:
Okay it was boring, to be honest.
After that was fun, mmhmm.
So, the ride itself was zzzzz.
We got the whole capsule to ourselves, whoo.
Spent most of the time camwhoring BIMBOING (:
Pics on her blog :)
After that, went to ion.
My gosh, everything was on saleeeee.
Fell in love with the dresses there;)
and yep,
that more or less summarizes ytd.
Hahaha okay byeeeee,
Merryest Christmas to you :D

Zzz.

Stupid singapore flyer.
Ive been waiting for the damn thing to answer my call of shittily long,
and theyre still telling ads, saying no one is availabe to pick up.
Wl, i bet theyre just sleeping -.-
OH THEY PICKED UP :D
Okay hi i, going to the flyer later i guess (:
ferriswheels are pretty
And thst was the bimbo side of deborah talking.
Okay, have a nice day, bye,
merry christmas eve :D

:(

Deborah is a sad girl.
So sad, that she will be typing in third person to annoy others.
Today, deborah woke up at 5.40 am to go to school and help with year1 registration.
So, she met zephania at tampines mrt,
after waiting for the train to get its ass on the track for eight minutes.
She was late :D
Then, they cabbed down to school,
and reached at seven oh five.
There, deborah found out that she was a reserve,
and could therefore sit with zephania and talk :P
She was in charge of 1L with zephania.
Deborah soon found out that her direct juniors
a) have kiasu parents, and
b) have no sense of time whatsoever
(This is damn annoying i shall revert to 1st person -.-)
Walau, all late one la, kns.
Hahahaha, their teacher is mr tan!
Lucky people.
Sat in classroom and stoned mostly,
the year 1s have cool names, lol.
OH YAH.
Look out for flying squirells!
Parents are weird, dont want to listen to us.
Ask us to reccomend shirt size,
then dont listen wth.
DONT WASTE MY BREATH LAAAAA.
Damn joke,
have 1 girl abt tessa's size,
her mum got her size L pe shirt and size m orientation tee.
HELLO I WEAR XS AND ITS FREAKING HUGE LA.
(Y) parents.
And all the 1L girls look the same to me!
Shit, were we like that when we came into dhs ._.
long hair, long skirt, high socks.
Wait.
My hair wasnt any longer than it is nao,
my skirt was damn short,
socks were probably bare minimum epps standard.
HMM, o.o
And i dont quite remember my mum asking so much shit.
I do remember getting an xs shirt,
coz i was smart (hah)
Okay whatever,
done ranting.
Oh, on a random note,
theres this boy who reminds me of chongyi,
and another who reminds me of julius (zeph agrees).
And all the girls look like gajing to me -.-
Okay hi bye.
Imbored.
i shall go disturb my sister \m/
Going flyer with zeph tml, provided we can get booking last minute.
AAAH.

To do list:

1. learn 50 chengyus
2. do yuedubaogao
3. christmas presents

OH YES.
Today, something !@#$%^&* idiotic happened.
My laptops charger died, kns.
And charger comes 30th dec latest.
So till then, i have to use this bloody slow desktop.
Fml ):

Hearts a thousand.

Out with my dearest patrolmates today (L)
spent a bomb at bras basah lol.
$70 plus altogether I think ._.
I'm typing damn slowly coz I'm on my sisters iPod :D
hm, I'll post the deets tomorrow I guess (;
but yeah, I really do love them to the greatest degree
I would totally put the heart symbol up there.
Anw, time is flying by like nobodys business,
gosh it's nearly christmas ._.
And hi I have damn shit lot undone,
scruuuuuuu.
I really highly dislike Chinese veryvery much.
Bah,
I'll post tonght,
typing on this thing is hell.
Baiiiiiii(:

Hello,
my muscles are aching like nobodys business,
my hands are blistered beyond description,
my legs have ropeburns left right centre,
and basically im half dead.
I shall try to make my self feel better over a episode of gossip girl.
Booooo.

I really shouldn be posting.

1. i havent done yuedubaogao
2. i havent done Christmas presents. And to day i found out its 1 week away. First time i want to delay Christmas, seriously.
3. I havent learned chengyu.
4. I havent finished zhouji.
5. I have camp from 26th - 29th

Therefore, i am very extremely screwed.
*dies*
okay.
i will do 4 and 3 tonight,
2 tomorrow,
and 1 on sunday.
*dies*, very badly.
Damn.

AAAAAAAH.
KILL ME.
JUST KILL ME.
I HAPPILY WENT TO CH131 TO WATCH GOSSIP GIRL,
ONLY TO FIND OUT THAT THEY HADNT UPLOADED THE NEW EP.
THEY USUALLY DO IT VERY PROMPTLY.
THEN I WENT TO CHECK ONE OF THE FANSITES,
AND I FOUND THIS:




























JUST KILL ME DAMMIT.

goawayyyyyy.

hi world.
i changed my tagboard font.
coz zephania told me to.
and im a good lil girl.
yay.
walau holidays are damnshit boring -.-
like, who wants to do chinese!
screw it.
how i did am gonna do yuedubaogao:
i went to the library and typed in "call of the wild",
and copied down the book description.
All i have left to do is the translation \m/
kthxbai.

imsickoflivingtopleasepeople.
selfobsessedshitz.

i changed my skin (:
bet wessa's nodding her head in approval.

!@#$%^&* DIES.

HI.
I HATE CLASSICS.
I HATE CHINESE.
THEREFORE,
ME DOING A 阅读报告 ON CALL OF THE WILD.
JUST LET ME DIE WOULD YOU.
DAMMIT.

Oh.
Today,
during science tuition,
i cut my thumb ):
Bled for damn long.
Poo D:

Feel the luv!

Awesome, awesome day ytd(:
Love my patrolmates luhh,
theyre the best in the whole wide world :D
Met teesa (aka mummy) @ whitesands at idr what time,
then we stoned around whitesands while waiting for zephania.
Bimbo sister overslept hi.
Uhhh.
Completed scrapbook while waiting for charlieeeeee/darlie (daddy! ),
then waited for wenlin.
She, best.
Ahmah hi!
359ed home, started on our mission (:
Beautify wenlin! (pics later, pb is being bloody slow -.-)
idkhowlonglater, ahmah dearest was pretty(er) :D
cabbed down to marina square.
Had to wait till like 3 for sakae buffet wth so ate 7-11 snacks,
then stoned around.
thenthenthenn, ended up @ mac.
Stoned till 2.45,
then very excitedly went up.
ohmygosh. freaking stuffed myself with food.
Bottomless pit feeling, whoo.
And AHAHAHAHA. wenlin ordered damn lot,
she almost died finishing it.
(Y) right(:
Duh.
but the buffet is damn worth it,
still got red plate + mochi!
But really really fun(:
talked, laughed, ate.
Walau super high.
Prolonged periods with zephania results in that.
The service and everything was really good too.
YAY.
Gayed with bimbo,
Laughed at ahmah,
Tried to make darlie talk, (failed)
Suanned mummy.
Makings of an awesome day, mmhmm.
(photobucket is taking foreverrrrrrr -.- )
OHOHOH.
Bimbo best!
at my house she couldnt find her camera in her bag,
thought she lost it -.-
THEN, at mac, found it in her pocket.
DAMN JOKE LA.
Oh.
On the way home,
my sister called me.
TO TELL ME WE WERE FREAKING EATING AT SAKAE.
Hers and my dads idea.
Both of them knew i was going for buffet lunch.
Sabosabosabo -.-
Ate like one temaki and picked off my sisters food.
SIGH.
Fail la.
Im not going to sakae for a long, long time.
Came home and helped my sister pack,
shes going to chinaaaaa.
Okay not help.
Mostly disturbed her :P
Gah shit i'll miss her ):
Okay whatever, Photobuckets done!
(finally -.- )

Beforeeee:



Process:






After!






Nice right!
French braided her hair and put on makeup (:
And made her strut down marina sq like that.
Yes we are awesome.
Happy birthdayyyy!


Lol random pic of darlieeeee :D
I have a lot of these (:


Drawn by the ever artistic wessa :D








Sakaeeee!



Notice the tower of plates (:





Hahah okay done spamming pics.
Rest on fb.
I love my patrolmates <3

Long due.

Hah.
Wenlins veryvery overdue bday post.
Id better be getting wenlin points for this.

HELLO LITTLE GIRL.
HAHA youre a teenager,
you cant get child fare already >D
Anw thanks for being an awesome patrol mate,
You entertain the hell out of me (:
And youre always there to support me when im down,
and (failing to) suan me when im high !
dont let anyone bully you,
fight back!
Anw hope you like our surprise for you (:
(evil smiles)

OH SCREW YOU SCREW LIFE SCREW EVERYTHING.

Damn pissed.

HI IM PISSED.
In case you couldnt tell from that descriptive title.
Who does she think she is, lecturing me about my diet.
YOU THINK YOURE PERFECT?
Go screw a vegetable for crying out loud.
Really, you and your vegetarian hypocrisy.
Would it kill you to stfu?
How many emails have you sent,
like 100?
How many 'conversions' have you had?
Zero.
How many haters have you gained?
At least 15, thats for sure.
If you care so much for the animals,
go fly yourself to freaking africa and let the lion eat you up.
Yep, they loooooove you.
You want to save the earth?
Go live in solitude on a mountain,
at peace with the whole damn world.
Away from electricity,
coz frankly, you misuse it.
Get your ass off the damn internet.
That would be saving the earth, mmhmm.
You love animals?
How bout i give you a box full of lizards,
let them crawl all over you!
Maybe you'd prefer a poisonous snake.
Dont kill it!
LET IT FEAST ON YOU.
Sure sure, have fun with your snaky boyfriend.
MEAT MEAT MEAT.
Dont like the world with meat?
Go create a new planet out of tofu or something.
1 more year with you.
I can just kill myself.
Dammit.
Dammit.
Dammit.
Ive never liked vegetables,
you just make me hate them even more.
Damn you lah,
i hope the vegetarian stalls close or sth.
Or scientists discover that an all grass diet causes cancer or sth.
Or that the world runs out of vegetables.
Happy grass eating, loser.

And i dont care if this causes world war 3,
as long as you get the hell out of my inbox.
Grass.

Ive never said i had much patience.

Hands up if you think that that !@#$%^&* vegetable should just go be one if shes so against eating.

*waves hands wildly*

Bloodyhell.

Pressing on.

HI.
Shopped for bday presents today! :D
Hah we procrastinated like !@#$%^&*,
3 hours later still hadnt decided what to buy -.-
Left early to meet sis @ tamp to watch new moon!
Not that bad, hmm.
Like twilight with taylor lautner ( EEEEEEEEEEEEEP! ), less robert pattinson (AWESOME) & funnyness.
In other words,
84984198743 times better.
But stikl quite bleh cos face it,
twilight sucked -.-
Hah whatever.
Taylor ftw!!

(screams)

For my girlish pleasure, thankyouverymuch.
And for the record, he's wearing a tux cos i cant find a pic of his abs.
DAMN.
Hah, bet youve never seen that side of me (:
In the cinema,
when that ugly shit ( aka edward ) appeared,
the audience was like whatever man -.-
HE WAS WEARING LIPSTICK THROUGHOUT CMON.
Like his lips were redder than bellas.
Pffft.
Then when taylor came out,
HAVE PEOPLE SCREAM LEI.
Not me, if you were wondering.
Im awesomer that that.
I think ._.
SO HOT AAAAAAAAAAAA.
Okay.
I shall keep my girly instincts to myself.
Poooo.
(L)

Okay anw.
Went to popular with my sis after that,
spent 60+ lol.
Then dinnered at longjohnssilvers,
home after that.
Day well spent (:

Last time.

HI!
one last post.
4th post!
Its my usual go over the day post la,
dont bother reading.
Uhhhhhhhhhhh,
Woke my sister up @ 8.30 to go jogging,
but the lazy pig (oink) was guess what, lazy -..-
Sooooo.
we ended up going to ikea for breakfast \m/
their tuna croissant is guuuuuud.
EAT OM FAT OM YAY.
(:
Uhhhh
Walked around ikea, usual,
then went to library (:
Books are the best source of entertainment,
the holidays are damn boring can -.-
Came home,
stonestonestone,
yay!!!
Okay,
i did housework (cos im an awesome person heh ),
stoned,
played com,
stoned,
did hw,
stoned,
watched so you think you can dance with my family,
and here i am stoning -.-
Awesome, meaningful life, no? :D

Theres only so much i can take.

I like thinking.
It makes me feel philosophical!
Oh, cool.
Philosophical is a word!
Shit i sound damn bimbotic -.-
But anw so i was thinking about romance,
result of too many love stories ._.
And i realised a like comparing humans to storybook characters.
Like i crush on guys who resemble ficticious characters who are damn hot and EEEEEEEP.
Dont worry im not gna fall in love with an ugly vampire,
coz i think edward cullen is bloody overrated.
you know you agree with me (:
Like i think guys who resemble chuck bass are like whoa.
The tv, season 3 one (:
The responsible mature awesome rich hot smoothtalking romantic one.
Blair is a lucky girl (duh).
Guys who resemble nate & dan are awesome too!
Okay i'll admit it.
I WATCHED GOSSIP GIRL TODAY .
And found myself sad cos such awesome guys/boyfs dont exist.
Damn.
Wl at this rate i'll never get married -.-
Expectations too damn high la!
O.o
Damn high somehow looks like Dunman High.
Hah, im random.
Suck it up, pansy.
But really.
Why are fictitious guys so hot!
Not just gossipgirl,
like every book, every movie, every show.
LIKE ISNT IT SUPPOSED TO BE BASED IN REAL LIFE.
then why cant the characters be halfway normal.
By normal, i mean with flaws.
Sigh.
I have no idea why i just bared my whole damn heart out here,
isnt that what a private blog is for -.-
k whatever.
Thinking done!

Pooof (o:
Beatriz asked me to post about the rides @ genting so hi,
Today i'll be posting about the rides @ genting.
Betcha werent expecting that!
Whatever, moving on.

Okay im referring to the website coz i dont rmb much heh.

Pirate ship.
wth i almost typed pirate shit -.-
sat this with my mummy!
HAHAHA.
its like escapes one la,
but my mum was damn scared.
DAMN JOKE LA.
And we were sitting 3rd row from the back, wth.

Spinner.
Wl hate them.
It was closed, bloody hell.
I loved this ride the last time i came,
it was like my favourite.
And damn them, it had to be closed.
Boo ):

Toboggan.
Oh, i sat this last.
But its third on the website so wtv -.-
This one was fun!
Like sitting on one of those www slides, the big ones,
but in a car thing.
Super cool <:

Flying Dragon.
Epic joke, one of those kiddyshitz.
But my mum wanted to so i went anw.
I was laughing throughout lol.

Rolling Thunder Mine Train
Oh this one was cool!
Like youre going through this mine (duh -.-) in the cave.
Adventure-ish lah.
Coolz.

Flume ride
Escape one funner!
And the water looked green,
meh ):

Corkscrew
WAH THIS ONE DAMN SHIOK.
Left right upsidedown!
Screamscreamscream.
(Y)

Spaceshot
okay i actually typed spaceshit.
i swear too much on this blog -.-
omg this one was awesome \m/
while waiting i was thinking omg so fun
then when i was strapped in i was like
"shit, diediedie!"
the thing goes up slooooowly,
to the very top,
which according to the web is 185 feet high.
I'll be honest and admit i have no idea how high up that is.
but in any case,
WHOA.
okay so it stops at the top for 10 secs,
and all you see is fog cos you can barely make out the hotel and you cant see anyth from that high up.
then suddenly,
the thing flies down like damn fast.
65km/h according to the web.
and when you think youre gna crash into the floor,
it stops halfway and flies up.
shiok :D

Flying Coaster
Okay this one is the one that must pay 10 ringgit to play.
but for the record,
very very worth it.
youre like lying down on this thing.
and it goes fast.
yep super descriptive (:
IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE LAAAAAAA.

Pirate Train
Some gay thing for 3 year olds which i took cos it was the only thing open thanks to fog -.-

Merry go round!
Also took it cos of fog -.-
But its fun being a kiddy!

Yep thats all i took ._.
sounds like v little lei!
but youd be surprised how fast time passes there.
(:

Stardust.

Suddenly have this urge to write!
Expect a chain of blog posts <:
Wheee.

Abcdefghijklmnopqrstvwxyz.

Its like a wall has sprung up between us,
we dont talk anymore.
Guess i should have known,
things dont last forever,
differences and gaps widen.
Things change, people change.
Ive changed into a nerd,
mugmugmug.
I dont think youve changed much,
maybe just became wilder than you were.
When was the last time we smsed,
when was the last time we msned,
facebooked, whatever?
Forever ago, thats it.
Goodness, i want to tell you so many things.
I miss you.

Drink, to all that we have lost.

Sentosa today :D
Bloody sunburnt now, hah.
i love my tanline.
its awesome.
quote zephania,
"Eeeeeeeeeeeee deborah!"
HAH.
Sentosa's the best place in the wide world.

-

Met amanda at 10.30,
heh i reached on the dot!
went to giant,
zomg i bought my pink pringles!
the shrimp thing.
Its like chio potato chips.
Hahah, but seriously,
its awesome!
Oh, bought lays sour cream and onion too :D
Monorailed to sentosa,
wl the queue for the tickets was damn long, boo.
Hah, we couldnt find our way to the beach, poo.
Walked around then found it.
EXACT SAME PLACE AS PATROL OUTING, WHOO.
Basically,
stoned at the beach, tanned, played in the water, etc for the next few hours.
Guess what.
Im a lobster now.
Baked, barbequed, whatever.
Tonights gonna be hell, i need aircon rawr.
ohhhhhhh.
The kids on the beach were uber cute!
The foreigners, anw.
Haha im probably biased towards caucasians,
big surprise (:
The singaporean ones were kinda annoying.
The two of them that i saw/noticed, anyway.

Singaporean kid #1, Aka evil kid

Wah this one damn joke.
He went up to basically every single kid in the sea and said:
"Want to fight ah, WANT TO FIGHT?!"
Total paikia alrdy, and he was like 5 or 6 or sth.
EPIC!
Haha i was damn tempted to tell him "I WANT TO FIGHT!"
But that would be bullying, considering im like twice his age.
Shit, i feel damn old now -.-
But whatever, damn annoying la.
Oh and i heard him shout
" I KILL YOUR BROTHER "
Pure, pure evil.


Singaporean kid #2 Aka annoyingfrisbeekid
Hah, amanda and i were playing frisbee in the seaa :D
Then this bloody skinny kid came and started chasing after the frisbee when we missed.
If he were fatter and cuter, i would have gone AWWWWWWWW.
But he had 0 cute factor.
So, yeah he was annoying.

Oh, theres another!


Idkwhatnationality kid Aka naked kid

YEP, naked kid.
Boy to be exact.
Disturbing hi.
I dont care if he was 3, its damn !@#$%^&* la.
Now my pure mind is tainted.
LIKE SERIOUSLY,
would it kill his parents to GIVE HIM A PAIR OF UNDIES/TRUNKS.
Sigh.

Okay thats all about the people i met.
OH.
while amanda was burying me,
this scary dude with a phone came up to me and said
"picture?"
WL DAMN SCARY.
I said no (:
Uh yeah yeah yeah.
Okay.
im tired.
and sunburnt.
enough about the best place on earth!

Oh.
Something awesome happened today.



















































I GOT MY T90.
yep.
i got it :D
its like mine and my sisters combined present,
but chances are she'll get bored of it by next year.
THEN ITS ALL MINE!!!!
HAHAHA.
Damn happy!
Okay.
Bye.
Damn abrupt (:

I WANT TO CREATE A BLOGSHOP.

Coz
a) i need cashhhhh.
b) im kinda bored -.-

But,
a) IM LAZY.
b) IM LAZY.

Soooo.
Anyone wanna create with me?
:DDDD

Just for laughs :D

Bloody idiotic (:

!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*(Y)
Nicholas says:
*May I know what is (Y)?
Nicholas says:
*I have come to the conclusion that conversing in proper English is of great enjoyment and fun.
Nicholas says:
*Therefore, I will be speaking in proper English and it will take effect on 24th November 2009 at approximately 8:37pm GMT+08:00
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*(Y) is a small picture of a thumb pointing up, which is commonly used to express the emotions of agreement and praise on the Instant Messaging program Windows Live Messanger.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*You will be an excellent Language Arts student next year, Nicholas.
Nicholas says:
*I highly suggest you redefine your spelling of my name, young lady.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*What is wrong with my spelling young master?
Nicholas says:
*Oh! I must exclaim loudly that you have called me young master! I suggest a better revision of the term you use to address me. That would be highly appreciated.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*I believe you should go and jump off a cliff, preferably more than 100 feet high.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*It would be for the better of our planet Earth.
Nicholas says:
*Colour my life with the chaos of trouble.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*I see a particularly nauseating picture to the top left corner of my computer screen.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*Ah, it's gone now.
Nicholas says:
*May I ask of you to be more appropriate with your language, perhaps not suggesting about others in a negative way?
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*No, you most certainly man not.
Nicholas says:
*May*
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*Yes, thank you.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*This is bloody idiotic.
Nicholas says:
*!
Nicholas says:
*The sole exclamation mark in my previous statement is used to express my disagreement in your comment. Such strong language will NOT be tolerated. I repeat, such strong language will not be tolerated.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*My apologies.
!DEBORAHHH LONER. says:
*What i meant to say was this manner of speaking is extremely stupid.
Nicholas says:
*Apology accepted. You may however, choose to attempt conversation with me in your own "slang" although that is not suggested. I will try to my upper limit to understand what you are talking about and reply.

Thoughts.

Sometimes i think the world goes too fast,
people change too easily.
Close your eyes for 3 minutes,
and for all you know when you open your eyes,
everything around you's different.
Whatever you thought to be a security blanket,
a mattress for you to fall back on has morphed into a pit of darkness,
sucking you in.

Damn it,
screw everything.

Go away.

You dont understand.

Hah, i came back from malaysia ytd :D
and now im pissed cos
a) i havent watched gossipgirl in 13days
b) ITS NOT LOADING -.-

But meanwhile, i shall post <:
okay chalet first.
HAH,
it was awesome!
i have the bestest patrol mates in the wide world,
IN YOUR FACEEEEE.
i was going to steal zephanias post,
but i have time,
and gossipgirl obv aint loading.
LOSER.
So, chalet (:

Shopped for food @ giant last tuesday,
exactly one week ago(:
Ate at ikea (whoooo)
Bought loadsa foooood, yay!
then zeph came over yep.
:D

Chalet on wed,
after clear up and shooting
hah.
my shooting suckz -.-
but anw.
cabbed down to chalet with tessawessa and tsepuay after that,
THEN REALISED THAT THERE WAS NO DVD IN THE DAMN CHALET -.-
so i called my daddy,
and he brought the dvd from my home over.
went out with tp to get dvd and fetch the rest,
dark!!!
and damn long too but anw.
hahaha
scared them on the way back by saying 'odette?'
:D
uhhhhh ._.
cooked when we reached the chalet,
epic fail zomg.
hah my dad ended up cooking (:
HE KEEPS SUANNING ME ABOUT IT,
damn.
watched singapore idol while eating,
its my first time watching this season heh.
THE ANNOYING EGO GUY GOT OUT YAY.
thenthenthen,
we waterbombed!
awesomez.
but i wasnt rly wet, blehhhh.
(random sidenote, why aint gg loadinggg D< )
sparkler-ed after that,
made pretty pretty words with sparklers on zephs cam
the pics are still with her,
I WANT THEM ):
started movie marathon after that \m/
OH AND WE WERE PLAYING WITH CHARLIES AWESOME DSLR :D
(insert jealous look)
started with wild child,
zomg i love that show (:
SO BITCHY.
lovelovelove.
okay then confessions of a shopaholic.
We stopped halfway,
too damn boring.
but we played with each others hair meanwhile (:
i like charlies hair d:
watched dance subaru afterwards,
okay it was nice.
:D
then we danced outside,
and made wenlin dance ballet !
hah yay.
then we gossipped away till 5+ or 6
awesome, i love them.
wanted to go to the beach for sunrise afterwards,
but the door was closed.
AWWWW.
so we cleared up then walked to dte for breakfast :)
zeph and tessa were waaaaay infront,
cuz wenlin and me and charlene were taking pics with the dslr.
we took a pic of a dolphin/shark shaped cloud, hee.
:D
ate at mac,
WENLINS FIRST TIME EATING MACS BREAKFAST.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
deprived!
sat at ehub and talked,
(another random sidenote: AAAAAAA WHY ARE THE GUYS IN GG SO HOT D： )
planned to go back with char and wl.
then i found out i left the dvd in the chalet -.-
so 358ed back with the rest,
then took shuttle with zeph and tessa
haha, i stoned at the arcade :D
home afterwards,
slept(:

okay now about genting (;

Day oneeee (19/11)
or rather, night one -.-
took the coach to genting,
slept for most of it :)
cabbed to awana from genting.
then slept more.
heee.

Day twooooo (20/11)
Went up to genting :D
eanted to go to the theme park but it was damn cloudy so the rides were closed -.-
ended up shopping with mummy!
hah i bought my starbucks(:
its damn cheap there.
mocha praline frappe ♥
i dont rmb much actl -.-
hah.

Day threeee (21/11)
genting again,
if you were wondering, its coz awana is away from genting
so we have to bus there yep.
shoppped while waiting for the clouds to clear,
then went to the theme park :DDD
up down upside down.
yay i took all the scary rides ~
and sat on the carousel for fun.
heeeee.
Bought starbucks again!
that Christmas latte thing.
nicenicenice.
so yeah, went back to awana again (:

Day fourrrrr (22/11)
spent my morning at awana,
played with their facilities!
then packed, went to genting to take coach home
bought starbucks again -.-
quite sick of it now, lol.
the bus ride was daaaaaamn long,
felt damn sick.
but yeah.

HAH LONG POST YAY.
btw gossip girl is still damn slow.
MEH.

Just came back from patrol chalet <:
damn fun!!!
& we didnt sleeeeeep :P
except for tessa.
BAH.
elaborate another time, i just wanted to sayyyyy.

hi im going malaysia from tonight till monday,
you can sms me but dont expect replies

Yep okie
ciao :o)

For the record,
i had nothing to do with that lie-filled post below.
thanks(:

Zephania is awesomeeee.

Look at the title.
Stare at it for a long, long, (yes LONG) time.
Do you now get the point that Zephania is awesome?
Yes right! Yay *Pats head*


Guess who I am :)

Surfaceee.

NOWS THIS REALLY STUPID TIME
WHERE IM KINDA DAMN DESPERATE TO WATCH GOSSIP GIRL.
MEH!
TIME MACHINE, ANYONE?

Lovelovelove♥

Okay, zephania inspired me to do a guides post (:
I hated guides like !@#$%^&* at the start of the year,
no kidding.
But noww,
gosh i love it ttm and more :D
and ATC was really whoaaaaaa.
i entered ATC with this 'shit im gonna dieeeee' mentality,
but looking back,
it was actl quite enjoyable (:
Ohhhhhhh,
i found this awesomecool paragraph in this book to describe what guides is to me :)

It was scary how well she knew me - and my thought process. Being on the Squad was a lot like going to summer camp - after a few weeks, you start to feel like youve known the other campers for years. The ten of us spent so much time together - mornings before school, practice after school. The Squad wasnt just an activity. It was a way of life.

Last sentence especially (:
So yeah, i love p7 sososososo much.
LIKE AAAAAAAAAA.
and i guess im warming up to the rest of my jie :D
and guides as a whole.
Somehow,
i cant wait for next year.
Juniors.
Leading them (shit).
Making them love guides like how our seniors did for us.
And in some weird, twisted way,
the thought of doing PT suddenly seems attractive.
Maybe something fried my brain O:
But yeah, i really thank God for leading me into Guides :)
Yet another case of how His plan is so much greater than mine.
And i shall end off my lovely post with:

I LOVE GUIDES.
I LOVE P7.
:D
YAY.

Its over, we survived!

hi world!
im baaaaaack!
and im alive O:
and actl im really happy ^^
p2 panadol ♥
major love haha.
okay i shall elaborate with whatever inkling of memories i have
aha, i shall refer to the camp booklet (:
heh.

DAY ONEEEE.
Met tessa and took zeph's car to school heh.
:D
jihed then went to camp christine.
zomg.
ulu ttm!
like deeeeep inside
on the way we were already saying 'hah no one will find us'
then we travelled for 15 more minutes.
yeah reeeeeely deep in.
had camp d when we reached, pitched tents and did idk what.
was damn scared by the number of insects!
damn scareeee.
had lunch after that (:
more camp d,
dinner (:
OH WE SERVED DINNER :D
curry and some cute apples haha.
patrol corner after that (:
oh, patrol corners were really awesome :D
the seniors told us abut their experiences in camp.
haha awesome ^^V
treasure hunt after that (:
basically PT with a lil fun (:
we had to find the stuff on the list
but every 10 minutes we had to pump for the unfound items.
meh.
but it was fun :D
bathed,
still cant believe we actl got to!
and it was a good bath
other that the fact that the toilet stalls were uh, bleh.
haha
night games after that O:
wasnt all that scary,
but the acting was really good.
had supper, then slept
slept in the lodge coz the tents were wet, boo!
i was in front of the tent.
zomg, i almost froze to death!
i woke up in the middle of the night shivering
like my teeth were chattering like !@##$#%^
baaaah.


Im bored!
i'll continue when i remember.
TEEHEE.

I'll be MIAing for the next few days,
at atc (D:)
But yeah, dont expect replies to smses!
See ya, if i dont die that is ._.

Guides ♥

Okay, here's the "not about how screwed i am" post maranda asked for.
Had guides ytd !
i like my atc patrol!
love p7 more though (:
But yeah it comes a close second :D
Anw had precamp inspection O:
i expected it to be like what, 75 pumpings one shit (dies!),
but it was actl split up so i survived :D
Yes yes, cheer for me!
hahaha.
ive been over using exclamation marks lol.
A lil bit of muscle pain now though,
but its bearable yay.
mr sng's farewell too,
dammit im sad D:
he's like awesome ttm x348971389251!
boo you moe!
but the farewell ceremony was a lil boring.
esp mr kiw omgomg.
4 minutes of kongzis values,
and basically a complete memorywalk of all the principals.
zomg
boring like shit can
but either way.
ilovemrsng!
Oh, i cant believe the school year is overrrrrrz.
like meh, where has it flown to ._.
okay whatever
im bored.
and im procrastinating mugging.
yes the school year is over so why the hell am i mugging.
cos 1) atc isnt over,
and 2) i want to get that bio drug shit over and done with.
lets recount the school year :D

Hah, i really didnt like my class at first.
i was like O.o why all so nerd oneeee!
but then they got really entertaining and wheeeee,
i love lisbon (:
OH, i also liked mrs koh.
and now....
teehee (:
oh but on the first day we went there to buy books and whatnot,
she was wearing a sleeveless dress.
AND SHE DIDNT SHAVE HER BLOODY ARMPITS.
bahbahmehmeh!
and guides, gosh guides!
i was like mad shit sad when i got in, totally wanted another cca.
and first jihe,
i was damn ap and shitty.
Ah well, i love guides now too ;D
p7 ftwwwwww!
hmmmmmm.
the rest was load with testshomeworkmuggingscrewing up,
etc!
BLEH.
so sec 1 was really no life AWW.

OH YES YES.
i want to post about a very verd dumb thing!
VEGETABLES.
hate htem,
hate people who make me eat them,
hatehate ttm people who say im wrong for eating meat.
MMMMMM, MEAT!:D
Like seriously,
LEAVE ME ALONE.
I LIKE MEAT.
I HATE VEG.
I HATE YOU.
SCREW YOU VEGAN.
dammit,
this will probably start a war.
AWW,
at least she'll stop spamming me whoo.

Dammit!

Hey you, yes you!
Just so you know,
you not liking my (awesome ttm!) patrol doesnt equate to 'a lot of people' not liking us.
So much for high gpa huh, you cant figure out the simplest of math.
We zhongyis may not be perfect,
but sure as hell our seniors are!
So get a life, stop being a bitch to my dearest patrolmate.
I'll stand up for her at all costs, so go away and stop taking advantage of her niceness and kind heartedness.
Love her, Love p7, Love guides, Dont love you(:

heh,
havent posted in quite some time.
ive been thinking.
and ive been (very) busy with atc.
but anw.
these few days have been hard,
facing up to reality.
Its just hard to believe.
screw it, damn.

just watched the proposal (:
damn nice.
the guy is hot.
im gna watch a moie a day from now on.
:D

"我头你" -Zephania(:

Y'know sth?
I forgot what it feels like to be stepped on and be used by a close friend.
Thanks for the reminder.
nice to know that after everything,
all thats left behind is fake smiles.
i guess i found a way to look beyond the flaws on your surface,
then look deeper in to the nice part.
But apparently ive discovered yet another layer.
Forget it, i have better things to do than to sit here,
be insulted and used.
But whatever, i hope you ace it.

And to you,
im really sick of having to deal with your shit.
extra this extra that.
suck up suck up.
what am i,
a doormat?
Im stronger than you think.
Better than you, possibly.
I just dont resort to fake, bitchy methods to prove it.
i forgave you once,
chose to look beyond your flaws.
i guess times up, i cant do that anymore.
so yeah, next years motivation is to own you flat.
just watch.

So yeah, everything hurts.
Congrats.
and no, i wont tell you who its about.
nor will i apologise.
Too damn bad,
never told you to read it.
yet, i hope you'll see this.

Anyway,
Forget them, deborah.
coz you have an awesome group of patrolmates:D

Yes you 石头 people are touched arent you(:
wenlin.zeph.tessa.tsepuay.charlene.
Awesomez :D
Thank God for them,
theyre the ones who make me laugh till my stomach hurts ;D
going to school with em is awesome
going back too :D
jihe, encouraging each other, cheering.
Gosh, i cant imagine my life without guides.

Zephania, i love gaying/egoing with you.
Tessa, i love suanning/sarcastic-ing with you.
Wenlin, i love suanning/sacarstic-ing AT you. Teehee, kidding lah. I love your cuteness :D
Tsepuay, i love your seriousness and pro-ity. Reminds me to stop slacking (:
Charlene, i love your evilness/quietness/artisticness.

Gosh,
i love love love them lah.
Today on the bus was uber funneeee!
we were chinesing.
And you can imagine how that turned out for me(:
Bahahahaa.
okay.
bye.
im going to mug guides notes.
just like zeph.
if only my eyes werent about to die on me.
bah. Physical torture?
D:

7♥

You know something,
a lot of things/people/situations annoy me.
I live a life of annoyance and disgust.
I should stop expecting so much from the world around me,
cos they sure as hell cant expect the same from me.
moral?
High expectations = major disappointment,
thus i shouldnt expect the world to be perfect.
after all, if it was,
wouldnt i be ruining it?





okay thats damn random.
the first two lines were supposed to give rise to a ranty post
on how everything suckz.
somehow it turned into a hi i suck post.
SIGH.
cant run away from the truth, can i?

._.
am i supposed to be somewhere with the rest of the world?
no ones onlinez.
no ones tweeting.
not even the 29 people im following.
this is retarded.
HAI WORLD NI ZAI NA LI!

HI!
so the whole eoy thing is over, screwed,
joy!
And nao its atc time.
double whoo!
bah.
im gonna be really busy.
and now chalets screwed.
aint life awesome!
BAH.
i want chalet.
i want chalet.
i want chalet.

Today is charlene CHARLIES birthday.
Happy birthdayyyy :D
i highly doubt youll read this but HI!
look after spongebobhotpinkguy:D
HES AWESOMEZ!
& so are you (:
hope your ankle recovers soon,
jiayou (:
Love (:

hahaaaaaa.
awesome trick.
better than zephanias bday (:
and in case she says no credit,
ZEPHANIAS IDEA LAH!
lol,
we wrapped a sponge in 891297023 layers of newspapers.
and made her open it :D
then we gave her her real present:
mr spongebobhotpinkguy
yey.
pics on tessas handphone (:
okay it sounds really lame typed out.
but yeah, it was funny :D
uhmmmmmmmm.
played table soccer while waiting for seniors <:
then camp prep.
bahhhhhhh.
then home, dinner, laptop.
TEEHEE.









{ipwnyou!}

my
results
were
pretty
damn
screwed
yay.

but enough about that.

Chamomile Paedophile

Dont ask me whats with the random title.
i dont know -.-
okey i do.
im waiting for my tea cos the water aint boiling D<
and paedophile rhymes.
teeheee.
so yeah,
im damned, super, desperately bored.
!@#$%^&*
ive watched every gossip girl,
given up on bobby carrot,
gotten bored of ryan higa after 2140892384629 times.
SIGH.
bah i shall just go stone on my ds (again)
BAI PEOPLE.

Just lovely,

awesome.
twitters being screwed.
woohoo.
church was really cool :D
Love elder freddy boeys sermons,
so damn funny lol.

Damn,
results come out tomorrow.
BOO!
had chains of dreams last night about it.
I shall now take you through deborahs random dreaming (:

1. Gossip girl!
   This one was damn funny, i dreamt that blair and serena were shopping at raffles hotel ._.
   Wait, i was serena i think.
   and she wanted to get something for i dont rmb who
   but she didnt bring any money.
   so she borrowed blairs credit card.
   hahaha.
   
   
2. Twilight ._.
   Yes, i bloody dreamt of twilight.
   i dreamt of jasper wanting to help some indian dude.
   called chandra i think -.-
   then edward helped him read chandras mind.
   Then my mum scolded them.
   made me laugh like idk what shit.
   
   
3. Results #01
   yes theres an 01 and 02.
   Uh
   i think i was helping mrs koh arrange the scripts in numerical order.
   this one was math-y i think.
   she told me i didnt do too well.
   BLEH!
   im damn scared bahhhhhhhhhhh.
   
   
4. Results #02
   Mrs koh was handing out some random science papers.
   Then she came to me,
   "Wah, very good eh!"
   i looked at it,
   52 / 57
   i was damn happy.
   Then i realised it was a practice paper and not an exam.
   Cheat my feelings -_-
   then i was helping her arrange the real science papers.
   This is damn epic.
   Louisa got 3 and a half upon thirty something.
   kaizheng got 5 i think
   (Shit im sorry if i induce panic attacks ._.)
   And louisas register number was ' behind kaizheng'
   yes she wrote that
   then i saw my points.
   7 and a half.
   -.-
   GUESS WHAT JAMIE GOT.
   29.
   TWENTYNINE.
   D:
   i somehow missed amandas name though.
   hahah.
   

Well then i woke up.
feeling very terribly scared.
BAAAAAAAH!

YEAH SURE,
BEING SCREWED BY 5 PEOPLE IN A ROW IS AWESOME.
ESP WHEN MOST OF IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.
SCREW MY DAMN LIFE,
SERIOUSLY.
5 HOURS TO CHURCH.
SHIT.
SHIT.
SHIT.

Freeze.

Ive been thinking a lot tonight.
And now i have a headache.
But everything revolved around the same thing:
The earth is a terrible place to live in.
Fakeness, masks, tears, lies.
Screw it.
Then there are the nice parts.
The laughter, the cheering, the pride, the love.
But everything shitty overwhelms.
You know what,
i dont know what im typing.
Ill stop here.
This isnt making sense.
Scruu.

Bi-polar.

Eoys were screwed.
fullstop.

But anyway,
lisbon owned interclass :D
muahahaa.
im so damn proud to call them my classmates(:
like everyone of them were so damn ownageee.
muchlove<3
pwned 1E and 1I!
muahahaha.
screamed like nobodys business.
lisbon ftw :)
playing 1k tomorrow.
y'all can do it, jiayou!
yey~
♥ (: