thank you guys.

thank you guys for always being there.
thank you God, for placing them there.

Today is the 30th of dec, just one more day to the end of 08. Looking at my planner and calendar, it made me realised that I have survived an eventful year with a blast.

2008-
An eventful year, a year God showed me how He works, through pple He placed around me. Because I know very well, without them, without the strength He gave me, everything, not even the least of them can be done.

Thank You Jesus, for crosslink, for camp comm, for tq pple, for allowing me to pass my driving test this year, for s43 pple((: that are always being in[sane]ly crazy, for s11 pple for playing pool in the [sport]y-est manner, for [the three s13] pple thank you for conquering MOUNT bukit timah w me(: and mahjonging through the night at the messy-est room ever :/, for ex-mg pple thank you guys for still being so contactable whenever you're back in s'pore(: and for all the un-glam BUT awesome times spent, for ex-lvl 6s thank you for all the fabulous times spent and yes I am stepping down from organising class outings HAHA, for sow pple thank you guys for being such an amazing fun bunch, for my friends and family that are always loving and supportive of me,accepting me for who I am. Last but definitely not the least, thank You Jesus for bringing my brother to come to know of You, and I continue to pray for his walk with You.(:

Thank God for every little thing in my life. Thank You for drawing me close to You. Thank You for these people that has been such a blessing in my life.

bedtime story.

bedtime story-

loves bugsy.

reminds me of you

I really love the raining gum-ball scene. How I wished it happened to me-((: whee.
It scares me as the days are passing so quickly.

We have reached the 29th of dec. Just two days to 2009. A blank new page, a brand new start.

A time to come out with a brand new new year resolution. To mean it, and do it. To have a brand new beginning, to forget things that I need to. To me, it is tough. I am afraid that I can't, I am afraid that I can't do this anymore. It has been so long, that you have became a habit in my life. And to remove it, I need more than simply time, but courage and wilpower-which is seriously lacking. I am sorry for always saying how busy I am, but the true reason is I don't know what to do anymore. I dont even know wha t I want anymore. Things left unsaid, I feel are better left that way.

That bright and sunny day, was seriously spoilt. I couldnt function after receiving that call. I didnt know what to do and my whole day was just wasted, not wanting to do anything. My brain was just all about you. Seriously, its time, to bid goodbye to this. I just pray.

It is time to move on.

super duper christmas(:

Christmas bells are ringing, and children voices singing
To welcome in the birth of our king
Its a celebration for all of God's creation
So come along and help us to sing.

Jesus is the reason, we celebrate the season
Jesus is the birth of our king
And christmas isn't christmas, without the love of Jesus
He is the reason that we sing.

So have a
Super duper christmas with Jesus this year
Super duper christmas spending good cheer
when you are down, your frown would soon disappear
So have a super duper christmas with Jesus this year.

Christmas time is caring and christmas time is sharing
Tell the world that christmas is here
Won't you please remember, that after this december
To share His love each day of the year

Jesus is the reason, we celebrate the season
Jesus is the birth of our king
And christmas isn't christmas, without the love of Jesus
He is the reason that we sing.

So have a
Super duper christmas with Jesus this year
Super duper christmas spending good cheer
when you are down, your frown would soon disappear
So have a super duper christmas with Jesus this year.

I pray that everyone will have a superduper christmas this year((:

vit z deficiency

I am glad to say, I have survived 17days of december and still counting. I am halfway there, I really need to do this, and I want to do all these well. But I know that everything that is done, is definitely beyond my own capability. Without You, I am worthless, and of nothing. Because You allowed all these to be done, through me, by Your strength that You have given me.

12dec- 16 dec: faith (in)deed. Thank God for allowing this camp to run through smoothly, thank God for allowing us to talk to pple that we do not usually talk to, to step out of our comfort zone, to serve and for everything that we've gained through this camp, faith (in)deed. Thank You for allowing all the food sources to delivered on time, that my nightmare remained unrealised. Thank You for allowing me the strength to continue serving You throughout the camp and allowing my body to not succumb to being sick.(: Thank God for every little thing that You have made possible, and being with us through the camp! I must say I have learnt much and gained much from this camp. Through the workshops, burn out was really apt and indeed it taught me that sufficient rest is important to carry on walking this walk well. The gender workshop was also pretty good, it shows us that even as we face much challenges in everyday life, we need to respond in a manner to glorify God and to pray and seek Him first; something that sometimes we do last, as we often try to solve it by our means first. I just want to say that through this camp has been a splendid chance to work with fabulous people, as well as to get to know my comm members a little better.

Cheerios to daniel, for being a strict but yet fabulous camp commandant; to andre, for being an entertaining and encouraging deputy camp commandant; to jiehui, for being a responsible secretary that sends out minutes after every meeting; to esther, my OH-SO-FANTASTIC treasurer and deputy welfare ic that collects food with me((: helping me out and yes, the only other girl in the comm, thank God for placing you in my life, and thank God for this camp that I could know you better again! to sunny, for being an atas logistic personel, guarding the keys and stuff; to andrew, thank you for being such an ATAS cordial man even though your hygiene level is around grade C:/ but nevertheless the cordial you made were seriously nice! and thanks for all the help rendered during the camp and seriously you're really nice to make fun off, because you never get angry, lol; to sherman, the games really rock and thank you for being such a fabulous angel because I seriously thought if you were my angel, my cup would probably end up in the bin.:x Anyhow, thank you guys for making this camp so fabulous and working alongside each other has been an awesome experience. Even though we started planning about a year ago, but all these just felt so recent. And I really will miss the times spent, from talking nonsense to serious plannings. Thank God for placing you guys in my life.(:

Yes and as what I said to some of them, I have reached a point of no return. My brain is malfunctioning to the state that unless I write down a task list, I'll most probably forget what happened or what to do. A state of mind that I seriously need sleep. Why can't they just manufacture vit z in pills. Oh wells.

hectic

Yes, exams are over. But let me tell you, post-exam activities are far more tiring(physically) compared to exams-days. Oh wells, however I rather be kept in this busyness than having exams anytime.(: Alrights, now my whole room is filled with post-its, my best friend because I'm how forgetful. And because this december is insanely hectic, I better post them up on my board to remind myself. I am really scared that I won't do a good job out of my delegated tasks. I just hope that everything will be fine. I am afraid that I'll just screw up. But I know everything I do, all that I am, all that I have, I just have to submit them to You. Because ultimately, everything bit of me, all that I can do, is through Him.

Not by my might, but Yours.
Not by my strength, but Yours.
Not by my will, but Yours.

Alrights, shall give a brief recap of what I've been doing.
5dec- went out w s11 pple((: ate at nihon mura(lunch) and cafecartel(dinner), unfortunately I can't eat a thing except chawanmushi because of braces tightening. played CRAZY pool, seriously insane, each one of us had a ball number, guys have two or three each. And when your number gets put into the hole, for guys its 20push-ups each, and for girls its running around the arcade once. Its seriously a get-fit pool game.Hurr, where all the guys did over 200push-ups each and kith owing more than 120push ups.:x After dinner, we went to watch Bolt. It was pretty awesome I must say.((: Bolt is super dog afterall.

6dec- had crosslink comm meeting in the morning. ironed out CCIS event and carolling event stuff, which was good. But we really got to plan for next years events soon.:x put on your thinking cap! recce-ed food sources and am finally done! got my next sem's core modules notes from shaun, oh man they are thick thick thick. I pray I'll survive them.-.- After everything, went for kffc event at east coast and hmm, had bbq, once again lijun stares at the food.):

7dec- had 5dbc comm meeting, it was pretty long but at least many stuff was done and UP! I just pray for all the events that are coming up this dec- namely youth camp, 5dbc, CCIS, carolling.((:

alrights time to go have dinner with fab,ivin, samuel. And followed by having mahjong/ stayover at my place later w ph,lw,nic and hs.((: lovelovelove.

welcome to hectic insane december

finally.

I can finally say, its over!(: I'm done with exams and halfway through being a year two. This semester seriously just flew by. From the prep camp of SOW, to actual SOW, till start of the semester, to now, end of semester1, everything seemed so recent, and in the midst of all the crazy times spent, time just vrooom by. I must say I utterly enjoyed this semester, core subjects were fun, inorganic, principles and applications of spectroscopy are love. Thank God that yet another semester has gone by and I have survived.(:

I can't wait for dimsum buffet tmr! Met linwan for post-exam day 1 OUT!((: Walked around/shopping at citylink and all. I miss town, exams just deprive you so much. Haha. And that stupid girl forced me to watch quarantine with her. x_x Both of us almost died halfway through the movie, till I found out the reason why they behaved in such a manner, I started watching the movie and actually found some parts really hilarious. Hurr, and linwan was like- you're psycho. Lol but seriously some parts were pretty funny.:x Yes, and I was so brave and out of my mind to watch a horror movie w her. It was rather stressful watching it I must say.

Alrights that's all for now. Time to sleep and continue my post exams program tmr!((:

heng: all the best for your last paper tmr!((: jiayous and prepare a hungry stomach for dimsum buffet tmr!((:

nic: we shall make it up for having a more fab taiwan trip next year OKAY!((: and meanwhile sentosa as a replacement for tanning!! wee.

lulu: happy working!((: meet up soon okay and haha till 5th dec for your PINK ic to come back.lol