in with bullets. out with hearts.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

hm.. back after like more den 1 week without posting. actually nothing much to post.. cause work is the same.. being nice infront of u.. asking u questions like kinda related to work but not important. but hell who knows ppl gonna backstab u?

i don have the strength to really be on guard cause jus by working kinda kills me. one day i can feel damn intense n unhappy in work. the other day i can be happily working. i don freaking know why i will be in tis way. i neva felt belong there.. some of them can be fun n friendly.. but they seems to be the one tat i should be more careful of instead. while the unfriendly ones are the one trying to be arrogant to me but however teaching me not to be cocky n jus "act noob" stay low so i wont get my ass kicked too fast.

i even had a hard time writing out regarding it man. i have to write a sentence.. den stop.. watch tv, reply my msn msges n so on. ha.. the only thing tat is gd abt the job now is tat it keeps me busy.. keeps me out of the house.. i wouldnt day dream.. or dream.. ha.. k lahz.. tats my boring story.. need to find something interesting to do.. gONe!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 7/30/2008 11:30:00 PM|

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

better do a quick post b4 i have to go prepare for my next working shift.. yesterday was my first day.. FULL SHIFT. goodness.. first few hrs i did nothing as they are preparing.. most of them are friendly.. which is gd.. however it doesnt mean they arent back stabbers.. haha.. sry but to say tis.. inside is really too political.. will jus bite u anytime anywhere.. even when u are off! blahz..

all of them thought tat i know how to handle the system n i have to keep explaining tat i skipped the training as requested by superiors, n worst. all thought tat i got in by using my godsis. haiz.. its demoralising as well.. work was ok at first.. till the stage of closing. got asked to stay back by my mentor to do closing, retail summary. actually it can be a fast thing, but due to the late updates come in n complicated method by my senior. A 30-40min job got drag till don know how long man! haiz.. ahya.. i don wanna complain so much.. but its really sad man. imagine my first day of work. my agent don even know i started work! i have to call her to get her to contact with singtel HR n yet the HR can forget! blahz.. do OT cannot get Ot pay too.. imagine how disappointing?!

blahz.. i don wanna say so much.. hopefully life will be better for me later! while typing tis post i feel tat my eng sucks man.. haha.. but cant help it.. my brain still slow n tired.. i wan to slp! sob..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 7/22/2008 10:51:00 AM|

Thursday, July 17, 2008

haha.. yesterday night i felt like blogging. came to the website and see so many tags?! haha.. shocking!

there are many times i felt like blogging due to emo. but i really lost my sense of writing. this is the 4th time i been into this post section since the last time i post, i would just press the close button n get over it. lolz..

i wont say my life have been bad or crap. its not very interesting either as i have been idling around while ppl surrounding me had their life busy with stuff. i felt inferior actually, i am like the only one not progressing for the past few years so it really adds pressure into me. well.. i jus have to hope tat sim accepts me so i can study.. while i got my singtel job to keeps me busy for the moment after so much of slacking! haha.. able to prevent me from thinking of other unnecessary stuff as well..

hm.. my new singtel job.. finally got in.. but den still have to go thru agency as my HR find it too troublesome to settle me.. lame.. but its kinda true as my shifts keep changing.. now full time.. when i get into sim.. will be part time.. however the pay is really different!! i mean compare from agency to direct.. ha.. hopefully i can settle my sch soon so i can get into direct.. really scare ppl thought i use my godsis to get in instead of my own abilities.. its add pressure into me!! how? haha.. i am going in without proper training/courses n i am gonna face the customer without any knowledge given to me. wat the hell?! goodness.. u peeps better pray for me. lolz.. if not i will really die.. another thing which is super funny. here goes. 2.5 yrs ago when i was working for singtel as a temp as well. so the director of consumer sales sees me quite often n wanted to hire me.. but guess wat? days after she mentioned, she resigned! lolz.. so after 2.5yrs which is tis yr. same thing happened. another director of the same position saws me at IT fair n is interested in getting me into singtel DIRECT. however after 1month of waiting i went for a meeting with the HR n my business manager. i was told tat the director resigned to go for a better job! i was like wtf? why every director who wanna hires me resign after telling their subordinates?! haha.. if tats the case who gonna cover my butt?! blahz.. so funny.. ppl say i am the suay kia.. maybe i am.. haha...

okok.. enough with the long post.. too long winded.. lolz.. cya all next time den. :P

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 7/17/2008 11:30:00 AM|

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