in with bullets. out with hearts.

Thursday, May 24, 2007

ha. ok.. i am back updating since jessica complain say i neva update. blahz.. actually not her fault also lahz. cause i wanted to update already.. jus nice saw her tag like tat.. lolz..

ok.. fine. update from may 16 onwards, nothing much.. in camp till fri, my duty wat.. fri happy hour. damn bloody gd food again. less work. but i went home late waiting for adam to send him back home first. brought wine back.

sat: did nothing till nite.. sibei lazy to go collect my watch nor my rod.. end up i meet amos n joyce to go cineleisure wanted to get a room for gaming, but full! so headed down to katong settlers.. i go collect my rod first.. finally here! gd service from the 2 young chap too. den head to settlers.. had fun playing games.. haha.. kinda enjoy it as the number of times i go.. not very gd memories cause last yr i went clarke quay one to celebrate my bday with someone special. ya blahz.. wateva.. anyway i was too fascinated with my rod.. i took out to have a look again. end up! wrong specification! blahz.. sms them n told them to get it change. ya ok. after tat we took a cab back. by den.. its 230am. i slept 4am

sun: went to help uncle pat. dot. i wake up so early den he tell me time delayed 2 hrs. precious time gone. but i am kinda happy working tat day, i doesnt know why. i am busy but its fun. travelling around in his car, uncle chua's van. n so on. they are helpful as well. effective in another way. gd team work. n most of all something else. lets guess? wahaha. help till 530pm rest. den went to help out again at nite.

mon: camp

tue: rest. seriously i forgot wat i did lahz.. hm.. 2min i try to remember. oh ya. dinner with my psch teacher mr singh n marc. i didnt enjoyed the dinner at all. i felt demoralize. while i forgot marc has always been his favourite student in bad. so i was extra there. i shouldnt be there. redundant. but well, wat can i fight with him? he got the charm, looks, education, achievement while non of mine can fight up with him. i insist on paying the bill n i did. marc fetch me home. n ya tats the end about it. bloody day i looking for. the day i walk into my own hell.

wed: best day! went boat trip. blahz taufik late. but he got the first fish. shoik.. 2nd me.. but the knot did not tie properly n so on. bloody fish went under the boat n tangle 5 other anglers. den my line got snap. fish cant run. 5 other rods to catch it.. n ya.. finally it got into the boat with 4 other anglers fishing line. bad stuff. lines have to b4 cut. tats the frustration part. they were like hate me to the core man.. haha.. have to retie everything include me. total 6 ppl have to retie out of 9. but after some explaination they understand about it too. i got witness mahz.. haha.. total i caught 2. 1 queenie which is the evil one, 1 baby shark which i release. got myself sunburn only 1 side of the body. i didnt really enjoy the trip. not much action for me. not really the relax i wan. i still miss tanjung pinang. get me there.

today: screwed up mood. i jus made a simple comment on guess ineffective of service given to me. my dad made a bloody hurt comment on wateva i use recently spoil. hey screw! u think i wan one mehz? 2 bday watch spoil wat i wan me to do? wat can i do with the watch wearing it? pcc with it mehz? cannot be the QC fault must be mine lahz.. reel cheap wat.. wan me buy ex one den u complain? wake up ur sense can?

not only tat. i had a friend who stubbornly insist she did not ask me about something till i have to prove to her tat she did. still denialling. why humans be like tis? blahz. i don know how to comment about such stuff. i don know.

one more thing i am bothered with. but its my own matter i will settle myself.

wateva it is..
rochie i am really sorry for not able to meet up with ya today. will compensate u when u get back ya! tc.

will post the fish i caught when i got it. cya!

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I really don know how to tell u. its jus too confusing.

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/24/2007 02:05:00 PM|

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Jus wanna dedicate tis post to a bday gal b4 i go to slp..

Heyo...

Happy 20th bday..

May all your wishes come true..

i know i sent u an sms.. not sure whether u receive it..

Enjoy your celebration i pray.

Hope you get prezzies which u wish n wanted for.

Stay Happy.. sweet.. Be hardworking k.. jus one more yr n u can get out of poly life..

Your Happiness will be a bliss.

Hope u can do wat u wan.. draw wat u like..

Take care.. God bless.. Stay healthy..

You been missed. =)

Regards,
HaLLeY

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/20/2007 04:01:00 AM|

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Tis post is kinda fast as i wrote one jus 1-2 days ago.. hehe..

jus wanna thanks my psch friend

shelia, marc, kitkat, qiuhang for accompanying me on monday..

esp shelia.. one phone call to ask u go orchard.. u straight away said ok..

thanks for accompanying me to repair my watch, although i must wait for a few days for tat watch jus to change the god damn stripe! blahz..

n thanks for ur lunch treat
n thanks for accompanying me for watching 28 weeks later! nearly wanted to watch alone! lolz..

Thanks marc, kitkat n qiuhang also..
by one phone call u all came! gd friends!

thanks marc for the treat at akashi sushi @ paragon..
n for footing the bill of $202++ although it should be ur treat! lolz..

met my psch friends.. didnt know its so enjoyable.. the first half of the day i was hell depressive..
call who also not free.. blahz.. untill shelia n the others..
went to get my diesel watch stripe replace.. also need to wait a few days.. so retarded.. jus one screw only must wait..
my guess watch 3-4 weeks still no news also.. sad!
after tat went for lunch at long john silver.. bloody coke taste like washing cloths soap!
went to change tat old auntie blur say give me wrong wanted to give ice tea.. but i ordered coke!
den say i don anyhow say.. coke don taste like soap. blahz.. fine..
go back to my table.. she dare to come show me receipt say she key wrong when i ask for coke..
ask for 25cents more for the tea.. wah kaoz! i don wanna argue jus pass her.. zzz..

den walk till cineleisure for our movie.. not bad lahz..
but i neva watch the first part so i got blurred.. lolz..
there's a nice theory inside.. one simple mistake from a single person..
can cause the lives of the world.. its very true..

hm.. after tat waited for the rest on the name to come..
met up.. went to paragon akashi rest for dinner..
nice! one of the best sushi i have eaten! but its ex.. 1 piece of sashimi cost 4 bucks! lolz.. shelia eat untill song song! so am i.. hehe..
marc foot the bill cause he is the rich one aka pilot.. lala..
i foot the bill for swensens dessert.. tats where we went next..
cause i the 2nd bro while marc is the big one..
head home after tat.. enjoyable day.. with them.. i didnt think my burdens at all..
hope we get to go out often again..

hm.. told dad abt marc.. he was impress tat i got a pilot friend.. dot..
but its right.. marc was a slacker.. neva serious always.. in our eyes..
but yet such great achievements..
gd results not in psch
but sec sch
jc.. n now a pilot..
blahz..
others also.. Shelia, KK n qiuhang also did..
i think practically all my schmates are doing well.. but me? lolz..
in my sch.. all of us know each other within our batch.. fun..
sigh.. it kinda demoralise me as all of us was in a sap sch.. but future so different?
blahz.. wateva it is.. i guess i jus have to work doubly hard like them to gain my future!

tats all!

tis post is specially for them! cause they made my day without them realising how important it was! =)

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/15/2007 12:10:00 AM|

Monday, May 14, 2007

alamak.. yaya.. i am back..

didnt wanna blog because i don know why my blog java having problem.. stupid posting system now in a mess.. spoils the mood for writing..

life in april n may.. currently.. kinda busy.. i don know busy with wat.. life's been up n down..

last min went to tanjung pinang aka indo to go fishing..

enjoyed myself.. kinda.. lots of time for me to relax.. n its been like 5 yrs since i leave the country.. 2 hrs of boat ride, 1 hr of car ride.. life there totally different.. driving is scary.. my heart was pumping.. lolz..

reached there.. love da place.. but u will see lots of uneducated ppl.. children adult.. one bike can carry a family of 5.. kampung life.. fishing was immediately great.. full of above average catches n so on..

2nd day more quiet.. but i enjoy the nite while everyone is slping except me.. arranging my fishing equipment.. while watching the sky.. lightning about 150-200m away.. damn nice! too bad even got camera also cant take the picture.. being alone on tat is nice.. lots of things i can think.. can clear.. can be sad.. can be happy.. can smile.. wateva it is.. u can jus sit down with the sea breeze on ya.. with the best natural favourite weather u wan.. u can curse, cry, laugh, slp, n so on lahz.. lolz.. too much in my mind..

other den tat.. quite ok lahz.. one of my enjoyable trip.. although i felt lonely.. its still nice.. hehe.. ok other den tat i did nothing.. rest at home.. rarely go out.. except watching spiderman with dumbo chimm pouthy.. long winded show.. blah blahz...

wah kaoz lahz.. i don know how to write liaoz.. wat to write? write too long later cherie say i long winded.. lolz.. but den i really also nothing to write.. recently my life is the same.. i have not gone for fishing trip.. i go camp i go home.. nothing liaoz!

oh ya.. i wore uniform tis yr for once! can u believe it? but no photo.. don wan take although ppl say my smart 4( uniform code) seems like smartest 4.. ha.. i don really care..

n ya.. i guess one of the person who is reading my blog waiting for my reply on something..

to who u know u are:
pls don type as if u know me can? cause i don think u know me? even if u know.. tats the past.. life changes.. surroundin changes.. its the same like u.. u will change.. dont u? if u don think u did.. try tis method, sit at one place alone or take a public transport alone.. sit there n think.. past wat u done.. now wat u done.. i am so quite sure u change..
i don wanna go settle the dispute between u n me cause i damn freaking no mood n lazy.. even i am in the happy mood i don wanna go settle tis dispute cause its a totally mood spoiler.. u call me ur gd friend? u go see the chat log of the way u say sorry? den suddenly log off? why not u go rate ur bf's friend ur new best friend?
go think b4 u say all those..
even my best of best friends don know me well..
no one knows me well..
i am almost a crazy person, i keep things in my mind n heart. i don leak it out.
wateva it is. let jus be like tis.

-end-

Sorry peeps.. i really don know how to write my blog for now.. i will try to write as often.. but almost nothing i can write in it.. my life is bored.. i am also stress..

a decision of putting civil suites or police to settle a money situation problem which i don wanna to have it like tis. my heart is aching. broken. pain. burnt.

bye to all!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/14/2007 12:31:00 AM|