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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Hey Peeps,
I am back.. after almost 2 weeks for disappearance.. lolz.. lazy lahz.. no will to write.. hehe.. i been telling myself to write write write for the past few days.. but den.. nope.. nothing.. basically also nothing to write lahz.. i don wanna bored u all with my boring daily lifes.. be it in camp or at home.. or complaining that i have not been slping well cause i cant slp.. blah blah blah.. cause everytime its the same story.. same reason.. n so on..

hm.. last week.. hm..
i remembered i went to bishan to change the mp3player(from creative zen neon 2) i bought at the IT fair.. the radio frequency sounded damn bloody horrible.. n i had the free time.. went to change.. was kinda rush though.. cause i left home about 4++.. stupid place to find.. far nvm.. hard to walk.. need to figure it out.. lucky i read the map.. went there.. the radio frequency works well! was like wth?! but den change a new one.. sounds better.. in the end.. still some place no frequency.. its either i am too picky, i got no problem with my w900i n akira mp3player radio frequency.. or the quality is jus PURE SUCKS.. after tat i headed to yishun to buy a fishing reel.. desperate for one.. n headed home.. reach home rest.. 1 hr.. eat dinner.. celestine called.. to go Kbox sing songs.. wah piang i don know how to sing.. so ended up at LJS.. talk cock.. till 10++ left.. i went to deposit money @ uob bedok.. waited for bus.. n left..

last sat.. slacked the whole day till evening to prepare to go to celestine's bday party.. really alot of ppl.. lolz.. she hardly had the time to entertain us but den.. I UNDERSTAND lolz..lots of pretty gals.. yandaos also. cause she is a model.. sure know more tis kind of person.. well.. we stayed there till the birthday cake is cut, song sang, and er.. pictures taken.. yaya.. den i think roughly tis is all..

tis week.. lets do a quick recap..
monday: back to camp as the new mess steward is coming.. don wanna let the other guy handle.. n i got medical appointment in camp in the afternoon.. so here i am.. taught the mess steward wat to do.. blah blah blah.. he is damn blur.. lots of questions to ask.. unnecessary.. but nvm.. its his character.. LL.. b4 lunch time.. went to bunk.. took a nap.. den headed down to my checkup.. damn long but nvm.. result.. guess? clue? i not going tekong during april anymore.. went to meet thy to watch movie..

ITS A DAMN NICE SHOW! 4.9/5.. storyline is great.. but i am not sure whether is it a true story or not.. thy was asking me.. haha.. after tat we headed to my place for dinner.. talk cock.. play games n so on.. its been so long since we ever met.. even shook hands when we met.. lolz.. he was wearing the shirt tat angeline n i gave him as a bday prezzie.. stayed till 1145pm.. went to have supper.. n left.. lolz.. its nice.. finally communicate again.. its a great thing.. but not the great thing i wanted so much.. sad to say.

tue: morning went fishing at LSR again.. blahz.. buddy was late.. so i did myself.. lost a lure.. demoralise.. went to illegal spot.. my line got tangle.. so i was sitting there.. slowly trying to un-tangle it.. concentrating on it.. my buddy was trying to tell me something.. i cant figure out.. ignore it.. BANG.. ranger came by boat.. tio caught! heng kanna warning.. the fellow still can ask me whether i am singaporean even when i am wearing an army polo-t.. lolz.. my buddy was damn pissed off.. i felt bad.. but nice tat he actually didnt not run off.. steadyness.. but den.. he wont bring me to illegal spot next time for being blur! sob.. i was tired k.. 3hrs of slp only.. wat can i do.. after tat we split.. i headed home.. wash up.. i forgot i got physio in the morning but lucky able to change to the afternoon.. so i rest at home for awhile.. tried to slp.. failed.. lots of msges.. phonecalls.. blahz.. after tat headed for physio.. waited quite awhile.. got it.. done.. headed to century square to meet shelia n kat kit.. psch friends.. hang out.. watched movie..

The title says so.. its a damn nice movie in my eyes.. first thing.. i like dancing.. although i cant dance.. i jus like to see.. den the story line isnt tat bad at all.. to me its 4.8/5.. tis week.. 2 best shows i watch in tis yr.. not sure whether its damn long i have not watch movie.. or its jus damn nice! hehe..

after tat we had sakae sushi for dinner before the movie.. my treat.. as part of their bday prezzie.. plus last time they got give me prezzie i think i neva give them lahz.. long last friends... who cares abt the money? lets jus be happy.. den after tat we headed for our own home.. haha..

wed- thursday: back to camp.. new mess steward name jeremy.. ok.. damn blur.. gave lots of ideas.. gd.. but means more job for us.. blah blah so n so.. wanna change stuff here.. but hey.. pls.. u are here only for like 1-2only yet u wanna change stuff? look at where u stand pls! ha.. i didnt really have peace when with him.. n i am quite sure he felt it.. cause i am quite strict while the other one taught him how to slack.. thur worst.. event kanna slice by broken cup.. he did it.. accidentally.. so i didnt blame him also.. i stayed over in camp btw.. lolz.. thur after i left.. went to akira with major ng.. HE DROVE.. sian.. he was heading there n asking me whether i wanna tag along.. since i need to collect my mp3.. why not.. so we headed there.. he go his meeting.. i go collect my mp3.. collect liaoz.. 5mins later go back.. why? cause the MP3 too garang.. auto on by itself all the way.. i thought collect back liaoz happy.. sigh.. at first the mp3player don know wat alien language.. den the lady bring it somewhere.. come back with english say sorry.. forgot to change the language.. den say the mp3player sent to taiwan for repair.. not bad ah.. still can fly.. lolz.. end up.. return to them.. n i told them to send it to my place next time.. after tat.. meet major ng again n he drop me off at paya lebar mrt.. den i head home!

fri: its a day i looking forward for long.. even pack my fishing gear ready for today! haha.. went with 3 warrent officers.. ravi, amir, ong. met at loyang point to stock up.. den headed to changi village to do another stock up.. lolz.. after tat headed to NSRCC outside to fish.. i missed a grouper.. ong got 1 palm size catch.. n me.. the rest damn babies.. ravi n amir got nothing.. late afternoon.. no sun.. but i got sunburn.. don know why. lolz.. heat ray.. tats wat mum said.. whole morning till afternoon was quiet.. decided to rest.. we packed up.. went to changi village to stock up again.. went back to hQ camp to wash up.. few hrs later headed to another place.. classified.. but clue.. i was there when i am a recruit! hehe.. lots of memories there.. i missed there.. but i also hate there... fish till 3am.. caught 2 catfishes.. other ppl also catch.. all catch fish.. i was quite disappointed.. first is the low catch.. was wondering am i tat unlucky? no catch? n the fishing equipment i bought.. its the cheap n the most first rod keep catching it. while the longer n better one.. quiet n nothing.. blahz.. i headed home.. wash everything.. msn awhile.. check blogs.. n done.. lots of msn msges.. i am sorry ppL! didnt mean not to reply! but i did set away i remember.. but don know why away mode not working! sorry!

lastly..
THANKS ZIJIAN N GF FOR THE NIKE LAPTOP BAG!
lolz.. i didnt know i didnt thank u all.. u two don know i got blog anyway.. but really sorry! till shelia said i didnt type in the blog when i told her i did.. blurred.. lolz..
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i miss ya.. why don you talk to me? why.. wat did i do wrong.. pls forgive me.. sleepless nites thinking of ya..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 3/24/2007 02:13:00 PM|

Monday, March 12, 2007

woot.. time to blog le.. but i forgot wat i should write.. so don care.. jus do it.. haha..

mon: rest i think.. den at nite went to watch rocky balboa.. its quite boring.. but wat makes me like tis show tat its very inspirational.. he will neva give up.. not only by fighting.. but also talking to ppl.. making them believe in him.. it came to my mind to think of myself.. why did i gave up so fast.. i am weak.. tat nite.. i am emotional.. after tat movie.. supper at mac.. mouth itchy.. so go eat.. den late nite got home

tue: physio.. after tat seriously i don know wat i done.. lolz..

wed: my bday.. first must say Happy bday to..
Xinyu~! Twinie 21st bday!
Pearly~! Twinie 17th bday~!
Kat Kit~! 21st Bday~!
Dejin~! 20th Bday~!

i did nothing.. rested at home.. told myself not in celebration mood.. i shall not celebrate.. punishment? maybe.. i don know.. i jus hope to seek forgiven..

thurs: back to camp.. wasnt used to it.. but works well.. went home as mum wan me to cut my bday cake.. so i did.. first time only left my parents to celebrate for me.. lack of 1 special person, 2 sis, 2 bro in law n 1 sweet nana.. no them.. but alright.. cause they sang.. esp dad.. he neva did sang for us the last time.. tats my 21st..

fri: camp again. Happy hour for the OCTs.. after tat took a cab.. send adam, weihong home.. den myself..

sat: afternoon went to IT show to help out uncle patrick. got myself an mp3! thanks to those who gave me angbao to buy tat! Been a long time since i helped out.. was quiet.. but ok.. went for dinner n supper with uncle patrick at some tampines blk near the tampines police post HQ.. hokkien mee.. nice! shall go again.. Patrick even told me he got married on march 7.. haha.. i was shocked.. its my bday! well. congrats to them..

sun: morning IT show.. Patrick sent me there n headed to the office.. me.. help till 330pm.. n left.. didnt wanna go home.. so head down straight to pasir ris.. 518 express.. the stupid mp3player.. radio frequency is so so bad.. had to listen to mp3 instead.. dropped off at pasir ris fishing pond.. had a look.. small walk.. n head to shelia's chalet.. i had to start fire.. lolz.. wearing white.. cook.. soon the others same.. n we had food.. chat.. game.. nice.. i was damn high.. talking lots of rubbish n being a cockster.. when i left.. alone.. i felt myself such an idiot.. wat have i become.. sigh..

i am still not myself.. blahz.. wateva.. Happiness is not in my blood anymore.

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 3/12/2007 11:31:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Boo! today my bday.. but not celebrating.. don ask why.. cause i said so.. well.. these are the pictures from the bbq.. enjoy..

Army n Singtel.

Rss

Syas

Lastly Bds

Lastly i wanna thanks again to all who attend..
To Angel(Syas) n Shelia(Singtel)
Thanks for sending the presents using parcel..

Need to thank my mum also for spending so much money for tis to happen..
Thanks my Family n nana for being so cute.. haha..

Its still sad to see someone not there..
but it doesnt matter.. wat really matter is something the person said saddens me..
well.. it jus heard from a friend.. if its not accurate.. i apologise..

but i am jus making an explaination..
The money i asking you to return isnt mine.. u know it..
n yet u can say if i got no money, don keep sending u stuff..
Jus think about it.. if its my money.. would i wan you to return?

Its been so long since i last communicate n seen u..
i wanna be friends.. yet it doesnt seem to work..
why? wat did i do wrong.. can u tell me?
Its been bothering so so much.. do u know?
i am not blaming u.. i am jus wishing for a chance.. a forgiveness from u..
Will u?
Life from the past is too gd to change.. without u.. bitterness everyday..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 3/07/2007 06:27:00 PM|

Monday, March 05, 2007

yoyoyo! back again..

hm.. usually.. i post during sundays.. haha.. but recently been monday.. cause i have not been to work on monday.. plus i am lazy..

hm.. lets jus start.. monday.. cant remember.. think i went fishing in the morning with my kaki taufik n his gf.. lolz.. caught nothing again.. no luck.. lala.. den came back to msn.. rest n woke up to blog the previous post.. simple..

tue: i don know wat i do liao lahz! think rotting at home also.. den went to watch movie with huixian.. norbit.. lolz.. ok lahz.. funny.. loving.. words inside can be used.. well.. after tat went to visit grandpa.. talk to him for awhile n headed home...

wed: stayed at home the whole day.. but kinda happy.. cause the watch angeline sent me its here! its like damn coincidence.. i was msning with her saying to her "why the parcel not here yet!" then the exact moment tat sentence was type my dad was calling me "Halley!".. i didnt know wat he wants so i went out n see.. the parcel was finally here!! haha.. took out n see.. was shocked tat its a guess watch as i thought she bought a fossil one for me.. miscommunication! how ever its nice! love it! thanks ya! was happy thru out the afternoon till early evening.. den suddenly didnt feel right.. felt tat something is gonna happen.. so was kinda moody.. in the end.. really moody.. got commented something tat really hurts me from the particular someone.. but i don blame her.. it jus hurts.. causes me to think the whole nite. cant slp. slept late.. 4-5am?

thur: woke up.. thought of the same thing.. received sms from celestine asked to go out early.. ok.. so we met at tampines mrt n head down to ikea.. had lunch.. Swedish meatballs! 15 of it.. wah kaoz damn full.. its nice.. lasted the whole nite of my journey.. lolz.. den we shop.. lots of things to shop.. got wat she wanted.. took a cab n head down for orchard.. dropped at far eastz.. but drop wrong side.. i read the map wrongly.. so wasted lots of walking.. lolz.. for a gal like her.. i really felt bad letting her walk so much.. finally reached the guess service centre.. got my watch stripe shorten.. wore it.. n head down to shaw building.. got her early 21st bday prezzie.. got her a dior flight.. she wanted it. but i don know wat is it.. haha.. so jus pay n left.. sat down at starbucks for a rest.. den headed to vivo city to shop.. i cant find any wallet suitable for me! sadist ah~ but she got wat she wanted.. lolz.. after tat headed home.. darn tired..

fri: morning woke up.. didnt manage to have the time to visit grandpa.. went to bedok uob bank to update my current status.. end up they said its not necessarily when uob HQ ask me to do it.. was like grr.. waste so much of my time.. but i didnt mind going there.. cause there's a reason.. guess! lolz.. after tat we headed to some place to get paper plates.. forks spoons.. etc etc.. den headed down to giant to buy more stuff.. n waited for amos to get ready.. got into a cab n headed down to bedok to fetch him.. cab back to my place.. got the stuff.. den to my mum's friend shop.. got drinks.. n headed to the resort.. kaoz.. if only i have a car to drive.. save more time n money.. lolz.. the chalet was small.. shocking.. den only 3 of us.. gary came.. we headed to downtown east.. surprisingly near with tat shortcut.. accompanied gary on his dinner.. headed down to the arcade.. play basketball.. wah kaoz.. tiring.. lolz.. back to chalet.. rest.. celestine went off to study.. gary went off to study.. kenny n joyce came.. they had supper(not me!).. played awhile.. kenny left.. n the rest of us.. slept.. tats like 3am++ liaoz.. i didnt slp well.. as usual.. next day woke up.. heng yew joined us.. woohohooo..

sat: heng yew joined us.. brought us lunch! hehe.. slack.. he left.. den later in the afternoon joyce n amos left.. me alone! sob.. den stupid bbqwholesale sms me to go meet them.. waited so long.. they have not reached.. gone back to the chalet to rest.. soon celestine called n ask me to head there.. ok lohz.. go down there.. carried the stuff to entrance.. amos manage to get back n help.. got back to the chalet.. amos start fire.. i went back to the room n change.. too hot! he is the only one accompanying me the whole time man.. so really need to thank him.. soon my captain came.. captain leroy.. 3 of us talk.. my family came.. slowly the rest came too.. been busy the whole nite trying to entertaining everyone slowly.. still a bad host.. didnt manage everything well.. but glad alot of ppl help me.. don wanna get into so much details.. tiring typing so much.. soon.. only left me jianyu n justin.. lolz.. pictures will be uploaded soon.. cause now.. camera i return to my dad without uploading.. hehe..

sun: morning.. checked out.. khalid came to help me carry stuff.. drove justin n jianyu to the interchange n headed home.. clear the stuff up n rest.. tats all!

okok! now to thank ppl!

Rss grp: Shelia, Kai Yun, Qiu Hang, Kat Kit, Rong Jin. Seriously thanks for coming! Thanks for the Levis voucher toO! hehe.. hope to see u all soon.. lots of catch up man!

Bds grp: Amos, Celestine, joyce, hengyew, kenny, jieying, kaijun, gary, Andrew n gf, danting, roy, junming, jimmy, kian yong, andrew, yalin n sharon. Thanks u all for coming n prezzies!

Singtel Temp: Dejin , cherie, qiurong, suiping, jessica, jianyu and justin.. Thanks for coming too! hope to work with u all soon again!

Singtel: Janice, serene + hubby, jolene.. ALso thanks u all for comng! hehe.. thanks for the PINK Ralph Lauren polo-t! Will try to find reason to wear it.. lolz..

Syas: Thanks Mel, Shaolong, albert, jessica, n junkai! thanks for coming! sorry for not entertaining u all much! infact damn little.. its my bad! tats all i can say.. Thanks mel for the t-shirts! will try to wear.. haha.. n thanks Junkai for tat angbao.. lolz...

Army: Thanks Leroy, Shaun, Shone n lastly Mahz for coming! seriously thanks for coming n help! esp to shaun n mahz.. thanks for helping me drink! will neva forget.. =)

hm.. did i left out any grp? guess not.. for those who not coming due to sick or something happened.. ok i understand.. to others.. i don know wat to say.. =)

tc all!

Will do another update abt it soon.. abit tired now.. hehe.. cya..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 3/05/2007 01:22:00 PM|