Sunday, January 28, 2007
back back back.. lolz.. think its a week to week basis to do tis kind of things.. lolz..
lets start wed. cause i forgotten to post it..
went out with qiuyan n rosalind to look for dress.. YES! a dress.. lolz.. for "someone's" bday prezzie.. lolz.. when the person bday reach le den i say who.. cause its kinda funny though.. tat spend most of my days.. saw a brochure on the way home.. was something like gun club.. train on gun shooting.. not real gun lahz.. but build like.. don know much details about it.. but was really interested cause i was looking for tis kind of hobby recently.. been interested in handgun.. not those machine guns.. lolz.. ha.. dad oppose it while i went to had dinner with them on tat very day! grrr.. nvm.. i will check out the price n see how..
thurs: back to camp.. morning got gd news.. my boss said i got promoted to LCP.. FINALLY! piang.. don care rank.. was jus caring about the pay.. haha.. den afternoon sian liaoz.. coffee machine spoilt, pool table spoilt, one of my commandor complain complain.. zzz.. spoilt my mood.. even one LTA use rank to pull me down, den say sorry to me after tat.. WTF?! didnt had peace at nite cause so many ppl in the mess.. magazine lost.. n tat fucking partner of mine gonna oRD!, so doing crap work for me to settle! was really kinda demoralise.. but it reminds me to be patience.. so was trying to be patience.. speak to LTA adam about it when he got back from outfield, got his advice n went to slp.
fri: felt much better n had a damn heavy breakfast(1 nasi lemak, 1 bowl of shrimp soup(shared), ice horlick(yucks)).. to me lahz.. to some of u like little bit nia.. haha.. felt much better.. n was trying to do my work more efficiently.. n wala.. somehow it does felt better.. n the magazine is back from disappearance.. don know when dumbfuck officer trying to play afool.. left work early tis day.. 6pm? headed home to rest straight..
sat n sun: did nothing much n rotted at home.. wanted to go fishing but weather forecast said its gonna rain.. end up no rain.. haha.. den no partner also so skipped tat idea.. sigh.. lots of stuff in the mind.. but don think i will wanna say out.. stuff are old stuff.. so even if i say again.. i will have the same answer from u all.. sigh.. wateva.. hope day will be better!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/28/2007 08:54:00 PM|
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
back.. been 1 week since i neva post? actually also nothing to post.. so i didnt post.. whens my last post i also forgot.. cause suddenly neva publish.. jus have to republish it..
wed-fri: stayed in in camp for the days.. cause going home is tiring n so long.. so i jus stayed in.
sat - sun: slack at home. i guess.. cant really remember.. where can i go anyway? lolz.. oh ya. went to had my hair cut.. tats why.. tats all.. nothing much.
oh ya..
i not going UK liaoz.. yaya i know.. some of u may ask why.. i prayed hard for 3-4months tat i can go.. some plans jus don work as it seems.. its sian1/2 not wanting to go, but i made my choice.. i jus feel tat 7days jus isnt enough for me to be happy there.
i felt disappointed, but not really sad.. cause its not the most important thing tat i lost.. to me.. losing her its still the most sad n worst feeling i had till now.
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/24/2007 01:24:00 AM|
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
writing tis blog to vent my frustration. warning. lots of vulgarities included. u can choose not to read. along u have a choice. not happy. press X at the top right.
monday: A day not bad in the morning. normal busy monday heading to camp. tired but i cant slp. slept 2-3hrs again. slept late woke up 30mins earlier den usual, don ask how come, i already subconscious by den.
in camp. did some cleaning up while the other bugger don know doing wat inside the mess, slp? wank? wateva. 9++ manage to borrow my boss's car to drive to akira to get my mp3 fixed. top up 10bucks of fuel n head my way. got lost. round about the west area, ya my fault for being a dumbfuck, i got confused on the expressway. first time driving.. expressway at the west is jus too complicated. pissed, drove back all the way to my camp within 10mins. why so fast? cause i go by main road instead of expressway with speed of 80-100km/h.. ya abit too fast for a first timer.. but max speed i drove, 110km/h. next time will be higher, a 2000cc car shouldnt be a problem. bad result for me but gd experience. will be doing it again on wednesday, tis time must reach. die die will repair tat mp3 even though many asked me to buy a new one.
afternoon rot rot rot all the way. was tidying the dirty bedsheets triggered my allergy on my nose. keep sneezing. knocked off early. got home early. door locked. fuck! parents not in again without informing me.. wat the hell? called mum she shout at me? i was like wtf? last time go out will inform me ask me whther i got keys anot. now neva call but fuck me up? lucky got spare, if not i don know how long i must stuck inside. nose bleed, left side as usual, soon have to take test now still bleed, lots of it today somemore. don know wat the hell it is.
went out 9++ to watch movie with jacelynn, "last dance". fuck up local show, don watch, lucky i watch on the weekday. saw someone i hate so much, a person who spilt at me 3yrs ago. ppl from syas should know, i stared at him all the way, why am i serving ns? fuck. if not he would have get it from me i think. i don know, i was fill with anger n rage for the day yet i still can keep tis cool.. grr.. why must i keep cool?! why should i? i was banging the walls while waiting for jace, how long i have not? the last time i think its qi who saw me did tat.. tats way long.. haha..
called jane while i was on the way to tmall, she changed.. really changed alot.. more quiet also.. depressive.. she don say but i can feel.. its not as approachable as last time.. hell worried.. i am really worried for her.. a person like her actually changed so much.. it only give me heartbreaks to see her like tat.. ha.. how can i help her to recover the confidence she had? i don know so so much.. someone pls save her man!
ha.. so why do i always see ppl i don wanna see(not u clara although i saw u) all the time but ppl who i yearn to see every single minute, i cant see. but those fucking ppl i don wish to see, jus pop out simple like abc!
left hand, left side of the neck hurts, left side of the nose bleed. seems like all my left side breaking down.. blahz.. left hand old injury on the ligament, should i go for op? ah.. i don know.. but it hurts..
nvm.. lets set a list of wat i am not unhappy, not in sequence
- i practically stunned when someone told me my name is being used to cover the persons own track not to get caught to hang out with someone else.. wtf? for goodness sake, u wanna do something when u don wanna disappoint someone else. settle the problem first den do wat u wan lahz.. respect? get it?
-how many of u here knows me well? many ppl say "yaya i know halley well" hey screwed? wake up man! u know me well? so how many of u knows tat i don like to get pangsei?(put water/got ditch one side suddenly when appointment made.)? how many of u knows tat i don like ppl who say tis but don do? if u all don, pls don say halley didnt change at all when i suddenly got attitude, wake up n fuck, u all don understand me.
- n ya. i slp 3hrs every weekday n so i slept longer during weekend to cover my lost n yet i being call a pig? hey fuck lahz k.. wake up, if u do the same as me jus tat u don slp longer at weekend, its ur problem?
- last one i guess.. pls don THOUGHT THOUGHT THOUGHT often, u think i though who confirm? especially judging on my character. guessing or though doesnt sees a character. so wanna know me well? interact with me?
tats all.
any unhappiness. shoot me back, i will take any comments. cause i only type jus to vent my anger. i don wanna keep inside my heart.
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/16/2007 12:07:00 AM|
Sunday, January 14, 2007
lets jus start ya..
monday!: Off.. so in the afternoon went fishing with my parents.. nothing to do mahz... so fish lohz.. haha.. think since primary 4 i have not gone fishing with my parents.. dad n me went first while mum gone to granny's place.. hm.. took da bus.. was laughing inside me while back thinking some stuff.. nvm.. ok.. east coast for fishing.. walked there when we drop at the condo.. dad actually forgotten how he usually brought me here.. omg.. old le.. haha.. did a quick preparation n there.. fishing.. haha.. he nearly forgotten how to fish also.. in the end.. he got nothing.. while i got a few of it.. hehe.. mum came.. fish till 7++ dinner time.. not so nice food.. plus they forgot to return money.. dot dot.. took a cab home.. n wala.. end of the date.. cleaning up.. parents did it.. hehe... while i shake leg.
tue: rested at home whole day cause i wan to.. tuesday its jus not my day to hang out..also because of PCK.. last season! must watch!
wed: late afternoon went to meet serene(syas) for some "business talk" at ps.. den went to meet huixian for dinner.. den byebye..
thur: camp camp camp.. den happy hour! at Mercedes.. actually having me n my partner around is redundant.. cause we totally did nothing.. the test drive i looking forward so much was rejected.. cause of my probation.. sianz... den lucky draw also cannot.. tats really ridiculous! so i really got moody at a moment.. so got emotional.. thinking alot of things n flash backs.. sigh.. after tat.. got better.. tiger gals are socialable.. at first i thought our event no chiobu man.. end up got 2.. one of them even on the beauty pageant.. lolz.. brought by one of the newly commissioned officer.. dot.. 1 officer bring 2 chiobu.. how can?! haha.. anyway.. after tat.. i left with one of the officer also.. scare he got drunk so i decided to give him a lift.. its so hard to get a cab.. 3 grps of us waiting for cab.. all drenched! except the ladies.. haha.. call cab.. also cannot.. either neva come or reject.. only 1 came.. i got the last batch.. sent him home.. n i got myself home.. i was happy at the end.. i don know why.. felt gd after the rain on me.. it jus did.. =)
fri: camp camp camp.. tired.. stayed till 7++ somemore.. raining non stop.. heng one of my ltc drove me to paya lebar mrt.. took bus 28 back.. bought dinner.. rot at home n zzz.. haha..
sat: stayed at home the whole day.. eat play slp.. too tired..
sun: went out in the evening.. watched "blood diamond" with huixian. nice show.. 4/5 stars.. funny.. touching.. shows the life on the other world.. should watch! dinner at long john.. first time add the salsa cheese on my meal.. memories.. nice.. tml camp.. sianz.. tats all!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/14/2007 11:47:00 PM|
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Photos are finally here! look bax! if i am red in the picture.. means i drank quite a bit on tat day.. buts its enjoyable.. cause.. i jie jiu xiao chou also! haha..
Me n bday gal, Jace.
Me n sushan
Guys
Girls
Do Re Mi <-- lolz..
Girls again
cute?
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/09/2007 01:24:00 AM|
Sunday, January 07, 2007
I bought tis.. its a LE xmas pendant.. nice anot ah? it was suppose to be out of stock.. lucky reserved it.. den i manage to get it.. suppose to be for a friend.. but guess its not needed le.. so its stucked inside my drawer le.. lolz.. but nice anot? tag n comment it!
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/07/2007 10:26:00 PM|
hm.. here i am.. updating my life.. lolz..
wed: did nothing rotting at home.. or i simply cant remember.
thur: back to camp.. first half.. slack.. 2nd half.. i myself alone cause dumb partner got halfday for specialist check.. left kinda early.. so met xian for a movie n dinner.. finally able to watch the movie i wanted! "nite at the museum" nice show.. funny but i wasnt laughing.. i don know why.. but its a happy ending story.. as usual.. since when a comedy will have bad endings right? after tat headed for dinner at 107.. den done..
fri: tiring! whole day till afternoon i felt ok.. till happy hour.. i worked alone.. dumb partner got MC.. so cute.. but manage to handle... so its cool.. left at 10++ grab a cab home..
sat: went out in the evening.. nana came to stayover.. met shan, rochie, ridz n mel.. had dinner.. walk awhile.. shan n rochie shopping.. left me n ridz waiting for them.. but i went left foot to look for shoes.. memories came in.. but den no shoes.. haiz.. went to 7-11 to sit n talk cock for awhile n we left.. ridz asked me questions regarding how i feel n wats been on with me n qi.. i didnt answer much.. or i did answer alot.. but nothing can change the past ya? so i wont talk abt it much here.. =)
sun: today! rotting at home.. sucks.. i wan fishing..
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/07/2007 01:26:00 PM|
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
back! woot.. 2nd day of new yr liaoz.. hm.. lets see. eve of new yr.. did nothing much.. went with my family to tampines mall to get suzanne's stuff needed to be sent over.. this nana walk abit den i carried her all the way.. getting heavier.. haha.. saw some of my friends.. lolz.. den erm.. shop here n there.. nothing for me.. so walk home.. tried looking for stuff at pasa malam.. none too.. wanted to buy some stuff for my fishing.. walk home.. tis time nana walk abit more den previous..
hm.. upon reaching home i carried her.. wtf this blk beside mine damn lots of rats lohz! den not scare of ppl somemore. one was so near me like 1metre? so i stomped my feet.. tat dumb rat jump.. den tis nana laugh like mad!! i neva see her laugh so long lohz.. like giggle.. all the way till home.. haha.. tat really made my day.. n ya.. tats how i clear my new yr.. stayed at home.. playing cs while hit 12.. no fireworks for me.. i told myself.. i wont go see fireworks untill the someone who said next time will go with me.. =D
jan 1: i stayed at home till late evening.. huixian asked me out.. wanted to watch "nite of the museum" but den its full.. so bought "curse of the golden flower" instead.. went to pasta mania to eat.. saw adeline n weishan.. both changed so much! lolz.. oh well.. after tat i went shopping.. bought 2 shorts n 1 shirt for fishing.. cant claim from mum.. sad! the show not bad lahz.. abit long winded.. after tat i went home..
today: woke up at 8am! prepared myself n headed to lower seletar resv! piang.. weather damn hot.. forgot to wear my sunglass.. lolz. it was quiet at first.. den adam was saying i no patience! basket.. so i proved to him.. standing with my rod waiting while they were doing lure fishing.. n soon mine bite! wah shoik man the tension fight with the fish.. woot! after tat i rested for awhile n changed to lure fishing as well.. first 2 cast tio fish liaoz.. got the biggest also! haha.. 600g+++ for the biggest one.. so total 3 fish.. brought back 2.. jus to show mum tat i got it.. but my reel spoilt! first time use somemore.. so dulan.. finished off at about 3.. went off with adam's friend.. for lunch.. n his bro drove me to hougang n i headed home from there.. looked like red crab walking down the street.. lolz.. came home.. wash up.. no rest trying to repair the damn reel.. clean it oil it.. but don know how to fix it back.. i gave up.. dad took over.. first he fix wrongly.. soon he got it right n fixed it.. haha.. thanks dad. something u did tat is so correct today.. lolz....
hm.. not sure abt my feelings recently.. i know i turn stronger.. but i still have the feeling of misery, missing ppl n think of the happy times.. n worst.. hate a person.. i think the person should know who IT is.. cause think here think there.. i find lies on the person.. jus hope the person will be ready for me if i wanna discuss abt it. :) nonetheless.. i still miss her.. =)
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 1/02/2007 10:20:00 PM|
I bought tis.. its a LE xmas pendant.. nice anot ah? it was suppose to be out of stock.. lucky reserved it.. den i manage to get it.. suppose to be for a friend.. but guess its not needed le.. so its stucked inside my drawer le.. lolz.. but nice anot? tag n comment it!