in with bullets. out with hearts.

Sunday, May 28, 2006

woot.. doing a quick post since i gonna slp.. was freaking tired when i got back to work on thursday.. first thing i got drenched.. even my waterproof bag got wet inside.. imagine how heavy the rain is.. went there.. sucks.. tis guy who suppose to teach me left early n me alone doing all the shit.. did oT till 2130 even when i suppose to end at 2030.. suppose to meet qi but the timing cant tally cause of it.. we didnt meet.. ended up meeting ridzuan for food.. supper for him.. dinner for me.. at 201.. the food getting sucky lehz.. think we need to change place soon.. where to get gd prata or food at east side on late nites?! blahz..

hm.. den fri.. woke up early to go collect my stuff from safra.. went to find qi.. cause she gone to see doc for her swollen eyes.. ate lunch n sent her home.. went to my occupational physio.. the therapist suspect i got genetic disorder.. as in my ligaments on my body not as strong all these crap lahz.. easy to get injured.. so n so.. blahz.. so she cant do anything for me.. do exercise to strengthen my muscles also no use.. sigh.. after tat went home n slack the whole day..

n today! waited for qi to come over.. afternoon.. hm.. how to describe wat we do.. play online games.. n pillow fight.. but fall aslp after awhile.. haha.. woke up.. went to meet cherie to go to the food feast at expo.. sucks man.. first thing alot of ppl.. second the food soso.. wat the hell! waste of time n money! blahz.. den i scratch my watch!! so sian man.. on the screen.. but after tat we spilt.. i went home to get my warrenty card back to tmall to got it wipe.. now like new lahz.. but still got scratch marks.. sigh.. every 2yr change watch best.. meet ridzuan again.. cant find any place to eat.. so we went changi village.. famous nasi lemak neva open i sian1/2 already.. lolz... so ate some mussel satay n so on.. we went walking.. i was looking for ba pok! but don have.. maybe due to the renovation.. ba pok disappear! lots of nice cafe.. must find ppl go next time.. k lahz.. end of the day liaoz..

nothing to write abt my feelings i guess.. i don know.. sometimes jus feel lost.. n i totally don know how to manage my money liaoz.. sigh.. wat should i do! looking for part time job.. got lobang??

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/28/2006 01:47:00 AM|

Thursday, May 25, 2006

long time neva post le.. so do a quick post... last sunday went to meet rochie, ridz n mel.. long time neva see roch n mel already man.. especially roch cause she jus came back from thailand.. lolz.. changed alot horx.. haha.. okok.. shall not add in anything else.. i still wanna live abit longer.. hehe.. met ridz first to go together.. waited for the other 2 n head for the cathay to watch movie.. "over the hedge".. cute cartoon! especially the turtle.. lolz.. den we head to plaza sing for swensens.. lunch.. damn full for me cause its my 2nd lunch.. going fat! die.. haiz.. after tat i have to leave them cause need to prepare for my jail book in.. sad.. met ken to go to camp together..

monday.. nothing much in camp except photocopying n faxing.. but a sudden news came for me b4 my office hours end.. i got attached to another camp to be mess boy! ask me to pack my stuff n leave after tml's work.. i got shocked.. lolz.. so after my work i went to pack my stuff.. ate combat ration cause they did not indent food for us.. yucks man the combat ration.. army food really sucks!! lolz.. ha.. tuesday was my last day in seletar camp for awhile.. so i took my time looking around.. got my uncle to come fetch me but he waited for awhile outside the camp.. i got too much stuff to pack man! n too many things for me to carry.. so got 2 friend to carry for me.. hehe.. so rush back home.. put my stuff.. wash up n met qi for dinner.. met cherie also.. so we join her on her shopping for prezzie.. boo! qi where's my prezzie! send qi home n ta da.. ended..

yesterday was my second time to nee soon camp.. took a really long trip.. fed up.. lolz.. traffic heavy also.. go there me mess boy in officer mess.. stress.. so many high ranking.. but the feeling was alright.. but tiring.. so far n working hrs are long! 1week no off somemore!

today! tried taking MC but failed.. so gonna go back camp after writing tis... hehe.. nothing much.. afternoon liaoz.. but not enough slp! still felt tired n sick! how can the stupid doc not give me mc.. abt tis story i come back den post.. too long! hehe.. sayonara..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/25/2006 01:34:00 PM|

Sunday, May 21, 2006

Our soup of the day!

Drinks. Orange one is mine.. Called "captain quench" some orange juice mix sprite n some other stuff.. taste ok lahz.. qi took coke.

This is our food man! alot right?! n taste nice! except the oysters.. they minced it.. yucks!

Result after eating..

Mirror image of qi taking picture.. hehe..

There's no dessert cause we are jus too full! or maybe only me too full.. lolz..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/21/2006 09:45:00 AM|

woot.. didnt wanted to blog.. but den since i am on blogger adding link.. may as well write a post.. Today(may 20) was qi's bday.. Happy bday baby! love u! haha.. surprised her by going to her house to pick her up.. took a cab to cathay.. hell lots of ppl.. turned me off.. watch "poseidon".. not a bad show.. hehe.. den we walk around.. to Plaza sing to the arcade to catch soft toys.. spend quite alot but no toys! play cheat one the hook! loose loose de.. lolz.. den we walk around.. window shop here n there.. den went to manhattan for dinner.. long queue.. but worth the wait.. food is nice! especially the prawn! servings for 2.. cant finish it both of us.. seafood set.. nice! will post pictures on my next post.. cause now no time.. late liaoz.. hehe.. den after tat went to window shopping n she got a toy for her nephew.. a pair of kingkong fist.. lolz.. tested on me somemore.. sadist right.. blahz.. den we sat down n talk for awhile.. n sadly i have to send her home.. cause her parents is celebrating for her..

some of u maybe thinking how come i neva join her family.. cause her family don know i existed mahz.. hope i can join also.. maybe next yr lohz.. lolz..

ok.. i am seriously tired.. haven slp for long.. one of the better days den my life in army..

*hugs qi* loving u.. =)

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/21/2006 01:11:00 AM|

Friday, May 19, 2006

finally back from jail.. some of u is army lahz.. i really hate my army life.. office is really out of the question for me.. totally got nothing to do nvm.. when u got nothing to do n u see ur officer.. its screwed.. while they have to do so much crap u are actually doing nothing.. den they make u do alot of shit stuff.. n den u need to do freaking over time which is unnecessary.. i tried slping early.. but i jus cant.. keep loosing the will to slp.. everyday 4-5-6 hrs.. horrible.. i don know how much i can handle.. it jus sucks... mentally down.. army really waste my time.. most of the ppl inside also so fake.. blahz..

n also.. ppl pls read msges properly.. some of u always read msn chats wrongly.. i don think i can tolerate on my current situation.. so if i turn hot.. pls understand..

most stressful year.. life sucks!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/19/2006 10:12:00 PM|

Saturday, May 13, 2006

ha.. tell me wat to do man.. i am losing my patience n i don know why.. the whole day i wasnt feeling gd.. stress.. frustated in the end even when i am gaming.. threw my mouse when i died.. banging the table.. arghz.. i jus cant let go my frustration.. how! i wanna join a violent hobby like shootin man.. to vent out my frustration instead of keeping it inside.. n i lost my bracelet tat my friends gave it to me as bday prezzie.. kinda like it alot.. n its lost.. sad! why my life like tat even when i book out from my "jail"!! sigh.. someone save me man...

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/13/2006 11:38:00 PM|

Friday, May 12, 2006

omg.. i nearly forgotten to blog even thought i remember i got a blog.. haha.. or perhaps i am lazy.. booked out on thursday early.. got my physio.. wait there very long but go in less den 5mins i got discharge cause nothing tat the therapist could do.. lolz.. went to see my granny in the specialist clinic.. saw avan with the gf.. 1month mc don need go back camp! wtf.. horrible.. stayed there for a few hrs n left for home to rest for awhile.. took a bus to meet qi.. waited for her for 1hr++ after her work.. blahz.. i was nearly out of patience.. but somehow saw her n forgotten the frustration.. bought movie tickets n had long john for dinner.. watched mi3.. nice show.. think they added comedy into it.. some parts are funny.. man.. haven been watching movie for a long time.. missed it.. n today.. rot rot n rot.. didnt do anything except lying on bed n play some games.. kinda tired still.. blahz.. i don know man.. ok tats all! tataz!

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[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/12/2006 04:58:00 PM|

Sunday, May 07, 2006

jus wanan write a post b4 booking in bax.. i am so dead tired.. don know why.. tried having a nap.. fail.. jus cant fall aslp.. went out late nite fri nite with army friends... felt not close with them.. which is not surprising.. i don do exercise or training with them.. went pool, kbox till 6am.. tats so crazy.. lolz.. i don sing also.. go there waste $$.. but find it ok.. spend time with them bax.. b4 i get posted out of seletar camp which i don wan!! but got back damn tired.., read forums after i wash up den slp.. did nothing the whole day till now.. only time i went out is to ask mok to drive me to get tibits so i can bring back to camp.. bought quite alot.. haha.. den now here am i writing tis lohz.. tis time not so detail.. abit lazy to write.. haha... but going back camp le.. quite sianz.. i wanna work man.. but army don let ppl work.. how can! den no extra $$ how to survive?!!? blahz.. k lahz.. ending here.. wait wait.. must type tis.. rochie i miss u too lahz.. not in purpose to left u out one k.. lolz.. don angry.. nahz.. tis post i specially put u only.. honored right? haha.. *hugs*! ok.. i am ending here.. headache is too painful.. cya..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/07/2006 05:08:00 PM|

Friday, May 05, 2006

haha.. i am back early today.. cause got specialist check up.. den i am suppose to reach my camp back at 6pm.. but problem is 6pm i am off work so my captain let me off early.. so nice of her!! hehe.. my specialist was less den an hr.. so its was fine.. 4 more medical appointments to go.. i know its alot.. but wat to do.. i am WEAK.. lots of injuries...

In camp was fine.. kinda bored.. n tiring.. i am working in the office.. think alot of u will be thinking work in office don need to go exercise will tired one mehz? i cant find any logic to explain but i really feel tired.. maybe because nothing much to do.. but very stress.. not only my personal(will post later) stuff.. but in my office lots of big shot go in n out.. especially the 2 biggest shot always like to come in.. Manpower office mahz.. wat to do.. but know quite a few amt of stuff b4 the whole camp suppose to know.. hehe.. tats why so tired.. plus i got caught for hair last week.. tis week went to cut.. some say not bad.. thanks thanks! oh ya.. another reason tired is not enough slp.. i cant slp well.. platoon is noisy.. wake up so early prepare also noisy.. i cant slp.. woke up in the middle of the nite to use the toilet n i will neva be able to slp back immed.. sure think of stuff.. omg.. i am going crazy!!

typing this while reading blogs n friendster.. why no one write me testi! quick! peeps write me testi!! flood it!! lolz.. i am like totally engross with office boy.. once i reach home i threw all my dirty clothes to the laundry pail n went striaght to on my computer did a little surfing b4 i go n washed up.. oh ya.. b4 i come back from camp went to visit my granny at the hospital also.. she got transfered to the rehab hospital jus beside cgh.. alamak inside alot of cute student nurses lehz! so surprised! haha.. ah wateva... i go there visit her n change to CV den visit hospital one.. *sigh i don know how long i gonna type tis blog when i do things n write..*

i also don know how to start my sadness here.. perhaps jus type it straight? had a quarreled with qi.. which i started it. i am always the one who started it.. cause me always the unhappy one.. i don like be challenge after given a warning tat i am serious abt it n yet still being challenged.. n tis is the 2nd day we had not be contacting. ppl have been asking me to cool down n msg her, but i decline. why? cause many times i been doing it n said hope it will not happen again. but it always happen, so why should i go do it? wat if it happen again n again? i must let in everytime? i don think so.. u all may ask me to talk to her nicely.. but definatelly tis is not the first time she been told n she knew it.. i got nothing to say.. we have not been contacting n the first day we didnt contact was our 3rd month anni.. i know i am jeopardise my relationship between me n her.. but if i am meant to loose her tats nothing i can do.. i can only says in here tat i like her alot. but if tis keeps going on. non of us will be happy.. i didnt slp well cause of it thinking here n there.. it stress enough to put me into tis tiring position.. wanting to stand in tis relationship is strong.. but problems tat can be solved with the act of discipline is not being done here, nobody will be able to tolerate even when he/she is a gd-tempered person. arghz.. i don know wat am i saying..

i always have long post.. wat to do.. for those who don like to read long post.. i got nothing to say. but u got the choice of not to read! bleahz! cya.

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 5/05/2006 04:45:00 PM|