in with bullets. out with hearts.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

ha.. here am i.. writing my detail post! lolz.. thursday was my book in day.. did nothing.. jus maybe some small catching up.. but not obvious tat my stuff is being used when i am not in camp.. jus to have arrange back some of my stuff.. cant slp tat nite.. maybe cause of my bioclock.. jus by 1 day of slping late. my bioclock totally gone.. sick! i was like really gonna fall into deep slp at 0522.. but its my platoon wake up time.. i saved my section somemore.. none of them woke up.. but i suffered.. sigh.. reported to my new branch. did nothing inside but got send to some NE education with my bravo company.. stupid right? cause neva hit the quota i have to go cover up manpower.. singapore rule is really.. u all should know.. 3 places only one is kinda fun, changi museum.. got history of war information inside.. gd place to go.. but i booked out on friday! jus 1 day i am out! wahaha.. but waited 3hrs after my book out timing.. waited for ken's friend to come "pick" us up.. waited for 40mins.. i was like going to burst.. if its my friend.. think i ask him don need come le.. rested n the next day is today(sat).. woke up kinda early n send qi to work.. didnt know wat to do after tat.. was really lost.. lucky cherie n her bf is at town.. so went to find her to see how she look like liaoz.. haha.. den left to hospital see my granny.. great.. she is doing better.. happy to hear tat.. jus tat slow in recovery.. no more morphine! tats why her mental is back.. my small aunt is back from hongkong to visit her also.. haha.. den i went home rest awhile n washed up.. went TM to meet grace to have dinner n catch up.. but ate abit cause ate dinner at home.. haha.. speak of eating.. i really eat alot today lohz.. like 6meals? cant believe it.. i wanna go on diet yet i am eating.. den went to pick qi up n had suppeR(6th meal) at 85market n sent her home.. think SOME ppl will be happy to hear tat i send her home.. lolz.. here am i typin to tis detailed blog which cherie don like.. but too bad jus have to read it! but i shorten it alot liaoz.. don know why don feel like writing alot also!

had alot in mind while bathing.. really miss syas friends manz.. those who in overseas when are u coming back! angeline u suppose to stay here lohz! come back! sarah n lidaaaaaaaa... come back for holiday lehz.. sigh.. really miss u all lohz.. huishan n thy also.. blahz.. althought both of them are in singapore, we kinda had a conflict tat i cause.. we are not talking.. my fault.. jus cause of a faulty phone i cause friendship to burst.. wtf!! cannottttttttttttttttttt........... are u two reading tis? jus tell me wat amt u wan me to pay man.. i jus try my best to pay u by INSTALLMENT.. u know ah.. army pay very low.. i already broke but i will try to pay man.. in order for our friendship back.. really miss the time when we hang out together n talk cock/serious stuff along..

n guess for most of u know i am attached.. even my blog info says so.. n most of my friends are gals.. so to all my gal friends.. don because i am attached u all scare my gf not happy or something. pls dont. u all are my friends also.. n especially i got great friends which i choose to be very close are also gals. i believe in trust in relationship, if there is no trust, no point right? so i find it ok if i jus hang out with u 1 to 1. so jus don be bothered or feared tat my gf not happy if we jus hanging out between each other. as in me n u(gal) only. i will always fight for my rights, so jus take it like normal when we always spend our times, cause i don wish difference to be made jus because of a reason. =)

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/30/2006 01:55:00 AM|

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

here am i again.. nagging on my post.. wat to do.. recently nothing happy in my life jus depression.. my granny shortening my life.. i cant slp much.. my headache is getting more n more often.. now i have to increase my med to a stronger dose.. i tis MC army kia no time to accompany qi.. end up she travel around without me.. don know wat kind of a bf am i.. playing games while my company mates are stuck inside camp exercising.. while me only eat slp play eat slp play.. n more eat n eat n eat.. i am seriously eating alot especially today.. maybe cause its raining.. i feeling more hungry den usual.. ha.. headache is killing me.. but i jus wanna type out all my frustrations b4 i wanna start killing ppl man.. tml nite i will be booking in.. gonna face another new sets of problem like which fucking new company i gonna report in?! whose face n which commandar i should really follow orders.. i have to see the medical officer n ask him to look at my ass again.. maybe he giving me MC hard to say.. oh ya.. n my bills are killing me.. going seriously broke.. spare cash anyone? haha.. *fake laugh*.. arghz!! don know lahz.. life is really freaking dull!!!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/26/2006 11:37:00 PM|

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[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/26/2006 03:31:00 PM|

arghz.. early in the morning i posting liaoz.. thanks to my granny making huge noises to wake me up.. got me angry n yet she is wayang! so damn awake now.. grrR!! if singapore got no law i really will kill her man for the sake of familIES peace! my maid nearly break down cause of her man.. if i didnt go there in time she sure breakdown.. don know how many maid i changed.. n some of u know wat did she caused roughly 2yrs ago.. don know how much money my mum spent unnecessary.. jus because maids work 1-2month don wanna work liaoz.. wtf!!! n while i typing tis she got the guts to tricked me.. bloody hell... i really feel like killing her!! someone got any assassin intro me!! i lend "him" my house key man! fed up..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/26/2006 09:20:00 AM|

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

i rot at home the whole day playing counterstrike.. no other games to play tats why.. no mood for forums also.. sigh.. wat else can i do? thinking of going back to camp liaoz.. since nothing at home for me to do all these.. blahz.. i going bonkers!!! bloody hell stupid blogger also keep having republish problem! grr!! getting on my nerves! bad temper coming back.. sigh..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/25/2006 12:20:00 AM|

Monday, April 24, 2006

i haven been posting.. cause i been out on sat.. late afternoon went to see my granny cause my dad say my granny anyhow talk like "how many days u gonna do on my funeral blahz blahz.. " so i went to pay a visit with qi.. she seems ok.. maybe because of the morphine cause her to be like tis + slow.. when first thing i heard she put morphine i already not tat happy.. she is already so old.. 90yrs old.. able to walk around herself.. travel around its already a miracle.. jus a fall cause so much trouble.. sigh.. after tat we went to funan IT mall to help her dad to collect some stuff n head for dinner.. went to the curry restaurant i went previously with connie, janice n the others.. still as nice! but sat on the wrong atmosphere.. wasnt the same side i ate previously.. not suitable for eating curry.. haha.. jap curry rox! love it! took the shuttle bus to suntec after tat.. wanted to watch a movie.. but nothing she likes to watch.. i wanted to watch "16 block".. but nvm.. as long she is happy.. went to the arcade.. u know those softtoys.. u pay 1buck try to catch them.. well we spent 7bucks but no luck.. nearly.. but always got it.. once it raise up.. the grabber hits the top.. it jerk n drop the stupid toy.. den she is sad.. ha.. nothing i can do also.. after tat we walk around like nobody business.. marina square.. den esplanade.. i nag to go home cause late. no $$ take cab back.. lolz.. den send her home we chat there for awhile.. i went home.. with my ass damn pain.. thought rashes.. den today went to see doc in the afternoon.. wait for 2hrs.. blahz.. den doc say wound sore.. nearly wanna admit me in hospital.. i say don wan.. gave me MC.. after tat went to visit granny again n came back to rest.. kinda boring right.. but wat to do.. ha.. tats all.. cya..

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/24/2006 12:46:00 AM|

Friday, April 21, 2006

ha.. from morning i feel like posting liaoz.. cause totally unhappy.. MC whole week.. not happy at all.. should i post my unhappiness? somehow i don wish to.. cause i don wanna hurt some of the ppl around me.. but one of the unhappiness is definately my grandma staying in my home..

yeah.. she is back.. horrible her.. ya.. u all will say she is my grandma.. how can i say tat.. cause the problem she cause cause my family to be unhappy.. my parents arent really talking to each other cause of her.. n she is not letting all of us rest due to her stupid brain don know thinking wat! even tell me straight in the face today to ask my mother to die.. she is my mother's mother somemore.. hopeless.. somehow jus cant wait for her to go to some other world in order to have peace for family.. or in fact.. families!!

my other granny in hospital.. so sianz.. i totally don know wat to do lohz.. cannot get out of my home also.. on MC.. totally rot at home.. but today i slp after watching "hell boy".. too tired.. neva slp well.. den play game.. lie on bed.. watch tv.. so n so.. blahz.. my life is tat boring.. tats goes.. bye!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/21/2006 11:01:00 PM|

Thursday, April 20, 2006

hm.. i don know whether i should be back posting another blog since i got one in msn.. well i did transfer from here to msn blog.. haha.. but i am really too bored stucking at home man.. plus msn blog like cant do much also.. went to www.firecomet.blogspot.com.. thought its mine sia.. end up its a kid born in yr 95.. lolz.. lots of history here between me n some ppl.. but i guess its over.. its like more den 1 yr liaoz.. but if u guys/gals wanna read go ahead.. i also forgotten wat i wrote.. sorry ah.. abit singlish..

anyway why am i bored at home even when i am ns.. arent i suppose to book in n stay in camp? haha.. well i am on mC.. after my operation.. don ask wat operation lahz.. paisei.. :P my NS life sucks anyway.. felt being thrown away like tat jus because i out of course.. got transfered to another company which i totally don know n have not reported to.. n tis current company of mine bravo company.. used to like it alot.. but its like so realistic.. once u are out of the company.. no one cares? not even my commandars care? i was like wtf.. i got tis kind of treatment yet i need to follow bravo rules? so tis mC came at the right time.. for me to rest my mind as i don wanna report depression in the army.. cause if u report depression in the army.. it will be in ur record for life.. not able to work for big companies.. tats wat i don wan.. so i rather tahan.. but tis MC also come with price.. PAIN.. physically pain! also quite suay.. i discharge the next day my granny fell n got into hospital.. took op also.. but now doing quite well.. oh well..

tis yr seems isnt a gd yr for me.. i don know.. kinda lost some friends.. not happy in working for my last few days.. family.. blah blah blah.. lots of things kept in the mind.. jus tiring.. but at least i still got some friends n my gf to be with me.. thanks to all! huggies!

well i will try to change my blog asap as its kinda old liaoz.. will remove all the links first.. those who wanna link me.. jus msn me or sms me address n name lohz... i will do the editing asap.. but i wont post much bax.. going back camp liaoz.. think gonna post 1 week once or so..

gtg! cya!

[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 4/20/2006 06:02:00 PM|