Sunday, October 24, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Those who do not know how to weep with their whole heart don't know how to laugh either.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
My Brilliant Friend
My dearest friend, you've left me,
Standing all alone.
My body's numb with sorrow,
I don't know my way home.
I'm lost, depressed and frightened.
For you're not here with me.
And somewhere deep inside my heart,
My friend, you'll always be.
I know you couldn't help it,
And you didn't want to go,
But nonetheless you left me,
Sad and all alone.
Although I have my parents,
And other friends so close,
I don't know why it is,
But I love you, friend, the most.
Your knidness unto others,
Has washed up onto me,
You helped me out when times were tough,
And you helped to make me see.
You have been so good to me,
And as I let you go,
I know you were a true friend,
And for that I love you so.
For as long as i can recognize,
You've helped me to be strong,
And given me the courage and faith,
To keep on moving on.
So with my sad and heavy heart,
This part comes to an end.
But I will not say good-bye,
You'll always be my friend.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/24/2004 11:27:00 PM|
i woke up kinda early today.. i don know why but i jus cant get back to slp... slept late n cannot get back to slp.. wateva man.. after tat i used the computer the whole day.. afternoon got bible studies.. david didnt inform me he not coming! end up his friend brought another friend also.. ha.. stupid david pangseh me... slack alot today.. cause i decided after today i wont be using the computer except fridays to write the blog.. need to force myself to study.. maybe u ppl will think.. oh ya.. so hardworking.. ahya.. hardworking.. i don know.. i may ended up watching tv.. or listen to the radio.. only way for me to study.. lock me in a dark room.. maybe i will slp.. haha.. i don know.. no motivation lahz! depressing day tats why depressing blog.. well.. play cs.. play websites.. chat in msn.. sms.. tats all i did today.. ending here.. see u peeps who reading my blogs on fridays man.. leave me a tag.. or jus sms or call me.. bb all.. missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/24/2004 10:51:00 PM|
Saturday, October 23, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
In a friend you find a second self.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Remember Me Always
So many memories we've made together
As the years have slowly passed.
Tears may have been cried
But our laughter drowned them all out.
Sharing my deepest-most secrets
Til one in the morning at your house.
Talking forever about things
Untill our words just ran out.
But now you must leave,
And I stay behind.
Who will I call
When I just need to talk?
Who will you lean on
When your problems weigh you down?
Who will laugh at my jokes?
Who will make you smile?
I can't tell you the answers
To the questions i have.
But I want you to know
I will always love you as my friend.
And when your heart is troubled,
I want you to think of me.
Remember the times of joy
We have shared
And maybe it will make you smile.
And since you can't take me with you,
Take the memories we have made
And cherish them
As I always will.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/23/2004 11:59:00 PM|
ha.. damn bloody unlucky.. after i blog yesterdays blog.. i went to watch dvd n i spoilt the dvd player.. kaoz.. dulan i went to bath n slp.. woke up kinda late cause i don wish to wake up.. was like alone at home.. parents went for afternoon wedding tea ceremony.. maid head for sembawang.. den i alone.. play cs at home.. eat lunch.. rot the whole day lahz.. till evening.. wasnt really rotting lahz.. chatting with friends.. sending shan songs.. hell lots of songs.. grrr.. hm.. after tat i prepared n change.. n head for the wedding.. haiz.. i wanna take cab.. parents don wan... so take mrt lohz.. so many ppl.. squeezy.. the place is at taka imperial ballroom restaurant.. kaoz.. don know how to go.. but manage to get there.. thought we late.. 730 must reach.. we about 740.. n i cant believe it.. there are actually more than half of the ppl not there yet.. bloody hell.. typical singaporean.. so the dinner was start late also.. like not wedding like tat... like we jus eating at a restaurant.. lolz.. den relative.. chat here n there.. like me! walk around.. lolz.. all wear formal dressing.. only like me.. wear half half... ha.. den after tat.. we took mrt back home again lohz.. tis time with relative.. so not so boring.. raining.. took a bus home.. n here i am immediatelly writing tis blog.. ha.. sarah was online lohz! but i came home too late.. sorry.. miss sarah so much! sobsob.. hm.. i am tired.. gonna slp early.. missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/23/2004 11:58:00 PM|
Friday, October 22, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
The supreme happiness of life is the conviction that we are loved.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
I Hope
I hope you surf the waves in from the ocean,
big and small.
I hope you watch the sunset,
from a mountain straight and tall.
I hope you sing a song to all the angels,
loud and clear.
I hope you'll always try new things,
never giving in to fear.
I hope you fall in love,
with one who makes you world go 'round.
I hope that if you fall out,
your feet stay on the ground.
I hope that you can understand,
that true love waits for you.
That you may have to wait awhile,
but when it comes it will be true.
I hope you feel the sand,
hot on your toes on summer's day.
I hope you learn that sandals,
help you to keep the pain away.
I hope you find a rainbow,
and realize it was worth the rain.
I hope that through your journey,
you'll learn to balance smiles with pain
I hope that you will realize,
life isn't always on your side.
I hope you know when hope is lost,
in me you can confide.
I hope that your glowing smile,
brings someone out of gloom.
I hope you taste your life,
with more than just a spoon.
I hope that when you're lost,
you are also one to find.
And I hope that your hand,
never grows too big for mine.
I hope you watch the stars shoot by,
upon a grassy hill.
I hope you know I love you,
always have and always will.
(I LOVE tis poem lots i guess..)
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/22/2004 09:44:00 PM|
ha.. nthing much today.. slp till kinda late.. but den got keep waking up n slp.. after tat waited for tuition... den tuition lohz.. wat else.. lolz.. something interesting lahz.. my tutor told me about her story.. of something.. somehow its a problem also.. so i got my mum to help her.. after tat i prepared n went to meet michelle.. asked her to help me buy a book.. need to return again.. think i don wanna return her old one.. let me take care till like rotten paper.. a new one will be nice.. lolz.. ha.. unlucky lahz.. on the way to meet her.. accidentally step on a old uncle foot.. say sorry till gib face.. sadist.. hm.. den after meeting her when to meet another friend.. violent one.. sick still can keep punching me.. cannot tahan her.. lolz.. bought mac as dinner n headed for home.. suay suay again.. milo dropped.. ahya.. wateva man.. den i walk home.. rested for awhile.. n come here to write.. today write earlier.. cause nthing to write anyway.. ha.. gone! missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/22/2004 09:17:00 PM|
Thursday, October 21, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
For of all sad words of tongue or pen, the saddest are there: "It might have been."
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
When We Risk It All
We can't blame others when love dwindles away-
For we knew from the start it never promised to stay.
It's just one of those things where the stakes are high-
And sometimes it's foever, and sometimes it's good-bye.
When you love the right way, you will never lose-
No matter what path life may force you to choose.
You may end up with tears or a broken heart-
But you knew what you signed up for from the start.
You can only give what you've got to give-
And if that's not enough, then you must continue to live.
Life will go on and broken hearts will heal-
You must continue on your quest, for that's the deal.
Throw your heart into life and never stall-
For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.
You see, love is the only thing that we know-
That can be divided and divided but continue to grow.
And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart-
Just because life may have forced two people apart.
We will continue to love and continue to lose-
We will continue to pic and continue to choose.
And then one day we will just risk it all-
Take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.
Then last time we love will be the forever-
And never again will our hearts be forced to sever.
We'll never have doubts that it'll go away-
Because this time, it'll be here to stay.
But untill then we must endure all the pain-
For we only see sunshine if we can wait through the rain.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/21/2004 11:35:00 PM|
ha.. yesterday neva blog.. but i think its alright cause nthing much to blog anyway.. i will jus briefly write it out... dead tired.. lucky got meet ridzuan to sch.. if not it will be hell boring.... dirtied my bag again.. haiz.. thanks to the burger.. attend the remedial.. nearly fall aslp.. 2 remedials.. haiz.. chor ah! lolz.. after tat had lunch with lida.. talk quite a few things i think.. cant really remember.. oh ya.. angeline gave me a greeting card! i thought was a bday prezzie.. but other ppl also receive.. only guy sia me.. but she treated me as gal.. sadist! lolz.. hm.. after tat i headed home n rest.. took a nap.. ha.. i didnt know the next day(today) is chemistry practical man! so i took a nap.. woke up n tried to study.. manage to study abit.. n den.. force myself not to play any games.. lolz.. den i sms my friends n went to slp.. hm.. woke up kinda early.. keep waking up in the middle of the nite.. i don know man.. used the insect incense to prevent mosquito! last till so long.. lolz.. i came online to study abit after i prepared everything n head for hougang to meet lida.. i am early! so had to wait lohz.. lolz.. wait for her liaoz.. den wait for joy again.. dotx.. waited for so long.. den joy gave me a card too.. lolz.. all the friendship cards come out.. den as we were waiting for joy.. dada n me use my other number to sms to play a prank on lily.. say i am the secret admirer.. lolz.. but we only manage to play awhile.. cause we have to pass our hps to the teacher in charge later.. scare we cheat wat! lolz.. headed for the zhonghua.. was lost at first.. ask around.. only 1 out of 6 ppl i ask knows.. i was like.. wtf? are they really staying in this place or wat.. ha.. after tat we took a bus n headed for the place.. met haja n donny at the busstation.. was raining suddenly.. caught in the rain n headed for sch... tmd.. zhonghua sec sch.. got ham sap n sialan teacher! say wat.. actually don wanna let us in b4 1230.. but its raining let us in.. wtf? den ask wat.. our sch no lab izzit.. y need to go their sch... i was like cb.. of course we got lahz.. aircon somemore? but government wanna post us wat to do right? n we come early u also kpkb.. come late also kpkb? wat u wan us to do? nuts or wat.. crazy.. den we waited in the class.. talking about science n some craps also.. but i having butterflies in my stomach the whole day.. i don know.. finally we got there.. ha.. nervous.. but i did continue with my paper.. can say hard.. but some part isnt.. i didnt manage to finish anyway.. but i think.. finish liaoz.. may as well relax instead of stressing wats with the question.. oh yeah.. lolz.. after tat some of us went for a walk.. eat.. talk.. den me followed pouthy n shan to go collect their prize.. mp3 player.. lolz.. we walk to mrt station liaoz den ended up take cab.. was smsing lily back n finally i told her it was me.. lolz.. she was kinda relieve i think n i don know why.. cause her card out of money.. maybe i ask her next time.. a really friendly gal.. lolz.. cause it doesnt link.. got there.. don know where is the place.. den ask the security guard.. ha.. den its so far! we walk like mad.. still got lost in the building.. n we got there.. lolz.. at first i thought wat.. the mp3 player is the older version the ZEN creative one.. kaoz.. end up is the newest muvo! ha.. i so envy n jealous man.. sadistic.. i also wan! pouthy buy me one lehz! lolz.. but i not very crave that.. i wan hp man! haha.. pouthy buy me horz! haha.. bleahz.. thick skin me.. hm.. after tat we took a cab home.. thy pay abit for me.. we head to ang mo kio first... talk alot in the cab! lolz.. drop him off.. den i head for tampines.. i know.. its far.. i nearly vomit somemore.. the driver.. wanna drive fast.. den keep braking.. ha.. poor brakes.. den not a smooth ride i sit on front somemore.. sadist.. lucky i manage to get home save.. after tat i rest lohz.. tml got tuition.. dotx.. my tutor say today got tuition.. siao de.. lucky i tell her don have.. tml got! hm.. play abit of game.. n here i am! writing.. wasnt really eager to write.. cause tired.. but i am here.. ha.. well.. tats all! hope tml will be a better day! missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/21/2004 11:17:00 PM|
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Plunge boldly into the thick of life.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Late-Night Talk
His name came up
On the caller ID
At exactly
Eleven forty-three.
I answered it
In my cheery fashion
For our late-night talks
Were always my passion.
But his voice told me
That something was wrong
Life a horror movie's
Foreshadowing song.
As he took a deep breath
And told me the phrase
"We need to talk"
I was put in a daze.
"We have a connection
And get alone fine
There's nothing you've done
The problem is mine.
"you understand, don't you?
Are you still there?"
I tried to answer
As i felt my heart tear.
"We're gonna stay friends,
We'll talk every day.
Nikki, do you have Anything to say?"
A thousand thoughts were
Ready to spill
But my mouth wouldn't talk
As my eyes began to fill.
Thoughts raced through my head
Old memories played
The thought of being alone
Made me feel so afraid.
"I'm not expecting you
To understand.
You're a sophomore,
Life holds a different demands.
"Still one day
When your life is SATs'
College applications
And activites,
"You'll realize why
I made this choice.
Talk to me, Nikki,
Do you have a voice?"
I would if I hadn't
Hung up so quick
To comfort myself,
I was feeling quite sick.
So then this is it,
This is the end.
What more I can say then?
I'll miss you, my friend.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/19/2004 11:52:00 PM|
ha.. today i neva go sch.. cause shan msg me say not going for tat ss n geo.. so i skipped lohz.. sorry michie when i said i am going! hm.. did nthing.. morning woke up.. received call from my cousin said tat they wanna come.. so i okok lohz.. after tat quarreled with my father about the class i didnt attend.. talking cock.. haiz.. hm... after tat i use msn lohz.. chat here n there.. play cs abit.. but server not full one.. no fun.. hiak hiak.. hm.. after tat was raining.. den i am so sure the two kids neva bring.. but i took my time lahz.. eat lunch.. change.. den bring umbrella.. reached simei still must wait.. lolz.. den we met.. bring them go jalan jalan buy food.. den head for home.. rested for awhile n the kids bug my computer the whole day liaoz.. hm.. till now they kinda play liaoz.. eat dinner.. take turns to use.. lolz.. ahya.. nthing much to write today also.. tats all for today.. ha.. tml bio at 8am.. kaoz.. so early.. but die die must go liaoz.. sadistic.. got tuition too! ha.. tml must work hard! n hope my wishes in my wishlist will come true! hehe.. missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/19/2004 11:43:00 PM|
Monday, October 18, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle; Love is a war; Love is a growing-up
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Living Without You
I keep looking in all the places,
Where you are supposed to be.
But i never seem to find you,
And you're all I long to see.
I just can't seem to understand,
What it was that changed you mind.
All this time I thought I knew you,
When really, I was blind.
But know that I do not hate you,
And I know I never will.
Because I cared about you then,
And I care about you still.
Even though you hurt me,
I can't seem to let you go.
But I will go on without you,
And I want to make sure you know.
It will take some time to mend,
The damage that you've done.
But broken hearts do heal,
That's where strength comes from.
For now, the tears may be falling,
And my thoughts may keep circling to you.
But soon, things will get better,
If you have hope, then they always do.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/18/2004 11:59:00 PM|
tmD! wassup with bloggers! wah laoz.. took me so long to manage to log in the server while other friends can do it.. ha.. now i am late for blogging.. no fair! lolz.. anyway can change the date... hm.. lets start.. wah.. today i woke up many times.. b4 tat all weird weird dreams one.. i also don know why.. ha.. like got alot of gfs.. parents like tat.. so weird.. one thing weird also is.. i always got woke up by a sms while i was dreaming.. n tat sms sure from huishan one.. lolz.. i woke up n brush up.. basket.. everytime brush teeth keep bleeding n confirm not from the gum or teeth.. ha.. don know why i am bleeding.. bad bad.. hm.. after tat i eat my breakfast.. n don know do wat.. computer? haha.. but after awhile i went back to slp.. cause i felt damn tired.. den tio weird dream again.. den huishan sms me woke me again.. lolz.. kaoz thy n her pangseh me! went for maths den bo jio.. ha.. made me restless at home.. sob sob.. lolz.. after tat i start using the computer... ha.. went blogging.. as in read ppl blog.. fang's blog especially.. lolz.. den chat with jiawen n fang.. ask them about their practical.. lolz.. haha.. den i ask jiawen for the wishlist thingy.. she help me do.. thanks jiawen! really cant do the blogging without u man! muackz! ai si ni le! lolz.. hm.. after tat i still chatting in msn.. haha.. nthing to do wat.. counterstrike also.. scan pics for huishan n send her.. talking to her also.. n i am glad she is fine! haha.. hm.. was gbing with angeline.. den nth much liaoz.. watch tv.. eat dinner.. n watch tv again.. haha.. start slacking.. got did some sms lahz.. but nthing much.. time flies.. i went to bath n studied abit.. study bible.. first 6 parable.. finish the 1st section.. trying to understand it.. like tat when i read thru for exams.. will be easier... hm.. watching america next top model also.. first time watch.. find it not bad.. ha.. nthing to blog le.. today damn fast.. tml got remedial! must go.. stupid tutor neva call me also.. nvm.. tml sms her.. missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/18/2004 11:58:00 PM|
Sunday, October 17, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Do it for LOVE.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Teenage Love
He loves me... he loves me not...
Love starts as an insignificant seed.
A wishful prayer,
a tiny fire,
a playful giggle,
a rosy blusha risky wink, or a kindly smile.
He loves me... he loves me not...
Friendship buds.
A tender understanding,
a growing warmth,
a gentle trust.
He loves me... he loves me not...
The bud opens its first petals to a pair of
sparkling eyes
which twinkle with a new
passion.
A passion that overcomes all sense
untill finallya risky chance is
taken.
He loves me... he loves me not...
The rose opens into a
beautiful,
ruby blossom.
lost in a crazy, wild nonsense
a happy oblivion of exhilaration
Everything else in the world becomes
complete and total
joy.
A sweet, innocent kissin the moonlight
seals the mutual promises
of never-ending fidelity.
Cherish.
Honor.
Protect.
Forever...
or untill
The blossom wilts,
and the petals fade,
and the promises break,
but the memories
of sunlight and blue sky remain fragrant
preserved in the petals
of sachets
stuffed in the back of your sock drawer
and ur heart.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/17/2004 10:58:00 PM|
today... woke up slp.. woke up slp.. haha.. offically woke up at 11.. but house only left adela n me only.. so i asked her not to cook when she came to ask me.. ask her go buy chicken rice sua.. whohoohoh.. i woke up.. wash up.. den eat le.. hungry.. don know why also... hm.. was chatting with sarah i think.. she jus got back from work.. den went online... lolz.. we were like chatting till kinda late with shan! about going 3am.. but its 3pm for sarah... lolz.. hm.. after tat i was preparing to go out.. to meet jasmine to take calculator.. meet david for bible studies.. n buy cake for my granny bday! lolz.. ha.. all of them reached liaoz.. so fast.. thanks to my slow bus.. made me late.. haiz.. i went to get the cake first.. den went kbox to find the 3 chiobus lahz.. call them.. made me wait outside so long! ha.. have to ask the staff n they let me in.. lolz.. one of them is once my sch one.. i thought he don know me.. ended up telling me i very familar.. so i told him i from syas! haha.. asked about his pay.. not bad.. 1250 plus cpf.. full shift lehz.. sianz.. no part time de.. if got.. i wont mind.. alot of chiobu.. haha.. if i work tat.. jasmine sure ask for discount! haha.. lolz.. so bad me.. hm.. after tat i rush to meet david n his friend.. we went to one of the void decks near tmall for bible studies cause my house not available today.. den went home raining.. lolz.. i even asked him about preaching.. etc etc.. hm.. i went back n rest.. look at fang's blog.. she really damn suay.. got irritated by some "holy holy" who thinks they are servants of GOD n knows the bible inside out.. woot.. haha.. after tat was waiting for eyvonne plus khalid to come fetch us.. went to granny place.. tat suzanne n mok called me jus to ask where am I.. n guess wat.. they waiting downstairs jus to see deanna.. siao!! ha.. i said i wanna carry.. bloody eyvonne past to suzanne.. i was damn angry n she knew it.. den keep asking suzanne to pass to me.. i didnt want it.. bloody hell.. sometimes i felt she damn bias even thought she is my sis... ha.. after tat we went up.. i wasnt really happy lahz.. but wat to do.. let it be.. i flare my anger a few times also.. but after awhile i am ok.. ha.. my granny still not bad lahz.. can talk alot.. lolz.. anyway.. about 940 we left.. took a cab home.. i feel nthing to do.. so came to write blog earlier.. maybe later i play game.. lolz.. well.. tats all dude.. tml not going remedial.. going on tuesday.. all the best to bds friends who is taking practical tml! take care n god bless dudes! missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/17/2004 10:30:00 PM|
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
When love beckons you, follow him though his ways are hard and steep.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Breathing
(inhale.)
tears begin to flood my face like a cup left under a
running faucet well after the water has reached the rim,
my heart leaping to my throat,
getting caught,squeezing,
twisting,
tearing
.my throat contracting around the emotions that threaten
to leap up & out of my lips,my stomach
rumbling,
wrestling,
knotting.
my hands quiver as I reach up to blot the tiny teardrops,
leaving footprints down my cheeks.
the path that awaits me
suddenly seems like a pilgrimage,
one foot,
next foot,
step,
step,
I see you.
(I see her.)
you smile.
I smile.
(She leaves)
you ask how I am.
(I lie.)
I reply that I'm fine
(even though my heart has just crept up into my mouth &
is jumping up & down on my tongue like an Olympic diver
waiting to hit the water).
I want to say that I miss you,
let you know that every month I'm awake I think of you.
I want you to know that I mis our arms,
your smile,
your lips.
I want you to know that
(I'm incomplete)
my body hurts,
my soul bleeds.
I ask how you are
(hoping against all hope that you'll tell me what i want to hear).
you reply,
(your answer not including that you miss me,
that you miss my arms, my lips, my touch).
my eyes attempt to strip you down to your soul
(searching for what I once knew so well).
they got lost,
(but find their way back to reality when they grace over the
[ever-fading] hickey, jus above
the collar of the shirt she bought you).
my heart leaps off the end of my tongue,
wanting you to see the way you've hurt me
wanting you to hurt the same way.
it falls to the ground.
(she calls you.)
you hastily say good-bye,
(as you trot over to her)
stomping,
squishing,
mutilating
my vulnerable, fallen heart.
(not evening pausing long enough to scrape it off
the bottom of you shoe, ike a discarded piece of gum.)
she wraps her arms around your neck,
brings her lips to ours....
(you ears still turn red.)
people pass, as if I don't even exist.
(I want to cry, scream, shout.)
I want someone to find my heart,
bring it back,
piece it together.
I turn away,
hoping that one day it won't hurt
(as much)
and hoping that I will again be able to call you
and have you come over to me,
be able to buy you shirts that match your eyes,
(and leave the telltale hickey just above the collar)
and will still be able to make your ears turn red from the
friction of our lips.
I walk away,
knowing my heart will not follow.
(exhale.)
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/17/2004 01:32:00 AM|
Saturday, October 16, 2004
ha.. woke up today.. didnt go to church.. sorry rochie! was too tired! wrote u an email n i don know whether u did receive it! ha.. after tat i sms michelle cause i meeting her later to pass her album.. hm.. she didnt really reply.. cause i thought she got remedial today.. so i sms mabel.. mabel was like.. huhz? today got remedial mehz? lolz.. but i didnt reply her.. soon michelle reply.. so we decided to watch movie lohz.. my suggestion lahz.. lolz.. hm.. soon i got myself prepared.. n left for tampines mall to wait for her.. i was like omg.. i forgot my keys.. den i don know wat to do.. i type a plastic bag on the tyre n went to collect the tickets.. called my maid to bring the keys down n meet.. saw yiyin n her boyfriend in century square.. hm.. soon i went to collect my tickets n waited for my maid.. ha.. we both misscommunicate.. waited at the wrong traffic light.. she saw me when i was about to take the bike n went to find her.. den i locked it.. n left to meet michelle.. she was late! haha.. but nvm.. we manage to get to the movies anyway... watch wat ouija board.. lolz.. not scary at all.. thanks to pouthy n huishan lahz.. always bring me go watch scary movie.. now wat scary movie also not scare liaoz.. lolz.. hm.. we went walking around shopping abit here n there.. tampines mall got the don know wat baby competition.. so many ppl.. dotx.. hm.. after tat we took a bus to compass point.. shop shop again cause it was raining.. i called suzanne n asked her where she is.. she at punggol plaza! so after tat i went to meet her lohz.. michelle go home.. hehe.. kaoz sia.. i reach there.. suzanne n mok buy finish things liaoz.. so we grab a cab n head for her house.. watch soccer.. eat dinner.. after tat i don know why.. fall aslp.. till about 10pm i need to wake up to meet mum downstair suzanne house.. we grabbed a cab n got home.. n now i rushing my blog.. but still cant make it in time.. lolz.. jane called me n ask me for help.. we kinda like chat but i couldnt concentrate.. so we had to put down... lolz.. sorry jane! don angry k.. ha.. tats all.. tml my granny bday.. hope it will be successful! missing u... ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/16/2004 11:59:00 PM|
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Telling someone the truth is a loving act.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
In Love
This feeling overwhelms me
A swelling of the heart
I never truly thought I would be
This happy at the start.
You take me by the hand
And lead me by the heart
Over a beach of sand
Through the grasses that we part.
With you I let go
Of intuition and sound mind
My feelings I cannot help but show
To a person who is so kind.
You kiss my lips so tender
Embrace me through the night
To you I have surrendered
Myself so hold on tight.
So strongly you hold my hand
Whisper softly in my ear
I really feel that you understand
Everything you hear.
I lose myself in you
This close i have never been
These feelings are so new
To have a lover who is my friend.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/16/2004 02:18:00 PM|
Friday, October 15, 2004
ha.. today.. i am late for blog.. but i jus change the date to tis lahz k.. tis is really a day i gonna remember my whole life.. n i vowed here i will neva forget my friends in syas.. especially some of them n they know who they are! today i woke up on time.. cause we jus have to report late ya.. hm.. i meet ridzuan to go to sch.. den we talk talk here n there.. talk about his religion.. lolz.. poor him.. have to fast for a month... hm.. we got to sch.. don know where to assemble.. so here n there we finally found it.. lecture room.. most of them are there already.. ha.. after tat got wat.. sing song? lolz.. prayor.. hm.. den wat.. graduation ceremony.. its a lame one.. gave us our cert n the results inside.. so sianz.. don wanna say.. see le pek chek.. lolz.. hm.. after tat we went for our one n only veggie lunch.. i also didnt eat much.. talk more i guess.. took some pictures.. haha.. some of them are kinda surprised.. but wat to do.. my friends lehz! take some nvm lahz.. but the pics are still bloody ugly on me.. but they look gd! its ok.. haha.. i wasnt really in my mood or myself.. i really don know why.. was kinda quiet but i tried to make myself talk.. maybe cause of somethings happened or me being kinda depress plus seeing my friends n i graduate.. i kinda cant bear to graduate.. ha.. i think all these reasons i stat are the reasons tat i am moody.. hm.. after tat about b4 2pm.. me n rean left for home already.. cause its like meeting pouthy n the others for fisherman.. sorry jess n jk! i know u two asked me to watch movie.. but its like very late time.. i don wanna be late for tat outing pouthy organise! hm.. after tat i went home.. was suppose to collect calculator from jasmine.. ha.. but i find it real tight.. so got yiyin to help me.. so i was like more relaxing lahz.. hm.. after resting awhile.. i prepared n head for pasir ris mrt le lohz.. omg.. pouthy was earlier den me den complain i was late lehz.. haha.. i saw him the time n it was exactly 6pm.. haha.. den we went to macdonald to sit n wait for the others.. soon samuel xuchao n fox came.. lolz.. its like we don need to wait for the others le.. they gonna be late.. junkai writing his bike down anyway.. hm.. so we took a bus n head for fisherman.. lolz.. got to the seats i always choose.. nice anyway.. got hifi-set there can listen music.. order drinks n waited for the others.. soon junkai reached.. left ahboon n chiny.. lolz.. fox was trying to take photo.. but den ah.. no batt.. so heng chiny help us buy n passed it to us.. he came den.. drink free drinks.. haha.. pouthy n the others really hardcore drinkers man.. jugs like free one.. haha.. was kinda worried whether they gonna be drunk anot.. soon ahboon also reach liaoz.. junkai go fetch him from pasir ris mrt cause he don know how to go from there.. lolz.. den wah sei.. when he come.. all of them really drink alot.. but was enjoying man... got food.. got chat n got laughter.. lolz.. time really flies.. about 11++ i wanted to leave with samuel n chiny.. xuchao left awhile b4 us.. but i didnt manage to leave cause pouthy ask me to stay.. haha.. so its like.. i am part of organising.. so i stay lohz.. n it wasnt a choice for regrets man.. we started talking alot.. secrets here n there.. haha.. kinda know alot more things tat i am suppose to know!! haha.. but don worry dudes there.. i promise i wont say! i really enjoy the outing.. even though its till late nite... never ending talks we have.. lolz.. hey.. i almost forgot.. the gal who sells the beer to us is really cute man.. cant really forget her.. cause for the past 3-4yrs i go fisherman.. she have been working there.. lolz.. don ask me why i didnt get the number.. cause i didnt n i am sure she is kinda older den me.. lolz.. ha.. i really cant forget.. all the happiness talking.. secrets.. sadness at the last part.. it shows me the strong n the soft part of others.. it makes me know thems more in the heart den from the brain.. tat wat makes me really cherish them.. i love u all! i swear! sobsob.. don leave me can? hm.. after tat some of them are kinda drunk.. about 50% lahz.. but they are still alright.. they are really gd friends man.. hope i am one of them.. althought i don really drink or even jus know them for 2yrs.. but i really hope to have the special bond with them.. hm.. we chatted till 4++ den decided to leave le lahz.. cause the whole fisherman.. only left us except the ahnehz waiting for us to leave so they can clean up.. haha.. pouthy took a cab home.. with shan fox n boon.. they all go pouthy house n drink lahz.. so junkai gave me a lift.. i say drink slowly.. so i can enjoy.. haha.. n he did.. constant 90.. kinda fast for a bike but it still feels great! he kinda goes the long way towards my house.. he said he go wrong way.. haha.. but i totally wan him to go to the wrong way anyway.. hm.. after tat i come back.. waiting for the others to sms me to say they reach home.. only junkai did.. he gave a missed call.. wah.. i cannot wait for shan liaoz.. so i called her n they got home.. she forgot to msg me.. so bad.. told me tat the 3 little boys are aslp.. lolz.. tats great.. if not they gonna drink again.. after tat i went to wash up n ate my dinner.. hm.. back to slp! lolz.. i really enjoyed my nite n sms shan to thanks both thy n her for the nite n when they need me help.. pls say cause i will try my best.. they are one of my closest friend i must say! haha.. tats all dudes.. syas friends! I REALLY DO LOVE U ALL!!! so dOes BDS n OutSidE frIeNDs k! missing u... ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/15/2004 11:59:00 PM|
Thursday, October 14, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
As I make my slow pilgrimage through the world, a ccertain sense of beautiful mystery seems to gather and grow.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
My Secrets in Silence
You came into my life
Quietly, simply, placidly
And my words stood still...
I couldn't express in words
Or even in simple gestures
The secret I kept in my heart.
So I loved in silence,
Admired you from a distance,
Dreamt of you from afar.
I wanted to say I love you...
I wanted to say i care.
But cowardly, maybe, you'll only laugh at me.
In silence then I will love you...
In silence then i care...
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/14/2004 09:24:00 PM|
ha.. i decided to blog earlier today.. was kinda tired.. hm.. i really don know whether today is wat kind of day for me.. cause it really added up alot.. i am angry.. sad.. tired.. sick.. but still.. i got the happiness for awhile.. well.. ahya.. lets jus start man.. woke up bloody late today.. i don know why.. n i guess i was in a coma of dreams.. which bloody hell i cant remember.. my maid also pro.. wake me up once nia i say later.. after tat she neva wakes me up liaoz.. ha.. after tat i went to prepare.. den try to eat my breakfast.. i don know how the fook i don feel like eating.. the wisdom tooth is bloody hell giving me problem.. den my mother also wake up kpkb.. ahya.. sibei dulan.. i took a cab to sch.. traffic jam.. wat can i do.. wateva.. den after tat i went to pc class to pass her bday prezzie n headed for my own class.. like nthing one.. but i kinda enjoy the classes today.. not normal lessons.. got back our result.. ha.. i didnt badly lahz.. but i was kinda surprised even thought i fail my bible.. i reach above the 40 mark target.. chemistry was the sad part.. Mr Chee was really disappointed about me.. everytime he sees me he tells me tat.. cause i told him i did have tuitions all these.. n yet i come out with this kind of result? i don know man.. depressing moments.. but at tat time i really didnt let it matter my mood.. was still kinda happy.. untill now when i was on the way home.. felt really bad.. Mr Chee face totally got no smile at all.. sigh.. nvm.. after tat.. i cancelled tonite outing for the fisherman trip.. here don wanna go there don wanna go.. in the first place don wanna go den DON AGREE ON GOING LAHZ PLS! bloody hell u guys really don know how much i am looking forward anot? sorry to the steady ones.. i didnt intend to cancel it.. but no point going when little ppl go.. ahya sometimes i really don know whether to really cherish some of u as friends.. disappointment felt tat way.. i bet tml pouthy organise the same trip maybe a different story.. i don know.. but i wont be looking forward for it.. after sch.. decided to watch a movie.. eh no.. they had lunch first... i ate during recess.. so skipped it.. den decided to watch movie.. had a hard time choosing it man.. den go ps buy tickets first.. me pouthy huishan n lida went first.. oh ya.. here comes the happy part.. i asked lida go join us for movie.. n she said yes.. its like for the first time? i will neva forget it man.. she seldoms accept.. thanks lida! den we 4 go first.. rochie took my hp.. to wait for daniel ridzuan n kate.. so we watched wimbledon.. i didnt know fox was meeting us also.. haha.. blur.. saw him at ps.. den we went to buy the tickets n headed for the food court cause fox haven eat.. so we chat chat there.. rochie n the others got here also.. after chatting n toilet breaks.. we headed for the movie.. wah.. the show is really funny.. n touching.. plus loving.. but somehow.. its jus too gd to be true for me to see.. but i can really accept tat logic of the power of love from a person can really change one person's strength n power plus character man.. ha.. me pouthy n huishan wanted to watch another movie cause tonite outing is cancelled.. so may as well spend more time together.. but lida don feel well.. so i guess its better to cancel it.. by den ridzuan kate rochie n danny go off already.. they went to pator i guess.. haha.. we headed for b2 to buy the XXL crispy chicken.. nice wat.. so i recommend them go eat.. my treat.. haha.. first time i kinda generous.. for syas ppl lahz.. for bds.. gg members will know.. sakae sushi! haha.. althought i am abit tight.. but who cares.. i jus do it.. hm.. after tat headed home.. i alone.. manage to finish the book already.. but look at the condition of the book.. i feel like i jus buy a new one for her lahz.. paisei.. thanks to the bloody bicycle.. didnt know the oil my dad put become so much on the basket also.. even my bag also tio.. sometimes i really find my dad very stupid.. put oil here n there.. den wat? save the lifespan of the bike.. i agree.. but? my clothes? my stuff? always kanna? fine lahz.. now i using my own money to buy clothes n stuff.. so not his bloody problem? i don know how many times i must tell him den he listens.. i totally give up.. come back in a bad mood.. on my computer n stuff.. tend to relax.. too tired.. went to try to take a nap.. woke up.. damn tired.. feel damn pain on my back.. after the movie already got baackache le.. haiz.. den my maid also pissed me off... ask her wash tat uniform.. mai mai.. grrr... den i went to bath.. n came out for dinner.. ha.. tried to eat as much as i can liaoz.. later the maid kpkb to my mum again say i neva eat when she is the one eat so little.. wateva man!! if my mum really kpkb tonite.. i sure gonna flare my anger liaoz.. i really don know why.. my temper inside my heart are damn hot.. feel like flaring out man.. haiz.. things like suddenly so many things happened.. i really kinda sad about it.. seems tat little happiness been exchange for long disappointment of sadness.. sianz.. even neighbour is arguing.. not tat i am kpo.. but its damn loud.. wateva man.. lets jus end it today.. missing u... ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/14/2004 08:52:00 PM|
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
If you play it safe in life, you've decided that you don't want to grow anymore.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
And There He Was
And there he was,
Staring into my eyes as a child stares at candy.
He was an image of perfection.
His sea blue eyes were as deep as the ocean,
And, oh, so full of mystery, like a treasure of waiting to be opened.
He could win any girl's heart,
but he was awaiting my response to the question.
My stomach was churning like milk in a blender.
My heart was beating as if I had just run a marathon.
I was so excited that he had asked me,
Not just any girl, but me.
All I had to do was get the words out,
But it was hard.
His perfection stunned my thoughts,
Yet I managed to reply in a cool manner,
The words flowing off my lips as water flows through a steam.
"Sure, you can borrow my pencil."
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/13/2004 11:02:00 PM|
ha.. today.. i don know why.. kinda tired man.. didnt really manage to slp early.. cause i was burning song for lida.. spoilt one disc.. lolz.. hm.. was talking to yiyin on the phone.. seems to have problem but she doesnt really wanna say.. jus ask me to wake her up at 8am.. lolz.. fine.. so i woke up at 8am.. n woke her up.. turned on my computer n wash up.. baths all these i guess.. prepare for sch.. don know wat to wear at first... ahya so jus anyhow wear sua.. hm.. sarah online.. so chatte with her for awhile... was waiting for jess call also.. meet go sch together.. ended up she go first cause i still at home.. haha.. true.. was kinda late lahz.. after tat i head for sch lohz.. kaoz.. the bloody journey damn long.. n i don understand why.. maybe i am dreaming... tats why... headed there.. thought i will be late.. bloody hell.. she even later.. as in the teacher.. lolz.. den the lesson also not much.. was rushing jessica autograph book.. den listen to the class lohz.. ha.. 1 hr only.. den tutor called n say tuition cancel.. wat else.. after tat.. went to far east with wansi n jess.. was looking for jane lei.. she work there mahz.. but didnt manage to see her.. took neoprint.. somehow got forced ah! but i also promised last time.. so have to fulfil lohz.. haha.. something happen to the machine anyway.. n we laughed.. lolz.. haiz.. my ugly as usual.. spoil the pic.. sobsob.. after tat went for lunch.. ate chicken rice.. my wisdom tooth damn pain man.. buay tahan.. haiz.. after tat i went to tampines mall to meet junkai to sign the transfer.. was kinda worried lahz.. cause my parents don know.. anyway.. sign liaoz.. forget it n pray tat everything will be ok.. junkai.. haiz.. selling his bike also.. don know man.. god pls help him.. hm... after tat we was waiting for fox.. went to play arcade.. outrun.. racing.. haha.. first round i won.. second round tio trash.. the hp keep ringing untill i buay tahan.. i left the game n talk on the phone.. lolz.. ha.. den we walk around.. vcd shop.. like tis like tat.. den junkai send me home.. on his bike.. woot! ha.. tats the last time i sitting liaoz.. sigh.. come back.. look at the computer.. hell so many viruses.. anyway.. gonna reformat after O's.. let the virus stay inside for awhile let them happy happy lohz.. haha.. hm.. was resting at home.. damn headache.. ha.. but still got play games n chat in msn lahz.. now feeling better liaoz.. well.. oh ya.. priscilla bday.. oct 27... haha.. bought her a puremilk t-shirt she wanted.. i am sure she kinda slping right now.. so i posted wat she wanted from me.. anyway.. she doesnt look at my blog anyway.. lolz.. pester me since the day she gave me my bday prezzie.. no fair.. i cant choose n she can.. anyway.. nvm.. i graduating already.. she still got one more yr in san yu.. let it be bax.. gonna miss her too! lolz.. ha.. today kinda short blogging i think.. ha.. wanted to ask jiawen to help me do something with the blog.. but i don know wat lehz.. i forgotten.. got STM.. suay.. oh ya.. speak of blog.. sadist.. all say rochie blog nice.. even gloria called me jus to ask me how to make blog after looking at her blog.. i gonna be so sad.. ha.. nvm.. at least i made an effort to do.. jiawen too! haha.. hm.. did the survey for my characteristic one.. kio from jasmine website.. i don know whether izzit for girls only lehz.. all the photos bloody hell girl one.. no guy one.. thought.. scally i turn gay.. ha.. next time must try to find out liaoz.. kk.. tml last 2 days of sch liaoz.. i wanna cherish it man.. missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/13/2004 10:38:00 PM|
You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...
Where did you come from?
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[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/13/2004 10:34:00 PM|
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Life without LOVE is like a tree without blossoms or fruit.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
(Currently None =X )
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/12/2004 11:18:00 PM|
ha.. i think i slept abit earlier den b4.. about 230.. lolz.. woke up damn early.. scare late mahz.. so prepare here n there.. n cycle to the singtel communication busstop there... den straight away got 27 after i park.. so heng.. so i took.. read a book.. n got to hougang mall.. reach there early sia.. 945 i reach le.. at first scare i late.. 905 still at home.. lolz.. ha.. i walk around hougang mall... first time got to hougang mall.. lolz.. hm.. den i waited for her at the entrance.. saw her.. but she didnt manage to see me.. so i kinda follow her behind wanted to scare her... den reach the escalator.. i go pull her hair.. but neva scare her.. after tat we head for macdonald lohz.. had breakfast.. den do our work.. talk here talk there.. lolz.. alot of stuff i know liaoz.. eh.. actually not alot also.. abit only lahz.. lolz.. hm.. den we got nthing better to do.. use my other number.. sms angeline say "hi angeline, how r u? i am ur secret admirer..." wahahaha.. den send to lily also.. but tat using my current number.. lily neva reply cause got sch lahz.. den angeline reply say siao.. lolz.. den kaoz.. she asked her bro to call! non of us dare to answer.. lida answer already neva say anything put down.. lolz.. dumb us.. soon we also nthing to do already.. i kinda do my homework liaoz.. left 3 questions till now i also lazy to do it.. ha... hm.. after tat we went to walk walk n wanted to head for the popular lahz.. cause i don wanna spoil angeline book.. looking for cover.. but sold out.. sigh... so walk around lohz.. den go interchange take bus.. she take mine n i take mine.. ha.. bus 27.. waited so long.. so crowded somemore.. dropped at tampines.. another long wait for bus 31.. tmd.. so hot somemore.. haiz.. went 1hr earlier for my haircut.. he eating.. so waited awhile.. he got another customer waiting for him also.. kaoz.. know wat? he wore the same t-shirt as me! the op rochie bought for me last yr as xmas prezzie.. lolz.. hm.. after tat i went to buy a hotdog n took 31 headed for home.. saw weijie in bus 31.. he going to buy stuff.. i went to collect my bike.. suddenly felt the bike very hard to cycle.. maybe i am tired.. nearly slip somemore.. ha.. damn tired man.. got home rested till now lohz.. got sms some of my friends.. got free sms for today.. last day le.. lolz.. well.. tats all.. tml need to wake up early got ss remedial.. heng can wear homeclothes man.. tired.. hope tml will be a better day.. prom nite cancelled.. suck man! why syas teacher's so kiam siap one!! grrr.. missing u~~ ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/12/2004 10:49:00 PM|
Monday, October 11, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
I've found that luck is quite predictable. If you want more luck, take more chances.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
Two of Me.
I never thought I'd find myself
the day that i found you
Plans for only
one of meare future plans for two.
Soul mates in this universe
that make the world surreal.
For when I'd given up on dreams
you showed me love is real.
And now that all my love for you
will never cease to grow,
please take me in your loving arm
sand neva let me go.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/11/2004 11:23:00 PM|
hm.. lets jus start.. today.. slept late.. suppose to wake up n turn off the computer.. but den.. i didnt manage to wake up.. too tired.. woke up.. 10++ i think.. ha.. poor computer neva turn off.. till now.. hm.. so i did abit of stuff in the computer.. cant remember wat.. den i nthing to do.. was waiting for tuition lohz.. but den i check my hp.. she changed the time... haiz... so i read books lohz.. rare horz? haha.. soon i went to bath.. she came.. so tuition tuition.. till about after.. cheong computer liaoz.. change blog for rochael again.. her tat blog gone case.. spend kinda long to change a suitable one.. sometimes i even find it nicer den tis sia.. lolz.. but nvm.. i still love tis blog! cause got jiawen to help... cant waste her effort.. lolz.. after tat i rest or wat.. i really cant really remember.. oh ya... david called me.. say got maths remedial.. tml.. dotx.. so last minute.. tml meeting lida to study liaoz.. 11am.. ha.. i meeting her at 10am.. forget it.. not going.. also not much use also.. hm.. times goes by like tis.. ridzuan call me ask for jevon when coming back.. cause mrs liah wan them to attend class on wednesday for social studies.. ha.. i wanna go man.. depend whether i can wake up.. lolz.. ha.. i play cs.. chat in msn.. today bloody hell.. msn keep going down.. cannot connect.. cs also.. grr.. lolz.. jane called me man.. ask me for advice.. she wanna buy watch for her dear dear.. talk kinda long.. long time no chat with her le.. haha.. she is going fine.. tats a gd thing.. oh ya.. jane tan! remember my watch for next yr bday horz! i neva bully u k! lolz.. but i still don dare to put so much hopes lahz.. lolz.. hm.. jus now later at nite.. zijian called me.. omg.. my friend since 6yrs old.. lolz.. brought his gf come find me somemore.. chatted awhile n left.. next time must ask him come my house for family dinner.. my family haven been seeing him.. after tat i come here n blog le lohz.. ha.. tml time table like very unstable... 6pm got haircut.. i gonna cut my hair!! wohohoho.. oh ya.. monday prom nite.. all the best for graduating syas students! hope it will soon confirm n be successful! missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/11/2004 10:54:00 PM|
Your aura shines Yellow!
What Color Is Your Aura?
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You're a "Red Angel" and just because
it's red doesn't mean blood or anger.
Actually, it stands for an angel in love.
You're obsessed with one person and can't get
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patiently for the day they return the feelings.
You're a hopeless romantic and little things
like roses and hugs charm you. You're very
affectionate but you're shy. You're afraid of
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[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/11/2004 01:22:00 PM|
haha... ok.. i come to do the question le.. but i think sure fail de lahz.. cause tis structure essay question.. is too hard.. i don know how to do.. lolz.. i will try my best lahz k.. lolz..
question: " do u wan to pass ur O lvls" 13mark.
explain ur answer.
answer: er i agree to some extend tat i wanna pass my O lvls.. cause like tat i wont get nag by my parents also mahz.. haha.. n also i can go to army.. n finish my army.. den straight away jump to university.. fast right.. but i also old liaoz.. plus poor.. don even know got money anot.. ha.. like tat u tis examiner see my answer liaoz.. also song.. haha.. hm... i know its for my future lahz.. but den.. to me its like.. so wat if study hard without brain.. u wont be happy.. to me.. maybe i am a born slacker bax.. wan love more den any other things.. or even fun or relaxation stuff.. tats why don really care about my future.. like wat the bible say.. i also forgot wat it wrote exactly.. "therefore do not worry about tomorrow.. for tomorrow will worry about itself. each day has enough trouble of its own".. isnt it true? if everyone is worrying here n there.. wat life is tat? like u say.. its for our future.. but need our future be so stress n why other country students are studying in the relax way? sometimes i really wanna score well.. but things happen when its approaching n brought me down? i am a weak person.. i admit.. therefore to another extend i do not really wish to pass my O lvls.. cause i jus wanna get on with life.. k lahz.. teacher.. depressing answer.. u see le also will sianz 1/2 de.. maybe next time i will try to find a niceer answer.. will try my best to study de lahz.. promise u k? lolz.. bye bye.. missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/11/2004 01:02:00 AM|
Sunday, October 10, 2004
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
It is not in the stars to hold our destiny but in ourselves.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
You Are All Of This To Me
You're the thought that starts each morning,
the conclusion to each day.
You are in all that i do,
and everything i say.
You're the smile on my face,
twinkle in my eye.
The warmth in my heart,
the fullness in my life.
You're the hand that's laced in mine,
and the coat upon my back.
My friend, my LOVE,
my shoulder to lean on.
You're silly, mature, caring,
thoughtful, bright and honest guy.
The one who holds me tightly, when i need to cry.
You're the dimple in my cheek,
the ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
the happiness of my life.
You are all I've wanted,
you are all i need.
You are all I've dreamed of,
you are all of tis to me.
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/10/2004 11:29:00 PM|
hm.. again i slept at 3++ recently keep slping at tis hour.. n i don understand why.. sigh.. woke up.. den go back close my eyes again for awhile.. lolz.. about 1130 woke up.. used the computer wateva so.. slack abit till the afternoon... den start to scan photos.. lolz.. for about 1hr 15mins... imagine how many.. den spend time to arrange it back also.. haha.. rested n bath.. went to try to do my maths homework.. till nite.. slack abit do slack abit do.. totally like don know how to do.. haiz... watched jaw.. tmd.. i tio chua 2 times.. don know why.. watch b4 already.. classic show.. now i recently wont get scared on ghost or scary movies.. tis one i tio chua.. haha.. maybe i fear for the person to be eaten.. lolz.. did chat in msn or wat lohz.. shelia got bf lohz.. congrats mui! lolz.. ha.. did nthing much today also.. tats all for today! hope i can change the blog later after tis thing.. wanna change to like jiawen de! sorry for being a copycat! ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/10/2004 11:15:00 PM|
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
(Currently None =X )
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/10/2004 01:57:00 AM|
Saturday, October 09, 2004
hm.. basically i am late for blog.. but since can change the timming.. so i changed it lohz... slept at 330.. play games with wansi... nice match.. lolz.. woke up.. waiting for my mum to come back... till i damn hungry man..but she finally came back.. after tat.. eat lohz.. wat else.. haha.. prepared to go to sengkang.. go suzanne house.. with my xbox.. putting at there house for awhile first.. took a cab n nearly got lost.. lolz.. driver n me blurblur.. well i got there.. rested.. n play xbox lohz.. mok one.. lolz.. trashed him in soccer again! tis time worst.. 5-0! lolz.. soon we rested lahz.. mok go jogging come back.. say need to go buy food.. even thought he order pizza n kfc... lolz..i volunteered.. bloody hell.. waited so long.. make my shirt smells oily somemore.. grr.. got back.. friends there liaoz.. so we had dinner n they play game.. polar bear.. fun game.. but i didnt join in.. became the judge.. ha.. i don know their friends.. but somehow we know cause we all help out in the wedding dinner.. feel happy with them.. but somehow.. something jus spilting us apart.. maybe is the age.. i don know man.. but horz.. the happy thing is they all know how to pronounce my name correctly.. first time they know liaoz.. gdgd.. well.. after tat i head for home.. den went to bath.. so late for blogging lohz.. haha.. tats all i guess... take care all! missing u.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/09/2004 11:59:00 PM|
qUotE oF tHe dAY!
Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go.
PoEm oF tHe dAY!
(Currently None =X )
^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/09/2004 01:14:00 AM|
Friday, October 08, 2004
ha.. lets blog.. today nthing much.. couldnt really wake up.. but i did.. lolz.. neva finish my work.. rot till 2pm.. n waited for the tutor to come.. lolz.. den at den.. jus practise my work lohz.. ha.. now she added on more.. sigh.. after tat i nthing much also... hibernate.. play computer.. help rochie do her blog.. simple blog lahz.. jus paste the html in.. i cant do mine man... i don know why.. jiawen don angry! i know i told u i cant do blog.. lolz.. but i have to learn from u de mahz.. my shifu.. haha.. hm.. waited for suzanne n mok to come.. for dinner.. tml going her house to celebrate about her marriage thingy.. cause she wanna thank all the helpers mahz.. den i say tml i bringing my xbox there to keep.. means no more xbox for me till exam is over.. sad huhz.. haiz.. but wat to do.. nvm... haha.. after dinner.. me n mok cheong xbox.. haha.. play soccer.. 2-2 each.. last rd was damn fun.. lolz.. i was losing 1-0.. den 80mins le.. 10mins left i score 3 goals?!?! wahaha.. laugh till i cannot tahan.. after tat we stopped.. n rest.. they left for home.. lolz.. finally joyce taught me how to find the music url for blog.. but it didnt work.. thanks to blogger.. i tried the whole day n finally know how to.. but it didnt work.. sigh.. oh yeah... syas gonna have prom nite for sec4s? rock on man! confirm plus chop go.. haha.. today msn.. ha.. my friend.. i know who lohz! use the sister email add me.. den trick me.. grrr... nvm.. next time! lolz.. cya.. ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/08/2004 10:57:00 PM|
Thursday, October 07, 2004
bOO! heres the first open blog.. first.. really must thanks to jiawen.. she did it for me.. xie xie ni.. next time upgrade still need u de worx! lolz.. actually.. i jus added tis blog for fun.. the tagboard lehz.. next time sure got ppl kpkb de lahz.. will be expecting tat.. so peeps.. bare with it.. i wont settle it.. will jus delete the lame things straight away.. ok.. lets start.. today.. nthing much.. woke up.. was waiting for lida sms.. next time she neva sms me.. i sms edward.. lucky he got go sch.. all of them went to collect their bio result.. edward called back.. tats how i manage to contact lida.. i already prepared.. but i was at home.. ha.. so i ended up took a cab den.. say meet bishan.. i meet bishan they called.. say change.. meet at novena.. ha.. heng i still in the cab.. lolz.. went novena.. cab... 12 bucks.. saw them at bk.. as usual.. daniel.. rochie.. lida n angeline.. lolz.. kaoz.. but only me doing homework.. the others.. chatting.. lida neva help! she say she don know.. guess she cannot concentrate.. too tired.. ha.. tats the only time i can concentrate to do my homework.. i don know why.. cause obviously i cannot study at home.. don ask me why.. i really got irritated.. lolz.. well.. have fun there.. gonna miss the days.. ahya.. after tat.. we left.. only about 1hr+++ sad huhz? hm.. went myself.. others took the opposite side of the train.. read the book borrowed from angel.. hope can finish.. jus reached the middle.. lolz.. got home.. rest.. play xbox.. msn game also.. lolz.. after tat.. jiawen msg me about blog le.. settle till now.. ha.. tried doing my work.. no point lahz.. k lahz.. stopping here.. if not jiawen complain my blog too long again.. lolz.. den lazy to read.. lolz.. thanks again jiawen! ^~>,"<~^
[[~firecomet~]]|Sad @ 10/07/2004 10:34:00 PM|
